Whats it called when you link the chapters in like a list format? Idk but here it is.
For some new comers, 1 welcome and 2. Hi!
The Neverending Story is a beetlejuice x reader ongoing series that features the reader, an immortal who accidentally summons the Ghost with the most, Beetlejuice. Btw reader is gender neutral for this story unless changed in the future.
The two have fun times together while slowly realizing their feelings for each other.
Oh you feel that burn too?
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Chapter 1, meeting the reader.
Chapter 2, meeting the bug.
Chapter 3, planting a seedling of love. UwU.
Chapter 4, bj ventures where no mans gone before.
Chapter 5, reader learns of their feelings.
Chapter 6, bj feels something other than lust. Shocker
Chapter 7, the past is brought back but in a good way.
Chapter 8, reader meets fuckin God
Chapter 9, reader and bj discuss parents and owo whats this?
Chapter 10, the past is brought back in a bad way.
WARNINGS: Mentions of blood and broken bones, Yeonjun being a stupid jerk, bullying, mentions of homophobia, mentions of people hating mutes, attempted suicide, going back to the past, male reader has selective mutism
SUMMARY: You were happy to finally have found your soulmate but it seems like he wasn't.
[ P.S. I'm so sorry if I portrayed selective mutism wrongly :(( ]
You let out a groggy voice as you hoisted your backpack on your shoulder and smiled, admiring yourself in the mirror. Today's gonna be a great day. I hope. You thought as you looked at your grandpa who was smiling at you as he nodded. Your grandfather was bedridden and needed to have some rest which was the reason why you take care of him, besides, he was the only family you have left after your father and mother abandoned you when you were only three yours old by yourself, your grandfather eventually took you in.
I'm off to school. You signed towards your grandfather who flashed you a smile and nodded towards you, not able to speak well anymore. You smiled sadly before you placed his medications on a tray. The nurse will be here soon. Eat well, okay? You signed with a stern look before smiling at your grandfather who chuckled breathily. "M/N-ah, have fun," your grandfather managed to say as he smiled widely.
I will, grandpa. I will. You signed before you took your pad from the desk and smiled as you waved goodbye at your grandfather. Your grandfather could only smile widely as you exited the hospital's suite room.
You were a selective mute student and always carried around a drawing pad to communicate well with others who couldn't understand sign language. Luckily, Beomgyu, your only friend and your seatmate, understood sign and talked with you always. With him, you were always so comfortable and very happy.
You could go for therapy for your selective mutism but you didn't have enough money for such. Until the age of eighteen, you've always found it hard to make friends, especially with your disability. You understood everything they said yet you couldn't reply verbally so it was always the reason why everyone didn't like you. You were socially awkward and can't being yourself to talk much. At the age of five, you began learning sign language with your grandfather who was great at it.
Sure, you've gained some friends along the way but at the end of the day, you'll find yourself hurt and alone, again. But Beomgyu was not like them. He stood with you and always followed you around, protected you and joined you at the hospital, too, whenever he can.
"M/N!" You heard someone call you so you immediately turned back and smiled as you waved at your best friend Beomgyu whose long, silky hair was tied-up by the ribbon tie you gave him the other day. "Hey," he stated as he neared you and held his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath. "For a short person, you sure walk fast."
I'm not that small. You're just tall. You signed at Beomgyu who chuckled and just smiled, making you do the same thing. And I see you're wearing the ribbon tie I bought for you. I'm glad you loved it, Beomgyu. It was the only thing I could afford. You signed at the other who just brushed it off as he smiled down at you.
"It's fine, M/N. You're my best friend and I don't need expensive things, really," Beomgyu answered as he offered you an open hand which you held onto immediately, sticking your drawing pad in your armpit as you two walked towards the school gates. This has been quite a habit for both you and Beomgyu who always loved to hold onto your soft hands since, quote on quote, "Your hand fits perfectly in mine".
Beomgyu always thought you were his soulmate but your initials hadn't appeared on his wrist so you weren't his soulmate to his disappointment. You softly squeezed his hand, making him look at you as he smiled. Are you alright? You seem a bit down. You still haven't found your soulmate? You signed after removing your hand from his, Beomgyu answered with a deep huff at your question.
"Yep. How about you? No luck?" The other asked you back, answering with a shake to your head which Beomgyu shrugged to. "Could've thought you were my soulmate though. Why can't that be?"
You let out a smile, chuckling silently before you tapped on his chest. I feel the same, but the time will come, Gyu. I'm pretty sure our soulmates are nearby. Well, I hope so. You signed to the other who chuckled and nodded.
"Yeah, I guess so."
You two arrived at the school grounds and walked towards your lockers first, Beomgyu groaning as he opened his with a rattle. "Can't we just skip History? It's just a bunch of historical facts of our country," he complained as he got his morning textbooks out before looking at you.
History's also very important, Gyu. Whether you like it or not, it's needed that we learn more about our culture and our country's past. You answered the other who frowned, nodding at your statement because you were right. I can always study with you.
"Really? No taking backs, okay?" Beomgyu stated as he held his pinky out, making you roll your eyes as you curled your pinky on his and tapped your thumbs together. "Now, let's go! The pact has been sealed!"
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That same day, during both your last periods (free period), without Beomgyu's knowledge, who was sleeping soundly in his seat as he snored lightly, you decided to sneak out to the backside of the school like you usually do to watch the cherry blossoms in person. You've always wanted to show your grandpa a picture of it.
So, you looked back at Beomgyu before slowly standing up from your seat and exited your room after grabbing your digital camera and drawing pad. In your head, you were humming an Avril Lavigne song as you walked down the stairs, smiling as you greet the teachers. You always loved to go see the cherry blossoms every free period.
You often snuck out your classroom without your bestfriend's consent (which you knew he'd say no once you asked him) who was being overprotective of you. You loved how peaceful and quiet it was there as you sat down by the bench. Finally arriving at your destination, you smiled in awe as you watched the cherry blossom's leaves fall.
You took a picture of it and turned around, deciding to sit down on a bench but you stopped as you heard voices. It usually was silent there, too silent that the only sound you could hear was the wind blowing down the leaves, but this time, you saw six guys. They were asking money from a student who seemed to have been beaten up before he gave the money so you decided not to mess with them.
Three were a bit chubby while two were skinny but not too skinny but in your eyes, one stood out from the rest because of his pink dyed hair with blue and yellow streaks. He didn't look anything like a delinquent. As you stared at the boy, you let out a quiet whimper as you felt a burning sensation on your wrist and understood that that pink-haired boy was your soulmate, with his name's initial embedded on the skin of your wrist.
Forgetting what they did due to the adrenaline in your veins, finally happy to have found your soulmate, you smiled widely and you neared them before you tapped your presumed soulmate's shoulder, making him look at you with grim eyes and a smirk, the other student running away as he got his bag. The pink-haired boy's friends turned to you once they heard their leader scoff, mischievous looks were sent to you yet the smile on your face never etched away.
