🎀Hello everyone! My name is Cayenna! I live in the Netherlands!🇳🇱🇨🇼
🎀I recently got into record of Ragnarok because of a friend of mine who’s also on tumblr and recommend the app to share my passion! Also a lot of other things!~
💚 Loki the love of my life, meeting you and getting to know you was a pleasure. Your chaos and jester like appearance and personality made me look at you with adoration. A controversial character thay not many get…yet when they do he is loved like no other… i can’t seem to stop thinking about you. My heart, mind and sould belongs to you in ways one couldn’t understand. I am wish to be your everything, just like you have been mine~ ♡♡♡
♥️ dagyeom kang my beloved~ ever since i got to know your character your mystery and aloofness made me intrigued. Your every being makes me want to listen to you like you are a siren. Your eyes are always sprinkled with amusement. Someday I hope that same gaze falls onto me~ ♡♡♡
Unrequited love is painful….
~ Goo Kim 💛
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Fics i wrote!
~Headcanons~
💜 Make up artist Loki!
~x reader!~
💜 Yandere Loki! X reader
~Alphabets!~
💜 Yandere Loki! Alphabet
Characters i write for!
ROR
🌷 Loki ofcc
🌷 Thor
🌷 Odin
🌷 Brunhilde
🌷benzaiten
🌷 hades
🌷 Hermes
Lookism
💐 DG/ James lee
💐 Samuel seo
💐 Jay hong
💐 johan seong
💐 jake kim
💐 jungoo kim
💐 jonggun park
💐 Crystal choi
💐 Eli jang
🪅 themes are open for discussion!~
Let’s have an unforgettable and wonderful journey together~
💚 Loki loves bright colors! Anything green, purple, blue and pink is on his radar!
💚 His favorite part of doing the make up is graphic liner or eyeshadow! That is because he enjoys showing his artistic skill when it comes to the graphic eyeliner and gets to do fun color combinations!
💚 With eyeshadow Loki often uses glitter or pastel colors to make the eyes pop out of one has dark eyes! And of one has light eyes he used a more nudy base or more soft colors!
💚 Loki is probably someone who does make up for drag queens or events! He loves that he can go all out and do different combinations as well as styles! Especially the bold and confronting lines of make up, often it doesn’t need to be blend but it’s still takes a lot of work!
💚 one of Loki’s favorite styles is gyaru make up! He is a fan of how bold, saturated and unique the subculture is, especially with the meaning behind it! He has many Gyaru clients and always asks to learn more about the subculture in Japan!
💚 even though Loki is a make up artist, he also plans on doing nails and hairs, he thinks it’s part of the art itself because one’s nails should also be a match to one’s make up!
💚 Loki can often be found at comic cons! Helping cosplayers with their make up look, he has his own stand and brands of make up he used. During his stay he also offers glitter tattoo’s!
💚 Loki plans on having his own brand one day that can suit any style! He would sell them at a reasonable price and make them of safe, healthy and eco friendly materials, even if they would be hard to find!
💚 He has done make up for runaway shows! Ofcourse he has been credited and even joined on in on the walk! This is to show how his make up style changes depending on the undertone, style, color combinations, aesthetic and ofcourse saturation!
💚 despite the mostly make up applications, Loki is also fond of body art. His go to color would be gold, a color that would suit any body type, color or undertone yet give off an angelic majestic and phenomenal look!
💚 Loki as a make up artist is trying to do everything when it comes to the body. Hair, nails, make up, skin care, anything you can think about. He care a lot about presentation, service and the health of his customers!
💚 because of his work, Loki learns a lot about different cultures! This caused him to take an interest in henna/ mehendi, he currently takes lessons on how to apply them as it is both applied on the hands and feet, while brides often wear red mehendi. So lot’s of practice for him!
💚 Loki actually thought of becoming an tattoo artist! But because he lacks artistic skills he found his passion more in make up! But he might be one one day. At least that’s what he thinks!
💚 Loki loves patterns and lace! He uses them in his work, he adds diamonds amd gems too, often taking inspiration from lace to do body art, he uses a technique where he puts make up ok old lace and presses it against the body, causing it to make a mark of the make up!
