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[tailoredsnob]

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Hello!!! I love film and would love to make films. I am currently working on a fanfiction on A03 named Transformers project and i have other writing projects like screenplays that I have been working on!

I hope you all have a lovely day and in case i don't see you again! Good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight!

[tailoredsnob]

Hello Hello Hello!! Welcome to a late late late!! Update!!

I am so so so sorry I have not been able to write any more of the fanfiction right now. I know it's almost been a year since I had posted chapters 1 and 2 of All Hail Starscream, but the tabs are open, the notes are still there, and I will write it. I promise that I will.

A lot has happened since I made those trauma dump posts lol. Sure, I'm still very unhappy, but that's not why I made this account. This account was made for me to post about my fanfics!

I've recently been focusing on writing a screenplay that I personally hope to see be made into a feature film someday.

The main reason I am here however, is because of that damn Stranger Things Finale. I have grown up with that show and have loved (some) seasons up until season 5. What season 4 had set up opened so many opportunities that I felt like season 5 didn't execute any of them!

What I want to do is rewrite the entirety of Stranger Things 5. 8 long chapters with higher stakes, a darker tone, more focus on the satanic panic that has erupted in the town of Hawkins, addressing Eddie's reputation as a "cult leader" and how that changes how Hawkins sees these life shattering events, as well as some truly gut-wrenching emotional moments, and more!

I have only thought about doing this a couple days ago while grocery shopping and there's already so much that I want to do with the characters and the story! So many directions to go! I don't know when I will update again, but I promise that even though I don't appear much, I am still writing. I am still writing All Hail Starscream, and I am still writing my screenplay. Stranger Things 5 will remain a side piece until we come up with more ideas.

Of course, I'm going to try to find help from a close relative, because it will be a daunting task adapting the cliffhanger of season 4 into something new and exciting. Plus, this is basically a redo of a grand finale. The final season. The end of the show. It has to be planned out as much as possible.

What we do have right now is that my relative wants the season set during December around New Years Eve. I have already created a soundtrack that maintains some of the tracks used in the season while also adding, or changing, or even removing certain songs to fit the scenes better.

What have we written so far in Episode 1?

"December 18th 1986... 9 months after the formation of The Devil's X."

I would love to hear anybody's thoughts on what they would like to see or... not want to see.

[sfonsecan]

[tailoredsnob]

I don't know what to say. I haven't been writing for a long time and i have been radio silent about my fan fiction and writing in general. I am sorry for that.

So here is my update for the few people who will read this: I have been going to a special school because i don't have my diploma and my financial situation is not the best. Especially with me not working a job. I'm getting my diploma so i can fix our financial situation. But even when i have time off, i just don't have it in me to write because my body feels like it is just slowly decaying and my mental health is at a massive decline. I don't have the mental power or strength to get up other than to get fast food and hang out with friends, but they are usually busy, and i always end up running out of money. My body is certainly paying the price and i just can't find a way out. My stomach hurts every single day. Nonstop. And it's worse at night, especially because i have been having panic attacks every single night. But since everybody is already asleep by then, i just end up dealing with it by myself.

Right now, all of my WIPs are in limbo. I don't know when i will be able to write again. I really don't know if my life was ever meant to go anywhere.

I'm sorry for the trauma dump. Thank you for reading this.

[crush-echoes]

sometimes i just get hit with the feeling

i wasnt supposed to make it this far

also what do i do now

[tailoredsnob]

After i get this feeling, i'm then hit with,

Soon, your time will come and everything will end. You will die.

What do i do? Because i can't live with these feelings. I'm tired of blank statements. When will we admit that everything fucking sucks? When do we take the hand of the one who reaches out and embrace them?

Why hand a person, who's about to fall off a cliff, a meaningless set of words? Instead of taking them by the hand, and help pull them up?

[tailoredsnob]

Okay everyone. I need to give an update, because i have been making you all wait for Chapter 3 of Transformers: All Hail Starscream forever.

I deeply apologize for making you wait so long. I will be working more on it and my other works. I've also been working on my first screenplay because i feel like i am slowly deteriorating by not trying to chase my filmmaking pipe-dream.

I have been dealing with a lot of depressive episodes and life has just been going really fast. I also have not been eating meals because of a deep fear of contamination and emetophobia. I tried therapy but they didn't help and i can't afford any more, nor can i afford any diagnosis. I have been letting my undiagnosed mental disorders control me, but life is going to change a lot very soon, so i would like to say that i am trying to work on both the screenplay and the fanfic.

I'm hoping that my writing is improving, but going back to read the first two Chapters aren't as enjoyable, but i'm still wanting to give my own interpretation of a Transformers saga.

The goal with this post is to let the fans know that i still appreciate you and think about you. I will continue writing Chapter 3 whenever i have an opportunity even if i have to use my phone instead of my laptop.

[prophetic-writer]

[glassfrogforest]

[glassfrogforest]

[tailoredsnob]

Writing update: warning, this will be just me yapping

June 30th 2024. Idk, i just felt like putting the date here.

Unfortunately, I haven't begun working on the third chapter of my Transformers fanfic Vol.1 even though the chapter will mostly just be a chase sequence, which i feel like should be easy, but it's not. :(

In fact, i have paused my work on that fic to start a new WIP!

I am attempting to write an original work. The current title i have for it is Henry X Henry.

It was an idea i originally had for a movie but i decided that i didn't want to wait so long to tell that story. I also know that Henry X Henry would be way too explicit to show to most audiences. (At least in my opinion)

Henry X Henry focuses on an extremely depressed young man who decides to clone himself. However, this new better version of Henry, causes standard Henry to feel love and desire for the clone. This story questions what it means to want to find happiness, and also about how harmful hating yourself is.

Henry X Henry will contain 10 chapters at most. I have written chapter 1 and made good progress on chapter 2. Neither are posted yet though.

This is a story that is deeply personal to me, and even though it has been mentally painful at points to write it, i want to tell this story and post it online.

I love it when i know people read my stories and i really appreciate everybody for taking time out of their day to read my dumb stories!

However, i am still unfortunately working on these fics by myself, and It is a lot to sort through and figure out. My brain can only process so much before exploding lol! I would like to know how i can find a beta reader but i don't know how it would work. And i'm also still trying to find out if i should post Henry X Henry on a03 or find a way to post it on wattpad. I have heard iffy things about wattpad though so i'm not sure

Anyway, i just felt like updating to... Whoever decides to read this, If you made it past my yapping, thank you so much for reading this!

[serenahaas]

[itsawritblr]

When someone interrupts me while I'm writing an intense scene.

[glassfrogforest]

[glassfrogforest]

[tailoredsnob]

Why specifically chapter 2? HAS THIS APP BEEN STALKING MY WRITING DOCS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

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[avemikesszz]

[tailoredsnob]

My 20+ spotify Playlists/"Soundtracks" await!

[glassfrogforest]

[tailoredsnob]

I'm just sayin', you don't truly know how fucked up and concerning your writing can be, until you actually start reading the words you have just typed up.