You took your drawing pad from the bench and placed your digicam back on your pocket when suddenly, one of them grabbed you by your uniform which resulted in you accidentally dropping your drawing pad. The smile on your face was now replaced with a frown as you realized what you have put yourself into. They dragged you towards an empty lot behind the school away from other student's eyes, making you panic as you tried to break free from the boy's grip. You knew what was going to happen, you weren't new to this.
Students would always shun you away or bully you, just by simply being mute. Calling you names and grabbing your hair, which was the reason why you had cut your hair just last semester but your hair grows fast so now it's a hassle since you forgot to get a haircut.
They placed a duct tape on your mouth so you couldn't scream nor do anything, you could just cry as they dragged you away from the cherry blossoms where you wanted to be currently at, your heart pounding loudly inside your chest. I should've told Beomgyu. I should've woke him up. Now, I'm in this situation. You thought as you tried to get the grip on you shirt to loosen, but to your dismay.
They stopped and slowly pushed you towards the wall, watching you crumble towards the ground and sat down on the ground. "Why'd you decide to come to us? Wanted a quick fuck?" One of the chubby guys asked as they tried to undo their belt, so you shook your head as an answer immeidately and looked away. "Then why? Fuck, doesn't matter. I need a release."
Panicking as you watched him unzip his pants, you looked for your pad frantically but saw that it wasn't with you. Oh no, have I dropped it somewhere? You thought as you looked back up at the six boys until one of them stopped the sex-deprived guy. "Oh wait, holy shit. You're the deaf student, aren't you? Yeonjun, isn't he in one of your classes?" The one who stopped stated as he pointed at you. It's rude to point at people. You thought, something your grandfather had taught you.
You looked at the pink-haired boy, who now you know was Yeonjun, remove the duct tape on your mouth, you were smiling as you showed him your wrist, his initials written on it. Before you can think of anything else, he scowled at you and kicked your stomach very hard, feeling the air in your lungs escape as you fell towards the ground on your back, making you groan as you held your stomach in pain. Why? Why would he do that? I'm his soulmate. You thought.
No one has ever went to this extent, to become very physically violent with you. You didnt know self-defense nor how to throw a punch and that was something Beomgyu can do. This was the time you actually regret not coming with Beomgyu. You tried to gather as much air as you can as you clutched on your stomach and slowly looked up at Yeonjun who just scoffed as he smirked down at you mockingly, probably admiring how pathetic you looked.
"Yeah. He always hangs out with Beomgyu. He doesn't even see it but I'm pretty sure Beomgyu hates him so much," Yeonjun stated with an amused yet annoying chuckle, how he addressed Beomgyu casually seemingly confusing to you. Do Yeonjun and Beomgyu know each other? You thought.
You let out a struggled grunt as you tried to get up, only to fall back down, making the others laugh at your idiocy and kicked your stomach harshly. You wheezed as you tried to get away but you failed. No matter what you did, they went closer as they continued to strike their feet on your stomach with no remorse as you cried at the exruciating torture. One student stepped on your stomach, making the tears in your eyes fall down your cheeks as you screamed, but only wheezes and choked up gasps escaped your mouth as they continued their assault. "No one's gonna hear you here, kid. Should've thought twice before approaching us," one of the skinny guys said.
Yeonjun neared you with a sorrowful look making you smile as he placed a hand on your cheek, making you lean into his touch as you closed your eyes, thinking his mind finally changed about bullying you. You sighed in relief, still clutching on your stomach before you heard Yeonjun scoff. You opened your eyes in confusion, a smirk appearing on his mouth before you felt him travel his hands towards your (H/C) hair.
You tried to pry his calloused hand away from you but Yeonjun had already took a fistful of your hair and chuckled darkly as he watched your pathetic state, on the ground as you sobbed quietly. He let go of your hair and stood up, dropping you back on the ground harshly before he kicked your stomach again, the others doing the same as you curled up, letting them do what they want as you writhed in pain everytime a strike landed on your probably bruised tummy.
As you writhed in pain, one particularly hard kick has you coughing up blood. You widened your eyes in shock as you spit out more of the red liquid, your throat hurting as you did yet they just laughed at your state. Sadistic jerks. You thought as you tried to get away but they kicked your back, making you fall back. No more. You signed at them with shaky hands yet they just let out confused voices.
"This fucker try'na communicate with us?" The boy who dragged you stated as he put pressure on your stomach, tears were now pouring down your face uncontrollably. Please. Anyone, anyone. Help me. I just wanted to talk with my soulmate. You were snapped away from your thoughts when Yeonjun spoke up.
"Yep. It's getting annoying. Break his arm," he stated, as you widened your eyes at his statement. Why's he doing this to his soulmate? You thought before you tried to get away but somekne had pulled your legs down as they got your free hand. You cried hard as you tried to get away. You wanted to scream badly but you couldn't when someone was covering your mouth. Before you knew it, they began kicking your arm with maniacal laughs before one of them decided to step on it to break it with a loud crunching sound, making your eyes wide as you wheezed out and looked at your broken arm that was bleeding, placing the duct tape back on your mouth to orevent you from screaming.
You sat up slowly as you cried hard at the pain and supported your hurt arm with your other hand, holding it close to your chest to reduce it's movements. You looked up at Yeonjun to see if there was any hint of concern or guilt in his eyes and if there was, even just an ounce, it would be okay but there was none.
You wanted to get up but one of them decided to knee your chin, making you fall backwards as they kicked your broken arm, your cries becoming more groggy caused by the tape as you tried to crawl away. Before you could, Yeonjun fisted your hair and you widen your eyes as he pulled your head and smashed your face onto the surface of the school building's wall, your nose bleeding, assuming it already was broken.
Too weak to even move even more, you lay limply in his hold as you felt them begin to assault your face, throwing blows after blows, stopping after finally realizing how fucked up you already looked. Stop, please. I have to go to grandpa's. His medicine. You thought before you felt one of them step on your knee, a loud crack resonated through the whole area as you whined and looked at it, looking away as blood trickled down your feet, your bone sticking out as you cried harder.
"Fuck, why did you do that?!" Yeonjun shouted as he pulled his friend away rather harshly who was still smiling proudly at what he did before looking at Yeonjun who was staring at your broken leg, cringing.
"Because I felt like it."
"You fucking dumbass. If we end up killing him, you're the one to blame. Let's go," he stated before taking one last glance at your beat-up figure, all bruises and blood as you lay there, can't move nor able to stand as you felt yourself succumb to the darkness, closing your eyes and finally fell into a slumber, the tape still on your mouth.
The six hooligans ran away immediately, fleeing the scene as they cursed. Smiling and shouting victoriously at what they did before moving towards the school gates.
