My fav part about being ill is being the youngest person in the cardiac investigation ward (18) with the next youngest being easily 50 :p
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My fav part about being ill is being the youngest person in the cardiac investigation ward (18) with the next youngest being easily 50 :p
An ex friend tried to add me on instagram but then refused to apologise or explain why he iced me out for no reason over a year ago just said its in the past and hes grown. LikeâŠ..? Hello? Thats not how you restart a friendship with someone u dropped for no good reason. And then when i pressed the issue he just blocked me đđ€Ł so much tor growth aye?
(He also knows about this account so hey đ)
Having a valentines anniversary is having to book dinner reservations four months in advance just to get a space đđ
even flesh eaters donât want me.
âi still want to embrace you so closely that our bodies would become one.â
â yearning is so humiliating, from parchment.
Iâm bored so Iâm on an Asking Spree
whatâs one life hack that you know?
Oh wow ok
Not sure if this counts as a life hack but if i have a pot of dipping sauce ill put the sauce on my fork and then the food so that the food doesnt fall in the sauce the drown in it
Not sure if this counts though hahaha
Realising i be posting some honest stuff on this account but my ex friend/ ( the boyfriend of my ex best friends) knows my account so idk what he be seeing
How did we go from scrapbooks in the sun to screaming in the shadows
The âyouâre mature for your ageâ to sleeping with a bed full of plushies in your mid twenties pipeline is real
Its half one in the morning
Its so fucking warm
I have the worst migraine
I cant sleep
I just cant
My boyfriends asleep
Everyone i know is asleep
Send Help
Everyone says eighteenth birthdays should be anazing but i just feel so sad
My own grandmother forgot my birthday
My boyfriend played video games with his friends even tho j asked him if he wanted to play with me
I didnt do anything
I just went to school came home and sat alone
I really thought i was getting better but this makes me reconsider that
I mean my dad said that my boyfriend lost points cuz its my birthday but i had to invite him and he said he was busy
And i told my boyfriend he lost points and explained why
And bow he wants to voicechat all a sudden
And i joined snd hes just talking about the games he has been playing and is streaming it to me in discord
But i dont have the heart to tell him im upset
Everyone says eighteenth birthdays should be anazing but i just feel so sad
My own grandmother forgot my birthday
My boyfriend played video games with his friends even tho j asked him if he wanted to play with me
I didnt do anything
I just went to school came home and sat alone
I really thought i was getting better but this makes me reconsider that
Normalise mourning the life you may have had before chronic illness took over.
even though i have chronic pain since 2021, i still feel guilty how anyone can't rely on me anymore, principally physically. my mom still needs me, my brothers still need me, i still need me. i know my mom feels resentful because of my chronic pain, she shows that. i wasn't like this all of my life (i suspect that i always was, but i don't remember), the things i did before i don't do anymore. i got more weak, tired, depressed, moody and inconvenient. i wish i had no pain, no sorrow, no motives to be the way i am being. but living is tiring, and the pain doesn't go away in any way.
Accepting myself, even the parts that hurt me, has been a struggle. But I'm trying.
Edit : including an image description that mod bright at @accessfashion did!
[image description: a thirteen panel comic about chronic pain in the artistâs legs.
First, black text reads: âsometimes all of the pain just gets too muchâ.
Beneath the panel show a pale person sitting and holding onto their thigh with both hands.
Second, text reads: âand I begin wishing that I could just exchange my legs for better onesâ.
Panel shows a red book labeled âlegsâ.
Third, text reads: âmaybe I could have a mermaid tail insteadâ.
Panel shows the book open to pages that show a fish tail and a text bubble that says âso many optionsâ.
Fourth, text reads: âit would be beautiful, and I could spend all my time swimmingâ.
Panel shows a pale mermaid swimming away, surrounded by sea life.
Fifth, text reads: âbut then I wouldnât be able to leave the waterâŠâ
Panel shows a pale centaur facing away from the camera.
Sixth, text reads: âa centaur body would give me twice the number of legs, and I go anywhere I want without a carâ.
Panel shows the book with a rearing centaur, but fine print reads: âcaution: canât fit in small areas such as elevators and household doorwaysâ.
Seventh, text reads: âI guess maybe not everywhereâ.
Panel shows faun legs with a bubble that reads: âsmaller than a centaur! Very nimble!â
Eighth, text reads: âgoat legs would be smaller, and I could prance aboutâ.
Panel shows a pale faun standing facing away from the camera.
Ninth, text reads: âbut I donât think I could handle all the extra furâŠâ
Panel shows snake tails with a bubble that reads: âslithering is the new walking!â
Tenth, text reads: âa snake tail would be really comfortable to sleep withâ.
Panel shows a Naga curled up with their tail falling into their face.
Eleventh, text reads: âbut I would probably get myself tangled up.â
Panel shows the legs book closed again, next to a boba tea and a catâs paws.
Twelfth, text reads: âmaybe Iâm just too pickyâ.
Panel shows pale legs extended in a bathtub full of pink water.
Thirteenth, text reads: âor maybe I should accept my legs the way they are, pain and allâ.
Panel shows the pale legs bent at the knee, a black cat curled up beside them, and two bottles of pills sitting beside them.
End description.]
have you joined the chronic pain club today? it's not too late!
Does anyone else ever feel like you shouldnât complain about being in pain because you have pain a large portion of the time and should be used to it
But like also you recognise that that is a stupid thought process
But also you feel bad for complaining
Medical condition: gets worse without sleep
Medical condition: makes it harder to sleep