im struggling

hi, im Felix. im ftm trans, he/him. dont like my stuff? ignore it or maybe block me? just don't report plz. im really struggling..

[rexiedemibunny]

BIG PUPPY OBTAINED!

you are not ready for how large huge a Jumbo Arcanine is.

PREPARE YOURSELVES

OOOUUUGGGHHH

[morphdoll]

[suncatshine]

#thingsthatturnyouon #number6 #sex #relationships #boyfriend

[miggylol]

[walkalongwithasong]

[pulling-aggro]

treasure planet is a fucking phenomenal film and was released during a time where it was destined to be forgotten by everyone

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Duhfhthf yeeeeeessssss

[viralfrog]

[geekinglikeaboss]

gods i fucking cried

[twerkstallion]

This part stood out to me especially

[athena1138]

This is really important, especially now during the holidays. You owe nothing to nobody if they make you uncomfortable.

[simonalkenmayer]

You’re always allowed to leave.

[vodkassassin]

This is really comforting to read and I’m going to need to like, write this down a few times out to memorize it because this isn’t something I want to let myself forget

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Just gonna repost this so I can find this when I need..

[smol-and-shiny-deactivated20241]

I have THE SOUP!!!

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Omg, they have THE SOUP!!!!

[shitty-car-mods-daily]

You’ve heard of sicko mode what about THICCO Mode

[celtic-pyro-deactivated20230725]

If you rear-end this car you’re legally required to say “Buenos dias,”

[uncle-beanbag]

You may rear end it

Once

[worldsweeper-deactivated2019091]

hrrnn… optimus im trying to sneak around but i’m dummy thick and the clap of my car ass cheeks keeps alerting the humans

[scribe-of-planes]

[voidwardenalex]

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

I got reminded of this pic hahahah

[endspire]

I Do Not Control the Speed at Which Lobster Die 🦞

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Omg this is gold

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

I'm.... really struggling.. and..

I dont know where to go other than here....

Any advice on how to handle this would be nice...

Trigger warning ⚠️ mention of self harm, suicide, depression, maybe more, idk..

So... im a trans dude(ftm).... I have really bad dysphoria and a lot of other issues that all seem to just get worse and worse...

I have totally lost my will to live.. the only thing holding me back is my depressed friend who I know will not be able to handle my death and will most likely do the same.. my mum and my boyfriend...

I dont want to cause harm to any of them..... but im scared..

I'm really scared that that might not stop me from leaving this world...... im so so scared...

I am truly.. terrified....

I'm doing my absolute best but it doesn't seem to be enough..

Every day its more and more and more difficult not have a mental breakdown and my absolutely terrible thoughts are getting worse and stronger and louder..

I have done self-harming before but I have managed 2 years of almost no self harm!

But my thoughts are getting worse and worse and it's so difficult not to do as they say...

My dysphoria is soo strong and I've been super close to doing permanent damage to my throat, chest and more....

And im so scared...

Dysphoria and all these other feelings are overwhelming me constantly...

And I am having soo much trouble just getting out of bed... and everything hurts..

Dysphoria hurts, anxiety hurts, panick attacks hurt, depression hurts... it all huert so much.. it physically hurts..... so so much...

And I really really don't want to be here,, I dont want to live...

But I don't want to leave all of the lovely ppl who care about me!!

I dont want to hurt them!!

I dont want to loose them.. I want to be with them but I can barely get any joy from it!!

Either my dysphoria or my phobia of insects or my anxiety or something like that ruined everything!

Even when there is no reason at all to feel bad I can't stop myself from bringing the mood down..

I over react to everything!!!

I keep feeling like I'm messing up and ruining everything!!

I'm terrified of school starting because I know that if I can't to a math question or do something wrong I'll have a mental breakdown and not be able to stay at school for the rest of the day!

I have lost sooo incredibly much time because I can't calm down from a panick attack/mental breakdown and have to go home....