Meanwhile, Beomgyu, who has your bag in his hold, frowned as he looked at his watch. He woke up from his small nap with no signs of you beside him and he was a bit mad. He just presumed you went to the bathroom but it's already past 5 pm and the sun's already setting. "He was never this late. Where could he be? I told him I should—"
Before he could finish his sentence, he stepped back a little as he watched 6 boys rushed away while laughing and cursing, punching the other's back as they scoffed and talked about what they did, Beomgyu's eyes travelling to a certain pink-haired male, glaring at his back before looking back down at his watch. He waited a little more as he adjusted the tie on his hair and sighed, sitting down on a chair.
It was already beginning to get dark and you still haven't showed up. The whole school was probably already silent with no students left except him and probably you. Who knows where you could have been. "I should just wait a bit more. Maybe he's off doing something and probably got distracted. Or maybe he fell asleep. Agh, I should just look for him."
Beomgyu brushed his pants and hoisted up both your bag and his on his shoulder before finally deciding to look for you with pursed lips. "It's already getting dark. Where the hell is he? It's cold every night," he stated, deciding to shout out your name to find you. He cleared his throt and placed his hand s on both corners of his mouth to amplify his voice before shouting, "M/N! M/N, buddy! Where are you? If you can hear my voice, come here this instant."
Having no replies from you, he sighed as he stopped in his tracks somewhere near the cherry blossom tree, giving up hope as he turned around, but furrowed his eyes as he saw a familiar drawing pad, down on the ground as it laid face up. "Huh, I've seen this before," he stated as he picked it up before he noticed your handwriting and gasped as he looked side to side. "Shit, M/N!" He shouted as he frantically tried looking for you. Those delinquents were from here in this direction and he was sure of that. No, please don't. He thought as tears trickled down his tears, attempting to find you as he ran in a hurry. "M/N! M/N! Shit, I won't forgive myself if I find you dead. M/N! BUDDY! M/N!"
Unfortunately, while he was shouting and running around, a guard had stopped him. "It's already closing time. Where're you going?" The guard asked as he stopped Beomgyu who tried to catch his breath as tears dropped down his eyes, a melancholic emotion blooming in his heart as he looked at the guard desperately.
"Sir, my friend is still here and he was beat up by delinquents, well I presume he has," he stated with a shaky voice before he began crying out loud again.
"What?! Those stupid vermins. Let's look for your friend," the guard said as they walked towards a dark part of the school, somewhere behind the back of the school. There were still no signs of you, making Beomgyu cry harder when he couldn't see you, not any trace. The guard and Beomgyu rounded a corner and your best friend was looking back when he heard the guard gasp. "Holy crap! Is that your friend over there?!"
Beomgyu snapped his head towards the guard and widened his eyes in shock as he saw your bloody figure, laying down on the ground as if you were left for dead. "M/N!" He screamed, wanting to shake you awake but he couldn't, knowing you had a broken arm and knee. "Those fucking assholes! I'm gonna kill them!" Beomgyu shouted as he looked at your almost lifeless figure before the guard got his phone and called for an ambulance at the nearby hospital.
He held your free hand, seeing how your right arm and right leg was broken, he couldn't believe it. How you ended up in this state, no, how they made you end up in this state. Luckily, the ambulance had arrived quickly than expected and you were brought inside the ambulance on a stretcher.
Beomgyu, whose vest was now covered in your blood, was crying so hard as he looked at your wrist, seeing Yeonjun's initials in yours. He beat up his own soulmate? That motherfucker! Beomgyu thought as he gritted his teeth in anger. The whole trip, he was killing Yeonjun in his mind and thinking of ideas on how to kill that pink-haired idiot.
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You opened your eyes softly as you felt your wrist and leg elevated, supported and casted before you looked at your side, Beomgyu sleeping on the bed making you smile before you tapoed his head. The boy slowly got up and yawned before he stopped and widened his eyes as you smiled at him.
"M/N! Oh my god! You're awake. Nurse!" Beomgyu shouted, calling for a nurse. Seconds later, a doctor and nurses came inside your room, asking you questions, which you answered with sign while Beomgyu translated, relief evident on his face when he found out you were okay besides your fractured bones, injured face, and bruised-up stomach.
How long was I asleep? You asked the other who counted a little before snapping his fingers.
"Three days? I think," Beomgyu answered before you gasped at the realization that you've left your grandfather for three days and looked at the other who smiled at you assuringly. "Don't worry, M/N. Your grandpa's safe. I took good care of him. I told you you were away for a while and he didn't suspect a thing. I didn't tell him what kind of state you're in since it might shock him," he stated before you smiled widely at him and sighed in relief. "You've lost a lot of blood so I decided to donate mine to you since mine was compatible with yours."
You nodded before you wrote something on your pad though you found it hard so you looked at him. I'm sorry. I should've told you where I was going. You signed as you watched the other chuckle, making you do the same as he held your uninjured hand, squeezing it tightly.
"It's fine, M/N. You have your own freedom. So, I bought this thing," he stated as he got a box and you looked at it with a raised brow. "It's an alarm thingy," he stated and got the box open as he took the things from the package. "When you press this," he pressed on one part and the other began blaring, "it'll alarm me if you are in trouble."
Wow, you're right! It's wonderful, Beomgyu. Thank you. You signed as you grabbed the other one and Beomgyu smiled as he patted your head.
"Of course," he answered before the nurse entered and placed your food on the movable tray. You pouted at that and Beomgyu noticed which made him chuckle. "I know, you don't like hospital food so I've already ordered takeout minutes ago. It should arrive soon."
You smiled widely at the other who waited for your food to arrive before he started eating. You tapped on his shoulder which made the other look at you with a smile and raised brows. Can you change the bandages? It's getting uncomfortable. You signed at the other who mumbled a small 'of course' as he got the kit the nurse's gave him.
He removed your old bandages and frowned once he saw your state. "Yeonjun, that guy. I'm gonna kill him. I swear. Your stomach's even bruised up! Luckily, there wasn't anyhting major about it. For the bills, don't worry about it. I've already paid for it."
What? Beomgyu, you didn't have to. You signed at the other who patched up your wounds.
"I had to," he answered shortly before you heard his ringing, probably the takeout. Upon the food's arrival, you two finally ate, conversing once in a while or Beomgyu just being Beomgyu as he told you jokes. You were really happy that he was with you.
Beomgyu, do you think, you signed before pausing with a sigh, my soulmate will ever like me? You asked the other who smiled sadly before before nodding, making you smile widely as you let out a small chuckle.
"He will, M/N. He just needs to get his mind out of the gutter," Beomgyu answered as he subtly clenched his fists.
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The next week, you were finally discharged from the hospital and you were more than glad to be finally back to school with Beomgyu. "I told you to stay at my friend's house. He'd be more than happy to let you stay," he stated with a frown before you looked up at him.
