âNo one âdeservesâ to be subjected to rape culture, not BeyoncĂ© and not the young woman on the metro. This is where gay men and straight men have one commonality: our maleness. Gay and straight men alike can promote misogyny, and with unwanted touching, this is exactly what we do.
When I was growing up as a gay boy in Youngstown, Ohio, my mother always said, âSon, you must operate in this world intentionally, you must treat others with respect, and you must keep your hands to yourself.â As a child, all I wanted to do was play with my Rock âEm Sock âEm Robots and Easy-Bake Oven. Yes, my Easy-Bake Oven. Â Like many children, I sometimes ignored my mother, so statements like this went into one ear and out the other. But now, as I reflect on my childhood and place those moments into my daily existence, I realize that âkeep your hands to yourselfâ taught me to respect myself, taught me to respect women, and taught me that we all have the right to our own body.
Last Thursday night, as I was coming home from work, I noticed a fellow gay man whom I have seen around Washington, D.C., at various nightclubs and bars. As we both entered onto the metro, we sat in seats relatively close to a young woman. The woman, who appeared tired, smiled at both of us and put headphones in her ears. In D.C., this is usually a subtle way to ask someone to allow you to reach your destination in peace without being disturbed. Since I understood this unwritten transit rule, I respected it and pulled out an article to read. Unfortunately, my fellow gay man took this as an invitation to engage in a one-way conversation. Â
Slowly moving into the seat next to her, despite no one else occupying his space, he began touching her clothing and body and commenting on the âfitâ of her dress. Then he proceeded to touch her hair, since, according to him, he loved how long her locks were and wished he had hair like hers. Unamused by what he considered compliments and his ignorance of his male privilege, she politely said âthank youâ and asked if he could quit touching her. Obviously not appreciating this youngâs woman rejection of his âcompliments,â he immediately referred to her as a âbitchâ and told her, âItâs not like I want to have sex with you. Iâm gay.â Since I am never a fan of blatant disrespect, I told the man, âIf she doesnât want to be touched, she doesnât have to be touched.â He repeated that he was simply giving her compliments, said, âMind your business,â and a reasserted that she was being a âbitchâ and should just accept those âcomplimentsâ because it isnât a big deal.
Wrong. It was a very big deal.
After engaging in a not-so-friendly back-and-forth with this man, I arrived at my stop, told the woman to have a good night and proceed home. Still, I could not get the gay manâs unexamined privilege out of my head. It reminded me of a conversation with another gay man a few weeks ago regarding gay men, BeyoncĂ© and the promotion of rape culture.
During her show in Denmark, BeyoncĂ© was performing âIrreplaceableâ when a âfanâ slapped her butt. Showing her displeasure, BeyoncĂ© responded, âI will have you escorted out right now, all right?â A friend of mine responded, âIâm sure the fan was gay either way. It was more of a support, like, âYou go girl,â and not meant to be rude.â Some even went so far as to blame BeyoncĂ© for supposedly bringing on the unwanted touching by dressing provocatively and dancing aggressively during her performances. All in all, the âit isnât a big dealâ narrative was constantly repeated.
Wrong again: It is a big deal.
The fact of the matter is this: No one âdeservesâ to be subjected to rape culture, not BeyoncĂ© (nor any other celebrity) and not the young woman on the metro.  This is where gay men and straight men have one commonality: our maleness. Gay and straight men alike can promote misogyny, and with unwanted touching, this is exactly what we do.
Telling a woman that she deserved to be raped, assaulted or molested, or even that she should not be upset for being touched without her consent, is the epitome of a rape culture mentality. Blaming the woman as opposed to rejecting the unhealthy display of manhood and masculinity, which we gay men can still do, is the essence of promoting rape culture.
In her blog post âRape Culture Isnât a Laughing Matter,â Danielle Moodie-Mills explains, âWhen we laugh off a woman being touched, violated and entered without her permission we are giving license to perpetrators of sexual assault, that a womanâs body is not her own.â Last Thursday night, what appeared to be a simple compliment was actually unwanted touching, regardless of the manâs sexual orientation. I realize that all gay men do not operate in this privileged space of âshe needs to allow me to touch her, since I am not sexually attracted to her,â but all too often I have heard the platonic nature of the relationship being used as a substitution for permission and consent. Consent must always be given.
To be clear, I do not disagree with the notion that women also do this to gay men. However, I find that it is my obligation to question my male privilege and deal with that accordingly. I am not the victim in every situation, and it is important that I write and analyze how, as a gay man, I can respect the boundaries of others.
My fellow gay men, I want the best for all of us. We are not automatically granted access to a womanâs body. This blog post is even for me, as a reminder of my male privilege regardless of my sexual orientation. This is why I humbly ask for you to examine how we operate in this world and how we utilize the space of others.
We cannot touch a woman without her permission. We gay men are not the exception, and her permission to us is not implied because we are gay. We, too, can promote a rape culture. We do not get a âpassâ to touch her hair or her body or her clothes. We do not have an automatic right to critique her weight or the texture of her hair. We are still men, and women will always deserve our respect. Despite the cultural context, women still speak for themselves. We must learn this, and we must understand this. Women have autonomy over their own bodies. For those of us who consider ourselves feminists, we cannot constantly promote feminism and womenâs ownership, then be bent out of shape when she decides that she does not want to be subjected to touching, feeling, or unwanted contact.
Fellow gay men, we cannot invade a womanâs personal space just because there isnât any sexual attraction. Regardless of us not wanting to be sexually intimate with women, we too must seek permission and be given explicit consent to anything on their bodies. We must realize that ânoâ still means âno.â It always will.â
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