Realizing I should probably make an intro post at some point-
Hey there! Honestly, I don't really care what you call me, but if you'd like something that's less of a mouthful than my username, Aly is great! I'm an aroace agender creature, so use any pronouns! I'm not a minor, but I'm not saying more than that <2
I don't have a DNI, just don't be a bitch. I am not afraid to exercise the block button; everyone just be nice and respect people. Fuck ICE though. And if you put my art in genai I'm going to put you in a blender.
And with that, anything about fandom or my art and writing is under the cut :]
I am into a ton of different fandoms, do not expect any consistency long term lol.
I tend to get very obsessed for a hot second and then kinda put it in my back pocket forever and remember it's there every three months. I wield my AuDHD like a weapon to reblog and write and draw like a madman for six months then get a new obsession.
Right now, it's bloodymary (and Grace/Simon/Engie, which does not have a ship name yet, still figuring that out) and stuntstar my beloved.
My ao3: I_defy_categorization | Archive of Our Own
I use #aly yaps for posts where I... y'know. Yap a lot. I tend to reblog a ton of stuff all the time, so if you just want my stuff, I've got a sideblog with just that: @sideblog-steven
I also use #Look Inside Of Me au for my monster!simon bloodymary au, and I've just started cowriting a Grace/Simon/Engie fic with @cannibal-walleye which is not out yet.
I also have some original characters, which I use #the rising storm for, and then character tags (like #trs crimson, #trs dove, #trs tempest, etc). Honestly I haven't posted a ton of art for them yet, but believe me it's coming. Eventually.
I also need to come up with a better au name, that's just the one I've used as a wip for like 5 years and now can't seem to leave behind lol.
Those are also the lovely dragons and drake you see in the art above. Here look at them again. My babiesssss :)
Some other fandoms include: The Magnus Archives, Minecraft (mostly Hermitcraft and the Life Series), Gravity Falls, Five Night's at Freddy's, Epic the Musical, The Amazing Digital Circus and I'm probably forgetting a couple but that's good enough for now.
Feel free to dm me OR use my ask box, I'd love to talk!!! If you've got cool thoughts about the characters and want someone to listen, I'm here hehe. Also if anyone wants to ask me about my stuntstar au I'm writing that'd be cool too 👉👈
I had an idea where Carl knew from the begining they were sending Grace. Even before the explosion. It wasn't something random, im not saying stratt planned the explosion, but the world leaders wanted Grace to go even before hand. Stratt kept saying no until the explosion and then she had no choice but to agree. But because he already knew he pulled a laika on him. He took him to do things, talked with him, took him on dates, let him sleep in his bed and made sure he was having a decent time. He loved Grace as much as legally allowed. Besides, he wasn't there to protect Grace, he was there to protect other stuff *from* Grace. (Including himself) Its why he dosn't say much. He wants to say so much but he knows itll cause issues if he does. So he just says the one line, standing next to him like always. Letting him know he's not alone, even if it hurts worse. He just hopes when he comes back (because Carl knows he'll be back, at least in this story, he does come back) he forgives him after biting his hand a couple times.
Carl pulling a Laika on him, taking him off base out to eat, taking him shopping for what ever he could possibly want, doing all Grace's favorite things. Even letting him email his students despite being told not to let Grace have contact outside of the base in fear he tells secrets. But Carl sits, feeding him skittles as he types out the ultimate "Im so proud of all of you" letter, wincing as grace signs off "See you all soon! -Mr. Grace"
That rush of knowing Grace dosnt know devouring him. Feeling so guilty yet smiling so not to scare him. Saying things like "I dont know, Space is really cool. If it were me I would go." Once inawhile. Taking him to pet shelter animals, dancing with him under stars, taking him to the closest local bar to get plastered. Constantly spending time with him all until he realizes and its too late.
Stratt gave him 3 hours to decide. Within those three hours, Carl stands there in the door way, grinning. "You wanna go play air hockey in the reck room?"
Grace at first perks up, only to deflate as he notices those empty caverns that didn't match his smile.
"Oh my gosh... this.. This is is the chcolate before the needle.."