💚 Loki started making videos on how he does certain looks or how he makes his make up look fabulous. He even gets sponsors, yet he’s always honest with his followers in which product works and which one doesn’t.
💚 Make up artist Loki might have even done make up for Idols or Vkei bands, if there is one thing he loves it’s weirdness, he will try to find the weirdest of it all! It made him listen to Kpop ad Vkei haha
💚 Despite Loki’s love for weirdness, he also has a fixation on more feminine things! He likes designing clothes, headwear and skirts with lots of bows in pastel colors, usually pastel blue, pink, green and white.
🌸That’s all that came to my mind…thank you for reading!~ 🌸
Being with Loki had it’s ups and downs. He was very sweet and charming, always bringing you gifts and smiling, yet there was something sinister about him. His smile wasn’t one of warmth. It was more obsessive and creepy. But then again, your boyfriend wouldn’t do something like that….right? He’s so sweet and kind! Always gifting you your favorite things! Taking you out on dates and paying attention to you! Sure he often had a little more creepy than happy smile and sometimes smelled like blood but hey, accidents happen…right? After all, the two of you didn’t live together and who knows?
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Recently, you started a playing a new game which required voice chats, you started off on your own. But soon found yourself making more friends, both men and women. It was nice to interact with friends online, it was very practical, you didn’t need to leave the house. When you told Loki about playing some game he was delighted and happy for you. It meant you wouldn’t leave the house anymore and stay more and more. One of the friends in particular became your mutual and when you didn’t have anything better to do you often called with them. Talking about whatever was on your mind, the game, gossip or the latest thing, soon you found yourself very attached and talked with them every day.
Unfortunately for you, Loki had picked up on your behavior. Always calling with someone, spending more time on your phone or on the game instead of him..he was enraged to say the least. You should he here spending time with him. Not anyone else. Him. And only him. He couldn’t help but feel paranoid. Are you cheating on him? What if you liked someone else other than him? What if you’re going to leave? He won’t allow it. Ever. You won’t see the day light ever again. Who are you to think you could leave him? How ungrateful of you to even think about that! After he did everything for you! After he killed for you, you have the nerve to be close to someone else?! He’ll kill them! All of them!
During one of the faithful days you were playing the game and chatting with your friends, you couldn’t help but feel as if someone was watching you, but sometimes we feel like that don’t we? It’s probably nothing, at least that’s what you told yourself. You shook of the feeling as you listened to the voice of your friends, only to your surprise the connection quickly got cut off and a strong grip could be felt on your shoulder. ‘Who. Is. That.’ A booming voice behind you snarled, you turned your head to see who was talking, well at least tried to before you spotted Loki and his hand tightly crabbed you by the chin. His fingers digging into the skin on your face. ‘Answer me!’ He yelled, gripping your face even harder. Is this really your loving boyfriend? He doesn’t seem like it. Who is this? ‘Loki, stop it! You’re scaring me!’ You cried out, too terrified to actually comprehend the situation you’re in.
‘Scaring you? You should be! How do you think i feel when you talk to others! You’re my girlfriend not theirs! Who do you think you are cheating on me?’ Loki screamed at you anger, he seemed totally blinded by rage and unable to see that you were just talking friends. His hand on your chin moved to grasp your wrist and forcefully pulled you towards him. ‘You’re mine. I will not allow you to see any other person than me. You’re mine. MINE. And i’ll make sure it’ll stay that way…’
Loki was staring up at the ceiling. His eyes not really holding any emotion besides sadness and perhaps regret. He hates feelings. They bothered him and he had no idea on how to deal with them. They were a nuisance. Odin had forbidden him to do anything. Yet everyone was surprised that he obliged. It was no secret that he was dealing with something and he hated it. He hated that everyone knew. Ironic isn’t it? He’s usually always in other’s business. Yet when it comes to himself he dispises it. He turned and looked at the mirror. His eyes staring directly into his. He hated it. He looked pathetic. He hated looking at the effect this all had on him.
