the legend under the waves..

⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 19 years old 𓆟 mercreature kin 𓆟 river lover 𓆝 blog warning for occasional blood/meat , nsfw/suggestive , terato/monsterfucking content ༄.°

[merplexed]

to the depths..

𓆉 call me Xo (pronounced Sh-o), pronouns are he/him she/her xe/xem/xyr fin/fins gill/gills cer/cers. im 19 years old. this is my blog to be a mercreature on!!

though i will tag my posts as mermaid/mermaidkin etc, i much prefer to call myself a merCREATURE or merbeing

selkies, sea/water nymphs or faeries, fish, sirens, krakens - any other ocean/waterkin are welcome here, i love yall!! i feel we are not few, but that we kinda tend to not gravitate to one another unfortunately :<

❀ labels - otherkin, therian, alterhuman, otherhearted, bi, genderqueer, misceverse

i hav more kin/therio/heart 'types - if youre interested in knowing about them, send me an ask :3

⋆｡˚⋆ i looove swimming, rivers, kayaking, sharks, collecting seashells, aquariums, and listening to thunderstorms - for some water-related interests :) other things that i like are bone scavenging, drawing, horror movies and collecting stuffed animals

𓇼 this blog will not be entirely SFW, so please be wary! there might occasionally be blood/light gore, dead animals, bones, deep water, terato stuff - i will try my best to tag appropriately.

one may see wei/us/our pronouns occasionally used in my posts, and simpler writing (such as 'nd' for 'and', 'm' for 'me')

𓆝 dont have a dni really, but a simple byfi:

i am Anti radqueer

anti fakeclaiming - endo supportive

anti SW/TERF/radfem ideology

i dont really fuck with those that call themselves 'kinnies' or 'KFF'

[merplexed]

radfems FUCK off

youre not helping anything, youre just annoying as hell

immediately blocked if i see a radfem in my notes, dont waste my time, i do not care about why you came to the conclusion and stance you came to

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omg if you have a whole fucking paragraph in your bio, or an insanely long pinned post, im not going to bother with that, youre just getting blocked. curate your own space, dont make me do that for you

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by n4ny4r

[kujokomi]

mermaid earth angel necklace for my best friend

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[merplexed]

There's a lotta things that get less mer-creature-y when the weather gets colder, but is there anything your exited about?

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not on the mercreature front, no :(

i get excited for my other 'types though! the fall is a great day for my undead'type, as everything gets soggy and misty and brisk. excited to be a big bull elk walking round in the snow!

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River, lake, bay or ocean?

Do you have any mer-creature-y memories linked to places like these?

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river, bay and ocean in different ways

lakes, im not a fan of, i dont really know why but they freak me out as much as i grew up kayaking and swimming in them. but my mercreaturekin doesnt feel very connected to them aside from Water. theyre Too landlocked also

rivers feel very Me, one of my last lives i was a river deity so its more connected to that part of me than the mer part

bays and ocean next. i do think of the open ocean quite a lot in my thoughts of being a mer, but my species was to some degree amphibious and could survive on land for a short while, and i always get an urge to drag myself out of the water onto the shore or rocks and lay there for a bit. so bays feel very much correct. theyre also just very interesting, ecologically

yes i do, nothing specific though because none of my memories/neomata are the clearest

i did go to san francisco recently and it felt amazing being near that much water and the bay, i felt very mercreature. i could imagine myself along the bottom of the bay, passing by the sharks, swimming around then taking a trip out to the ocean

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was having a bad time falling asleep a few nights ago

to focus on something other than the intrusive thoughts, i put my hand against my throat and started vocalizing as i laid in bed

just let myself sing wordlessly, no cares for making myself sound nice, just listening to and feeling the rumble through my windpipe

and thought of being my merself, laying up on the beach and singing the same way

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i cant wait to go swimming again, fishy time in the bath is not the same

i wanna rest on the surface of a lake and disappear into my thoughts with the sun on my face

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yay! got to do this yesterday!! went swimming with my partner and our friend :)

[merplexed]

Can I cash app you or PayPal you some money for financial assistance don’t fell shy and don’t be skeptical about this it’s just for financial assistance ❤️

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[merplexed]

got this The Shape of Water (Guillermo del Toro) gillman from the pop culture shop!!

not personally a gillman but i love him in the movie and it feels a lil bit like having a proper member of my pod again

[lupineshieldmaiden]

mermaid accessories pngs request 𖹭

send requests .ᐟ.ᐟ જ⁀➴ ✉

[merplexed]

missing my podmates

when i first awakened as a canine, it was a wolf, and i dont remember myself feeling very upset over not having a pack. then i awoke as an elk, and i do feel somewhat dysphoric over not having a herd

but nothing has made me cry the way that knowing that i will never be apart of a pod the same way again has

and i feel that its kinda silly because from what i believe are my memories of my mer life, im not entirely sure if we WERE explicitly a social species or solitary creatures, or what. but its such a strong feeling of loneliness

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bioluminescent mermaid

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[merplexed]

my knees and thighs have been really achy today - my body is screaming to be transformed and released back where i belong

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