im mentally ill

[cubibibism]

A VIVID HALLUCINATION: INTERNET GIRL.

Please keep in mind that I am a Lifestyle Jirai before interacting! Block me and don't report, please. You're not helping me.

A DOWNER JUST FOR YOU. NEEDY GIRL.

𓍯⠀⠀⠀ABOUT ME⠀: ⠀⠀𓉸 (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ->⠀⠀My name is SAM but feel free to call me Kit or Kris⠀﹒ ⠀⠀⠀⠀I go by any pronouns EXCEPT they/them⠀﹒ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ->⠀⠀Feel free to experiment with neos on me⠀! ⠀⠀⠀⠀I am a MINOR (15) and while I will be posting suggestive content, if you sexualize me i will cry about it publicly execute you⠀﹒

𓍯⠀⠀⠀OTHER STUFF⠀: ⠀⠀𓉸 (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ->⠀⠀I am a neutral recovery, native/nahua chicano lifestyle jirai⠀﹒i'm trying to do some fashion soon, but i am broke so i can't atm </3⠀﹒ ⠀⠀⠀⠀I'm ASD, ADHD, HPD, NPD, MADD, DID, GAD, and have Atypical Depression among others⠀﹒This severely affects my behavior⠀! (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ->⠀⠀This blog is also run by a part in a system,, others might post but I can't guarantee that lmao⠀﹒

𓍯⠀⠀⠀BLINKIES/BUTTONS/USERBOXES⠀: ⠀⠀𓉸

button credit: @/lavendergalactic layout credit: @/skeletonenthusiasts

[cubibibism]

"i should talk to my people about my feelings" i say as i dont because literally everytime that happens with ANY of my partners or friends in general i realize im being overdramatic 5 seconds later and they end up realizing its probably for the better that they leave because im mentally ill and making them feel worse because they cant fix me

[cubibibism]

this cat is about to scratch its skin off :3

[cubibibism]

i hate how people see me as not my imagined, perfect self. like fuck you, why are you questioning me,,

[cubibibism]

how i feel after closing tumblr on my phone to immediately open tumblr on my computer

[cubibibism]

how do people have stable relationships,, like highkey i dont wanna be like. splitting on ppl i care about but also not doing that makes me sit down at night (and sometimes in the moment) thinking like!! im a horrible person!! im abusive!! and i dont rly wanna change!! even if it makes me sad because im NOT the most perfect wonderful glorious human being to have ever existed and then i just. turn into a puddle on the floor and scratch my skin off or some shit idfk whats most relatable to you people

[cubibibism]

guys im feeling generally empty, useless and unsociable,, you know what that means!! more posting for you guys :D

[jiraihimitsu]

WAVES WAVES WAVES WAVES!! HAIII :3

WAVES BACK

HELLO HELLO HELLOOOO!!!!

[cubibibism]

HEYYYY whats up!!

[jiraihimitsu]

I'M JUST DRAWING RN!!! WBUUU :000

[cubibibism]

SORRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE BUT I WAS EDITING!!

[bloodypawwz]

got my first dick pic of the season ( <- talking to old men again ) i have never been more grateful to be a lesbian

[cubibibism]

THATS SO REALLL like i sent you two messages-

[sssosweet]

tag game bc Im bored...

1. make yourself w this picrew and upload it

2. photo of one of your f/os

3. your dream bedroom

4. photo of one of your fictionkins and all the terms under that

why is ts so random..

hehrhrhrhe this is random

uhm all my moots

@teardropsbottled @jeevas-chr @veestar4911 @ruitime @bobbyiscool22 @xpwuppet @pwchii @nemuka @phoebussmintheus @pomigranit + anyone who sees this

[suillette]

tysm 4 the tag!!!

@strawberryfairyflower @like-ribbons-in-your-hair @pixo0 @raymutt @toothandfeather @toxetta @magigirl-jirai @lovesickvirus @ur-angel-kit

[rotting-pixels]

Thx for tagging :D

I don't really have a f/o so ig my lads main???