I..just.... want to function... like a normal person.....

My energy is so low... im so exhausted..... I can barely type...

I'm getting help... but im scared that it's all gonna be too late.....

I'm trying soo extremely hard to stay alive.... but I cant keep going for much longer......

I dont know what to do anymore........

Please... if you have anything that might help, that I can actually do myself... please tell me...

I'm sorry for bothering whoever reads this...

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Hi, I haven't been very active for a while. I've been struggling a lot lol but here's a drawing I did for a friend of mine!

[lezgem-deactivated20160104]

I lose followers every time I say “trans women are women”

so I’m gonna keep saying it until I weed out all ya

[lezgem-deactivated20160104]

immediately lost two followers

[audscratprophetlilith]

I’d rather see my follower count drop than have anyone following who can’t handle the notion that TRANS WOMEN ARE WOMEN.

[bumblebeerror]

You can also leave if you can’t handle that trans men are Men.

[ask-us-sanderssides]

// I had a really stupid talk with someone from my uni recently and they didn’t believe me that trans men are men as well so I whoever thinks this isn’t true can leave

[punkcupidz]

YO WHAT THE FUCK I REBLOGGED THIS A LITTLE WHILE AGO AND LOST 3 FOLLOWERS WHAT THE HELL I’M FREAKING OUT THAT’S SO SHITTY

[txmriddlx]

Can you please reblog if your blog is a safe place for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, pansexual, non binary, demisexual or any other kind of queer or questioning people? Because mine is.

[budgiesmuggled-deactivated20210]

Passing: Profiling the Lives of Young Trans Men of Color (2015).

[ID: Excerpts from interviews with two trans men. The first, Lucah Rosenberg Lee, has a shaved head and a trimmed beard. The second, Victor Thomas, has curly black hair and a trimmed beard, and is heavier-set.

Lucah, talking about gender dysphoria prior to transitioning, says, “I was in a heterosexual relationship. I was female. I would question this all the time. Am I attracted to these men, or do I just want to be them? That was a big turning point in my own self-discovery.”

Victor, talking about the transphobia he’s endured as a trans man of color, says, “You’re subjected to something because they don’t understand you. And you have to watch the way you react, because you’re a man now. People take you as a threat.”

Lucah, in another scene, discusses feeling erased as a trans man, and racism in trans communities. He says, “Being so invisible within the LGBT community can actually feel so isolating. When people don’t know my history as a trans person, I feel sometimes that I’m viewed as more of an enemy.” END ID.]

Trans men of color deserved to be loved and appreciated, and made safe. Trans men deserve access to our own spaces, no matter how masculine and cis-passing we are. We deserve credit and recognition for the contributions that we have made to trans history, most of which are erased nowadays.

Being a man is not dangerous or wrong. Being masculine is not dangerous or wrong. Being a black man is not dangerous or wrong.

Please support trans men of color.

Please support trans men.

Please support men.

Men belong in trans spaces. Men of color belong in LGBT+ spaces. Straight trans men belong at Pride. Men do not have to be feminine to be queer.

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

More people need to see this.

This really is important and I send all my love to all the lovely trans men of colour♡

Everyone deserve to be who they are and have a good caring community♡

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Just some random stuff. Some art, snacks and me before/after a haircut uwu

(Art by me)

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Just a few pics and some art, not original idea. I just really liked it and made my own version so I do not take credit for the idea or layout. Just the art style and quality I guess lol hope that's okay.

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Just some random pictures I took uwu

[leatherwingsinc-deactivated2015]

[caluummhood-deactivated20140506]

HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE

MAKE A WISH

[jamesjoeboyleeeee-deactivated20]

the first post ever on tumblr

[powerpuffsposts-deactivated2025]

I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK

[kpopdotexe-blog]

WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[adulthoodisokay]

like actually though. i’m in AWE of the notecount.

[disasterous-trans-fuck]

Wow, just wow