Why can't I stay at yours? You joked but Beomgyu tensed before letting out an awkward chuckle and scratched the back of his nape. "Ah ha, well, my parents don't really like me bringing friends over," he lied. You saw through it yet you just decided to leave it be.
You just nodded at him with no suspicion and walked towards the direction to both your classrooms when Beomgyu suddenly remembered something. "Ah, right. I forgot something. You can go ahead. I'll just go get something back at the gym lockers."
You smiled at the other assuringly as Beomgyu walked the other direction. You sighed and gripped on your stilt as you walked up the stairs, a teacher helping you before you bowed to them as a sign of gratitude. As you arrived, you suddenly felt your wrist sting. Yeonjun's here. You thought.
You looked up and you were right, he was there. You smiled widely as you watched Yeonjun stand, alone in an empty classroom's door frame, scrolling about on his phone as he chewed on a gum. You sighed as you neared him. Maybe he only bullied me because he didn't know I was his soulmate, although I already showed my wrist. Maybe he didn't see it.
I'll go tell him. Maybe he'll understand. You thought as you neared him. You used your free hand to get your drawing pad before adjusting your stilt, and tapped his shoulder. Yeonjun groaned and looked at you with a pissed look. He looked a bit guilty at your state but he ignored the feeling as he scoffed. "What?"
You wrote something on your drawing pad as you steadied yourself on your uninjured leg before you smiled up at him and showed him what you had written on your drawing pad that made Yeonjun flare up in anger.
You're my soulmate.
"The fuck?!" Yeonjun shouted wildly, catching the attention of many including you who flinched as you watched Yeonjun throw the pad away from your hands. "You are not my soulmate! Who the fuck do you think you are?!" He shouted hard as you cowered in fear. Hearing his outburst, students began to walk away, making you try to walk away as well but you winced when he held your broken arm harshly. "Huh? You a whore or something."
You shook your head and looked down at your feet, not noticing how Yeonjun raised his hand to slap you hard, using his backhand to slap you on your cheek. You accidentally held your cheek with your free hand, your stilt falling down on the ground as you instinctively put pressure on your broken leg, making you wince and drop down towards the floor, your butt hitting the cold tiles while your back on the locker. You hissed as you placed your free hand on your bum, carressing it because of the pain.
"What?! You want to be fucking punched again?! YOU FUCKING PSYCHO! YOU ARE NOT MY SOULMATE!" He stated as he began kicking your healing stomach while you wheezed and tried to catch some air before you shakily pressed the button with your free hand. Since Beomgyu knew where you were, he immediately went upstairs and punched Yeonjun on the face, seething with anger as he knelt down to you, grabbing your stilt and looked up at Yeonjun.
"What the hell is wrong with you, you bastard?!" Beomgyu shouted at the male as he helped you up and steadied yourself with the stilt that made you sigh in relief.
You wanted to sign somwthing to Beomgyu but you stopped when you heard the next words that escaped Yeonjun's lips. "You're as worthless as a dumbass worm. If you think I'll accept this, I won't. I'm fucking rejecting you."
You felt your heart break as you watched him walk away, tears falling down your eyes as you watched his form disappear. Beomgyu sighed as he held you close and patted your back. "I'm so sorry, M/N. I shouldn't have left you on your own."
That same day, during the night, you were on your bed, waiting to let the slumber take you but it seems like sleep has other plans. I want to die. What purpose do I still even have in this world? You thought before an image of a smiling Beomgyu flashed in his mind. You sighed as you looked at your grandpa who was peacefully sleeping. Right. Beomgyu and grandpa.
Your grandpa already knew about your situation but he took it a bit easier than you thought. You sat up slowly, not wanting to hurt your injured leg as you stared at the window. Will I...live without my soulmate? I want to go away. You thought as you unexpectedly cried yourself to sleep, thinking of Yeonjun.
That night, you had a dream. A dream where you were inside a cage, entertaining people as they laugh. In that dream you could finally talk as they smiled at you singing, doing speeches, everything! In this dream, you were doing things that you couldn't in real life, even getting married to Yeonjun.
For weeks, you've wanted to stay away from Yeonjun because you knew nothing good will happen, convincing him that you really were his soulmate will not benefit you two. "Hey," Beomgyu called your attention as he walked beside you, smiling widely before you adjusted your stilt and arm sling.
Hey, Gyu. You signed towards the other who immediately helped you out, signing a small thank you towards the other who nodded. Do we have any kind of activities this morning?
"Yep. P.E but since you're still injured, it's safe to assume that you won't be participating in the activities," Beomgyu stated as he helped you climb the steps, muttering 'careful's as he did. "Ugh, Yeonjun is such a jerk."
Leave him be, Beomgyu. If he doesn't want me, then let it be because if I were him, I think—
"Don't even finish that, M/N. It's not about you, it's totally on Yeonjun who's being such a stupid prick. Believe me, if I could, I'd change your soulmate with someone who'd love you as much as your grandfather," Beomgyu stated as you two finally arrived at your classroom. "Please don't do this to yourslef, bringing yourself down, I mean."
Yeah. Thank you, Beomgyu. I needed that. You signed towards the other who smiled and nodded.
Months have passed and you were finally healed from your injuries, Beomgyu couldn't be happier to see you in an even great shape. He'd love seeing you without stilts and an arm sling because he feels so guilty. You were seated in your chair, waiting for Beomgyu to arrive back from the gym lockers but he still hasn't arrived. Deciding to take matters into your own hands, you stood up from your seat and though that you should go to Beomgyu instead.
As you walked towards the room's door, you were shocked when Beomgyu arrived suddenly, stopping you. "Don't," he stated as he stretched his arms, preventing you from going outisde the room. You raised a brow before letting out a small sigh.
I'll be fine, Gyu. I'm just gonna go get something in my locker. You signed towards the other when you were in fact really gonna pee yet Beomgyu didn't need to know that. Beomgyu persisted as he tired to push you away the door but you were as stubborn as a ram. You crossed your arms and tickled the other who began laughing.
Before Beomgyu could even speak, you walked out with a huge smile, your happy emotion disappearing as it turned into a sad one as you saw posters of Yeonjun dating this girl. You stared at it in bewilderment before you sighed. "Hey, isn't he that fag who told Yeonjun he was his soulmate? Dirty faggot," one girl said.
"Yeonjun won't ever date a gay like you!"
"That's enough!" Beomgyu shouted before he looked back at you then sighed. "See? I told you to stay inside. Now, look what's happened," he stated sternly before you glared at him and turned your back towards him, ignoring his calls. You let out a shaky breath before looking down at the ground and walked towards the bathroom, hearing a chorus of 'I'm jealous'es and 'what a lucky girl's.
You looked down at your wrist and saw how Yeonjun's initials still appeared there, although it was lightly fading. He rejected me easily. Guess he's finally found someone, huh? You thought before letting out a breath through your nose and got inside the comfort room, occupying one cubicle.
