23, they/them, I'm a silly guy who eats chocolate and has a deep appreciation for dark and sexy content. I am very interested in mental illness, neurodivergence, animals, creepypasta, and fucked up OCs. I do not condone their actions or encourage it irl, I just write stories.
This blog will mostly be about my OCs and characters I like. Maybe I'll do some writing, some x reader stuff, post picrews, and do other stuff too! I'm just here to do whatever, really but I'm super into Creepypastas so expect lots of that!
Warning, I really like dark content and SMUT. This is a MINORS DNI BLOG. If you are easily triggered by commonly triggering themes, it is in your best interest to not interact or read my blog, too.
More Info + Masterlists + All Fandoms below the cut!
Here are some things you may want to know before interacting.
I have OSDD-1b among other things (like BPD). I believe traumagenic is the ONLY origin. Having said that there's no reason for me to attack or fight anyone over this, I hope you do the same.
I take no offence if you block me, don't take any if I block you.
I am left wing although not radically, I have many left wing values and beliefs.
My characters themes are DARK. Like really dark, and I do not endorse my characters' toxic actions or encourage irl harm.
This blog is gonna have a lot of horny thoughts and drabbles. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT PLEASE.
My fandoms that I may or may not ever talk about unprompted. Feel welcome to ask about them! :)
Creepypasta
Greek Mythology (feels weird to call it a fandom lol)
Pokemon
Warrior Cats
Minecraft
HTTYD
Voltron: Legendary Defender
Octonauts
Hilda
Here are my masterlists in two quick easy links >:3
Vanessa is an energetic, fun-loving and generous little girl who loves animals and living in her house by the ocean with her dad (a single father). Vanessa will never pass up the chance to go swimming, greet dogs on walks, and try to trade cool objects she finds (sand dollars, smooth rocks, etc) for things she wants. She wants to touch a rainbow one day.
Vanessa is an anomaly, one which makes her unable to grow and mature past the age she got stuck in, 6 years old. It takes her a much longer time to learn things, and she often regresses back to when she first turned 6 with her life skills, motor skills and similar. She has been alive 12 years, and will remain 6 for a normal human lifespan. Her father often worries about who's going to take care of her once he gets too old to run around after a 6 year old.
Her mother and father were teens when she was born, and mother died during childbirth at home, without medical help. They both came from rough homes. Vanessa's father (Percival / Percy) has been taking care of Vanessa on his own since she was born when he was 16 years old, giving up graduating highschool and an independent future to take care of her. When her anomaly manifested, he refused to stop taking care of her, and vowed to do so for the rest of his life.
"If I give you this cool shell, can I have your chocolate bar?"
- Vanessa D.
Apparently murdering a suicidal gay prince, overthrowing a god who’s also head of the government, literally just murdering the former country leaders (who are now rebel leaders) in retirement, prison break, and infrastructure destruction and loss of many lives cuz I happen to be related (siblings) to crude oil
I mean as an x reader lover, you're right it is everywhere and often done similarly (which personally I don't mind). No shade to you, it's not for everyone. But one of the reasons I like it is that I like sharing stories with people.
Like yeah there's the obvious I'm down BAD for my lil freaks, and all that, but one of my FAOURITE things is sharing worlds and I share worlds in lots of ways other than x readers too. I love reading about other people's worlds and interpretations of the characters, in the sense that I'm there. I love writing that to share my interpretations with people in that way.
Reading and writing x readers to me is like sharing a chocolate cake I made and tasting one somebody else made. It's still the same idea, but could be done real differently or just be fun and exciting to try, and I get to be a part of their process as a consumer for their form of art.
I don't know if this made sense but that's my two cents! Again no shade to x reader haters, but if you're wondering why people like it that's one reason!
Eyeless Jack doesn't like attention, especially due to his monstrous height, size in general. He doesn't like it pointed out or even noticed. He'd rather be entirely unseen, attention on anything but him.
Until that attention is from you, alone, together.
He loves it when you pay close attention to him, when you treat his body as if it's the only thing in the room worth paying attention to even if he'd never admit it. He loves that you love his size.
He could move over you on his bed, using his form to hold you down as he did anything he wanted and you just take it like he knows you love. He could pull your attention to his hands, his teeth, his hips, whenever and however he pleased.
He loves the way your hands reach around his back, holding him close as you whisper his name, he loves being the center of your attention, the object of your affection.
He wants you to feel every movement, every huff of air he lets go, every thrust of his hips and every time he growls against your skin sending rumbles through you.
