Genre: hoseok x reader, established relationship au, married au, domestic au, husband hoseok, dad hoseok, angst, ends in fluff, slice of life au, oc son and daughter
Word Count: 2.2k
Summary: When you fell in love with Hoseok, you knew he was the man you’d spend the rest of your life with, even if it meant leaving your home country to live with him in Korea. But when the homesickness starts to settle in again and you decide to pay your country a visit, your husband doesn’t really take your absence as well as he lets on, and your daughter knows it.
A/N: Hi! I was on such a steady roll for a while that it feels like this is my first time uploading in ages even though it’s only been about a week I think. Finally finished my exams last week so moving home and out of my apartment for the summer has changed up my schedule. Anyway, just to note, you and Hoseok have been together for years before this so of course you’ve been to your home country now and again despite living in Korea with him. It’s not like you just completely up and ditched your family, lol. But remember that for the majority of your dating years, Hoseok was busy on tour and in the studio. I imagine you’d visit home a few times but Hoseok wasn’t able to accompany you for most of it, being as busy at he was. He mostly connected with your family through phone calls and texts. Once you got married and he slowed down his career, he could visit your family alongside you more often, but this is his first time being present (not on tour/busy) when you visit home on your own, hence his unfamiliarity with you being away from him in this au. Hopefully, that provides some context. If anyone’s interested, I’d love to do an au on how you and Hoseok met/what life was like when you were dating/in college and living through his superstar days. As always, please let me know if you enjoy! Thank you for reading. :)
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Fresh-picked flowers lined the kitchen as per usual, in vases on counters, as centerpieces on tables, and on the floor in tall marble pots. One of your many candles rested above the living room's coffee table, filling the air with a calming scent. All throughout the home's bottom floor, floor-to-ceiling windows rest uncovered, allowing the gentle rays of the sun to light the space naturally.
Nothing was out of place in the beautiful dwelling you got to call home. Except for the smile on your husband's face.
Your home has grown familiar with Hoseok's sighs ever since you rolled your suitcase out the door the day before. It was usually Hoseok who was out and about, flying across the world, and moving from one place to the other. In the mornings, when he woke up, you were next to him with your smiling face. In the evenings, when he came home, you were there to greet him with a hug and kiss. And on the days where he was able to spend afternoons at home, you were more than willing to spend it cuddled up in your abode with him.
Since his debut, you'd been the one constantly waiting on him. Late nights on the couch, fighting to stay awake to see him come home. Or late nights beside him in the studio, yawning as you listened to track after track because Hoseok wasn't ready to give up. Or afternoons you spent lounging in bed, already missing the man who'd once again had to run off to dance practice after dance practice. Not to forget, all the months you'd spent wishing he'd finally walk through the door, knowing he was on stage across the world.
Hoseok wasn't used to things being the other way around. In his world that moved so fast, you were one of the only constants in his life. Every time he looked for you, you were just about always there. Maybe had he still been in his younger years, running in between studios and practice rooms and tour buses and photoshoots, he wouldn't have felt your absence as much. But now that the two of you had finally settled down, bought a home, and started your family, the newfound slowness to his life meant he was spoiled with time to spend with you. Hoseok had almost forgotten what it was like to be away from you for more than a couple of hours.
Which is why, now, with you deciding to return to your home country for some time, everything in your perfect home suddenly felt so out of place for your gloomy husband.
His shoulders hung as he swung open the refrigerator door, grabbing a cold bottle of lemonade from inside. He took a swig before making his way up the stairs and to the office, deciding to work on some lyrics to pass the time. He twirls a pen between his fingers, leaning back in his seat as he stares at the ceiling. He doesn't remember being so dejected about your departure when you'd left. In fact, anyone looking in from the outside would see that he was encouraging you to go. He knew how homesick you'd been for the past month. Your playlist of songs that reminded you of home seemed to frequent your search history more than others and you were unknowingly talking about your family more than usual. While Hoseok of course loved having you with him, he always felt slightly guilty that you'd basically uprooted your entire life when you decided to stay with him in Korea, especially knowing that it meant you'd be apart from your parents and siblings. Being as close as he was to his, he couldn't imagine how it must feel.
So he smiled as you threw your duffle bag over your shoulder and grabbed the handle to your suitcase. It wasn't until the door shut behind you that he realized he may have been slightly faking it all along.
You huffed, finally allowing yourself to believe you hadn't forgotten anything, as you scanned your bags one last time. Hoseok walks up to stand before you, followed by your two little duckling-like children. "Just go!" Hoseok laughs as Sage and Hui plop down at his feet. "You've checked your bags like five times now. And yes, I've been counting." You groan, laughing at yourself as well when you realize how silly you're being. "I just want to make sure I have everything!" Deep down, you know that maybe you're actually just not ready to leave the three of them yet.
