my heart is dead

washed up fanfic writer (https://archiveofourown.org/users/LabRatsWhore)

[deadarchiveaccount]

Ask Me About My Discord Servers (And Adam x Tank!)

Angry Marcus stan, poly shipper, and fanfiction defender.

While I may post some nsfw prompts and headcanons I don’t post actual nsfw fics on tumblr, even before the great tumblr purge

My birthday is February 9th if anyone cares.

I may be trash but I do not tolerate bullying for people’s ships for almost any reason unless the ship is a pedo ship. We all have different headcanons and beliefs.

Fanfiction requests and inquiries may be sent to my askbox or my new public email, [email protected]

NSFW account @lrwafterdark

DNI: Terfs, Pornbots, Antis and 60 plus year old men.

Main/Special ships:

Mareana (Marcus/Breana)

Tankam! (Adam/Tank)

Kazivana (Kaz, Breana and Oliver)

SteelCanary (Breana/Nate Heywood)

NightCanary (Breana/Dick Grayson)

Breana/Tecton (his name is too awkward for a ship name)

Dizzy (Bad ship name buy Douglas/Lizzy)

Breana/Megahertz (again, his name is too awkward for a ship name)

Breana/Tecton/Megahertz poly

Kazana (Breana and Kaz)

Olivana (Breana and Oliver)

Fandoms (a condensed list because I have way too many):

Lab Rats

Mighty Med

Lab Rats: Elite Force (even though most of EF canon was trash)

Mech-X4

Rick and Morty

Supernatural

Stargirl (still need to watch season 3)

Titans (still need to watch season 3)

Arrowverse (Especially Legends of Tomorrow and Arrow)

Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist (Zoey and Leif and Mo are baes)

Daredevil (except it is 2023 and I have yet to watch season 3)

MCU (up to Endgame because we’re poor and can’t afford to see movies anymore and we work too much to watch all the disney plus series)

Girl Meets World

Liv and Maddie

Ships Involving Canon Characters (not all just the mains):

AdamxTank

Chaz/Kase

Chaziver (Chase/Kaz/Oliver)

Brylar

Leo/Logan

Taylor x Kate

Destiel

Olicity

Saileen

Stony

Stucky

Foggy/Karen

Kaziver

FitzSimmons

Olicity

Clintasha

Pepperony

Techertz

Ships Involving OCs:

Marcus Henderson/Breana Davenport

Douglas Davenport/Lizzy Knight

Rick Tyler/Breana Davenport

Mark Walker/Breana Davenport

Nate Heywood/Breana Davenport

Sebastian|S-3/Ellie Frost

Dean Winchester/Breana Davenport

Ryan Walker/Breana Davenport

Breana Davenport/Leo Mendel

Rarepairs:

Ray Palmer/Nora Darhk/Nate Heywood

Probably more because I am a filthy, filthy multishipper

Crossover Ships:

Oliver Queen/Matt Murdock

Clint Barton/Leo Mendel

Donald Davenport/Leo Mendel

Poly Ships:

Ray Palmer/Nora Darhk/Nate Heywood

Poly Ships With OCs:

Dean Winchester/Castiel/Breana Davenport

Oliver/Breana Davenport/Kaz

Nate Heywood/Breana Davenport/Mick Rory (which is the ship portrayed in my contribution to the lab rats rp blogs)

Marcus Davenport/Breana Davenport/Steve Rogers

Tecton/Breana Davenport/Megahertz

Tags to filter instead of just blocking me:

Mareana - that’s Breana and Marcus

Kazivana - Kaz, Breana and Oliver.

sexy stuff - the nsfw/smutty stuff

[deadarchiveaccount]

Goodbye. My OCs don’t matter, my fics don’t matter. I don’t matter and my headcanons don’t matter. Lab rats is dead to me and so are all my other fandoms because I had to many crossovers with Lab Rats. I have nothing left.

[witchern]

a quick word about the writers guild strike, for those of you who currently AREN'T guild members but would like to be one day: the WGA has always strongly enforced its right to ban from future membership any non-member who crosses the picket line and engages in scab writing, aka writing for any of the struck companies during the WGA strike.

so if you're seeing job openings for screenwriters at places like netflix, amazon, paramount, etc and you're thinking "hey, maybe i'll apply and get my foot in the door," just know that you WILL be scabbing and you WILL be barred from ever obtaining WGA membership. permanently.

learn more about the strike on the WGA contract site.

[antidisneyinc]

for the mario movie???? the mario bros movie?? the actors can't know the plot of the mario movie??? they're scared of plot leaks for mario the movie?? the movie mario???? we're getting not just chris pratt but chris pratt acting BLIND????????

[antidisneyinc]

we've all joked to death about how this type of micromanaging essentially kills the art of acting, but I want to make it extra clear that doing this to voice actors and making them riff on their performance in a void is just one tiny step away from AI generating the cherrypicked delivery that a studio desires, which is something they are already doing with james earl jones's darth vader

[vergess]

VA's acting blind is a serious problem. It's something that gets talked about more with video game VAs, but like, even after that whole damned lawsuit, a lot of VAs without the kind of star power a hollywood actor has, won't even be told what they are auditioning for until they've been signed.

