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izzy's playlists!
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@mecore-stuff
Hello I am mecore-stuff I will be reblogging things that I find extremely relatable
If you’d like to ask if I’m ok, go to my main blog @moonbeamsdancing
For my unorganized thoughts, visit Thoughtcumentaries (I can’t @ that one somehow)
Also stuff will get dark so be careful
How its going
This WAS Mecore!
Why?
This is Mecore!
being plural is so funny because i’ll be watching from a backseat in my own mind as someone else wearing my face talks and interacts with people i’ve known all my life, which would normally be horrifying but they’re my brain homies so it’s chill
This is Mecore!
In bed. Straight up losing it. And by "it," well. Haha. Let's just say. My memories
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Everyday i wakes up and remember I have to go to school. Everyday I consider suicide. Why must it be so draining
This is Mecore!
"Welcome to the hell" aghhhhhh the new school year has begun🙏
Time to go back to the dark dungeon and suffer torture for another year🗿💀 school💔
This is Mecore!
suicidism is the way people minimize the reasons why someone might be suicidal in an attempt to get them to stay alive.
they always say things like "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" but never get into how some of these "temporary problems" (capitalism, climate change, etc) will take dozens, maybe even hundreds of years to fix, if they ever get fixed at all.
they say "there's a hundred reasons to stay", leaving out that their reasons to stay are minuscule things like "watching the sunset" or "petting a cute puppy", meanwhile suicidal people's reasons for leaving are "i don't want to live the rest of my life paycheck to paycheck" or "i'm tired of living in a world that's actively hostile to my existence".
the #YoureNotAlone crowd just loooooves making suicide out to be this stupid decision that people only make when they're just too dumb to appreciate life. when that's just not the case At All.
This is suicidism. Sometimes, the "temporary problem" is an incredibly painful experience too live through - one that makes death preferable than living through it. Sometimes, the problem isn't even temporary! Things like disability/chronic illness, death of a loved one, or trauma can all contribute to suicidal ideation. Suicidal ideation often doesn't occur when someone doesn't appreciate life, but rather, when there is nothing/few to appreciate.
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suicide is not the worst thing that can happen to someone. prolonged suffering is dehumanizing torture, and it is much worse than death. you know those 'fates worse than death' you sometimes hear about as threats in stories? yeah, that's a real thing. sometimes the suffering really is relentless enough that dying is the logical option, and i'm tired of people pretending to be empathetic by suggesting i prolong my suffering even more because it would make them sad. unless you're actively doing something to increase my quality of life, you have no say in my autonomy over my death.
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suicidism is people constantly making it about everyone BUT the suicidal person.
"people would miss you" I AM IN PAIN
"someone would have to find the body" I AM IN PAIN
"think of your family" I AM IN PAIN
what about me? why does no one care how i feel about it?
This is suicidism. I've said this multiple times and I'll say it again: while other people can be affected by someones suicide/ideation, the suicidal person's feelings should always be prioritized.
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"Let me help this person :D" proceeds to remove their safe space. call the cops on them. have them sectioned. isolate them further. remove their bodily autonomy. prolong their suffering. "hmm.. I wonder why they keep trying to kts 🤔🤔🤔🤔❓"
Ok, is this is Mecore, but in the way that I was a victim to this. I got kicked out of actual helpful spaces where I felt safe talking about my suicidal thoughts twice, once because I was making others uncomfortable and another for having a breakdown while discussing it in private. These places were helping me by giving me a form of social interaction! Being kicked out both times has made things worse and guess what. The second time happened TODAY.
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the character
i was not in fact genderfluid -green
Hm…. I sure do wonder why I was so inconsistent….. (didn’t feel like hand lettering all of that so I typed it instead lol)
This is Mecore!
is that song actually character-coded or is your brain a character-shaped hammer looking for lyrics to nail down somewhere
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This is Mecore!