You give up on checking your bags, knowing Hoseok will scold you if you open up another one to sift through. But as always, your brain runs a mile a minute and you're quick to find something else to busy your brain that stops you from leaving the house once again. "There's still salad in the fridge! Make sure to use it up before it goes bad okay?" you remind your husband to which he nods. "Okay, and um... Oh! I did laundry last night but it's still in the dryer so remember to bring it out please." Hoseok nods again as a smile creeps onto his face. He already knows this is just the start of a ramble session he'd have to cut you off from, lest you miss your flight. You did this every time the two of you were about to part for an extended period of time. "Okay, and what else?.. Oh, formula's in the cabinet, diapers are in the closet-" "Yes, yes, I have also been feeding and changing diapers for the past four years," Hoseok says, pointing to the two toddlers curled around his legs. You mentally smack yourself. "Right, right.." you huff, unable to think of anything more to add to your procrastination.
"You're going to miss your flight," your husband warns, pulling you into a last goodbye hug. You sigh wrapping your arms around him. "I know," you whine sadly. "I'll see you when I get back." "Mhm, bye baby," he says. "Even though we already said goodbye ten minutes ago," he snarkily adds and you laugh at your failed previous attempt to leave each other.
"Bye, mommy!" Your two-year-old, Hui, calls from his spot on the floor. "Bye sweetie!" you grin, leaning down to reach his eye level. "Are you sure you guys will be okay?" you pout at your husband. "Of course we will!" He cheers, reaching down to scoop the boy into his arms. "We're going to have so much fun, aren't we, son?" Hoseok reaches up to tickle his stomach, causing an eruption of laughter. "See?" Hoseok smiles at you, watching as the worry falls from your shoulders.
His pen clattering against the table as it slips from his fingers wakes Hoseok from his thoughts. His feigned coolness about your solo vacation was likely also to do with the two of you's kids, asleep a few rooms down. If there was anyone who should have such an adverse reaction to your leaving, it should be the toddlers. Hoseok knew the best way to keep them from trying to dissuade you with tantrums and tears was to be positive himself. And as hoped, his desire for you to fill the growing hole in your heart rubbed off on your children. Sage and Hui's combined maturity and big heart despite their young age helped them to understand the situation. Hoseok smiled at the thought of his smart kids. They were being raised well.
The rest of the day without you after you'd left had gone rather smoothly. Hoseok spent it having playtime, cooking dinner, and watching movies with the two as night fell. It wasn't until he'd stepped into his empty bed and felt the quiet chill of the house that the longing feeling began to sink in. And waking up to the empty bed once again was no better. Sage and Hui were his only distractions, but now, with the two of them tucked into bed for their regular afternoon naps, he found himself thinking of you once more.
Usually, the kids' nap times were you and Hoseok's holy grails. The two of you would synchronously plop onto the couch with a sigh after finally getting them down. It was one of the only chances the two of you had for alone time. Hoseok finds it funny that he's now wishing the kids would wake up sooner.
"Focus, Hoseok," he mutters to himself, directing back to the journal in front of him. He's finally able to start scribbling down some ideas when a small voice perks up beside him.
"Daddy?"
Hoseok nearly jumps from his chair, clutching his chest to stop the shriek that threatens to leave him as he looks down at the small body that's crept next to him. "Sage, sweetie, you scared me," he gulps. "Sorry!" she shrieks. He chuckles. "It's okay. You're up already?" he asks with a ruffle to her hair. The little girl furrows her brows up at him. "It's been an hour," she says, pointing to the clock above his desk. Hoseok looks up to see the time. Sure enough, she's correct. "Oh, I guess it has," he laughs. There's no one more punctual than a kid who hates nap time.
"But Hui is still sleeping," she adds. Hoseok lifts beneath her arms and sits her on his lap. "That's okay. We'll let him sleep for a bit more then," he says, kissing her cheek. Sage nods before twisting in his lap to face him. She stares up at him intently without saying anything, and Hoseok quirks an eyebrow at her. "What is it?" he asks.
"You've been sad since mommy left," she pouts.
Hoseok stares down at the little girl, wondering when she was able to draw that conclusion in between his happy smiles and giggles. He can't help but notice that she stares at him with the same studious expression that you often wear when you know something is wrong. He was never able to fake his emotions around you, which is why you were one of the few people he could be honest with. It seems as though your ability to understand him has been passed down to his little one as well.
She lifts the pen from his fingers and reaches down to his journal, scribbling down an image that he can only guess might be a bunny.
"When me and Hui miss you, mommy tells us to draw you a picture!" she smiles, scribbling away happily. Her cute voice warms Hoseok's heart. When she passes the pen back to him, two bunnies are doodled upon a bed of grass under a smiling sun in the corner. Sage looks up to smile cutely at him and all he can do is pull her into his chest and hug her tight.
He thought to all the pages of drawings he'd collected over the years that lay safely in his studio where he could look at them when he, too, missed his little babies. "You should try drawing a picture for mommy," Sage suggests with her soft voice. "It might make you feel better."
Hoseok smiles. "Yeah, I agree."
He brings the pen to the paper once again, adding two more bunnies, larger than the first two, and some flowers growing behind them. "That looks really good, daddy!" Sage encourages, clapping her hands together. "Mommy will love it!"