@wkfn14kt829j2nq @strawberryfairyflower @leilaniimi @yueyueyxie @alvaeris @softkiten @meltedapples @my-heart-is-made-of-glass @jiraihimitsu

[jiraihimitsu]

TY FOR TAG !!! :DDD

wahhh i want a miku bedroom too hehe + don't really have a f/o so i just spun the wheel 😭

tagging !

@tiredutaitenerd935 @cubibibism @kangelgirl @br0ken-d0ll-th1ng <3

[cubibibism]

TY FOR THE TAGGGGG :3333

honestly this is the only picrew that,, actually kinda looks like me (-some hair texture but its whatever),, anyways i want a room w TONS of figures (and papyrus merch, although there isnt much,,,) so yeah :3 for terms idgaf about sharing or doubles do what you want

[jiraihimitsu]

WAVES WAVES WAVES WAVES!! HAIII :3

WAVES BACK

HELLO HELLO HELLOOOO!!!!

[cubibibism]

HEYYYY whats up!!

[cubibibism]

How did you get the anime girl thing at the bottom of your posts? Where can people find assets like them?

i edited it!! on photopea!! then i just,, put it on my posts,, i found the assets mainly on kangels wiki page and tumblr,, i dunno how to explain more but ive been on editblr for a couple months so just making some dividers and throwing sprites onto it is,, pretty trivial so,, sweats,,

[cubibibism]

highkey i wanna start yan/yumeposting more but also half of it would be the same shit about papyrus 10x over and nothing else so!!

not that thats a bad thing i LOVEE talking about my beloved but,, i dunno feels weird to??

[cubibibism]

,,hi babe!!

[uncanny-angel]

Tag Game

Rules ! 1. Do the picrew here, however you see yourself

2. put 3-6 emojis of your liking (if u can)

3. Say something nice about prev’s picrew!! <- the most important step

4. Tag anyone!

🦋🪻🎱

@thebrainhouse09 @b-ruby-mine @strawberryfairyflower @veestar4911 @tiredutaitenerd935 @pyschodreamerangel @mezzo-pianist @intimacywithanangel @landminegutz @abyssaldoll @mothfteeth @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @hollowporcelain @looser-boy @muffindayo @wkfn14kt829j2nq @lvcisaliaa @mechanised-flesh

You dont have to participate andddd MWAH💜

[p4rufeit]

🍡🎀🌸✂️🍰

KYAA URS US SUCHHH A CUTIE PATOOTIEEE THE LONG BANNGGSS UWAAHH SO CUTEEE

tags:

@cancelledkat @xdwoll @xoluvu2 @au-set

@mezzo-pianist @vee1021 @yvanllie @rararara-raaa + anyone else who sees this!!

[sssosweet]

Im afraid I dont understand the instructions...Im assuming your supposed to make yourself irl??

🇵🇭🤍😨🎀🫂🛐

I LOVE HER SHE LOOKS SO LIVELYYYY SHE LOOKS LIKE AN OSHI NO KO CHARACYER

@teardropsbottled @veestar4911 @mene-morphosis3 @thefoganon @jeevas-chr @ning-ningx300

[ning-ningx300]

🌺😌🎀 💌🧚‍♀️🍥

THIS IS SUCH A PRETTY AND FANTABULOUS PICREW OML

@izumi-miffy @bloodied-hands-in-the-night-sky @hauntedfragility @ender-afton @smolwriter @itzzzzzzyyyyydaaaaa @therainbowgalaxyadhdgirl @bamgyuuu-2001 @notsolaris @gendermiiiilk @groggle @bonsai-burns-bright-blue @random-fandom-chaos @ziipzeepzop-eez

[paper-stars-still-glow]

NINGIE YOUR PICREW IS SO CUTE EEEEEEE I LOVE HER EXPRESSION SHE LOOKS SO DEVIOUS /POS

🔅✨🌌🥀🃏🧭

@smolwriter @sw33tl1f3 @losairr @dedbutalsoaliv @therainbowgalaxyadhdgirl @ender-afton @moongasux @ennarchy @ye-olde-ace +open tags!! (tell me if you want me to add or remove you!!)

