I just love the Molloy daughters being half-sisters who weren't close growing up due to resentment whenever the other gets any of their dad's precious and unpredictable time, and then later unionising in their late twenties/early thirties, because who else is going to understand what having a two-time Pulitzer winning father who got you in trouble for epically owning the other elementary schoolers for believing in Santa Claus, and gave you your music taste, and treated his divorce with your mother like a debate he could win, and missed every graduation you ever had, but when your friend got really high and freaked out he was the one you could call, and he told you things about the KGB you incorporated into your Barbie games and got him in trouble with your mom, and he didn't really do tears so he'd make jokes at your expense which he probably doesn't even remember but you do, except if you were really upset maybe, maybe he'd just listen. And then he might say "fuck them", which felt cool and shocking when you were seven but at seventeen you want something more, and there isn't something more. There would be, if you could lean into his side and hide your head in his chest and he'd hold you, awkward but kind in his silence. Over the phone, the kindness seems to get lost until only the awkwardness remains.
He says the phone works both ways - except it never seems to work on his end. Too busy. No reception. Time zones.
You try to read the news to have something to discuss and he calls your take symptomatic of the liberal mass media. You're thirteen.
He's home for one week, split between you and her.
Sometimes he wants to hang out just the three of you, to save time, and she's fine. But you wonder if she looks more like him than you, and you think about the house he lived in once he left yours. (You think about how you were born after her, and he couldn't even stay as long as he did his first time around). When you fight, he says to handle it yourselves. He's meant to be out of a warzone this week.
And then, suddenly, she's gone, no tie of obligation any more.
And when you meet again, the pattern changes. Awkwardness, and you wonder if between the two of you it can ever turn to kindness. When you fight it's more bitter than it ever was over who got to sit shotgun with Dad, both of you inherit his poison.
Sometimes your truths are different. It's not an easy lesson to learn as your father's daughters. You wonder if it's one he ever did.