He laughs. "Thank you, baby," he lands another sweet kiss to the crown of her head. "But you're so good at this, I think your drawings might be a bit better than mine," he adds. She giggles making him smile wider. "Help me out?" he asks, passing the pen back to her. She nods happily, adding more doodles around the page before passing it back to Hoseok who does the same. The two continue on like that for quite a while, the room filling with laughter, smiles, and the sound of the pen dragging against the paper. In the midst of their doodle fiasco, Hoseok's phone rings, the screen lighting up with your image, signaling a video call from you.
"It's mommy!" Sage squeals, leaping forward to grab the phone and accept your call.
"Hi, guys!" you smile, happy to see two of the faces you've already missed so much. "I just landed in the airport. How are you, my loves?" "We're good, mommy!" Sage is quick to answer, too excited to see you. She lifts the page that she and Hoseok have been working on until it fills the camera. "Look, daddy and I drew you a picture!" You coo happily, the sight bringing a happy pout to your face. "Did you now?" Hoseok grins at your reaction. "Yes, we did," he says.
"It's beautiful you guys, wow. Thank you so much!" you beam. "I can't wait to see it up close when I get back."
"Me too," Sage responds with a jut of her bottom lip. "We miss you." "So much," Hoseok agrees. "I miss you all, too," you sympathize, adding with a reassuring smile, "But I'll be back soon!" Hoseok nods, giving a squeeze to the girl on his lap. You smile seeing the affection. "I love you guys."
"We love you too, mommy."
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A/N: Last note! I don’t know if anyone’s interested enough in these stories to do this lol, but if so I would like to open up a drabble or request list maybe. It could give me more ideas to write. Or also provide clarity for any parts of the storyline that might be confusing? I try to keep the storyline as concise as possible but with so many ideas in my head, I might jumble things up or forget to give context that readers might need and I haven’t provided yet. But, I don’t know! Just an idea :) If there's anyone who'd like to, just feel free to send them in!
You woke up to the sunlight finding its way through the blinds and tried to turn onto your side - but a slight pain shot through your body and you could feel your legs not listening to what your brain was trying to tell them.
´Taehyung!´ You breathed out and quickly waved your hand at the person sleeping next to you. You were confused, but the memories from last night were starting to color very quickly. You got drunk at a party you went to with your boyfriend. Then you ended up at his apartment and apparently slept together. And this time was different - it wasn't the first time you'd had sex, this time it was much rougher and… better.
'What's going on love?'Taehyung quickly got up on the bed and spoke to you in his morning voice. You had to smile - even though he'd woken up a few seconds ago, his hair disheveled and his eyes sleepy, he looked even sexier than normal. And his voice…
'I can't move my legs, I guess.' You breathed out and Taehyun's expression changed at that moment. At first, he looked scared, but after that, he just snickered and leaned over you, your faces not far apart, and kissed your neck softly. Your whole body trembled.
'No wonder. After all, only yesterday you begged me to add, not to stop, to…' He starts to tease you, but you quickly punch him in the chest, so he stops talking and just laughs. 'Calm down, princess. And now let me make up for this suffering.'
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hi guys, im trying to make up for that long time when i wasn't active, so im posting my drafts. but i you have any requests, i would write about (almost) every topic (even angst or smut), just text me <3
BTS - Most Likely To Buy Their Girlfriend Expensive Gifts
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1. V
While he wouldn’t do it all the time, Taehyung would love surprising his girlfriend with expensive and extravagant gifts. He also wouldn’t need an excuse to do so. If he saw something that reminded him of her or he thought she would like, he would pick it up. This would be especially true if he found something ‘one off’ that couldn’t be purchased easily, such as handmade jewellery, antiques, a particularly unusual bouquet of flowers or pieces of art. He would also love buying his girlfriend clothes such as dresses he found beautiful. His own taste/preferences would also be a big factor in the gifts he bought, so it might not always be 100% what was wanted, or something that would come in useful.
2. RM
Namjoon wouldn’t make impulsive decisions when buying gifts, but would instead think through what to buy his girlfriend carefully when it was coming up to a special occasion such as her birthday, Christmas or an anniversary. He would be less likely to surprise his girlfriend on a normal day, but his ‘special’ gifts would always be very well received. He would love buying original pieces of art or limited edition art prints, signed copies of a book he knew she loved, and even more expensive items such as a new car.
3. Jimin
Jimin would love showering his girlfriend with cute gifts he thought she might like, and would find lots of excuses to do so. It wouldn’t just be limited to big events such as birthdays and anniversaries, he would find an excuse to celebrate any kind of holiday so he could see the look on her face. He’d be more likely to purchase trendy items such as designed handbags, designed jewellery, perfume and clothing items. He’d know what designers she particularly enjoyed, and would love buying the complete set of something, such as a patching wallet and bag or watch and bracelet set.
