summer child

hello, i hope somebody is listening

[summerchild2]

hey, uhm, this is random but I was wondering if a few years ago you happened to be on an app called sanvello?

if not ignore/delete this ask.

I'm sorry if this is weird or random, feel free to DM me if you want to know more, I'm just trying to find someone and there's a chance it might be you, thank you for listening.

and no, I'm not a bot, I know this seems like a bot thing.

sorry for bothering you either way, thank you for listening.

hi sorry for the late reply 😭

but no i’ve never heard of that app, i hope you find who you’re looking for and id actually love to know more about this, it sounds very interesting!

and it’s no bother at all dw

[summerchild2]

this song sounds like being in your 30s and chilling with all your friends in someone's house with faint music playing in the background. drinking wine and playing card games as you share stories with eachother.

[buildg0dthenwelltalk]

so fucked up when a site/app turns <3 into ❤ or :) into 🙂that's not what i fucking said. gaslighter

[summerchild2]

i live among strangers

whose names get blurry

the love i long for fills me with envy

my memories fade as i tuck them in at night

this feeling in my chest has never felt so light

i live among strangers

whose faces are so empty.

these words coming out my heart get buried

they die in my throat no chance to escape,

choking me as my mouth is taped.

the thought of its touch makes my insides crawl

words pierce my back as i take the fall

i live among strangers

whose names get blurry

this place never felt like home to me

[summerchild2]

guysss so ive read a total of 3 fanfictions and absolutely loved 2 of them- young&beautiful, hoping the cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again (god I cried so much) (both are larry btw if anyone knows. BUT I really want more good ao3 recommendations, not necessarily just fanfics, I love ao3 and I wanna read more so please give recommendations, specifically ones that just stab your heart and twist the knife.

[i-will-help-you-swim]

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

[cmoon-rabbit4-blog]

Reblog if your blog is a safe place for asexuals.

[god-of-smithing-and-cozy-vibes]

To all my blogs and my main btw bc yall are valid

[sunny-child-of-apollo]

Reblog if you thing Aromatics are also valid

[acecase256]

Reblog if you believe that aromantic does not necessarily mean asexual, and vice versa! Pls we must spread the word

[dolcegbaby]

[yournonbinarypal]

[openfacedsandwiches]

Reblog and write the opposite of your URL

thatwasnotveryravenofyou → itisextremelypigeonofthem

[trans-fem-menace-deactivated202]

cisgender-masc-upstanding-citizen

[ciel-of-vault-111]

ground-not-from-the-wasteland

[summerchild2]

big-normal-prude wow i just learnt what my username means.

dear god, harry styles what is this behaviour

[caffedorzo]

spin the wheel for a random location!!

you've just been teleported to this random location, are you surviving?

kms immediately

i might not make it, but i'll try my hardest

i'll survive but.. i won't like it

yeah i'm fine with this place

wait i actually love this place

never leaving!!

nuance / results / bald

Voting ended onFeb 9, 2025

[summerchild2]

yayy i got ladakh, ive been here before and its amazing so 'wait i actually love this place'!!!

[summerchild2]

whats the time?

time to vent about my shitty life.

ive come to realise that my best friend of over 8 years has been nothing but using me over atleast the past 4 years. shes friends with me because she needs me, not because she wants me. shes never quite really cared about me or how i felt unless it was bothering her in some way. i shouldve realised it wasnt a healthy relationship when i had to cut off important people in my life just because she didnt like them (not a single valid reason for this) and it upset her that i still talk to them. she always expects me to cut off people and hate them the moment she feels that way about someone, but never quite listens to what i have to say about other people or how they hurt me and i dont like them, ive never chastised her about talking to people (a guy i hated is her literal best friend after me) because its her choice who she talks to but shed always get majorly upset when i talked to someone she slightly disliked even if they meant a lot to me. she was amazing to me when she needed me and had no one else, now that we have 2-3 other good friends, she just doesnt care about me anymore. she literally doesnt even respect me and im sure thinks im disgusting, although its not very obvious, i can tell. i could see her physically recoil when i touched her arm a few days ago when she was playful with my other friend. idk how to feel about this cus its not something i can confront her about cus she would never accept it nor can i talk to my friends because theyre friends with her too.

quite literally, shes never been there for me during my hardest times when ive tried my best to do that for her. ive never felt like i could talk to her about anything, she just says i can but never actually makes the effort to try and find out how i feel.

and this is so crazy because im very close to her entire family and theyre amazing people and i dont want to lose them or ruin our friend group.

[summerchild2]

realest (credits:mahammad1901 on pinterest)

[dogrotpdf]

how’s that house that raised you?

[chaoticchopsticks]

yall I just read Radio Silence and What. The. Fuck. ITS LITERALLY THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER READ IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!! Omfg I need to consume its essence, this book is my sexuality. This book is my gender. Omfggggg but seriously tho I was expecting amazing ace and platonic friendship rep obvi BUT I DID NOT GO INTO THIS EXPECTING TO BE CALLED OUT ON MY BURNT OUT GIFTED KIDNESS AND THE PRESSURE I FEEL ACADEMICALLY!!! What the fuckkkk. I love this book, it’s my favorite book ever now. I want it to merge with my soul wtf

[summerchild2]

that bittersweet 'perks of being a wallflower' car ride feeling

[summerchild2]

that feeling when you finally trust a guy and think hes different from the others. you think hes sweet, and nice and understanding and an amazing friend. but then he says something to make you realise that he really is just another man. and it makes you lose the only hope you had in nearly half the population. its a terrible feeling i cant quite describe. ill never understand why it has to be like this and people cant just respect each other and have fun without making someone else feel bad. i guess i just havent found my people yet. dont know when that will happen.

[salmonella-destroyer-of-worlds]