Imagine being Capitano's lover, left alone in Snezhnaya
He had told you not to wait for him, like always, but you had figured it was just his way of saying 'you don't know what will happen on the battlefield'
But he came back everytime, without fail, and you would wait for him, without fail
The house was cold and quieter when he was gone, which was ironic for a man who didn't talk much and had cyro powers, but that's how it always was
So here you were waiting on the couch for him, feeling your eyelids start to droop when you hear a small knock on the door
You rush your way over to open the door-
Only to find one of his soldiers
"M-milady" Her voice trembled
You took a step back, knowing instinctively something was wrong
"I-I come with a message from the Lord" Her voice cracked when she mentioned your lover as she held out a message with trembling hands
"Is he okay? Please tell me he's-"
"He said he'll explain it in the letter"
You stare at the letter left on your dinner, feeling strange
If you didn't open the letter would he come back? Would he show up at your door unscathed just like all the other times?
If you left the letter untouched, could you continue in denial?
And yet, you wanted to read what he could've written for you
And so your reached for the letter
My love, the light that kept me going
If this has been delivered to you, it means I've completed what I've set out to do
Your breath hitched as you read that line, you knew what that meant
He told you about his dream to help the lost souls he kept in his heart, his amazingly beautiful loving heart, find peace
-and with them, help his soul find peace
Maybe it was cruel of you, but you had hoped he would finish his goal later, when you were old or gone
You didn't expect him to leave so soon
My only sorrow is that I'm sure you were patiently waiting for a dead man return
Please don't wait for me any longer dear
A/N I read the main storyline quite late