I'm Not Allowed to Comment on Ongoing Port Mafia Records' Legal Disputes, But-
Song from "Bygone Days" by Chuuya Nakahara (fanfiction: I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio by ElectricSplatter || fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs)
"This one's for you, mackerel."
I used to think you took music with you when you left
I did not write, I did not play for an age
And I used to not see the point to love songs
But I guess it's time for me to wave the white flag
And sometimes people ask me
If we shared a bed
As if that's more intimate than a stage
But people always ask me
What I think of you
So I'm finally take the chance to say
You're a bitch, You're a bastard
You're the biggest asshole I've ever met
You're a dick, You're a liar
The only thing you're good for is regret
But I'm the fool
I'm the idiot
Because half the songs I write still start out as duets
Because I can't really hate you for leaving
When I never asked you to stay
I'm so fucking sick of all the lies
And only reaching for the cruelest thing to say
Because my real problem with your music
Has nothing to do with the quality of the songs
It's really because deep down I know
I wish I were there singing along
To me you're just like the ocean
A force of nature that can't be denied
Fifty different people in one body
Without which I would not have survived
And whenever people ask me,
what am I looking for
The answer never changes,
it cannot be ignored
I just want someone who gets what my music is about
You're still the only one
So I guess the main thing that I'm trying to say
Is that despite all the taunts, all the fight,
all the hopeless sleepless nights
Is that you are the absolute worst,
but I love you anyway
And that I haven't peaked, fucker
- Photos from Pinterest because they scream the vibes of this story -














