im tired and angry but somebody should be

It's Alright; It's Okay

[fictother]

"I asked ChatGPT", well, I asked the fictional character in my head, and he said I should be kinder to myself and that I'm loved.

[thelatestkate]

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[creativepromptsforwriting]

I wish all my writers a happy new year. May all your stories finally be written, sentences be completed, emotions be evoked with beautifully crafted words, readers be moved to tears, the urge to create be satisfied.

[thelatestkate]

[mg-system]

"do you ever wish you weren't traumatized?"

Honestly? No we don't. Something about us is that we fear the unknown. Had we not gone through those things in our childhood, we have 0 clue what kind of person we would be. Would I be kind? Would I be as passionate about mental health and helping people? Would I have the partner I have today? Would I have a different name? What if the trauma did actually impact my gender like people asked when we came out?

We don't know.

We know who we are now. We've been through hell, we've made mistakes, we've been hurt so badly. But those are things we DO know.

I would never want to wish for something that I might not like the results of. Even though it could never actually happen, the idea of the wish actually coming true is horrifying.

That being said.. Sometimes we have those thoughts with traumas that happened much later on. Because dealing with the pain from those is somehow more difficult.

Maybe it's because we've had years and years to move on, make progress and easier to accept that since we were a child, there was literally nothing we could have been expected to do about it. But when someone you've known since you were both kids in elementary hurts you in one of the worst ways possible in adulthood.. That sort of complicates things

So yeah lol

[catchymemes]

[catchymemes]

[gentleaffirmations]

Even if you were a difficult child, you didn't deserve to be hurt.

[jame7t]

it’s fun to stay at the Y

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[yahenni]

M

*smacks the side of my boom box to get the cd to stop skipping*

[capt-mal-reynolds]

C

[edgarallanpoultry]

YOUNG MAN

[shark-tranny]

A

[irishfry]

THERES NO

[gamergal-ds]

It’s fun to stayy at the Y

[transfeminine-anarcho-post-egg]

UONG MAN

[lordhavemercyyyyy-deactivated20]

MOTHMAN

STEAL A MAN OFF THE GROUND I SAID MOTHMAN

[visceralvermin]

[the-crab-demigod]

Meneaito 👏👏👏

[the-m-is-for-minor]

dadadada despacito

[walmart-the-official]

ra-ra-Rasputin

[cosmicsystem]

Literally my system trying to do anything....

[thelatestkate]

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[miraclecereal]

If bad habits are a parasite I will forcefully remove it from my body and watch it shrivel up without a host as I grow to live and love better

[life-of-liminality]

Philosophical people:

Systems with demon alters:

[feefal]

Angel manta ray (what if fish was bird??)

[hellenhighwater]

Gonna get myself a fun little surprise I guess

[hellenhighwater]

This is better than I'd ever hoped for, I bet a rat could kill you with that thing by firing a laser back in time and electrocuting your grandfather

Just look at this thing

[hellenhighwater]

The rat gun is hereeeeee!

[hellenhighwater]

This is getting notes again so I will admit that "rat gun" was an autocorrect error and it was supposed to be "ray gun."

But it'll always be a rat gun to me.

[hellenhighwater]

The most expensive thing in these pictures was the cat, and he was $60.

[hellenhighwater]

I'll be honest--I forgot that the pump organ desk/bar was visible in the background, and it was NOT under $60.

It was actually $75.

The chairs, however, were paid for in human life. I inherited them; they were originally my great grandmother's. But they're not particularly rare-- you can find these exact chairs without a lot of effort, in reasonable shape, for not that much money. They made a lot of them.

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

your gazelle has a pearl choker

[hellenhighwater]

That's Hadrian. He's a bush buck and he loves fashion.

[hellenhighwater]

Hi you asked this question and I immediately went to the pottery studio to make a calcifer to put in my woodstove.

Will update if he survives the kiln.

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

i am still on tenterhooks vis a vis calcifer 🥺🥺🥺

[hellenhighwater]

I just brought him home from the pottery studio and wired him for light. He lives!!!!!

[thebisexualwreckoning]

OP just wondering do you like have the closet to Narnia tucked in there somewhere?

[hellenhighwater]

Dude, c'mon, these things take time.

Give me a couple hours.

[hellenhighwater]

Okay!! We have doordrobe! It's not quite done but after nearly turning myself into an hellpancake while carrying this in from the garage to the house, I feel like I should call it a night.

Right now it's not going into a secret room (but the Angel of Death (And WiFi) behind it does have a secret compartment for my router? Does that count) but Malice and Vice are still exploring it like it's a whole new world.

The House of Horrors continues to be...well, exactly what it is.

[hellenhighwater]

Oh, no, all radioactive materials go in The Box.

[copp3rtop]

please explain. Do you actually have a lead lined box for radioactive objects, or are you just talking about the router behind the painting?

[hellenhighwater]

The Box.

[hellenhighwater]

Not people's teeth, no.

[chaoticgremlinmakingart]

Holy shit. This just keeps getting better and better. Absolutely marvelous house. What other treasures do you have in that house?

[hellenhighwater]

I recently got some very silly dishes and a telescope!

[the-haiku-bot]

I recently got

some very silly dishes

and a telescope!

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[fairie-angel-deactivated2024080]

my identity has been dissociative disordered :(

[cosmicsystem]

[cosmicsystem]

it never stopped you before...