You close your eyes, arms falling next to you in euphoria, only to feel his strong hand grab your jaw and his words roughly spoken as he thrusts harder.
I don’t like the scene Nina at all. I feel like in the effort of portraying her in a less misogynistic way people have kind of gotten rid of a lot of things that I can personally relate to about this character. I want her to be kind of gross and obsessive. Some people are like that and that doesn’t make them one dimensional. I just wish people expanded more on her being kind of a loser and fleshed her out more in that direction instead of turning her into just another Pinterest cool girl I can’t relate to. I know this is probably kinda a selfish rant, but I just needed to get it off my chest. I hate that female characters are never allowed to be gross in the same way male characters are. If Jeff can be interpreted to be gross and not shower, then Nina can too.
The secret for me was embracing a gross sweaty non-showering nina with obsessive tendencies and cruel behavior... Who also really likes scene stuff! Both can exist at once :)
She's out here with her scene queen ass to me having not showered in a week. She's got her scene hair, her Grr t-shirt and her kandi bracelets with vomit on her sweater and sleep deprived eyes with bags under them and she's insecure about her nose and her teeth that she can't brush all the time.
Nina my love will never be one-dimensional to me, she's a character with desire to be somebody she finds hot and cool, but she's a mess herself. She tries and tries and tries. She struggles, she gives up, she is at war with herself, she is never quite sure why she's this impulsive bad bitch on the outside while simultaneously being somebody she doesn't like and can't find to be worthy or attractive no matter what she does, how many cool posts she puts online or how many hot selfies she takes.
Idk I have a lot more thoughts on Nina,,, ily Nina you'll never be one dimensional to me.
Hi! My friend SHIVKISSES on Toyhou.se, Twitter, and Vgen is doing half price commissions!!
Real good and real cheap $35 reference sheet commissions to be exact.
They're an AMAZING artist and some of my favorite abilities they have in art (but not the only!) are incredible talent with DETAILS especially facial details, tattoos (including complex ones), and scars. Their own characters have all kinds of different races and features and are really diverse, so you can also count on them for proper depiction of skin tones and disabilities. They have really really good work with varying body types too, and they've drawn my own fat hairy bear man Mason really REALLY well for a picture of him with no ref at the time!
I've known them for awhile and they're super friendly and accepting, and will do their best to do your OC justice!
Here's one example of a ref they did below the cut (nudity warning!), but there's more in the bulletin on Touhou.se and their vgen page (which has more stuff you can comm and some YCH's too!)
Mature audiences only please.
And if you have the money and are impressed by their work please consider tipping them, they've got lots of bills to pay right now and could really use it and would be super grateful!
I'm tired, I read somewhere the other night that writing a letter to somebody who's hurt you can be part of the healing process.
I'm tired, I'm drunk, and I've been drunk long enough that I don't know how many days or nights have passed. I'm not drinking to be drunk anymore, I'm drinking to drown.
I'm tired, no matter what I do I can't forget the look on your face the last day I saw you in person. You were so emotionless, talking like life and death meant nothing and anyone who thought it did were the crazy ones.
I'm tired of remembering the way you looked at me, when the judge asked if you had anything to say to me. You blinked, stared at me and said one word. "No". I don't know if a yes would have been a better answer or not.
I'm tired of remembering how little you actually care. I spent my childhood pretending you did, ignoring the signs that you didn't, and pretending we were friends. But you only cared about two things, yourself, and your poetry.
I'm tired, I want you to care about me, what you've done to me. So I'm writing this in a sort of prose poem, I'm trying. So maybe I can break through to something human inside of you.
I'm tired, when I have to compete with poetry for you to care.
Dear Kat.
I'm tired of waiting for me to feel better.
I'm tired of drinking.
I'm tired of waiting for you to get better.
I'm tired of poetry.
Dear Kat.
You've made me tired.
Your loving, exhausted, almost numb - big brother.
I think more people when putting their crp ocs / Creepypastas out there should PUT THEM OUT THERE
Flesh out their story, make a traditional copy and paste scary story. World build, make a blog or TikTok deticated to them.
Not saying people DONT do that, but I think more people should. If you write headcanon posts, include them in it. Write fanfictions. Make stupid doodles or art of them (and then make those 2010s yt AMVs 👀 please WE want to watch them)
Make an actual online series with your friends about them, cosplay them idk something.
Even a shitty story that seems like it was written by a 14 year old works idk.
