It was 1 am last night when I sat on the toilet of my upstairs bathroom and cut the deepest cut I'd cut yet into my left thigh. Why did I do this? Becuase. Becuase I wanted to. Because I could. Becuase nobody would even notice if I did. My family and I had finished watching a movie and Id realized I left some dishes in the sink and I wanted to clean them so that I wouldnt get in trouble. I cleaned them.Then I realized my sister and I had left a little mess in the bathroom from earlier that day due to making hair masks.My mom shouted at my sister.I covered up for my sister saying it was my fault.Still got shouted at. I went and cleaned the bathroom scrubbed it down for 30 mins. Nobody noticed, nobody cared. I went into my room and my sister was somehow mad at me and she hit me and said it was my fault when i tried to cover for her. She took my phone cord and I was done. I went into my bathroom sat on my toilet and took out my blade and made a deep incision into my skin.And it bled.A shit ton. and I sat there and cried, and yet nobody heard my sobs. Becuase nobody cared. You might think "Oh what a stupid reason to want to cut " But everyone has different reasons. And as an eldest child we often go off unoticed. So yea Im unoticed and continue to go unoticed and despite that huge cut makes me limp nobody notices it. Becuase I am nobody.
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