[therainbowgalaxyadhdgirl]

✨💗💐 NINGIE, YOU'RE PICREW IS SO PRETTY AND COOL <3333 @ink-stains-and-constellations @lesbeanie @amaramyaccount @bloodied-hands-in-the-night-sky @someoneverypotter @ender-afton @undead-angelboy

[undead-angelboy-deactivated2025]

🪽🗡🐾🩹🍓🧨

I love the color combos in yours ( ≧∀≦)

tags !! @ssleepingxbunn1es @xlamby @strawberry-shotcake @countyfairee @importantcherryblossommentality @moribunniii @mahidestruct @thesillyness & anyone who wants to join :3

[banana-slit-deactivated20251130]

Sankyouu for the tag hehe !! Whenever I see I get tagged in a post, I usually jst assume it's you ♡

🍓🍰🦭

I like the hair !!

tags !!! @flowerbornofdarkness | @pinkglitterygutzz | @bloodypawwz | @xlamby | @h4untingyuu | @maggotorka | @theangelsdove34

[flowerbornofdarkness]

why do I look like this stupid dude?

anyway.

you look like gold from krew and that is a huge compliment. She is pretty and has fashion sense.

💢🕸🐶🥃🪪

tagging moots: @like-ribbons-in-your-hair @yuk1taa @jiraiangelkaori @saccharine-bones @bldthrasher3008

this time made sure NOT TO tag people who are already tagged

[like-ribbons-in-your-hair]

i picked all the pink options with ribbons what a surprise Also your looks cutie I like the scarf ribbon:3 🎀💔🕊🕯🥩 mixed vibes ig!!! @pwchii @my-coffee-black-and-my-bed-at-3 @ameteacup @jeevas-chr @jirailulu so sorry if you've been tagged already!! ＞﹏＜

[suillette]

this picrew is so cute

🫐🪽🎼🫧🐑 not sure tbh ^_^

@f4ilure-g1rl-fuyu @fountainstars @k1-2-ur-h3art @lovesickvirus @jeevas-chr @strawberryfairyflower @pixo0

[rotting-pixels]

HOLY SHIT OURS ENDED UP MATCHING????? Kinda gives off the vibe of one of them being like "huh that person kinda looks like me?" and the other one's like "I fucked up this isn't my universe..." type of horror :p

2. 👭👬👯‍♀️👯‍♂️ lmao

3. Great minds think alike >:3 heheh but yeah urs is simple which makes it clean and not cluttered and still super super cute<3<3

4. @strawberryfairyflower @leilaniimi @yueyueyxie @alvaeris @softkiten @wkfn14kt829j2nq @meltedapples @mahidestruct @raynblog @jiraihimitsu @my-heart-is-made-of-glass +anyone else who wants to join :3

[jiraihimitsu]

TY FOR TAGGING ME ICE AND PIXXXX<3

i love urs sm pix 🥺 it's giving yamiaka steroid vibes

tags r open !!! v scared to tag,,,

@cubibibism @kangelgirl @cubibism @bloodypawwz

[cubibibism]

TY FOR TAGGING MEEE i made a couple bc i couldnt,, figure out the instructions,, also bc i personally see myself a lot differently a lot of the times :p

i like these emojis: 💉🏩🎀🔪🩸

idk why but urs feels like an oc that i would see on tiktok once in a animation meme and then proceed to never see again/pos

[coherent-thoughts-needed]

tag game!

tag your moots and tell them something random about yourself

I'll start

when i was in fourth grade i adopted my friends and now i have like 6 children (idek how many there were a lot)

@modern-inheritance @emmidemi @deadskincellsonyourpillow @pogues4lifeee @weirdponytail @danhengswifefrfr11 @midnight-blues07 @conditioningint3stin3s @purple-dinosaur17 + open tags (anyone who wants to join!)

[modern-inheritance]

Birth mother was 4'11", birth father was 6'3", and I'm here, stuck at goddamn 5'6".

@archangelsunited @shows-up-naked-covered-in-bees @thearunadragon @books-fascinate uuuuuh im sorry i can't remember people.

[thearunadragon]

oo thank you for the tag I’m two inches shorter than you despite my whole family being giants lmao

hmm…

I can voluntarily stop shivering for short lengths at a time by relaxing my muscles.

