the development is arrested

old person / mw2 ghostsoap and other miscellaneous bullshit -previously zlutloki-

[ramrage]

ramrage’s fic directory

welcome to the library! here are all of my mwii (let’s be real, it’s just ghostsoap. or soapghost) fics all in one place, ripe for the picking. You can also find this shit on my ao3, if youre so inclined.

SERIES

“fitting a square peg into a square peg” or “and they both were tops”

- COMPLETED -

summary: a riveting tale of two horny tops navigating the challenge of both wanting to fuck each others’ ass, not vice-versa. Unless…

ao3 link

rating: E

tags: crack, terrible flirting, first time bottoming

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How about another Fortune?

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summary: "Soap is a heterosexual man in love, and everything is great. Really, it is. Factually speaking, no less." Alright, so we all know that ain't sticking. This is a weird one (me writing F/M aside)—we're telling this story with Facebook posts, comms transcripts, search histories, and (fictional) PornHub Wrappeds—all in service of telling the tale of one relationship gone wrong, and another gone right (?)

ao3 link

rating: M

tags: Freeform, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Straight? John “Soap” MacTavish, Cheating, Non-Chronological, this is a (gay) lovestory, Self-Discovery, on god this is the strangest shit i have ever written, Captivity, Implied/Referenced Torture, Forced Bonding, Forced Kissing, Metafiction

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ghost’s ghost

- WIP -

summary: Johnny is KIA, which sucks, except he never really…leaves? Rendered with shitty humor to counter the (intended to be) actually-sad inner plights vis-a-vis mourning and shit, this tale tells the adventures of Ghost and his boyfriend, Soap who, coincidentally, is also a ghost. Consider it something of a MWIII campaign fix-it fic, though it was initially written pre-MWIII’s release

ao3 link

rating: T

tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Body Horror, Main Character Death, Not Really Character Death, Ghost John “Soap” MacTavish, Grief/Mourning, Hurt/Comfort, Crack, Dark Crack, Fluff, Eventual Smut, Character Turned Into a Ghost, Changing Tenses, Not (always) chronological

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here we go ‘round the prickly pear

-WIP-

ao3 link

summary: T.S. Eliot-inspired (whaaat?) reincarnation fic. Welcome, to Death's Dream Kingdom, baby!

rating: T

tags: Temporary major character death, Reincarnation AU, suburban AU

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(in the interest of) burning (everything down)

-WIP-

ao3 link

summary: I started this fic with an unrelated-to-anything fight (as in an emotional fight. A very heated discussion, if you will) and the rest of the fic kinda contextualizes and grows from it

rating: M

tags: angst, fighting, swearing, alcohol abuse/alcoholism, emetophobia

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ONE-SHOTS

he is so soft

-COMPLETED-

summary: Jilted, short, awkward sentences mark this endeavor to write a non-sexy sex scene.

ao3 link

rating: E

tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Blood and Gore, Sexualized Gore, vaguely, the gore and the sex are treated with equal apathy idk, character names not used as an “artistic choice”, No Romance, Body Horror, POV First Person, Anal Sex, Spit As Lube, Rough sex, Sex but not smut

[divorce-enjoyer]

ice water is awesome because you get more water in your water

[ramrage]

[gothcostco]

look at this video of a mouse eating soup and bread and butter

[flanneldragon]

peace and FUCKING love on planet earth

[ramrage]

This is in reference to a fanfiction of Germany and Italy from Hetalia, where they used meatballs as anal beads and pasta as sounding rods

fandom tumblr i love you forever

[csny]

sometimes i worry that my fujoshıïsm is stunting my intellectual ability but then i remember im literally enlightened

[fortuneaday]

asking for help (not the money kind)

I'm hoping some of you can help me with something. This is not for work or school, this is for a personal project that I want to try to kick off the ground.

Please send me questions about English and/or about writing in English.

If you would be so kind as to take a moment and throw questions at me, I would sincerely and deeply appreciate you doing so via the ask box on my main blog:

Here.

By this I mean anything really. The language itself, questions about school assignments, how to write white papers at work, how to read a contract and why you'd even want to, how to write an email to get a refund for a shitty product, Language Arts and composition questions, questions about books, problems you've always had with writing from a certain standpoint or POV, anything anything anything.

Thank you.

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(Details you may not care about:

(No question is off limits, I write fanfic myself and that includes erotica, so I don't mind Grown People topics at all. These will not actually see the light of day on my personal blog [or over here, obviously]. You will not be put on blast. You will not have to deal with me again after you drop the question! I just have the bigger audience over here and wanted to see if I could get a wide set of ideas.

(I am a writer and editor. My last job was in Technical Editing. The only thing that really makes me genuinely happy is helping people improve their writing. This is clearly not something in great demand these days, and less so as more people say, "Fuck it, I'll let the AI do this for me." I don't know if I'll start a blog or if this will just give me starting points for chapters of a larger project. I really don't know. I only know what I love and what I wish I could do to help people. Rather than despairing after the layoff, I am applying for all the jobs I can at a feverish pace, but I would also like to make the case for why people should care more about improving their writing and building their own strong voices in text.

