First Post, Take 1, Action.
I've been writing since the day I could form letters, it's been more than just an outlet for my thoughts and ideas, but its also a way to put more of my true self out there. The thoughts and words I can't casually throw into conversation with anyone, the profound thoughts that spontaneously smack me upside the head at 4am, and the completely absurd ideas and beliefs that live in the back of my mind, but occasionally wander to the forefront, like a clueless child who unknowingly barges into the middle of your zoom meeting. You can only ignore it for so long till you have to somehow deal with it nonchalantly and casually pick them up by the shoulders, arms extended and like a forklift, drop them back to where they're supposed to go.
I've shared maybe 2-3 pieces, with 1 or 2 people, otherwise, most of what I write isnt shown to anyone. However, there has been a rare moment or two where I would skim over some entries I've previously written, and actually thought they might be worth reading. I've always wondered if people would actually like some of my shit, and I've thought about sharing it, but not long after I would read something that makes me doubt myself and everything I wrote. So before that happens I've decided to try and post them anonymously and see what yall think about the whole thing, and finally settle this argument I've been having with myself. With that being said, here's a bit of an intro and what to look forward to in the coming posts.
I love to write in cursive, so everything you're about to see is completey handwritten. If you have a hard time reading or can't read cursive, then this might not be the page for you. I May type them out in the near future in those cases, but definitely not any time soon. For now, I'll be posting pictures of each page, starting with the entries I believe to be pretty good and depending on how its received, I'll post the rest. Most of my page, if not all, will be pictures of my writing. A lot of it deep thoughts, most will be a bit tragic, as I tend to write a lot more while depressed, and as such a good number of pieces might not be the brightest of moods. Straight up, some of this shit gets pretty real. I wrote about a lot of my personal experience, all of which are %100 True, and most of which no one knows about. There are also a few original song lyrics I wrote myself that I might also throw in there if it fits the theme.
Anyway, thats more or less what to expect in the upcoming posts. I hope you enjoy, or not, its up to you. Feel free to ask anything, comment, make suggestions or even make some corrections if need be. I am always open to learning new things and expanding my literary skills!
P.s.
This is not a journal! This is a collection of My personal thoughts and opinions, ideas, My beliefs, philosophies and ideals. These are my inner machinations, morals and ethics (or lack thereof) written down. I don't do diaries. Also pardon the messy penmanship at some parts or all parts, I sometimes rush or I doze off and sleep write.