He took a deep breath and sighed before he left his chambers. On his way out he bumped into Sif and Idunn. Loki could already feel their displeased aura. Sif looked at him with masked anger. She was one off the goddesses his wife was close with. He clenched jaw and avoided Sif who scoffed at him. Her gold hair flaring up. He remembered how Sif got her golden hair. He played a prank on her and had to pay the price. He laughed a little. The relaisstation hit him like a ton of bricks. This was just like any other prank he played, he now had to pay the price. But now it was different, because no matter the prank, no matter how bad he fucked up, she would be there for him. But she isn’t here….and its all his fault. Loki felt his eyes sting and swallowed before he excused himself. He still smiled as ever, yet his eyebrows and eyes gave away what he was feeling. Eyes are the mirror of one’s soul after all. He walked past both Sif and Idunn. He hadn’t looked at Idunn once, but already knew she only felt pity for him as if he was a pathetic child.
He walked endlessly in the castle. Why? He couldn’t answer that question either. Perhaps he was unintentionally searching for something. Something that reminded him of her. That’s why he even got up today. For her. He’d do it all just for her. He was too deep in thought to know that he stopped in front of the room he once kept a secret in. His eyes lingering on the handle before you could hear a soft clink of the handle being pushed. He stepped inside the room and scanned it. His eyes falling on the porcelain doll. It looked dusty, as if no one took care of it. Loki closed the door and walked towards the doll. With every step he took he felt his anger flare up. He hated that thing now. He scowled and grabbed the doll by the shoulder before forcefully slamming it to the ground, shattering it in the process. He took a few deep breaths to calm himself before his eyes noticed the wedding dress. It was plain and simple. Why? Was it plain and simple? A wedding dress is usually lavish and stylish right? So why that dress?… that’s because his wife wore a similar wedding dress. Loki picked up the wedding dress and dusted it off and neatly folded it. The dress was a reminder of his wife, how could he not neatly take care of it? He placed the dress on the bed in the room.
He took a step away from the bed and accidentally broke a another piece of the doll. He scoffed and stepped on the doll’e face, breaking it into even more pieces. The whole idea of that thing looking like Brunhilde made him sick. Why did he ever like her in the first place? Why? Brunhilde already had Siegfried, and he had his dear wife. He scoffed. He hated all of this. He wants to take it back. To make it seem as if it’s all a joke. But it wouldn’t help. He clenched his teeth, his body shaking. He himself wasn’t even sure if it wad rage or sadness. He closed his eyes, some tears falling in the process. He quickly put a hand over his mouth to suppress the sobs. He hated this. This wasn’t like him. Loki doesn’t cry. He doesn’t feel anything other than mischief and sadism. He hates humans. So why was he here in crying like one? He was a sobbing mess. He didn’t mean for all this to happen. He never wanted to hurt you. Why did he ever even like Brunhilde?…that’s right, it was because it reminded him of his wife of when she was a Valkyrie before she descended to a goddess. He didn’t love Brunhilde. He just loves what he saw in her, and what he saw was his wife.
Loki started sobbing even harder and buried his face into his hands quietly mumbled something for no one to hear. ‘Please..:i’m so sorry, i’ll do everything to make it right…I’ll cry and beg if thats what you want…. I know i’m a fool who took you for granted….please…I’ll do it all of you ask me too…i’m sorry….i’m so…so sorry….’ He sobbed some more before he took another deep breath to calm the crying. His eyes landed on a painting. A painting of his wife. It was a vivid and beautiful painting. A deep pain came over him as her he remembered that day, the day they had gotten married. He stared at the painting, but soon saw something he didn’t like. In the painting Loki was laying in her lap while he looked up at her, however her head was turned to the side a bit and so were her eyes. ‘Where are you looking at?’ Loki asked her in the painting as if she could respond. His eyes still burning from the tears. It annoyed him that she wasn’t looking at him. He walked closer to the painting ‘Don’t look away. Look at me.’ He said to the painting as if he was having a full conversation, yet there was no response. Loki fell to his knees in front of the painting and said in between sobs ‘please…I miss you…I want to see you…I hope you come back…Sigyn’
Note: thank yall for Reading this monstrosity. Also english isn’t my first language. So sorry about thay
Men who just want a little love. Little kisses, hugs, head pats, etc. Your little touches drive him mad. There really wasn’t much of it before he met you anyways, so he takes every little inch of it you hand out to him.