(Thanks again.)

[serial-unaliver-deactivated2024]

HELPPPPP

[charlesoberonn]

Reminds me of Jason Kander, former Missouri Secretary of State. When he went to the VA hospital to treat his PTSD, he told the nurse that Obama told him he should run for president, and she thought he was delusional.

[charlesoberonn]

Correction: It was worse. She asked him how long he's been hearing voices.

[therapyhorrorstories]

I think I'm gonna make this my go-to story. It's not the worst I've ever heard, which is an asset because people won't believe you if you tell them the actual bad stuff those people do. And it just perfectly sums up the casual arrogance everyone working in mental health seems to have. The way they treat you as inherently Lesser for being in their care.

[therapyhorrorstories]

If they can't even handle basic, easily verified shit like "I'm a lawyer" they are never going to believe you when you tell them that you know how to manage a condition you've been dealing with for decades better than they can or will.

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

And then there's Alexander Morris, who was put in a straitjacket, called racial slurs, and denied treatment for his potentially life-threatening heart condition when he told them he was the lead singer of the band he was lead singer of.

Four Tops singer sues hospital alleging racial discrimination after he says he was placed in a ‘restraining jacket’ | CNN

The lead singer of the Motown group the Four Tops has filed a federal lawsuit against Ascension Macomb Oakland Hospital in Warren, Michigan,

[plum-soup]

There are multiple parts of that article that are Jae droppingly awful but this one really gets me:

They almost let this man die in a straight jacket simply because they were too racist. And then when they realize their "mistake", they tell him that his life is worth a 25$ supermarket gift card. Of course he's suing them for $75,000 as he should but like. Can you imagine how insulted he must've been. The 4 Tops were one of the top Motown bands of all time. You can be at the top of the music scene and still, they'll kill you because you're black. And they'll use fake claims about mental illness and "aggression" to justify it

[ramrage]

and not for nothing, a gift card to a supermarket of all places feels...kinda racist? like, whether or not they intended for it to come across that way, the optics of giving a black man $25 to spend on the absolute most basic items for survival is. very not good.

i have to wonder. would they have done the same for an equally-influential white dude or would they have written it off (accurately) as insulting? food 4 thot...

[dreichsmirr]

My abortion was really one the most hated kind of abortion. I wasn't underage. I wasn't raped. I wasn't in medical need.

I got pregnant not through some fluke or 1 in a 100 contraceptive failure. I got pregnant because I was knowingly and willfully having unprotected sex. Out of wedlock too if that matters.

It was my own fault, I was being irresponsible because I knew I could always get an abortion if I got pregnant. My abortion was as close as it comes to 'using abortion as a contraceptive' as anti-choicers love to say.

I didn't abort it because my health was in danger or because I didn't have the ability to care for it or whatever else. I did it purely because I didn't want a child. I wanted sex and I didn't want to deal with any consequences from it.

There's no moral here. I don't feel bad about it whatsoever. I suffered no karmic consequences or punishment from god. My life is amazing. I want to rub this in the face of every conservative and anti-choicer. I did the terrible thing. I had an abortion for the most selfish of reasons and literally nothing happened. Suck it.

[paper-mario-wiki]

hey here's a website for downloading any video or image from any website.

works w/ youtube, soundcloud, twitch, twitter (gifs and videos), tumblr (video and audio), and most other websites you're probably lookin to download stuff off of.

[paper-mario-wiki]

for anyone wondering about privacy and whatnot, i'm happy to say that the developers are pretty committed to have 0 trackers and 0 data retention. you can read more in their "about" section, but here's the basic important stuff:

[wukker]

COBALT MENTIONED OUTSIDE OF TWITTER???

[paper-mario-wiki]

^ (one of the lead devs that made cobalt)

thank you for your thingy, it's real useful 🙏

[mizuform]

someone made a hard choice here

[officialwiremother]

i have receipts on cloth mother that would change everything

[ramrage]

Is the ghoap collective open to minors? Asking because I saw a minor joined (and posted), and I wasn't sure if I remembered reading anything about it in the guidelines.

hello! sorry for the extremely extremely late response indeed, anyone can join regardless of age!

And even if I said otherwise, how enforceable is that? Verifying would take forever and anyhow, lying is free and easy and people love to do it.

And importantly, I don't need to know anyone's age, I do not WANT to know anyone's age. I am not mother goose nor am I a teacher, caregiver, or cop.

Hopefully we can all be responsible and respectful enough for this to be a chill time for all.

and re: saucy content for young eyes.

i was deep in fandom as a Youth and well. I can't say I turned out all too well, but not because of the salacious shit i saw on tumblr and elsewhere. Tumblr's NSFW policy is certainly tighter now than it was before, so things are fairly time imho.

