The100CollateralDamage

25. Female. In the process of becoming an art teacher. Was mainly a blog about the 100 plus other things but the show runner royally screwed up my favorite character hence the name. Now post about whatever I want. Baking. Movies/shows/things I find funny or cute/sweet. This blog is my fun escape and a bit like a diary for me.

[the100collateraldamage]

I loved you.

Maybe it seems naive to think that.

But I don’t know what else to call the way you made me feel.

It was complicated and it wasn’t perfect.

But “love” is the only word I can think of to describe the feeling of “home” you gave me.

I’ve never known touch like that.

Never known hugs could feel that good.

You’d hold me and I could melt into your arns.

Stress was forgotten.

Mind would go blank.

I was suddenly at peace because you were holding me and I felt like I’d come home.

I miss it so much.

You’re the only man I’ve ever kissed so I can’t really compare it to anything else

But kissing you, it was heaven

It wasn’t just the physical though

I was so curious about you

You were this mystery i so badly wanted to figure out

but at the same never wanted to solve

You fascinated me in a way no other man before you has

You had a sadness that I wished I could take away

You were funny in a way I think not many understood

You were soft with me in a way that made me feel cherished

You were sweet in a way that made me feel wanted

I’ve never felt so confident as I did when I was with you

Never felt so understood

I didn’t have to re-explain my thoughts or what I’m trying to say

Never felt awkward for being myself

When I was with you I was a version of myself without my day to day insecurities

I didn’t need most of them

because I was with you and you wanted me

You made me feel safe

You made me feel wanted

And it was enough

Until things changed

Until you stopped making time for us

Until you stopped being a man of your word

Until you stopped needing to chase me

because I was already yours

It’s been 3 years and I still miss you

What does that say? What does it mean?

Maybe I wasn’t so naive to think I loved you

After all this time, I never forgot your face

After all this time, I still think about you every day

After all this time, I wish I was given a chance

to say all I wish I could say

And kiss you again until life gets in the way

[love-notes-to-survivors]

For everyone with social anxiety, this is a reminder that you don’t have to be perfect in your interactions with others; you just have to be kind and that’s literally it. That’s all that’s necessary of you. You don’t need to say the perfect thing or anticipate what they would want you to say or even exude confidence if you can’t.

Social anxiety tells us that we have to be perfect in in our social interactions, but no one is. Social anxiety sets us up for a level of expectation in our social interactions that we have no choice but to fail at, and then fall into a cycle of self-hate for failing and striving even harder for perfection.

[the-red-hairing]

being an introvert is really hard because there is no polite way to tell someone that you’re in a bad mood because you’re exhausted from socializing.

[bad-days-are-ok]

[mentalhealth]

yes!

[there-will-be-a-way]

[ID: A screenshot of a tweet by @ radiantbutch. It reads: "here's to the people who's trauma did not give them thick skin. The ones who became more sensitive and insecure, who cry more easily, who get overwhelmed at small things. I'm so tired of the narrative that trauma makes you tough and untouchable. We're survivors, not superheros."]

[yaninus-de-venoix]

have a couple medieval dance tunes, feat. my hammered dulcimer and me in my pajamas since I have no reason to leave the house

[afloweroutofstone]

Catch me and the bard going HAM to these at ye olde inn

[the100collateraldamage]

This was beautiful! Didn’t realize I like medieval music so much

[kenology]

riverdale proves yet again that it is the ONLY show on tv. what other show could do 2 arsons, veronica printing her own face on riverdollars™️, introducing 2 new characters, archie running into a burning building, mothman corpse reveal, anti-capitalism, betty discovering 2 bodies of girls who went missing and were murdered, cheryl dance battling a 16 year old and being prosecuted as a painting forger, 2 monologues about how the USA screws over veterans, archie acknowledging his mental health issues, the return of a serial killer, hiram kicking betty and alice out of his swamp, jughead getting abducted by mothman, child slavery, and confirming reggie is bi in ONE EPISODE

[the100collateraldamage]

What the hell did I just read....

[dilfgomezaddams]

wish we could spend less time telling fat people that they’re ~still sexy and fuckable~ and more time telling thin people that their bodies aren’t a sign of superiority

sexualising fat bodies doesn’t fix the problem

how is that gonna help fat children being bullied. how is that gonna help people being treated like shit at work. how does that help people who’s medical needs aren’t being met because their doctors can’t see past their weight.

it’s not just about feeling desirable it’s about being respected and valued as people

[the100collateraldamage]