It creeps my friends out.

@sweetjedi, @starfox360, @umunschaas, @twylaelfirstwing, @lunasbiscuits, @dia-viller

[the-horcrux-hung-itself-deactiv]

I once trained a colony of ants in my backyard to respond to Morse code. It started as a joke—I’d tap out little messages on the ground with a pencil—but after a few weeks, they began reacting. Now, whenever I tap in the right rhythm, they march in synchronized zigzags like they’re taking orders from an invisible general. I try not to think too hard about what I've created.

@inspirationallybored @book4life @ivorysmokecloud @thedulcetsoundsofmescreaming @theonetheonlyyogurt @storiesbyemma

[your-average-shit-poster]

Thanks for the tag XD

Both of my parents and my little brother have blue-greyish eyes, I've got dark green with a blue edge eyes

@iamsanovice

[iamsanovice]

My irl friends and I have created a kingdom and religion, and I am the deity King Of Trash (The kingdom in trashland)

@eon-tries @palatablepain @inspirationallybored @rayne143

[palatablepain]

once i decided to walk to the park barefoot and it was going hunky dory until i was too far from home to go back. i was determined to sit on the swing set and to get there there were acorns broken like shards themselves, and some shards of glass in the street, and bees that make their nests in the ground. i returned unscathed and with a new respect for battered acorns

@x-exis-x @naharie @brb-on-a-quest @walkthruthewords @littlemisssunshines-things @asimplenote @inkskinned

[brb-on-a-quest]

I was in therapy once for like a year or two because I couldn't tell stories right (some speech impediment for my age) and now I write as a hobby :)

@rosiefinches @partlysunny15 @hiddenvioletsgrow @ramblings-of-lola @a-resplendent-mushroom @ladyartichokie

[ramblings-of-lola]

I didn't realize I had synesthesia until I was an adult because I thought it was normal and everyone else had it too.

@almosttinycreation @i-looove-dillydallying @personnotofintrest

@bookisposts @knight--error @gay-for-zoya

[knight--error]

Oh that's fun! Uhhh I like to knit small gnomes. It's a hobby of mine.

@manchblack @cbartonscoffee @nerdylizard5 @captainhannie13 @agent-of-sam Go nuts if you so desire!

[cbartonscoffee]

Oh, okay. Most interesting thing about me: I once ran over a car as a pedestrian.

npt @fictionalsimp09 @obi-wan-catobi @xwilltruman @crowleying @constalation-bored-anarchist @poindexterpng @legobenkenobi @clockwork-stars

[poindexterpng]

ummmm i can play 5 instruments? i think that’s pretty cool

@aghostlywhisper @anabiosiss @spawnofaddams and anyone else !

[bwsdjc]

It may sound childish, but I like to sleep surrounded by my plushies

and I hope I get loki or bucky plushie one day

@shortlikerdj @sylki221b-of-the-shire + anyone else

[shortlikerdj]

I love my plushies too! I don't find it childish, I find it rather comforting lol.

Lets see, something random about myself.. 🤔

How about this:

I am the only curly haired person in my household. Both my parents have straight hair. But both my grandmas have curly hair. Genetics are weird lol.

And a bonus Marvel related fact about me: The movie I have watched the most is Captain America: Civil War. I have watched it 15 times and counting. Gotg 1 and 2 are a close second.

@satans-child-offical @sweetmusicvoid @knightanddayy @ceruleanskyz @vampyrvia

+anyone else! :D

[satans-child-offical]

:oooo, let's see... most interesting thing about me:

my hair structure chances randomly. I had pretty straight, thin hair, then I had thick, wavy hair that curled (a lot) at the ends, now I have still pretty thick, wavy hair but it doesn't curl at the end, but after showering. I also have slightly growing colorful rings around my pupils.

@hauntedmoontimetravel @vanitythevantropist

@thelizardburt @shortlikerdj @littlejumpingjoan

@serpentine-starlight @elizer-the-felon

[elizer-the-felon]

hahahahahahha

Hahahahahahahahayaya

Ahahahahha

Hahaha

ahah

Hah

Ha.....

