I should edit this whole thing but I'm lazy rn and just wanna say I have an art blog nowww; @everly-after57 :3
Hello, I'm Evy :3 I made a Tumblr account a while ago and I'm still figuring everything out lol, but I decided to post smth so here it is :>
A bit about me; I'm female, use she/her pronouns, and love reading, writing (I write fiction, either fantasy, the occasional fanfic abt one of my fandoms, and psychological thrillers/dark fiction idk what to call it lol), video games, drawing (though I suck at it), watching yt, listening to music (I'm not picky at all in my music tastes) and idk browsing Pinterest lol. I have an ibispaint acc, it's Evyyy. Idk what else, my fav color is teal and I love raspberries :3
My fandoms (that I can recall at the moment)✨✨ Dead Plate, DDLC, Epic the Musical, TADC (my most current fixation), Gravity Falls (my MAIN MAIN MAIN OBSESSION I LOVE IT SM), Murder Drones, Undertale, Deltarune, most of the widely known UT au's, Elevator Hitch, Cold Front, Poppy Playtime, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson/Heroes of Olympus, Eragon, Sherlock (the BBC show), Ilium (ik it's not out yet but when it is lol), I'm also planning on getting into the rest of the Studio Investigrave games eventually, and I'm probably going to finish Omori (the playthrough is so long help ToT).
I obsess over most fictional things like games and stuff, I usually like whatever I'm introduced to. I occasionally obsess over specific characters (young Fiddleford from GF, Spamton from DR, Tiresias from EtM and Greek mythology in general, Nico Di'angelo from PJO/HOO, protag from Elevator Hitch, Caine from Tadc, etc.), and I am a frimp for most characters. Frimp is a mostly made up term, it's like a simp but you just wanna be friends lol. So yeah I'm a huge frimp✨
Idk what else to say, I may or may not post often but if I do it'll be random and probably fandom based lol. I still don't fully understand how this site works, so apologies if I screw smth up somehow idk. Uh yeah I think that's it, have a nice day :]
Starting tmrw, my family's going on a vacation to the East Coast of the US that'll last 13 days (I think) (I'll be back on the 8th maybe idk)
Soooo that means if I'm not completely offline, I'll be pretty inactive for the next almost two weeks, and yeah I shoulde say that so nobody thinks I died or nothin
Starting tmrw, my family's going on a vacation to the East Coast of the US that'll last 13 days (I think) (I'll be back on the 8th maybe idk)
Soooo that means if I'm not completely offline, I'll be pretty inactive for the next almost two weeks, and yeah I shoulde say that so nobody thinks I died or nothin
*Laughs in psychology nerd*. I'm gonna get to know every one of yall with one line I'm afraid hehehehe 😈. Ah yes. Op here is either a people pleaser or they have a chronic hero complex. Or both-
Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus.
"I don't care as long as funny things happen to people."
mmmm tbh also Stanford but bc you already said him Caine from tadc :3
Lemme see if I can remember this line right uh uhm "Oh, Zooble! Making adventures is my art! It's all I'm made to do! All im... good at. And you're implying I'm bad at the only thing I'm... Good at... Heh..." *Crashes out*
OR "the suggestion box just causes interpersonal drama! Aaand me no likey!! :["
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
Lol a while ago I followed my impulsive thoughts while writing and I made a fic where bubble ends up usurping Caine as ringmaster and putting the cast + Caine in Torture City (okay the second part I haven't written yet but it's coming trust)
Today was my last day of 9th grade. I haven't been in a classroom setting since 5th grade (or technically 3rd since covid was all of fourth and I got pulled out of public school and put into homeschooling at the very beginning of 5th), and I just finished my first year back
It's weird, man. It's so weird bc I'm not used to having irl ppl at all.im not used to having ppl walk with me between classes, ppl who'll laugh with me and just generally hang around me on purpose
And yeah there were bad days, and I still have a hard time believing anyone truly cares or even if they did that I deserve that care. But overall, I think it's been one of my best years in a good long while.
Not only has school been new, but also I've finally made a sorta online presence for myself (not very big but like I'm actually interacting more online and have been for a while, esp on disc). I've made amazing friends here as well that I definitely don't deserve and it's been great
And then my writing has skyrocketed, too. I've wanted to be a writer for a while (I doubt I ever will be, I'm not even that good lol) but I never really did any writing, esp bc I hate having to handerite. But now, I have like 45k words on AO3 alone and a good amount of other short stories not on ao3. And it's all things that I like to write, things that I love, even
Art, as well. I've been improving I think, esp since I first started drawing digitally. It's not good, sure, but it isn't utterly horrible like it has been for a little while now
It's not all good. My parents are still really strict. I don't feel like I can be myself in my own home sometimes. I feel ganged up on by my family members a lot, and it's constantly an anxious ache to try and live up to all of what my parents and sister expect. Not even academically, if it was academics that'd be easier since I just finished off my year with all A's both semesters
And I still feel useles. I still feel like a waste of air of time of effort, of everything I've been way too blessed with. I don't deserve my house or my stuff or anything, rlly, and ik everyone else has struggles way harder than any of mine and I should be grateful for what I have and just stop there and stop being a greedy fuck
But it's getting better, I think. Slowly and steadily and who am I kidding no it ain't BUT MORAL OF THE STROY
Today was pretty good
My English teacher esp made my day. He not only wrote sm in my yearbook (I had alla my teachers sign bc I'm sentimental TwT) that I definitely didn't deserve, but he also came up to me during lunch. Said he wanted to say it in person but he I thought I was good. That I'd do good in life. That I'd been a good student and for some reason he appreciated me
And goodness gracious I just I can't mani can't
I think I'm going back next year. I have the option to go back to just homeschooling, but I think I wanna come back. At least one more year, I think. Idk, it's a big decision ig but I think I am
Idk. I just wanted to get my thoughts out and what better place than tumblr.com amiright
If anyone's reading alla this, esp my mooties (irl or just online) I appreciate y'all sososo much even if we don't interact much, even if I'm not great at interacting when I do, even if you frigging hate my guts and only are reading this to judge me or sum I still appreciate you. Irls, I thank you sm for being there and being cool and I'm thinking abt one specific irl idk if he's reading this bc it's a lot but ik he reads a lot of my posts so if you're reading this man tysm for being chill lwk :3
And to my just online mooties idk any of y'all very well, I wish I did. I wish so badly I did, I just never know how to start interactions and then I'm weird and just eugeheuhegh I'm not good at this. But I still appreciate you all, and I think you're all great and even if I don't rlly interact with you or your blog I still love/p and appreciate you all and I'm so glad you're here, you exist, and every time a post from any of you comes up on my dash I cherish it <3
Yeah. Idk why I yapped sm. Ig I should go to bed now lwk. Gn y'all :]
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
Lol a while ago I followed my impulsive thoughts while writing and I made a fic where bubble ends up usurping Caine as ringmaster and putting the cast + Caine in Torture City (okay the second part I haven't written yet but it's coming trust)
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
Lol a while ago I followed my impulsive thoughts while writing and I made a fic where bubble ends up usurping Caine as ringmaster and putting the cast + Caine in Torture City (okay the second part I haven't written yet but it's coming trust)
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
I've made so many theories and ranted at myself and read rants abt this stupid rabbit man Aira Aira you don't understand how long and hard I've thought abt this (and even more so abt Caine but that's another story)
This show has me in a chokehold I don't think I'm ever getting out atp