What was the point of us

Why did you even start this at all

Were you just fine with me being

A PG 13 booty call

Did you actually like me

Or was I just fun to chase

Were you just waiting to see

If I’d give you my virginity

I believed you every time you said it won’t always be this way

I was too naive to know things wouldn’t ever change

Shouldn’t have loved you But I fell for you anyways

I wanted love but you just wanted to play games

Why didn’t you take any of my exits

If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t be this damaged

Dont ever love a man That’s this selfish

It’s been two years since we ended

I try to move on But I can’t help it

You’re in my mind Nearly if not every single day

And each time That I think of you

Another piece of my heart goes on and chips away

You may have been 30 but you didn’t act it

Sure you may be grown but you’re still selfish

I believed you every time you said it won’t always be this way

I was too naive to know things wouldn’t ever change

Shouldn’t have loved you But I fell for you anyways

I wanted love and you just wanted to play games

Why didn’t you take any of my exits

If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t be this damaged

Dont ever love a man That’s this selfish

Of course I loved you

Boy I couldn’t help it

I wanted to walk away

Prevent myself from any pain

But you didn’t let me

You fought for me and led me on

Said you didn’t want to lose me

But you were just too lazy

To follow thru on anything

This love was doomed from the start

But it’s too late you have my heart

We were so unhealthy

You were just too lazy

To prove your words and keep me

I just want to move on

God please remove him from my heart

I believed you every time you said it won’t always be this way

I was too naive to know things wouldn’t ever change

Shouldn’t have loved you but I couldn’t help it

If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t be this damaged

Don’t ever love a man that’s this selfish

[serpent-under-the-flower]

Oprah truly produced the best season of The Crown. 🙌

[sedcaricia-deactivated20240202]

[the100collateraldamage]

[keeponmovingalong]

The Crown writers after the Meghan/Harry interview with Oprah

[onceland]

[turtletotem]

I have long said that in order for any comedy to truly succeed as a story, there has to be meat beneath the jokes. There has to be that moment when it is not funny any more.

This. This is that moment.

[agooduniverse]

#honestly even though this is one of the best scripts there ever has been  #that is the greatest line  #it’s /groundbreaking/ in terms of how it frames vengeance quests; temptation beats; inigo as a comedic figure throughout the movie  #you know because this is a happy book (film) that inigo will get his revenge  #but will he get JUSTICE  #will he get ABSOLUTION  #will he get CATHARSIS  #those are the things we don’t know  #and that line sells it more than any of the previous scene (x)

[teenwitched-archive-deactivated]

also:

[deactivated-this-account-deacti]

well now I’m crying

[breelandwalker]

I’M NOT CRYING YOU’RE CRYING

[fairytaleofdust]

Best movie ever!

[like-a-wild-potato]

Also might be crying. @violetoccurrences!

[remedytherat-deactivated2023072]

Starbucks funded the police in Atlanta so here’s their recipes

[everthefractal]

do you have a link to the images cause they’re a little small and compressed

[remedytherat-deactivated2023072]

Here’s the tweet I got it from

[lowkeysaurus]

Found these when going through the notes, so unashamedly reblogging.

[samandcheesewinchesterr]

https://quizlet.com/122685049/starbucks-training-drink-recipes-flash-cards/

here’s the link everyone

Start studying Starbucks Training Drink Recipes!. Learn vocabulary, terms, and more with flashcards, games, and other study tools.

[youareyoubutwhoareyou]

Hey if u like the ocean look at this its rly cool I think

[boglord]

as someone who was already scared of the ocean uhhhhhh

[gaynfl-moved]

pick your fighter

the ‘$1000 to go to Hawaii’ bride, the ‘I bought a $99 polygraph on amazon’ lady, or the ‘why was $200 so huge’ birthday girl

[marisatomay]

a lot of people seem to be confused and think the hawaii bride and the polygraph lady are the same but they’re actually 2 separate people so here’s all 3 in one go

the “$1500 to go to hawaii” bride

Ms Polygraph Test

$200 birthday

bask in the unfiltered nonsense of it all

[gaynfl-moved]

since someone mentioned this and I had forgotten, a last minute entry fighter: “Squire Sebastian” lady

[imsuchacapricorn]

New to the arena, Kristie and her surprise wedding

[history-freak1]

Y'all really gonna pass up childless millennial Disney Mom?

[gaynfl-moved]

my FAVORITE angry facebook post of all time

[ahundredhundredheartbeats]

WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE “CHANGE YOUR DOG’S NAME” PREGNANT LADY

[flammenxci]

Oh how can we leave out this lovely bride?

Get wrecked Penny.

[the100collateraldamage]

Craziest thing I’ve ever read. The things people demand for attention and I cannot understand people that demand guests give them money for attending their wedding to contribute to the cost. Either you stay on budget or take out a loan. It’s enough money to pay for a dress, gift, and transportation and lodging. Smh people

[carryondrawing]

Everyone: YES! I knew it she was Agatha all along!

My braincells trying to figure out what this means after not reading any comics or fan theories:

[endlessly-ranting-antheia]

After the Agatha reveal

[the100collateraldamage]

This is a masterpiece office reference for another show