The reason I'm so good at drawing is because it was a coping mechanism before I lived with my dad because my mum was abusive...

(Moots)@levi-leviathan @demigod-jack-hearth @gummi--shark @blizzardtheartisticfox @animeweebart @oliviasaysblog @addisonarts-blog @satans-child-offical @cherriartsstuff @katiekilljoy666news @alastorsfuckassuglyassbob @demonsradio @the-bloodmire-family @ask-alastor-the-radio-demon @askscorpio @husker-fictive @chaos-triangle

[demigod-jack-hearth]

I almost killed my mum once :33

@preserves42 @chaos-cupid @apjofan @th3-r4t-48 @kuraikocho @thecrazyalchemist @spooky-cryptid-friend @stargazin-on-mars @k-is-for-potassium @boldofyoutoassumeicanspell @sun13koi @mun-urufu @goddess-of-bubblegum @bast-the-best26 @the-eclipse-is-in-me @xx-neuro-xx @wretched-meadow @mildlybizarrecorvid @poe-the-failure @alexanderhamioton321 @cloverthesimp365 @ilov3b00kss0much @fukurouonthesea @permetutotheworld @the-official-failure @garden-of-runar @cceanvvaves @bastard-number-5 @auggies-dreamworld @rins-batcave @aceofthegays @shutupheather13 @ning-ningx300 @aiko-sera @brickcpavement @1shouldbedoinghomeworknow

[1moldshouldbedoinghomeworknow]

how did you do that XD/genq

so then, about me...

i have a fairly high pain tolerance!

@fishteeth0 @tamilhobbit @palirmo95 @phallusmagnificus @kupalinka6 @toastedjam @avaparation @anon-trans-poet @hihiimlain @jad0re-g0re @juan1dupree23 @i-draw-things @matilillo @lilithdeathbed @thexie-and-stars @cameronf129t @skittykittybean @st4r-black @candyrocks03 @carasilvaartoffical @agentepurpurina @gabbywolfcocoaeastercakescocoa @xxhoney-biscuitxx @objection-dot-lol @aetea-the-sappho @thesillytransgirlnova @anomymous2 @heartswill-explode @ewoly5 @aled4laide @rayne143 @quinnepic-woah @stuck-in-a-forest @mast3rsw0rd @boo-its-neeks @weirdo-with-a-potato @bastard-number-5 @adhd3m0n91 @thef2255 @raeprise @rosedragon28  @demigod-jack-hearth @5unm0th

[neptuenery]

nice! i learned to read when i was super young (like 3-4)

@introducing-bernard-spilsbury @newtbro65 @trashpidgeon48 @bloomialystock @diabetic-theater-kid @ace-in-a-very-distressing-hole @ace-of-dragon @viola-halogen @jumpfromthetrain13 @submarinecar @deathbydran0 @violets-and-books @zicks @crunchyspaghetti @evan18winchester @1shouldbedoinghomeworknow @whydoieverdoanything @whydoidothings @positive-bulbasaur @whenitgrowsbright @secretly-a-goose @blooming-skeleton

woah i have more moots than I thought i did

[submarinecar]

I cannot ride a bike at my big age of 14

@theguywhodidlikemusicals2300 @liltypingtom @gyldencikade @mistressneo @thejagerman2024 i havent got enough friends for this

[fishfreeoboecheck]

that's so fair frankly bikes are hard ummm... i taught myself everything i know about art; i have never taken a class apart from when i was forced to by school @briannaswords @bloopdydooooo @trashpidgeon48 i think the rest have been tagged already...

[bloopdydooooo]

prev that's really cool you're such a good artist :3

my uh. my school was built in the 1520s? is that interesting?

