#bpdcore

[murdermeviolent]

what's the point? all i do is ruin everything

[bl00dyprince]

mine. forever.

[mirroredangels]

I’m going insane I feel so empty I feel like something is wrong I don’t know who I am I need to find someone to rely on otherwise I won’t know what to do with myself

[girl-trying-to-escape-reality]

The worst part about growing up is realizing no one actually has it figured out.

[divineangelfromhell]

i feel that with bpd there should be a term like grey space or something

like yknow how there's splitting black and white? but theres also the time where you're not splitting, but you're not "normal," youre just,, numb. out of it.

you feel bad. you feel miserable. but not really. its like.. far away.

"everything sucks and im a horrible person and life will never improve. but we go with the motions"

moods where seeing people happy irritates you becsuse you cant feel that, and thanks to emotional impermanence, its like you never have

people in general irritate you. youre just very irritable

you dont feel like you're good at anything. you don't think you have a good future. you dont think anyone cares about you (and if they do, theyre annoying). but you dont want to kill yourself. thats too hard. you dont feel enough for that.

just. bleh. to everything. you're not angry or sad but youre definitely not manic or happy. not black. not white. not splitting. just... in the gray.

[black--stars]

this line is like. exactly how it feels once you're coming down from a split

[histrionicstalker]

Yes I will bite into you until you bleed to show that I love you, I don't understand why this isn't the norm.

[voidpaws]