You were already pulling your pants up and hooking your belt when you heard footsteps. Who could those be? You thought and just as you finished, you heard someone entering the comfort room. Oh no, not just one. It was probably two or three. "Yeonjun, what the hell?!"
"What do you want this time, Beomgyu?" You heard Yeonjun answer with a gruff voice. So, they do know each other. You thought before you planned to exit but the next words that you heard, coming from Beomgyu, made you stop.
"I know I told you to reject M/N if he ever confesses his feelings to you because I like him but that was because I still didn't know he was your soulmate."
The revelation made you tear up as you lifted your feet to the toilet and bit your bottom lip in anxiety. The feeling of a familiar turmoil formed inside you as you held back your gasps. "Whatever. I would've still rejected him eitherway. He's fucking mute. I can't marry a mute person, that'll ruin my image."
"Who gives a fuck, Yeonjun?! He's not mute! He has selective mutism, but even if he was completely mute, you should still be by his side! If you don't accept him, he'll live alone forever!" Beomgyu shouted at Yeonjun, trying to knock some sense to the latter who just scoffed as he neared the shorter male.
"Just be honest with me, lil bro," Yeonjun stated with a mocking tone. They're brothers? No wonder. You thought as you began to fiddle with your own fingers. "You know that if I marry M/N, it'll ruin my image. Which means you'll be the one to inherit dad's company. Isn't that it?" Yeonjun stated before you heard Beomgyu let out a growl.
You gasped on the inside and felt your lips wobble as tears begin to fall down your cheeks. You held your lips to silence your sobs as you listened carefully. Deny it, Gyu. Please deny it. You thought but only heard silence from Beomgyu. At this point, do I even have a reason to live? My best friend's turning his back on me, my soulmate rejected me, and no one loves me except grandpa. This world is such a cruel place.
Just because I'm selectively mute, that doesn't mean I can ruin your image. I can be tough, too. You thought as you wiped your tears away and stood up before finally opening the cubicle's door, shocking both Beomgyu and Yeonjun who stared at you as you headed towards the faucet, washing your hands and dried them before smiling sadly at the two, exiting the comfort room without hesitation.
You could see how Beomgyu was shocked and nervous as he stared at you, his legs quivered, and so did his hands. On the other hand, Yeonjun just glared at you as he sneered and rolled his eye dismissively.
You walked outisde of the confort room and just followed wherever your feet took you, which happens to be the rooftop where you and Beomgyu used to hang out every lunch period. Arriving by the door, you opened the door and closed it behind you as you walked towrds a particular area.
You could feel your lips wobble before you began crying, loud cries and hurt wails emitting from your mouth as you sat at a corner and poured your heart out, tears falling down your eyes as you did.
The hurt that was lingering in your heart was too much. First, you were rejected by your soulmate. Second, your best friend betrayed you, and lastly, everyone seems to not like you. The person you thought will be always there for you...is also gone. Unexpectedly, you fell asleep due to the tiredness and decided to stay there the whole night until it was early morning.
No one will probably look for me anyway. You thought as you closed your eyes. Hours later, you woke up, uncomfortable with the position you're in. You let out a sigh as you tried to find a better sleeping angle before you heard the door squeaked open.
You looked at who entered and immediately flinched as you saw it was Yeonjun. You wanted to run away but the thought of Yeonjun punching you to death if he saw you kept you there where you were seated. You hid and hugged yourself due to the cold wind as you watched Yeonjun walk towards the edge of the rooftop.
You saw him lit a cigar before he stood at the top and let the wind hit him, his unbuttoned polo flowing and so was his pink-dyed hair. As you stared at him, you couldn't help but think that he looked so handsome, especially since his porcelain-like skin glowed in the moon's light.
He huffed some smoke from the cigarette before he pulled it away from his mouth with his middle and index finger, sticking it in between, before puffing out the smoke, doing that a few more times before he sighed. Yeonjun took his white polo off and placed his hands on his waist before he threw away the cancer stick on the floor, stepping on the lit part and screamed loudly, as if he was frustrated, making you cover your ears.
"I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE IT HERE! I JUST WANT TO LIVE NORMALLY," he screamed before he took steps forward, making you panic as you slowly stood up and watched as he took one more step and dropped himself off the edge.
On instinct, you ran towards him before he could fall anymore further. Luckily, you were able to reach him and caught him by his wrist, struggling and gritting your teeth as you let out a small 'agh'. Yeonjun looked up and saw you as tears trickled down his eyes, his vision getting normal, getting able to see your struggling figure to pull him up, tears falling down your face as well as you mouthed him a 'hold on'. Yeonjun watched as you tried to pull him up but he tried to let go of your arm, and everytime he did, you shook your head vigorously as you held his arm more tightly.
Yeonjun smiled sadly as he watched you shine against the moonlight. "Don't cry," he stated but you just continued to cry as you tried to pull him up. You looked at his wrist, your heart hopping in happiness as you saw your initials. You smiled sadly before you looked at Yeonjun.
You'll be safe. I promise. You mouthed at the other who just looked down before looking back up at you. Suddenly, Yeonjun felt himself on top of the rooftop with a small 'oof' but something was wrong, he notice that you disappeared. You pulled him up successfully but you...and then realization struck him as he looked down over the edge and saw you falling. "NO!" He shouted as he stretched his hand out, as if he could still reach you.
You slowly closed your eyes before you felt yourself hit the ground, your eyes closing as you succumbed to the darkness. At least, I managed to save him. You thought before you smiled sadly and a tear escaped your eyes, taking your last breath.
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Yeonjun was wearing his green suit and his, now, black hair was slicked back with some wax as he held the bouquet of flowers in his hand, tears escaping his eyes at the words. Here lies: L/N M/N.
Knowing about your death, Beomgyu was devastated and blamed it all to himself as he cried his heart out that same night. Yeonjun felt bad to hear how Beomgyu wailed inside his own room, even more when Yeonjun found out how you were only living with your grandpa.
Feeling guilty, he decided to take care of your grandfather who still was breathing to this day. Yeonjun stood by your grave and placed the flowers down before he knelt down, smiling sadly. Ten years had already passed and he was now a succesful businessman who inherited his and Beomgyu's dad's company. "You didn't have to save me. I was really mean to you so..why did you?" He muttered as he began sobbing again. "I don't deserve you."
"I made your whole life miserable so why have you decided to sacrifice your life for me? I'm not worth it, M/N," he stated as he began sobbing, loud cries emitted from him. "How could I even hurt you? No, why did I even hurt you? You were my soulmate.."
He stated before looking down at his wrist where your initials were displayed, slowly fading as years go by. Yeonjun sniffed before placing a hand on the marble stone. "I-I...I made a mistake. I guess I was very selfish and only thought of myself only. If I could turn back time, I will make sure to treat you well and no one can ever hurt you."