@well-by-jove @brave-bumblebee248 and....... uh...... no i think basically everyone on this website has been tagged already

[brave-bumblebee248]

Damb that's an old school

I've been teaching myself to bake pastries lately

@letsplaythermalnuclearwar @demise-seems-dead @eris-of-disco @nuclearfaggot @pirateshippotato @constantly-confused-queer @confusedtheathrekid @erin-brrrrr @the-better-phoenix256 @theoneandonlypatches @plebbotheblob @thelovelyvie @veejusttalks @original-username42 @jodasock @kutie106 @pipsqueak317 @x-dot-com @bumble-b-goode

[kutie106-reblogs]

Ohh I love pastries send some thru the mail /silly

Umm, I dunno, I named my dog after a Micheal Jackson song that I don’t even know most of. The name isn’t even a direct rip off it just sounds very similar

@theoneandonlypatches @forestgromlin @someoneverypotter @qiscute +other moots

[someoneverypotter]

we once had a cat and rabbit named lightning and thunder

@notsolaris @ning-ningx300 @siriuslyobsessed394 +anyone

[siriuslyobsessed394]

in the last year, i have

tripped, flipped, fell, and hit myself in the head with a ski - i probably should have gotten stitches but ig i just didnt

fell down the stairs and hit a wall-ceiling - i needed 7 stitches

Tags (no pressure): @alwayssirius09, @aceofspades42, @sage-black-or-remus-lupin-90, @dar-thestrawberry, @faeyells, @biggestqiblifan, @iamafrenchnerd, @arcadewizard, @organic-coconut-milk, @awolfindecember, @ning-ningx300, @regulus0cantswim0black, @oliverisagaymuggleborn, @yayyy-insecurities, @preposterousray, @luna---lovegood, @d3adgayw1zzyr3ad3r, @mrecury42, @theduchessr, @wolfthedrolf, @graylilacs, @notmyfaultnotmyproblem, @whattheflowersbecome + anyone else who wants to!!! (please lemme know if u want to be removed/added!!! <33)

[so-thats-happened]

i can crack every single joint in my body. my ankles? yes. my wrists? yes. My knuckles? yes. My toes? yes. My waist? yes. My neck? Yes. My jaw? yes. My elbow? yes. My shoulders? yes.

yes i'm tagging everyone in my mutuals list, regardless of if u want to be tagged or not. this is what you signed up for 🤷🏻

@nytephox, @allyssajade27, @lovestruckzz, @space-cadet-ed, @plutos-still-a-planet, @happygoosebird (fellow sotr enjoyer), @peetamellarkenjoyer1, @lookitsabooknook, @midknight11 (little bitch with the best facial expressions), @isayaacorn (little bitch but make it science), @x-fireheart-xx, @onyx-di-angelo, @catsandfries13, @never-again182, @op-isopoly, @tiredutaitenerd935 (little bitch who's really done), @thegreatjadeyeet (little bitch who likes anime too), @yipyipallyall, @kenziesteen12-blog, @asena-artemis, @aesthetickuma, @sinnematic, @awolfindecember (little bitch with a haircut) @gods-of-your-bluest-days, @lenoryt13, @siriuslyobsessed394 (little bitch with long hair), @blondphobic, @unorigional-person, @bikisser23 (little bitch with allergies), @akashigadabi (yeah), @lace-miserables, @ican-fixitbooks, @unstableomni (HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!!!!), @lightningrain, @lloydakathatonefriend, @light-cornflower-blue (first tumblr friend on a zutara post) @mynerdcave + anyone else

[thegreatjadeyeet]

almost drowned in great wolf lodge when i was 7 :p got saved at the last second by my dad right before i was gonna pass out

@fyreflakes @galacticattt @confettibreaddd @snipspaper @suponjibobu

[tiredutaitenerd935]

I ate a magnet as a child, no fucking clue what happened to it

Thanks for the tag btw

@minnadekanpai @slendermanspr0xy @jiraihimitsu @cynostra @h4untingyuu

[jiraihimitsu]

TY FOR TAG !!!

i drew for a pamphlet for high school once

tagging !

@mahidestruct @pixo0 @cubibibism @kangelgirl + others if u wanna share something :D

[cubibibism]

hehehhe ty for tag :3

uhhh as a fun fact, ive never drank a full can/bottle/cup of soda before!! i dont like carbonation in general so i just never tried

tags: @an-angel-to-all @bloodypawwz,, any other moots idk

[forgleto-o]

boys can’t like boys,,, 😰😰

Wait what are boys supposed to like?

[cubibibism]

testosterone and motorcycles and flames and war and dogs and fighting and ninjas and racecars