4. J-Hope
Hoseok would be particularly likely to buy his girlfriend gifts when he was away from her, such as on vacation or tour. He’d love visiting foreign stores and picking up items such as sunglasses, hats or clothes for her, knowing they were harder to get back home in Korea. He wouldn’t particularly look at the price tag, so some items would naturally be more expensive than others. He’d also throw in some touristy type items as a cute gesture such as fridge magnets and trinkets of attractions he had seen. Likewise, for occasions such as birthdays, he would mix more expensive items with cheaper ones, knowing his girlfriend would likely appreciate both just as much. He’d buy cheap bunches of daffodils in the spring on his way home to surprise her or baked treats from the store, but might sometimes come home with designer hoodies or a bag he liked the look of. He’d always think of her taste and what she enjoyed, but might also purchase things he thought was particularly fun or unusual.
5. Suga
While Yoongi wouldn’t be a big gift giver in general (and we see the types of girls he goes for as someone who wouldn’t expect it), if he knew she needed something, he would look up a lot of reviews to try and find the best product to suit that need. For example, he might buy her a new laptop for her birthday or a pair of hair straighteners. He’d also buy household appliances for her apartment if the version she had was old or no longer effective, such as a new washing machine or vacuum cleaner. These could easily add up in cost if he was seeking the ones which had the best reviews. He would also buy less expensive things she mentioned liking, such as a record from her favourite band, a new vinyl player or headphones. Again, he’d always be mindful of getting something which was good quality and would last.
6. Jungkook
With Jungkook, it would be the thought behind the gift that made it special, and he would just as rather get his girlfriend something heartfelt than overly expensive. He would, however, sometimes come across something he thought she would love such as a designer handbag which would be costly. He would never tell her how much it cost, however, and so she might end up using it for casual errands or for work without realising. More often, he would buy things he thought was cute or a nice gesture such as chocolates, flowers, stuffed toys - and he wouldn’t need much of an excuse to do so. If his girlfriend was into fitness like him, he’d also surprise her with new running shoes or the latest gear he thought might help her with her fitness goals.
6. Jin
While Jin would occasionally buy more expensive gifts, he wouldn’t be particularly bothered about flashing his cash and would just as soon buy his girlfriend something she needed, liked or shower her with little, heartfelt surprises, such as a nice bunch of flowers. He’d also love cooking and baking for her, making birthday cakes himself or cupcakes. If he received something for free (such as a new mobile phone or something through a sponsor) he’d also be likely to give you it if he thought you’d use it more than him. These could be worth quite a lot, but he’d be upfront that it was a free. Funnily enough, he might ask the company if they had the device in a colour he knew you liked, such as pink, which might raise a few eyebrows.
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Today and Tomorrow is Christmas Day
Pairing: OT7; Jimin x Reader
Genre: Fluff
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„Babe, did you wrap Jungkook‘s gift, like I told you to?“, you yelled into the room next to your shared bedroom so Jimin could hear you. „Yes, I did! I‘ve already loaded all of the presents in the trunk, honey.“
„You’re the best! Thanks!“
You rushed to put on some red lipstick to finish off your look. It was the day before christmas eve so you just threw on a white cashmere pullover over some dark dress pants to keep it simple and comfortable. But as soon as Jimin entered the room he stopped mid-track to give you a surprised look which soon turned into that flirty gaze you were so used to by now. That look was familiar, but it never failed to make your heart pick up its pace in your chest.
„How do I look?“, you asked as if his reaction wasn‘t speaking for itself. Instead of answering your question he stepped further into the room towards you and pulled you in by the waist to give you a quick peck on the forehead. The small gesture had butterflies stir up in your stomach as you grinned from ear to ear. „I would say as beautiful as ever but there‘s something in your eyes that seem to shine even brighter than usual today, my love.“
You looked up at him winding your arms around his neck. „I‘m just so happy, you know? We get to spend christmas together this year, for the first time.“ Suddenly a saddened smile replaced his grin and Jimin gently pushed a stray strand of your hair behind your ear. „I know. It‘s just sad that in all those years we‘ve been together, I‘ve never been able to spend the holidays with you, Y/N.“
It hurt to hear the pain in his voice as he spoke and you couldn‘t help but remember all those lonely christmas eves you‘d spent without him wishing he‘d magically appear at your door. However, you knew it would be to no avail. You were aware of the costs of dating a public figure and you signed up for it. Because falling in love with the man in front of you was the best thing that had ever happened to you. You entangled your arms from behind his neck to cup his face with both hands. His dark eyes were searching yours like a lost puppy and you felt your own eyes beginning to sting looking right at him. „Let‘s not dwell on the past, shall we? I‘m the happiest girl in this entire world to call you mine, Jimin, and that‘s all that matters. Every minute with you is like christmas day for me.“ Jimin giggled at your cheesy remark and rested his forehead on yours and you both stood there for a while just taking in each other’s presence. „I love you, Y/N“, he whispered into the silence.
„Turn left in three hundred meters and then… you have arrived at your destination.“
„Honey, wake up, we‘re almost there!“ Jimin softly patted on your thigh to wake you up. You yawned heartily looking out the window. There were piles of snow covering the sidewalks and trees aligning high on each side of the road. Each house you passed by had various decorations hung up around their property and it was all shimmering in golden colors. The sight was mesmerizing as it filled your heart with warmth and you turned to look at Jimin whose eyes were trained on the road.