Yeonjun smiled before he got up and was called by his secretary. "Sir, I believe we have a meeting—sir?" Yeonjun suddenly felt dizzy as he placed a hand on his head, his sense of direction losing before he fell down the floor with a thud. "Sir Choi!"
The next day, Yeonjun awoke to the loud blaring of his alarm. The male sighed as he quietly opened his eyes and yawned, scratching the back of his neck. As he did, he realized something wrong. Yeonjun looked down on his bed and widened his eyes, he was shocked to see himself in his old bed. "What the hell am I doing here?" He stated before he moved towards his vanity table and saw his younger self in the mirror, the 'pink-dyed hair' him. "What the hell? Why did I go back to—this must be a dream."
Yeonjun widened his eyes as he looked at his uniform that was on his desk, the blue vest and the black tie, his white button-up long sleeves. This has to be dream...or is it possible that I might have went back in time? Yeonjun thought as he carressed his flawless face, admiring it before Beomgyu suddenly entered the room which made the pinkette jump in shock. "Yeonj, we—oh my god. Put some clothes on. Just wanted to say, I have a friend to pick up," his brother stated as he saw how Yeonjun was only wearing nothing but boxer shorts.
Yeonjun stopped whatever he was doing and looked at Beomgyu who was already wearing his uniform. If he's wearing his uniform, still talking to me, and calling me by that nickname then I must really have went back in time. Yeonjun thought before Beomgyu's words finally got to his mind. "Friend? Which friend? You have a lot of friends," he asked his brother who sighed heavily before leaning on the door frame.
"You know, that selectively mute guy you and your friends almost killed last month..M/N? Ring a bell?" Beomgyu rolled his eyes with gritted teeth before placing his hands on his waist. "Go wash up and take a bath. I'll pick up M/N. You're going with dad," he stated with a small glare before Yeonjun stopped him.
"Wait, Beomgyu," he stated, the other halting his movements and looked back at Yeonjun who was now smiling from ear to ear, making Beomgyu look at him weirdly as he rubbed his eyes. If M/N was injured a month ago, then that means he still knows me as his soulmate. Yeonjun thought. "I'll pick him up."
"Haha. You're insane," Beomgyu stated sarcastically before he watched Yeonjun frown as he slumped his shoulders, looking down at the ground. He looked at Beomgyu with pity eyes, before sighing in defeat. "No way, Yeonjun. The last time he was left with you, you almost beat him to a pulp. Oh wait, no. He almost died!" Beomgyu exclaimed, nose fuming with anger.
"C'mon, I'm already putting on the most perfect puppy eyes right here. Please?" Yeonjun stated yet the other just shook his head. "But he's my soulmate!" Hearing that, Beomgyu widened his eyes, opening his mouth to say something but closed it back. This was the first time Yeonjun ever accepted you as his soulmate.
"No," Beomgyu stated sternly.
"But I already gave you a reaon, an enough reason why I should pick him up," the older Choi stated before he grabbed his bathroom things and pointed at Beomgyu. "You are going with dad. I'll be using the car and I'll be the one to drive M/N to school."
"Right. You don't even know where his house is," Beomgyu stated as he crossed his arms, raising a brow at Yeonjun as if to challenge him. Yeonjun looked at his younger brother with a pleading look, making him sigh in defeat. "Okay. Fine, I'll send you the address but if I find out you beat him up, I won't hesitate to choke you to death."
Yeonjun nodded as he finally went to the bathroom and took a bath, making sure to use every bit of the vanilla-scented liquid bath soap, just to make sure he'll smell good. After, he dried himself and immediately exited the bathroom to finally change into his uniform. This time, I'll make sure that you will never ever leave my side. Yeonjun thought as he studied himself in his body mirror, forgetting to even brush his dry hair. He got his bag and walked outside of his bedroom before walking downstairs, towards the kitchen. "Mornin', mom, dad. I'm driving the other car."
"You seem quite excited," Mr. Choi said as he smiled at his son who hastily placed butter on his toast and placed in on his mouth before going towards the door where his shoes were. "Don't forget about the meeting later."
After putting in his shoes, he hoisted his bag onto his shoulders then grabbed the toast as he looked at his father. "Can I bring a plus one?" Yeonjun asked with a wide smile, his mother chuckling before his father raised a brow in confusion. "I want to introduce him to the family."
"Oh? Your soulmate?" His father asked which made Yeonjun nod as an answer. "I suppose you can, son."
"Great!"
Beomgyu could only stare at his older brother's retreating figure in shock. "Does he have loose bolts in his mind?"
Yeonjun grabbed the keys and got a white lamborghini that was squeaky clean. His father always wants them clean. He unlocked the car before getting in the driver's seat, his phone dinged as he did. Yeonjun looked at it and saw that it was Beomgyu who sent your address. Yeonjun smiled before he placed his phone on the phone holder and drove towards your place while listening to Ed Sheeran's 'Perfect'.
Upon arriving at your address, he watched as you stood by your front porch and holding your pad, looking at the ground, kicking some pebbles or just pouting as you held onto your pad tightly. Yeonjun smiled, chuckling at how cute you looked. Why did I even hate him? He didn't deserve it. I wil make things right this time. The pinkette thought as he exited the car and walked towards you with a wide smile.
You were in your own world, thinking of anything you've missed for school when suddenly you saw two pair of shoes stop in front of you and it was really familiar. You looked up and widened your eyes as you stood in front of him, frozen in place as you shivered in fear. You were about to walk away but Yeonjun held your hand softly, making you look at it before looking up at his eyes. "You held my hand like this. You wanted to save me desperately."
You tilted your head in confusion as you watched him smile down at you, genuinely. You took his hand from him and was about to write but he stopped you. "I can understand sign language," he stated. Well, that certainly shocked you. Those sign language lessons have finally paid off. Yeonjun thought.
You stopped as you looked at Yeonjun in bewilderment. What are you doing here? You signed at the other who hummed before pointing at his car with his thumb, your head tilting to the side to see the lamborghini.
"I'm picking you up," Yeonjun answered before you furrowed your brows at him, finding him a bit suspiscious.
That's very not like you. You're gonna beat me up, are you? You signed at the older and saw how Yeonjun's face turned angry, making you panic as you signed, Sorry. I didn't mean anything.
"No, no. I'm not angry at you. I'm just mad at myself that I tried to—wait," Yeonjun stated before he slowly took your hand and looked at your wrist, turning it. You blushed hard as you looked away. "C.YJ. That's me, right? That's good."
You looked at him and saw how he raised his wrist and showed it to you, your initials written on it. "We're soulmates, M/N. This time, I'll make sure everything turns right. I won't ever let anyone hurt you."
You wondered what he meant but shrugged it off before hugging him tightly. You heard him chuckle as he patted your head, making you smile as he hugged you close as well.
