TWs: Spoilers, toxic family dynamics, mentions of child abuse and PTSD
How does one get an invisible familiar? But also, giggling at the fox being named Nick and the fact that Nick likes to bite xD
I love Seb's level of petty lmfao.
Okay, but we love a high maintenance, chaotic moron.
I like Crescentia. She got spunk and attitude.
So, Seb has rage issues and is going to set things on fire. As someone once called the Patron Saint of Arson, I approve of this use of freewill.
Man, Seb is NOT having a good morning.
Seb, you're an asshole and Orok IS going to get you back for that one xD
Oh for fuck's sake, Seb, punch the smug bastard and call it a day.
Pffffft, I cannot imagine this starting off great with Seb being forced to work with his biggest rival in school.
I love that Seb and Orok's moms just popped up like y'all are coming home for the holidays this year.
Oof, poor Seb in all of this. I'm glad Orok tried to stand up for him but woof, ouch on Seb having to deal with his mom being all excited about him working with the person he hates the most.
The arm gouging to self regulate is something I relate to a little too closely. I'mma need these characters to be a little less relateable, damn.
I get the feeling the phrase "Fuck Elethior" is going to come to fruition, just not the way Orok meant...
Okay, but I sincerely love Orok and Seb's friendship with him. Babies. Sweet, precious babies.
Politeness out of petty spite is A Vibe and I am here for it.
Woof these two are nasty to each other.
Awww, good job not murdering each other.
I love when we're all on Team Shitty Fathers/Father Figures.
Oh. Okay. Elethior's cousin is a fucking cunt. Got it.
I do love that Seb is such a snarky pain in the ass that he actually managed to make Elethior laugh. Knowing they both come from shitty ass families makes a lot of damn sense.
Okay, but you cannot tell me that Seb and Orok are not platonic soulmates.
Okay, but like, Seb has a fair point there.
Lmfao at both of them being attracted to each other.
Elethior buying snacks for Nick the fox is so fucking cute omg.
I would have done the same thing. Medical emergencies shouldn't be done alone.
Well. That's ONE way to express gratitude. BUT RUNNING AWAY DOESN'T ERASE THE KISSING, SEB!!!
Orok is the best bestie and I love him so many.
Oh yeah, Seb is so utterly and completely fucked and not entirely in a fun way.
Ooooh they gone fuuuuck xD
Ya know, I feel like Seb would get along fantastically with Coal.
The fact that Elethior heard all of that and his reaction was to boot Seb's dad's magic out and reassure him has me melting. I'm going to guess that the possessive also translates to protective based on that.
Also. Seb's dad is a fucking dick and I stand by my statement that Seb and Coal would get along if they were in the same universe.
WE STAN A CONSENT AND AFTERCARE KING!
I AM WHEEZING OH MY FUCKING GODS, THAT IS THE BEST PRANK I HAVE EVER READ. I fucking lost it at the rock singing Hot To Go because that is some shit I would do to my best friend if I didn't know she would absolutely murder me for it.
Ugh, this friendship is EVERYTHING TO ME.
Fucking hell, Thio, I would have died on the fucking spot in Seb's shoes.
Aaaand we've unlocked Thio's Tragic Backstory and my heart is BROKEN for him. He was just a fucking kid.
This is the worst played game of emotional Jenga ever and I can't even call them both idiots because it's very clear that they need similar kinds of support and don't understand how to verbalize it. STOP MAKING ME SAD!!!
I love Thio protecting Seb from his shitty ass family.
These two got it so bad for each other.
Awww, this routine? Boys, that's called being in a relationship. Especially when Seb is visiting Thio's mom with him weekly.
Good lord these two need to just admit feelings already.
The no fucking in the lab rule lasted a lot longer than I had thought it would.
Oh my gods, just admit that y'all wanna be together and stop burying your heads in the damn sand!
Yeah, no, I totally understand the PTSD and just oof, poor Seb.
Seb, this is a really weird time to ask Thio out on a date but I'm proud of you?
Seriously, Seb and Orok have the best friendship and I love that for both of them.
Orok being the protective best friend and Thio managing to get approval. Ugh, my heart.
Yeah, Seb is so utterly in love but I am not looking forward to unlocking his Tragic Backstory.
Thio being confused by that question hurts my fucking heart, holy hell.
Yeah, I am 100% not ready to know what Seb and Orok went through at that camp. I am at WORK. I cannot being crying at the service desk.
Fucking hell. 14. Seb was 14 when the abuse started. Fucking hell.
