hand in fire
i put my hand in fire for you
surprise
it burned
watch me as i go
bittersweet dreams crushed
once again
i stayed for them and they still left
there are days when i look in the mirror and i have no idea who's looking back at me
why would i feed a body that destroys my mind when the world is on fire?
i am kissing the gun
that you are gently placing on my forehead
saying that it's not you
that it's me
and that the gun isn't even that bad
that's all i need to know
that's all you need to know
you are just their instrument
they
know more but don't give a damn fuck
about the creatures who fall victim to their guns
i'm not here
visions passing by
wouldn't it be peaceful without these screaming voices outside my window
but i can't close the window
without tearing down the entire house
well i might as well
i hope you all would still love me if you knew what goes on in my head
am i even lovable?
well maybe in the end
my whole body will set on fire
and i would feel comfortable
as my skin is already burnt
and my lungs are already filled with smoke
just in case.

