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Currently, you were joining the Chois for dinner in a somewhat fancy restaurant. You looked at Yeonjun and tapped his shoulder, making him look at you with a smile. "Is there something wrong, M/N? Are you not hungry?"
You shook your head before sighing. No, but this place is too expensive. You wanted to continue but a familiar voice had caught your attention, you looked back and saw Beomgyu. Beomgyu? You and Yeonjun...are brothers? Is that why you never wanted me to visit?
Beomgyu sighed before nodding. "Yep. I'm sorry you had to find out like this."
It's not a bad thing, Gyu. If anything, I like it. I get to spend time with both you and Yeonjun. You signed at Beomgyu who just chuckled as he ruffled your hair.
"I don't see why not but Yeonjun-hyung hates sharing," the other stated as he ruffled your hair and sat in front of you two, beside their parents that smiled at you as they waited for the food.
"M/N, was it?" Mrs. Choi stated before you nodded with a shy smile, making Mrs. Choi giggle. "He's not much of a talker, is he?"
You held onto Yeonjun's hand before he squeezed it lightly to assure you that everything will be okay. "He has selective mutism," he explained towards his parents who sat there in shock as they stared at Yeonjun. "I know, I know. But I'm still marrying him, whether you like it or not. You can let Beomgyu inherit the company for all I care because right now, M/N's my top one priority."
Hearing that, you blushed hard as you looked down at the table. "It's not like that, honey. We were just...shocked, really. I'm pretty sure your grandparents won't like this but we don't want to take your happiness away. We'll figure things out. I'm proud of you, Yeonjun," Mrs. Choi stated as the food arrived.
While eating, you all engaged in a conversation once in a while "Do you live alone, M/N?" Mr. Choi asked you before you nodded and Mr. Choi looked at Yeonjun. "Well, do you want him to live with you, son?"
Blushing madly, you shook your head at Yeonjun who chuckled before looking at you. You don't need to, Yeonjun. I'm capable on my own. You signed before you smiled sadly at your soulmate. Besides, I still have to get some money from my aunts so I can pay for grandpa's hospital bills. You signed, all the while Beomgyu translated.
"In that case, we'll pay for the expenses, dear," Mrs. Choi said before you widened your eyes in shock at the offer. You bit your bottom lip before Mrs. Choi held your free hand. "Don't worry, dear. You're already a family. If you ever need something, just call us, okay?"
You held Yeonjun's arm and nodded, Mrs. Choi cooing at how cute you two were. They all began to eat their food, Yeonjun being unusually clingy towards you, you telling your life story while Beomgyu translated, and all in all. It was a great day.
The following days, Yeonjun has always been with you everytime, even going as far as to change seats with Beomgyu and change his schedule to be the same as yours just so he could always see your handsome face. Every day, he'd be with you during lunch, bring you snacks and would take you out to the theater to watch movies every weekend or just plain coffee date if you two had school works.
When he has free time, he also helps you with your selective mutism. He'd help you to be able to speak but the only word you have uttered for now was your soulmate's name and hearing your voice was music to Yeonjun's ears who became quite eager to hear your voice again even if you were still stuttering.
It had already been months and both your grandfather and Yeonjun's family had known you, although they hated you at first, they eventually fell in love with your kind personality and shy self.
Currently, you two were at your classroom, everyone doing nothing as they gossiped and just slept. As for you, you were drawing something on your pad with light strokes and just a pencil. Yeonjun had you sitted on his lap with his arms wrapped around your waist, his chin placed on your shoulder as he watched you draw.
"M/N.."
"M/N-ah.."
"L/N M/N. Yah!"
"M/N~"
"M/N-ie~. My baby~"
Those were one of the few ways he'd love to call your name. But usually, he always calls you 'handsome' or 'baby' which always leaves you a flustered mess which Yeonjun always loved to see. Everyone had noticed his change and they didn't know he also had a soft side, especially for you when he hated you the most just a months ago.
You've been calling me nonstop, Junie. Do you need something? You signed as you looked at Yeonjun and kissed his cheek before you went back to your pad and smiled once the other whined as he made kissing sounds, wanting you to kiss his lips.
"Aw c'mon, M/N! Kiss me on the lips too, please. I'm M/N deprived," he answered with a slight groan before you chuckled and stood up from his lap, much to Yeonjun's disappointment. You sat on your own seat and looked at your soulmate as he pushed his chair towards you and placed his head on your shoulder, watching you polish your drawing and stuffs. "Is that me?" You nodded as an answer and jolted when Yeonjun suddenly kissed your cheek. "What? We're already dating anyway. Plus, you also kissed me and we'll be doing this often in my room, house, and in the future, my office desk."
He laughed before he held your hand and exited the classroom, taking you to the rooftop where it was very sunny. You smiled as you basked in the sunlight before Yeonjun started. "M/N, I'm sorry about the things I've done to you It's probably unforgivable so I'm taking my all to make up for it."
Yeonjun, I told you. I already forgave you when you apologized to me last, last month. You signed before giggling and hugged his waist.
"It may sound crazy but...this was the day I rejected you as my soulmate back then," Yeonjun stated, making you perk up as you raised a brow in confusion. "Yeah, long story short, you died saving me. And I thought that I didn't deserve you. M/N, I'm really sorry," he stated as tears began flowing down his cheeks like a waterfall.
You held his cheeks and wiped away his tears with your thumb. You kissed his eyes, making the other chuckle before you pulled your hands back and smiled. I may not understand what you just said but Yeonjun, trust me when I say you're worth saving. You signed before Yeonjun sighed and held your cheeks in his palms, pulling you close before he kissed your lips and brought you into his hold, making you kiss back as you smiled into the kiss. Yeonjun pulled away and connected your foreheads together as he chuckled.
"I-I l-love y-y-you, Yeonjunie," you managed to say before smiling widely at the othermale who pecked your lips, making you giggle before Yeonjun pulled you close into an embrace.
"I won't let anything bad happen to you ever. And this time, I'll be the one to save you and protect you, my angel," he whispered before kissing your lips once again.
I don't really want to talk about this but, I just found out that ASTRO's Moonbin died and I really don't know what to say. I'm so sorry to all of his family and friends and fellow bandmates. I wasn't a stan of ASTRO but I did like them and this was really hard for me to hear and I feel so bad if you are a stan. I hope that you all stay safe and even if things seem like they won't get better, they will. Things will change and we may lose some amazing people but just know that they're happy and safe now. That they don't have to be in pain anymore even if that means we'll be in pain. And I know he wouldn't want to see all of us crying like this because of his death, so let's mourn for this next week and then we will just have to accept that he's gone. And I know that's really hard to do but we can. Let's be happy for Moonbin and do things he couldn't with our lifes in honor of him. We will miss you greatly Moonbin. Thank you for bringing so many people light with that big bright smile of yours and never losing it even when you where about to die. Thank you Moonbin. I hope your stay in heaven is just as amazing as you deserve it to be. We will all miss you.