That's not allowed but it is industry standard with video game VAs, especially if you aren't a union actor.

It's a huge part of why performance quality in voice acting for games has lagged so far behind VA work in every other media. There's no direction, no scripts. Just random lines for VAs to read in a box in a dozen variations hoping one is right. It's part of why so many of us were ready to go to bat for the Bayonetta woman on day one. That kind of abuse of their actors is commonplace with video games.

The fact that other media profiteers seem to find that desirable is a horror almost beyond fucking comprehension.

Unironically, a think a large part of the immense popularity of fully acted podcasts, audiobooks and audio dramas over the last few years is because those are some of the few places voice acting as an artform is both 1) accessible to enter and 2) actually allowed to be performed as art.

[comicgeekscomicgeek]

If I remember right, the blind voice acting is to be able to deny the VA’s negotiating leverage. If they don’t know they’re reading for a major character, they don’t know they should be getting paid more.

[vergess]

It's also a way to hire people who would otherwise reject the role, eg not telling white actors they are auditioning for black/non-white characters until they're legally contracted and can't refuse. Same with cis actors for trans roles, etc etc.

Or, hiring non-union actors working remotely who, because they don't know what project they are auditioning for, also don't know if that project is being refused by actors' unions or is being done by a studio whose workers are on strike, etc.

[a-crit-roll]

Laura Bailey was given flak for voicing a black character, but she didn’t even know the character was black until later.

Because big companies hide what the job actually is in order to exploit the voice actors.

[lesbiskammerat]

[thetyrannosaur]

OK WAIT SO IF POC GET STRICTER SENTENCES IN COURT… AND IF WOC ARE MORE AT RISK OF MISCARRIAGE AND GENERAL MALPRACTICE… AND IF SEX EDUCATION IS WORSE IN INNER CITY PUBLIC SCHOOLS… AND IF RACIAL HOUSING DISCRIMINATION IS PRACTICED BY 85% OF REAL ESTATE AGENTS… AND IF SCHOOL DISTRICTS ARE FUNDED VIA PROPERTY TAXES WITHIN EACH DISTRICT… HOLD ON………. WAIT A MINUTE

[vulcanette-deactivated20260506]

[pogasm]

This is what we mean by systemic racism

[north-bi-northwest]

[intersexelphie]

it’s so funny to me when terfs and other transphobes talk about “biological pronouns”

you realise there is nothing about a vulva that means you have to call someone who has one “she”, right? and nothing about a penis that means you have to call someone who has one “he”? like that is literally a socially constructed idea based on the perceived gender of a person with a certain set of genitals.

you cannot be actually critical of gender if you are not critical of the ideas about it that society has created, you fucking clowns 💀

[adoratato]

Honestly. If pronouns were biological then why are they different in every single language?

[intersexelphie]

^^^^^^^

My second language is German, where “she” and “they” are literally the same word.

And I swear there are languages where there is literally no gendered pronouns at all.

Just shows how UK and US centric TERFs are that they say this shit 💀

[spacelazarwolf]

iirc there’s an african language that has no gendered pronouns, which is why people who speak it as a first language will sometimes use gendered pronouns interchangeably when speaking english bc to them they all mean the same thing. i think there’s a scandinavian language that does this too.

[spacelazarwolf]

i had to pull this out of the tags bc this is so interesting! this makes me wonder how a language not having gendered pronouns affects the way gender is seen sociologically.

[soydepensamientostorcidos]

I definitely think it does! We use words to construct thoughts, and we interpret and interact with the world with said thoughts, so the language we use to do that has an impact on everything. Some spanish speakers are currently having complete meltdowns over inclusive speech, because spanish doesn't have neutral pronouns, and the concept of them doesn't even register on some people. And meanwhile other languages don't have anything but neutral pronouns or no pronouns at all, so the whole thing about mentoring other people's gender all the time seems funny and unnecessary to us, but okay I'll remind you that my best friend is a girl in every sentence, sure!

[shyocean]

Chinese doesn't have gendered pronouns.

Korean doesn't have gendered pronouns, but they are always mentioning how fancy you think the person is.

57% of languages don't have gendered pronouns.

"In 10,000 years they will know you are a woman" For real, they will be speaking the same English we got now? In 10,000 years? The word "woman" is less than 1 thousand years old, my fine fellow, and the entire semantic field is profoundly different than it was 400 years ago.

English is not a biological reality.

Language is a construct. Gender is a construct. Nothing about it is innate.

The level of ignorance about language that you need to say the words "biological pronoun"s reminds me that these people wouldn't know a part of speech if it spit on them.

The Society Pages (TSP) is an open-access social science project headquartered in the Department of Sociology at the University of Minnesota

[egregiousderp]

The plural of the Spanish someone spoke to me had a (male) noun so he proudly declared WE ARE BROTHERS!