„It‘s beautiful, don‘t you think?“ Your eyes were big and full of excitement and Jimin stole a quick glance at you before turning back to the road with a grin. He was wearing a black baseball cap and sun glasses to cover his face from the public but luckily there weren‘t many people around on the sidewalks. Sometimes you wished you could walk down the streets with your fingers intertwined without the fear of getting caught by someone. The little things that seem so natural and simple to other couples seemed like an unattainable dream to you sometimes. Like going to the grocery store, walking side by side in a park or just simply spending the holidays together were the hardest things to do for you two. Even more the reason for your uncontrollable joy you felt inside at the thought of waking up on christmas day beside him.
„It‘s so sweet of Mrs. Jeon to invite us all over to their residence for christmas.“ Jimin said as he turned left into a narrow street that lead you uphill to a beautiful mansion covered with golden lights. „Yes! And I can‘t wait to meet the other girls! I finally get to brag about my boyfriend in front of other people than my family.“ Jimin giggled as he parked the car next to a red Mustang which you knew belonged to Taehyung. „I‘m sure your family needed a break from that anyway.“
You entered the house with Jimin right beside you and were immediately greeted by a big dog running towards you in excitement. „Bam!“ Jimin exclaimed crouching down to pet the dog as he sprawled out on the floor to get a belly rub. „I missed you lil guy!“ His laugh filled the big foyer and soon enough the owner strolled in wearing grey sweatpants and hoodie and a boyish grin on his face. „More than me?“ Jimin immediately looked up at his younger member and dashed forward to jump right at him. „Jungkook!!“ Watching the boys from the sidelines the sight in front of you warmed your heart and you couldn‘t stop yourself from smiling bigger and bigger at them. It didn‘t take long for Jungkook to notice your presence and he was quick to pull you into a tight hug as well. „Glad you two could make it.“ „Wouldn‘t have missed this opportunity for anything, Kook.“ He smiled warmly at you before taking you by the hand. „Come, I want you to meet my girlfriend!“
Excitement took over you once again at the thought of meeting Jungkook‘s girlfriend, Jia. From what you‘d heard, she was the sweetest girl ever and took good care of him. You‘d never had the chance to meet her personally but today was finally the day to make her acquaintance.
Jungkook led you to the living room which was almost the size of a ball room. There was a huge christmas tree in one corner right beside the fireplace and the whole room was decorated with ornaments and all sorts of shiny crystals and lights. It was a breathtaking sight and you almost tripped over your own feet as Jungkook dragged you across the room to the sitting area. There were several couches and armchairs surrounding the fireplace and you could vaguely see a few heads poking out from the backrest. „Jia! Look who‘s here!“ Jungkook‘s excitement didn‘t go unnoticed either. You could see his wide grin even from behind. A head with shiny auburn locks turned around to look behind her and her eyes went big immediately before she stood up to rush towards you to give you a big warm hug while Jungkook stood beside you two with the proudest smile on his face. „Hyung, didn‘t I tell you they‘d be great friends?“ Jimin finally caught up with you all and reassuringly patted his younger member on his shoulder.
„Let me introduce you to the others“, Jia pulled you towards the small gathering of people. You were now close enough to identify the faces and quickly gave everyone a hug. They were all present except for Yoongi and his fiancée, who were stuck in traffic. Seokjin was sitting next to his girlfriend Marie, as Jia informed you. Her bright blue eyes were a big contrast to Seokjin’s dark orbs and they looked absolutely stunning next to each other. Lilah‘s arms were tightly wrapped around Hoseok‘s waist as she smiled up at you. Hoseok was giggling softly next to her as her afro hair tickled his neck everytime she moved. Sophie and Namjoon were in the middle of a conversation but they both quickly got up to give you a hug before continuing. Lastly, Taehyung, who‘d been patiently waiting for his turn, came towards you with a wide grin. „Missed you, soulmate stealer.“ He pulled you into his chest and when he let you go he made room for Da-eun to step forward and greet you as well. „So nice to finally meet you, Y/N.“ Just looking at her made you realize why she must’ve caught Taehyung‘s eyes in the first place. She looked timelessly beautiful with her dark brown hair and even darker eyes. Something in the way she carried herself spoke of utter elegance and class but still very warm and welcoming.
„I hope we‘re not too late to the party?“
Everyone‘s heads turned towards the entrance of the living room where Yoongi was standing hand in hand with his fiancée, Maya. A shy smile was gracing her lips as she looked at everyone one by one. „Oh, the soon-to-be-husband-and-wife have arrived, everyone!“ Jimin yelled into the room making everyone laugh as they both joined the group with embarrassed smiles. „Just wait until yall get engaged. I‘ll get my revenge soon enough.“ He spoke before going on to greet everyone. You walked up to Maya to give her a hug and exchanged a few words with her about how terrible the traffic was on the way to Jungkook‘s family residence. Her voice was calm and kind of soothing, much like Yoongi‘s and you found yourself wanting to keep talking to her just so you could listen to her voice.