I'm just going to say Happy 6th Anniversary NCT, I may have forgotten to make a post and I don't feel like writing one right now so I'll just do it tomorrow. Anyways hope you guys have a good night/day
Happy 5th Anniversary Stray Kids! I may have only been with them for three years but it's been really amazing to get to see them grow and continue to get even better. I've loved being with them though and I hope they will be able to keep up the amazing work that they been making for us and hopefully they soon will get their well deserved break after the end of their tour but let's stick to the present for now. Thank you so much Stray Kids for being so kind and giving all of us Stays amazing music and content and Bang Chang for keeping his promise all these years to stream once a week and being such a sweet person while doing so. Thank you Felix for giving me hope and making be believe in myself and feel like I can make my dreams come true. Thank you Seungmin for always making us laugh and having such a sweet personality that we all love. Thank you Minho for making me happy and being such an amazing person. Thank you Hyunjin for always being so dramatic about everything which makes me even at my worst times smile. Thank you Changbin for always making the room chaos and always bringing joy wherever you are. Thank you Jisung for having such a funny and adorable laugh that makes us laugh right along with you even at the smallest things. And lastly thank you Jeongin for being our innocent little maknae that always has the biggest smile on his face no matter what. These eight amazing and hilarious people still get so much hate though for no reason and I don't understand why. They have worked the five or more years of their life to entertain us so lets appreciate all that they done for us today. Thank you so much Stray Kids we all love you and wish you all a very happy anniversary.
Happy Hyunjin Day! Today is yet another very talented boys birthday and that is the one and only Hyunjin! There's so many cute boys birthdays this month it's honestly crazy especially with TXT and Stray Kids anniversaries having already happened or are coming soon but let's take this day to just be happy for Hyunjin. This year our birthday boy is turning 23 and looking back at some of his predebut pictures when he was around seventeen or eighteen and looking at him now makes me almost cry because of how much he's changed. Enough with that let's all wish Hyunjin the happiest birthday of all and I wish that all of your Hyunjin is amazing and as stress free as possible so that you can get to enjoy his birthday too.🫰
So the Tighnari VA problem has been resolved and we are getting a new voice actress and because of that we will now be moving on to others matters at hand like the book that was supposed to come out a year ago so I finally just now starting the first chapter and this is just a small sneak-peek of it to see if you guys are interested in it or if you guys have any ideas so that's basically it enjoy. Sorry that it's so short and has lie no plot to it but it I just started it so on't be to judgmental.
Have you heard the legend of the six dragons? No, well then would you care to join me for the story and maybe a drink or two? Oh don't worry it'll only take a few minuets. Very well then, let's begin.
"Zgâri, can you come help me with the laundry!" I look up from my book to find where the voice was coming from to see my sister smiling and waving at me. Sometimes I can't seem to understand how she can always have such a big smile on her face even when she's doing the most boring and tedious of things. I was about to open my mouth to say no but quickly closed it when I saw my mami glaring at me clearly pissed and ready to give me a good stripe if I where to say no to her so I complied and am now stuck scrubbing dirt and whatever that green slime is off our clothes with sister. I'd much rather be reading a book or sketching something that caught my eye right now but instead I'm stuck doing laundry and you could say it's only fair since I haven't done my chores for the past three days but at least I was doing something practical unlike the others who enjoy having "sword fights" with sticks and rolling around in mud getting their tunics all dirty in their free time. None of the grown-ups seem to understand why I'm so obsessed with things like reading and fine arts while most young men of my age would be out playing sports but I truly don't see the fun in any of those antics that they like to do and besides it's not like I care if they call me weird for it, I mean yes I would like to have someone to enjoy these works of art with me but I don't and I've had to learn live with that and will continue to do so. Everyone that lives nearby already doesn't like me because of how I never smile and I'm always so straight faced barely ever talking to anyone but I just don't see the reason in doing so if I would have to stay not true to myself in order to please them, well at least that's what my mami would want me to do but I can tell that deep down she wishes I would show at least some sort of emotion every now and then but she continues to hides her dismay from me while doing a very poor job at it. As I was struggling to get a stain out of my brothers breeches I failed to notice the large dragon that was approaching me until he sat down behind me shaking the ground quite a bit even knocking a few things down causing him to finally gain my attention and everyone else's. It seems impossible that a dragon as large as him would be able to sneak up on us but he always seems to figure out a way each an every time.
Well sorry for cutting you off there but I can't spoil everything and also I need to tweak this up a little bit so yet again super sorry if this was bullshit.
I have continued researching what is happening and I do know that Elliot posted on Twitter saying some of the things that are rumored that he did/said are not true but when I posted I was going off of my experience in this and what the document that I read said. I unfortunately do not have proof of the first incidents messages since it was deleted before I could notify another mod and I really wish I could've because if I had been quick enough the outcome of this could've been much better but I unfortunately was unable to do it before he deleted all his comments, the victims, mine, and a few other witnesses. He then proceeded to delete the entire post itself and I'm not sure it was ever re uploaded again. So I'm sorry if any of this is/was false information but there are still reports going out from different perspectives and I will try to keep you guys informed of this all and hopefully i'll be able to find more proof and things out but for now I'm not sure who is is telling the truth in this story whether it is Elliot or the mod team and victims so i'll just stay neutral for now. Hopefully this cures some confusion if you guys had any.
This next part is not about the incident.
But I also would like to focus on other things for the time being and if any of you guys reading this I know is not many want me to post a drawing of a specific character or you have any one shot requests throw them at me because I need something to distract my brain from this mess that has been happening recently.
I'm so FUCKING pissed right now because I have known for a bit that Tighnari's VA (aka one of my comfort characters) has been sending some inappropriate things since I was involved in one of the fan art incidents a few months ago and didn't think to much of it but to find out that is was this bad and being a trans person myself it honestly breaks my heart to know that a VA I look up to is such a goddamn horrible and nasty person. This was not really the news I needed to hear right now and I'm crying like a fucking baby but like what the hell was he thinking he ruined so many Tighnari fans lives just like myself just by doing that and now I may never play Genshin again and my self harm is going to get worse loosing such a important character. To everyone broken by these news I'm so sorry and especially to the victims that had got even more involved than I ever would have wanted to be.
Hey guys, I finally posted art as you can see and this is a sketch of an original character that I have created for the book I'm writing so if you have any name ideas for him please tell me, please and thank you.
I just want to say I'm so sorry for not posting school has been alot for me put I do have some art to post but this post is just to wish everyone luck that's pulling in the 3.1 update . I hope everyone gets the characters that they want with little pulls and I also hope you all have a great Windblume Festival/2nd Anniversary! Also please keep me in your prays as well because i would really like to get Venti this time. But I will try to post tomorrow and thanks for all of your constant support have a nice day/night.