Grace coming to terms with the idea that Carl knew something he didn't. And as much as carl wants to say anything, he clearly can't.
He's been pulling a laika on him for weeks. How long has he known? Was this always the plan? Was the murder of Dr. Dobuis and Dr. Shapiro planned? .. was carl actually his friend...?
Grace was fed table scaps, given belly rubs and allowed to sleep in the bed.. and now they were getting ready to strap him into a death machine with no plan of return.
Started with just the idea of Grace laying on Rocky’s ball with they talk about their love lives and now it’s almost 4am and I have drawn a shirtless Simon and now rocky preforming a sensual interpretive dance… this is getting away from me.
Trans joy is being home alone all day and being able to just take off my shirt and relax like that. Not only is it really fucking hot, but it just gives me so much gender euphoria aghhhh I love being genderqueer/agender and just being able to exist in my body without judgement from anyone else.
I don’t know it didn’t occur to me to post some of my Bloodymary nonsense art on this app,,,,,
Anyway, I am here to spread Simp Supreme Simon propaganda (ignore how I forgot to draw Grace’s facial hair okay like it happens ALL THE TIME fndkdkdkd)
the supreme irony of orson scorson corson's virulent transmisogyny is that ender from enders game is like one of the most chillingly and accurately transmisogynized characters in all of science fiction
if you take the explicit notion that is in the text that peter represents masculine power and aggression and valentine represents feminine love and nurturing, which the two of them discuss when making their decision to argue one another's viewpoints in the public sphere so as to temper each of their extremities, and you read that onto the notion that is again explicit in the text that ender, a "third" child who is illegal by birth and has only been permitted to be born in hopes that he can be the goldilocks child between his siblings' poles, is somehow the fusion of both of their natures, a quality which best qualifies ender out of anyone on earth to be sent to The Child Abuse Institute for Making Boys Into Weapons and trained through homosocial abuse to view genocidal violence toward an alien other as a game to be won, an experience which breaks him completely, it kinda just is like. bruh
he is constantly wishing he was valentine and hating any part of himself that is peter. the most haunting line in the book, to me, which i can quote to this day from memory, was always after the brain implant which lets the military scientists monitor him is removed and he's ambushed (!) by a group of older boys (!!!) and he explicitly breaks the masculine code of fair fighting (!!!!!) by cheap shotting the ringleader and then stomping him on the ground, and once the fight is won and he gets away and he's completely sick with guilt and self hatred at having lashed out in violence, in his despair he says "I am just like Peter. Take my monitor away, and I am just like Peter."
my explicit goal in writing this post is to get it reblogged and spread so widely that orson scott card sees it and finally cracks her poisonous self hating little egg. it's never too late you wack bitch
Please write your story. Draw the artwork. Finish the animation. Continue on whatever project you're working on. It doesn't matter if you're not good at it, or you have doubts, or you're afraid of mistakes. Your creation has a right to exist, and it will be important to others.
He has had this crush, FOR LESS THAN A DAY and he got the whole "Ohhhhggghhh I wanna confess" bubble. Obviously I was like "Hey maybe become friends first to increase your chances"
He just, ignored me. Just "Nope! Confessing here and now!
He was rejected, obviously
JESUS CHRIST HES DOING IT AGAIN
WILFORD
I HAVENT EVEN TYPED THE POST OUT
PLEASE WILFORD THIS WONT WORK
Ohhh god he's going to be so depressed
He's been rejected again
DUDE, YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GIVE UP YOU JIST HAD TO BEFRIEND HIM FIRST, JESUS MURPHY
Are your Wilford's like this, or is mine just a little kooky?? Is, are they all like this?
I bet that he's going to regain that crush within a day, I can feel it
Also I just realised I may have forgotten to post Wilford before this. Everyone else got an introduction but I forgot his.
My Wilford instantly fell for dark because their first convo was them talking about planning to kill mark 😭 they were also the first miis on my island to get married and have a kid 😭
you are alive on a planet with insects and whales and diatoms and mycelium networks and puppies and your human friends. literally so awesome to be a living thing
partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that
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