Jimin and you finally got to sit beside each other on one of the smaller couches close to the christmas tree and he instantly pulled you closer so your back could rest on his chest. „How do you feel?“, he whispered into your ear as you snuggled up to him feeling his warmth and the scent of his cologne cloud your mind. „Hmm.. they all seem so nice, babe. I‘m so happy we‘re here together.“ Jimin took your hands into his rubbing small circles on the back while engaging in light-hearted conversations with everyone around you. Listening to his voice so closely vibrating through his chest into your back made you melt into him even more enjoying his presence with you. You looked around with pure happiness seeing the way the boys were comfortable and so in love with their partners that it all made sense in the end. This is all that matters. To you and to everyone else in this room.
A/N: I wish you all a wonderful Christmas!!! Stay safe, healthy & warm! 🥺🎄✨♥️
i feel like even when on vacation, bts were not really given the privilege of having some "me" time yanno?
ik i'm really bad at explaining but what i mean is... all these vlogs we are getting, then cns, interviews, oh and then that jungkook and tattoo artist thing... they didn't really have to go through all that, they were *ross geller voice* ON A BREAK!! that means they were supposed to not be doing things their job usually requires. that is, being!! on!! camera!!
sigh. i just wish they could have that privilege u know :/
Jungkook Scenario: You Find Him Cheating on You Pt. 9
You carefully followed the assistant thorough the backstage passages, it was almost like a maze. Props and people were rushing around you frenetically, yelling directions in shushed voices.
The assistant hurried you as you approached one of the entrances of the stage, which was covered in blue curtains.
“Okay Y/N. In exactly..” The guy looked at his watch quickly. “12 minutes, Minho and Somi will start mentioning the category, when you hear your name you have to enter the stage through this blue curtains. Then when you end giving your speech, which needs to be maximum 2 minutes, you are going to follow Somi and Minho out of the stage. Do you want me to repeat myself?”
Wow, that was a lot of information, and... you were the winner of the media category? That was surely a lot to take in. The assistant kept looking you expectantly, you were surprised that after saying that long statement in almost 2 seconds he wasn’t panting.
“Yeah, sure. I got it.” You affirmed reassuringly with a smile. “Thank you.”
He nodded and left, looking at his notepad frenetically. This specific entrance seemed to be the central part of the backstage, as most of the people ran around you, entering the passages around you, artists and producers, some of desperate and others relaxed. Watching the scene unfold you was rather pleasant, as finally no one noticed you in their busy lives.
You sill felt the shock of learning in a abrupt manner that you had won the nomination. When you had been notified that you were nominated, at first you didn’t gave much thought to the situation, thinking that as this was a consequence of your sudden leapt to fame for being Jungkooks girlfriend, and that you were going to stay just as a nominee this year. After all the events that had occurred with your cheating boyfriend this last few days, you had almost forgotten about the nomination, now, learning that you were taking an award home made you feel proud of yourself.
You started fixing your hair and skirt in the darkness, anxious for the prize.
“Y/N?” A unwelcomed voice called behind you.
Is this serious? What was he doing here? You were so done.
‘I’m not going to respond.’ You thought to yourself. ‘What were you supposed to say, “what do you want Jungkook?”. As if it would help anything. He had already fucked up, and you had moved on, so?’
“Y/N you know, I should be the one mad right now. You are cheating on me in front of all of-“
“You are such a little shit Jungkook!” You exploded. Was he serious? He was calling you a cheater. He really must have some guts. “You really have a thick skin to tell me cheater, when I in first place was the one who found you kissing some rokkie.”
You saw the impact of your words hit him, as he widened his eyes in twisted almost imperceptibly his face.
“You haven’t even let me explain...”
“Oh yeah, like you need to, like sucking someone else’s face doesn’t say much or like dumping your only chance to fix things with the girl you cheated on, only to go and get some pussy.”
You had never felt so enraged in your life. Seeing him in front of you, accusing you, had made something dark in you explode, and you didn’t felt like stopping. This girl talking wasn’t you, but good lord you thanked it wasn’t you, as you probably wouldn’t have said the things you were really thinking,
“...What? You called me?” He was shocked , looking at you with that jungshooked expression as always.
“Wow, and you say I am important to you, and you don’t even bother to look at your missed phone calls.” You laughed unhumoresly. “I should have known since that problem about IU last year. I was too stupid to believe it wasn’t you.”
Rage was now burning your guts, as you remembered all of the events involving IU last year. Jungkook was really a prick.
Jungkook remained silent, looking at you as if he was having a grand debate inside his head. He was no longer the intimidating boy while he was on the awards table, now he had returned to his old personality, the one you had fallen in love with.
“I was really hurt when I saw you with that fucking girl, but what really made me realize that I wasn’t that important for you was when you went to that stupid program in which she was also invited.” You continued taking a deep breath, this time with a less altered voice. “You were my everything, and you broke my heart in the most insensible way”
He started opening his mouth to answer, to which you quickly shushed him with a raised hand, to continue your statement.