[manny-jacinto]

BARBIE (2023) dir. Greta Gerwig

[moonedknights]

i think whats missing for me in jason adaptations is like. it's always that he secretly survived or someone else took him to a lazarus pit or something like that because you can't unpack superboy prime punching reality in a 75 minute animated movie and it feels a little cheap. that boy was full stop Dead and there was nothing anyone could do about it and he only came back because of a cosmic fuckup and when he did come back he crawled out of that grave all on his own feeling very abandoned. that's value you just don't get with magic mtn dew

[whumpbby]

Nothing more tragic than to know your new lease at life might have been an accident. A cosmic error. 

No one knows why you came back. YOU don’t know why you came back.

And what has to hurt the most is that, in a world full of ways to reverse death, no one tried to bring you back. And now, that you are back - no one seems happy about it.

[tippitv]

I feel like if a vampire feeds on you without killing you, they should give you a lil cookie and cup of juice afterwards, like the blood donation center does.

[corvus-whittacre]

vampire that wears a lil fanny pack with snacks and juice boxes in it everywhere they go

[5weekdays]

"hey, bobby, ginger's kid came out to her as non-binerary! can you believe it?"

"non-binary."

"huh? wha? what'd i say?"

"you said 'non-binerary.' the word is non-binary."

"right. non-byrony."

"oh my god"

[5weekdays]

"ginger's gonna march with her kid in the parade next year! she's so excited!"

"she'll get to make signs... chant slogans..."

"you sound kind of jealous, lin."

"well, maybe i *am* jealous. maybe *i* wanna be a PFLAG mom."

"pee flag!!"

"gene."

[5weekdays]

"...kids, are any of you non-binary?"

"i respond to both 'attaboy' and 'you go, girl!'"

"i'm whatever gender gets the coolest happy meal toys."

[blackandblue13]

“FAKE OUT” BY FALL OUT BOY IS A SUNSET CURVE SONG I WILL NOT BE TAKING CRITICISM

[blackandblue13]

SO IS “HEAVEN, IOWA”

[deadarchiveaccount]

YESSASS

[mysharona1987]

A quite insightful quote from Stormy Daniels.

[carriesthewind]

[Text ID: We are thought of as less than people. When every story about me broke, it was “porn star Stormy Daniels, real name X,” and they printed my real name everywhere. Every time you see Whoopi Goldberg’s name, or Nicolas Cage or Bruno Mars, they don’t put their real name in parentheses behind it. I had so many female journalists do it to me. And when I said something to them, [they’d say,] “Say her name. Say her name. Her name is Stephanie Clifford, say it! She’s not just porn star Stormy Daniels!” But they never paused to think that maybe that’s the name I wanted. And you just outed my family. I guarantee you wouldn’t misgender me, so why would you use a dead name? And they thought they were doing the right thing because they’re on their big high feminist fucking #MeToo horse and they never even stopped to do the most basic feminist thing, which is ask the woman in the center of the storm what she wants to be called. And nobody did it. /End ID]

Fun fact! When I was googling to find this citation to make it easier to add the text id, google auto-completed "Stormy Daniels" to "Stormy Daniels real name" with her full legal name in giant letters right below the question!

There's also this very insightful bit from her right before the above passage:

"One of the things I want to do, because of what happened to me in court, is to use [my] platform to lobby to change the rule about being able to discriminate against sex workers. Because as a director, all these years in the business, I saw so many girls come in and not want to be stars. They just wanted to make money to go to school, and they didn’t buy purses, they didn’t do drugs, they didn’t party, they didn’t do anything fucking stupid, right? I really got to know these women on a personal level because I was directing at least once a month for 10 years. And so I saw these girls come in, do everything right, get a degree in nursing, leave the business—but then a year or two years later, they’d come back because they got fired over and over and over because they got recognized at work.

And when they came back, that’s when they were broken. That’s when they did drugs. That’s when they died. That’s when I saw them commit suicide, not the first time around. I can name 50 girls right now who have gotten fired because they used to do porn. And that’s got to change and [the rape shield carve-out] has to change. And what they did to me has to change. Because it’s bullshit. You don’t want us to do porn, but you won’t let us do anything else."

[mousegirlheart]

MOUSE YAOI REAL

[sabertoothwalrus]

[animentality]

[godshideouscreation]

[deadarchiveaccount]

Why do make making polls to delete your blog and fics???

Stop with the melodrama. Have fun!!! Be a fun blog!

Because my friend deleted her tumblr and I’m clearly not wanted by the majority of what’s left of my main fandom.

[deadarchiveaccount]

What would Breana and Marcus’ full teams be?! /Excitment

I’ll admit that I’ve only played Pokemon Go, Let’s Go and Sword and Shield and still don’t understand how pokemon works/will take suggestions but :

Marcus:

Umbreon

Haunter

Obstagoon

Mawile

Goodra

Ninetales

Breana:

Espeon

Arcanine

Bolton

Gyrados

Dragonite

Sylveon