Undeniably, though, fandom can open up unsafe and uncomfortable avenues when it comes to Youngfolk in the mix, but I think that it's Not inherent, and is more of a Bad Actors kind of deal.

So no bad actors, please! If you see people creeping it up, report them and we shall boot them to high heaven or hell.

But also, you must be responsible for yourself, at least to a degree. That might include:

Not advertising your age if you are young (can attract creeps)

If you feel uncomfortable, report, block and skedaddle

Do what's right for you and your wellbeing. if you don't trust in your ability to determine that, skedaddle!

While this group is open to minors, it isn't specifically for minors. That is, it is not catered to or built for minors. This isn't a heavily moderated group and personally i don't have the bandwidth to make it more heavily moderated.

Anyways, I believe the Youths can have a cool, fun, safe time in fandom (and all its aspects) and not at the expense of Old Peoples' fun.

I don't want to bar anyone from that Joy, but also, please take care of yourself especially if you are young.

this is long winded but it's 1:30am on a sunday so iiwii

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

things to say after fucking up egregiously

pack it up boys we've made a social blunder

let's run that again

one more time normal style

I'm going to become a statistic

further proof god is out to get me

it's because I tore my acl senior year

I couldn't do it for religious reasons

my ex took my talent in the divorce

good thing nobody saw that (said directly to someone who definitely saw it)

[nickandros]

the way i read the iliad at the tender age of 17 to get achilles' grieving scenes which like SURE but 17 year old me should have been reading the táin.

[nickandros]

like. come ON.

[twoblogger-deactivated20260714]

It kind of fucks with me that somebody killed ötzi the iceman because ötzi himself is like whatever but the silent presence of human hands that drew back the string of the bow that shot the arrow that killed him is crazy. the idea that there were various people involved in that situation and while one of them has had his last hours painstakingly reconstructed and studied to no end, the others now only exist insofar that an arrowhead had to get into his shoulder somehow. imagine killing someone and then suddenly your entire existence is only a vague shadow implied by the fact that you killed them. much to consider

[twoblogger-deactivated20260714]

Testing the mummified bone marrow of ötzi to figure out his ancestry whole time there’s definitely another person, maybe more than one, standing in the room with us but I can never see or speak to them because I only know them through the assurance that they were there too in the form of one single arrowhead. I hate prehistory so much it’s unreal

[angel-derangement]

I hate it too tbh

[void-milf]

fyi the point of fucking up your data patterns isnt to avoid suspicion. it’s to make EVERYONE suspicious. same logic as the bloc, pals.  protect your comrades, be suspicious. ESPECIALLY if you aren’t doing anything likely to get you arrested.

[void-milf]

the state is less omniscient and significantly more incompetent than you’d think. overextend their resources at every possible opportunity.  make them cry wolf repeatedly. run their data analysis agents fucking ragged.  and strike. attack.

[37womenwieldingknives]

YES i’m a postgrad statistics researcher and i can tell you that the state honestly has NO IDEA what to do with the data it collects, it has an obsession with big data but it’s almost impossible to work with in practice. the traditional statistical approaches that are used can’t be scaled up, the adapted approaches are substantially weakened, and the machine learning approaches have the same problems and often tell them nothing. data scientists are only just coming around to these issues too, most still just push on with it anyway - incompetence is the word. above all this though, like you say, the biggest issue for the state is at the point of data collection. they will NEVER get anything useful if they’re collecting shitty messy data. they will eventually figure out that the real solution is working how to collect accurate and meaningful data, we should make it as difficult as possible for them to do that

[afraidofamericans]

This makes me think that we need WAAAY more apps that generate junk data

[queeranarchism]

Apps that generate junk data? tell me moooore.

[anarchopuppy]

Ooh I know this one!

Ad Nauseum is an adblocker that stores the ads it blocks and continuously generates fake clicks, fucking with analytics and costing the ad companies money

TrackMeNot automatically does randomly generated searches on a variety of search engines to obscure your real searches and fuck with analytics, and you can set it up to work with anything that has a search bar (including facebook, twitter, amazon, youtube, etc)

WhatCampaign replaces analytics parameters in links with the string “FuckOff”. I thought there was a similar extension that used random strings, but I can’t seem to find it

Privacy Possum is a fork of Privacy Badger with a focus on costing tracking companies as much money as possible, and idk if my limited tech knowledge is enough to understand what it does but the description does say it falsifies some data so that’s good enough for me

@afraidofamericans

[mayflower-gal]

Boy it SURE would be a SHAME if this were SPREAD AROUND for everyone TO SEE

[that-stone-butch]

personalized ads are so funny to me

'hey we've been spying on you and tracking your every move. it's a culmination of state of the art technology and an unprecedented invasion of consumer privacy. a room full of men with made up jobs bent their will toward decades of constructing this system, defending it in court, and tirelessly innovating new ways to aggregate more data about you'

and the end result is

'yeah so uh we saw that you recently bought a car. so here's an ad for that car'

like no i'm good actually. you might be aware that i already have one

[elfwreck]