“I won’t beg for your love Jungkook. I have already moved-“
“Y/N!” He stopped you as if he really didn’t want to hear what you were going to say. “Let me explain, please.”
“I already gave you a chance.”
“Then give me another one.” He said quickly, as you started to leave exasperated. He was unbelievable.
Jungkook grabbed your arm with a firm grip, to prevent you from leaving.
“I was forced by my Japanese agency to pretend to fall in love with the new girl.”
What?.
That was definitely the most stupid thing you had ever heard. First, he was Jungkook, one of the most famous artists globally, and he was telling you that he was being forced by a small Japanese agency? And Big Hit, one of the most powerfull agencies globally was being dominated by a foreign agency?. This was bullshit.
“Jungkook... fuck off.”
“Y/N.” He spun you in direction towards him with a pull of his arm. “Please, please, listen. It’s the truth.”
You had seen that look only his face before only two times. The first one, he had told you that the grandfather that raised him died. The second one, when he had confessed his feelings for you. Something about the look in his face told you that he was not joking or lying, maybe that was it or you just anxious about entering the stage, that you decided to listen to him. You remained silent, looking at him with a raised brow.
“Sony records is the agency that controls us in Japan. They have already messed up with our reputation once.” The look in his eyes was serious, as he hold your arms strongly.
“Miss Y/N! In four minutes you are going live, prepare yourself.” A assistant suddenly appeared behind a curtain, however after he recognized the both of you, and saw the situation, she immediately scurried away.
“Ok, remember Jin-hyung’s scandal about the condom?” Jungkook lowered his voice, now rushing. “Jin would have never been that careless about his private life, you know him. The Japanese agency somehow planted the condom there as some days before a agent had visited our dorm, they explicitly said that if we didn’t want more scandals, we should sign a contract. Now, they are threatening us to publish a story about Yoongi’s supposed addiction to drugs and prostitutes.”
“What?, but that’s ridiculous-“
“I know.” He sighed, as he pushed his tongue inside his cheek. “To prevent that, the agency wanted me to pretend to date one of their rookies.”
You where speechless, this was really messed up.
“They want their new group to become as important as Twice or as IOI was, however their popularity is almost unexistant. They thought if one of the girls became involved with a BTS member, the media would instantly explode.”
“Are you trying to tell me that you were the one chosen for the task? Jungkook, everyone knew you were in a relationship.”
“They knew it, but still they chose me as they knew I would do everything for my members.” His voice was almost needy right now, as if he really desired to be believed. “I haven’t told anyone about this, not even the rest of the group, Hell they would get so mad at me.”
“So you just choose to sacrifice our relationship? All those years for nothing?” Your voice now was a combination of hurt and anger, sharing the same feeling you had in your guts at the moment. “I am not saying that you should have let Suga’s reputation rot, but you could at least have told me, and we could have figured something out”
“I thought that I could fix things on my own, without you knowing-“
“No Jungkook, we were a couple, a team, we needed to trust each other.” You sighed loudly, looking at the ceiling to prevent any posible tears from flowing.
“I’m so sorry Y/N.” His voice was now full of emotion, his body coming a step forward towards you. “You don’t know how sorry I am, I really am. God... I love so much you can’t even understand.”
“Yes I really cannot understand how a make out session in a excluded room would help boost the popularity of a random girl group.” You said that looking him straight in the eye, with a new found confidence.
“I need to make her believe that-“ he cutter himself shaking his head, as if he knew that explaining that to you was useless.
His eyes were now humid, as if the was fighting the urge to cry. He looked away from your face and took a deep breath, passing a hand through his hair. You felt pained looking at his facial expression, you almost forgot about what he had done.
Look, Jungkook.” When you were dating, you rarely called him by his name, however you weren’t dating anymore. By the way he pursed his lips when you called him, you could tell he felt hurt. “I really think that-“
“No, Y/N. These past days have been horrible, every time I close my eyes the only thing I can think of is you, everything remembers me of you-“
‘...and the winner of the most influential person of the year is...’
“-when I saw you with that fucking douche of Dawon I felt as if I was going nuts. JFX invited you to their table right? So that Dawon could make a move on you that asshole.” Jungkook spoke rapidly with irritation in his eyes.
‘...Y/N!’
“I gotta go Jungkook.” You shrugged yourself from his grip, turning away to walk trough the curtains leading to the scenario.
“Baby...” Jungkooks voice trailed behind you, loosing itself as you started walking in the extremely illuminated scenario.
What had occurred in the moment had left you speechless. A lot had occurred in these past minutes, Jungkooks supposed sacrifice for his friends, him not knowing anything about the supposed meeting, and the rage Jungkook had felt when he saw you with Dawon. All of the emotions you were feeling right now probably showed on a perplexed look in your face.
‘Smile, wave, and walk confidently’ you told yourself as you walked towards Somi and Minho.
As you walked through the extremely iluminarse stage, you felt every eye of the theatre on you. You directed your view towards the idols area, all of them were clapping politely towards you, with a smile. You searched for the two infamous tables, and was gratified when you saw JFX boys cheering at you like parents proud of their daughter, BTS in the other hand remained more calm, but you could saw a genuine smile in the face of every member, clapping loudly at you.