Thio's reaction has me all weepy. Seb and Orok did not deserve to go through any of that and I understand why Thio is beyond pissed. This is def that moment where they both realize there are way bigger feelings at hand but probably NOT the time to say I love you. Super glad Seb finally has someone who believes him and Orok though.
Babies. Sweet, sleepy babies.
Seb, Collector of Extroverts.
Thio's mom acknowledging Seb in her own quiet way is gonna make me SOB.
I love that 1. The experiment worked and 2. That Thio was allowed to set up extra safety measures for his own PTSD and anxiety.
I do not like that Seb's parents have just shown the fuck up. This is going to be Bad.
Oh. Oh this hurts a lot. Someone hug Orok too please? Because this trauma is both Seb's and his. They both need love and support right now. I'm so pissed that Seb's dad only believes him now because he got that fucking job and access to the records that PROVE Seb was telling the fucking truth the whole time. Aplogizing now and feeling bad doesn't erase the YEARS OF ABUSE YOU HEAPED ON YOUR FUCKING SON!!!
Thio is breaking apart in ways I kind of expected tbh but it still fucking hurts.
Fucking hell that entire fight fucking HURT and I am going to SOB. SARA, WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO THEM????? THIS HURTS MORE THAN COAL AND HEX'S SORT OF BREAK UP. WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!
WHY ARE SEB AND OROK MAKING ME CRY FUCKING HARDER???? Orok really does deserve this chance and I am so fucking happy for him and PROUD of him. BUT ALSO I NEED BOOKS TO STOP MAKING ME CRY.
I love that Seb is refusing to let Thio drop out at the last minute. YES SEBBY, FIGHT FO YO MANS!!!!!
Hordon out here being a real hero and we STAN.
Seb telling Thio's mom how the presentation went, oh my fucking HEART.
I do love that Thio is telling Seb to move forward with the lawsuit while Seb is assuring him that they will make sure his mom is taken care of. Babies. Sweet babies. I love them.
OH MY GODS, SEB AND OROK WON THE FUCKING LAWSUIT!!!! AND SEB AND THIO ARE GONNA GET ENGAGED!!! AND THIO WENT INTO NURSING!!! AND GUESS WHO'S FUCKING SOBBING AGAIN!!!!
Oh I LOVE that they had a similar plan but that Seb thought ahead enough to include Nick the invisible fox to make sure he was the one on one knee first xD
4 YEARS?! THIO WAITED FOUR YEARS TO PROPOSE?! MY FUCKING HEART.
lot of things happened around here at home the past 10 days and today's the only day I got the chance to take a rest as I had to be 'acting mama' around and... I have to say... having 4 kids, a bunch of cats may sound cute but it's very difficult trying to maintain cleanliness. you thought you emptied out the pile of laundry? nope, 3 would take a shower after you got done, so it piles super quick (thank god the sun's out) and for the cats ,, ha... hahaha.
anywho, as I was able to review a bit last night while cooking dinner and got done with the additional cleaning and all, I took a rest day today and am coming up with a schedule for everything so once I go back to uni, mama wouldn't have to do all those all alone again.
(also, been making lemon cleaners and it's the best especially since I've been cleaning a lot, I didn't have to had contact with chemical cleaners with cleaning the kitchen and the bathroom, aside from the floor and toilet, haha)
well, I hope everyone keeps healthy !! the weekend's near once again, take a good, good rest 🤍
I know I’ve been MIA for about a month now, but finals are finishing up for me tomorrow!!! It’s been a really rough November with a crap ton of work and i honestly lost track of everything except work. but anyways, now I’m back and hope to be more active on here! And thank you guys for 100 followers!!! I hit the milestone a few weeks ago and I appreciate y’all’s support 💛 hope all are well
people saying Goodbye Despair is superior to Trigger Happy Havoc and I’m like. okay which way was it superior:
the horrible and confusing updated trial mechanics that made all the trials take twice as long as the original game?
the embarrassingly basic and over-sexualized character design?
the horrifyingly ableist and homophobic way the plot treats Komaeda, which was easily twice as worse if not more than the way it treated any of the queer or mentally ill characters in the first game?
or the fact that none of the characters were given any meaningful development to their personality or relationships like Sims with traits tacked on to only be used when important to the plot and dropped immediately after, making you dig for all of their personality in Island Mode like their existence was an expansion pack to the game in some master stroke of ultimate lazy writing?
— like an average person might say, a lot of things have been happening in my life and i do not feel very good about it. i think about life being worthless, but i do not want to die. you just have to keep going and not give up.