However what made your confidence flatter a little was the absence of cheers from the audience, as when you looked upwards, almost all of the fans had remained silent, looking at you with what seemed rage.
You quickly looked away, continuing your way towards your prize.
Was that hate because you were sitting with JFX? Because you had been talking with Dawon? Maybe Jungkook said something... no it wasn’t possible.
Concentrate Y/N.
You readjusted your smile as Somi came forward in the middle of the stage and handed you the statue made of glass. You bowed respectfully to her and Minho as they imitated the courtesy, and you turned towards the microphone.
Now, was the moment, if you messed up with this speech, your career was done.
“...Last year when my YouTube channel wasn’t as big as it is nowadays I would have never believed that I could have been chosen as the most influential person on the internet the next year. I am so happy that my crazy adventures are being enjoyed by everyone. From now on I promise I would make even better videos for all of you.” You stopped and smiled at the crowd in front of you. Your smile almost felt awkward. “... Thank you so so much everyone that voted for me!”
The lights of the scenario dimmed, as the next category began to be announced on the screen. Now was the moment you left the stage. You quickly hurried away toward the backstage. As soon as you were surrounded by the darkness and clutter of people running frenetically around and talking, you felt finally safe.
You rested against a wall and sighed. First that confrontation with Jungkook and then the awkward speech in front of an audience that most of them probably hated you. This evening was a mess, and it wasn’t even over.
“Y/N! I knew you were going to win Y/N” J.P. chatted exitedly as he saw you approaching the table.
After a few minutes of calming yourself and telling you to forget your confrontation with Jungkook which had confused you even more than solving things, and the disaster of your winning speech, the same staff guy that had guided you in, came to guide you back to your respective table. JFX’s.
“Thank you so much guys for voting for me.” You said gratefully as you took a seat next to Dawon.
“Oh no girl, you thank Dawon, he was the one that maintained us voting every 5 minutes for you.” Go Sun said batting his hand over the table towards Dawon, as the rest of the boys laughed.
You felt a small smile form in your lips as you looked at Dawon. He returned the smile looking at you with the most tender eyes ever. You could almost feel yourself forgetting about everything that had occurred backstage.
Wow, Kyle-hyung there goes Hani, she is really pretty tonight.” Fey shaked Kyle, whom you saw with his mouth hanging open as he looked at Hani walking towards the backstage with her group. Did Kyle had a crush on Hani? You could play matchmaker...
You felt yourself get exited about the possibility of joining both of them in a relationship.
“Y/N” Dawon whispered close to you, as the rest of the boys made fun of a really flustered Kyle. “You cellphone has been buzzing nonestop.”
Dawon handed your cellphone under the table, and you quickly grabbed it, unlocking at an instant. You pulled your body closer to the table to prevent anyone from seeing you use your phone. Dawon maintained a preoccupied gaze over you.
faurie99 retweeted:
‘Breaking: Y/N (BTS’s Jungkook girlfriend) on a dirty affair with JFX’s Dawon?’
‘kookie_oppa tagged you in a post:
Look that slut how she lets Dawon touch her ass, she has no shame. JFX fans do not worry she probably forced Dawon.’
Those were the first tweets you could read before Dawon took your phone away in a quick movement. You looked at him shocked.
“I am sorry, I didn’t want to look at your phone, but as it kept vibrating nonestop I accidentally saw one of the messages.” Dawon murmured with a sad expression in his eyes.
“It’s okay” You responded looking at nothing. That was the reason why everyone in the fan area seemed to hate you. The accident you had with Dawon at the red carpet had been misunderstood, and now it has worsened the situation.
“Y/N, you are not alone in this, I will help you go through this.” Dawon reassured you, lookin at the side of your face that was facing him., you saw from the corner of you eye a shadow pass trough his face. “Jungkook isn’t going to win”
“Thank you...” That last words were odd, Jungkook wasn’t going to win? What did he meant? You decided to shrug away the bad feeling and seek comfort in his presence.
“... and now the collaboration of the year, Charlie Puth and Jungkook from BTS” Sana who was being the MC for this segment announced. The fan girls started yelling at the mention of Jungkooks name.
Great, the thing that you needed at this moment. How could this go even worse?
The lights started dying in the auditorium as the scenario remained the only light. Chatter in the tables around you died as well as the applauses.
Charlie Puth appeared in the middle of the stage, as he started playing the infamous chords of one of his most important songs.
No... this couldn’t be occurring, no you couldn’t be that unlucky.
Almost immediately Jungkook appeared form the side of he stage, illuminated with a blue light which brought out the sparkles of his blazer. Jungkook had a pained look in his face when he turned to face the crowd. Then he did the unimaginable.
“This song is you baby” He said lightly while looking at you straight in the eye.
“We don’t talk anymore..” Charlie Puth started singing.
Did Jungkook just dedicated that song to you in front of all of the korean media and fans? You were so screwed.
