Cyrus he/him er/ihn 22 | german-belarusian | Blue Lion 🦁💙 | Team Cap | transsexual faggot | I have no empathy but I am full of love | beautiful prince disorder haver | angry cripple with rheumatoid polyarthritis | cotard's delusional | full-time Conrad Veidt simp | kinky freak | days without ablebodied nonsense: 0 | Don't call me a "spoonie" | media literacy haver | ballet dancer | proship | Dead Dove Club | the freak in your dni | Jewish ally now and forever, soon to be convert | Fandoms: The Elder Scrolls, Dragon's Dogma, Invincible, Divinity, Metal Gear, Megaten, Fire Emblem, Pokemon, Stardew Valley, Soulsborne, Disco Elysium, Marvel (MCU & Comics), Factorio, NBC Hannibal | вызваляе Беларусь! 🤍❤️🤍 |
Hello folks! you can call me Cyrus or Cy. I'm 22 years old and I blog about many kind of things including disability, queerness, art, fandom and politics.
I'm transmasc bigender nonbinary butch faggot man and use he/him pronouns.
If you use Zionist as an insult, to categotize Jews into "good" and "bad", only get your sources from antizionists and refuse to listen to Jewish people who keep telling you it's a complex ideology with many facets and doesn't mean what you think it does - you are both wrong and stupid.
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Endgame Steve Rogers isn't real and can't hurt me.
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I'm disabled and chronically ill. I have rheumatoid arthritis, POTS, FND with hemiparesis, a tic disorder, BPD, NPD, dpdr, psychosis and CPTSD. I'm also autistic.
In terms of political stances I consider myself left wing and a social democrat. Democracy is non-negotiable. I'm pro-European Union. Anti-authoritarianism. The lives and wellbeing of humans stand above all else, especially capitalism and corporatism. If you're a western tankie or Russia lover don't even attempt trying to "convince" me of your ideology. I'm Belarusian. I know more than you.
If your support for minorities stops at Jewish and Romani people you might as well hurl yourself into the sun while you're at it.
I'm also an artist and have tons of OCs. If you want to talk about them and yours go ahead!
While I do allow minors to interact with my blog, I wouldn't call it strictly SFW since I make sexual jokes and make the occasional "hell yeah penis" post.
If I'm on your dni and you interact/follow me first I'm going to ignore it. I'm still open to chill with people who have different stances.
Stances:
- anti TERF, anti TIRF, anti radfem, anti bioessentialism
- pro democracy, pro european union, anti facist, anti tankie
- nuclear energy is good and should become the standard everywhere where it's feasible. Right now it's the best source of green energy we have. The German Green Party can suck my dick.
- "narcissistic abuse" isn't a real thing and just reinforces ableism
- Transandrophobia exists and is a systemic issue deeply rooted in misogyny and androphobia
- TME/TMA terminology is bioessentialist and actively harmful against intersex, nonbinary, multigender, gender non conforming people and trans men. Replacing one binary system with another isn't how it's gonna work for us.
- pro mpec lesbians and gays + contradictory labels, radinclus
- professional transmed/truscum hater
- proship. Don't harass people over what they consume in fiction. Thought crimes are not a thing and you don't automatically endorse in reality what you enjoy in fiction. Antis are free to interact but do behave please. I have horrible experiences with your group (including being sent death and rape threats).
- the Hammer and Sickle is a genocidal symbol just as much as the Hakenkreuz and thus I treat people who put that shit in their bios the same way as I treat Neo-Nazis.
- pro Zionism (not a Zionist because I'm not a Jew yet), pro two state solution
- Antizionism is Antisemitism
- pro Jewish self-determination
- Kahanists and Islamists get blocked on sight
- If you identify with the term "Asperger's" I am very likely to block you.
- The social model of disability and the medical model of disability cannot exist in a vacuum. If you only advocate for one and dismiss the other you possess a great deal of privilege and ignorance. Both models can and must coexist to combat ableism and improve our lives.
- The factory must grow.
Twerking Sombron gif for personal archiving reasons:
literally no better feeling than blurting out some loud dumbass joke with your buddies and hearing a total stranger ugly-snort-laugh as they walk past bc their own laughter caught them by surprise. find joy and connection in the spontaneity of strangers you son of a bitch. i fucking got your ass
This is what it's like when I say the dumbest things imaginable to my wife or partner in the checkout lines to see if the cashier will crack a smile. A little human connection between the drudgery.
A few years ago when my little sister was maybe ten or so we went to this like, novelty/antiques store which had an impressive amount of really bad taxidermy. We were sort of doing our own things and I was across the room from her so when she spots this horrible fish she has to run over and yell “ come see the ugliest taxidermied old fish I’ve ever seen “ at me. Without even thinking I just said “you’re the ugliest taxidermied old fish I’ve ever seen.” Which got a snort from an old man across the room. Anyways a few minutes later my stepmom came in and my sister said the same thing to her, and without missing a beat my stepmom deadpans “your father’s the ugliest taxidermied old fish I’ve ever seen”. The old guy absolutely LOST it
I don't know who my intended audience is here, so whoever needs to hear this, I am begging you to learn to participate in conversations that are about things you aren't interested in.
Part of socializing and having friends is being a good listener even when you don't actually give a shit about the subject.
Your are hurting other people's feelings when you bluntly respond with "Anyway..." and then change the topic.
It can not always be about your preferred topic.
You are being rude. Yes, even if you are neurodivergent. You can be both autistic and rude.
"Whether someone understands it or not, these are the consequences of the political views they're espousing" is a pretty important analysis tool for online movements because quite honestly, over half of everyone engaging in politics online have no foundations for the stuff they're saying and are just saying whatever makes them feel like a member of an in-group.
If your in-group is "the left" you're very much not immune to this. In fact, trying to do left-wing politics without even trying to build a foundational political understanding is a great way to end up as a neo-nazi with a tumblr accent rather than an effective left-wing advocate.
Drone incursions are becoming more and more of an issue when it comes to wildfires, so last year I designed these graphics, but I never got around to sharing them anywhere.
If you send your drone up during a wildfire, even if you don't feel like you are that close, all planes and helicopters in the area may have to be grounded which can have a massive and detrimental effect on first responders' ability to manage that fire.
If you send your drone up and a plane or helicopter hits it, no matter how small your drone is, it could crash that aircraft injuring or killing those on board and potentially people on the ground as well. Even if the aircraft stays up, it will have damage that could ground it for an indeterminate and potentially extensive amount of time, meaning one less resource is available for that fire and other fires.
Just don't do it.
These graphics are free to use and distribute for any non-profit uses! You can check out my Payhip store to download (for free, or pay what you want) a package of files that include vertical versions of each design, print sizes, and social media sizes.
If you want to check out the other disaster and disaster education resources I have available, visit my website.
my most lukewarm take is that I don't think there should be any exemptions for vaccines, etc., beyond documented legit adverse medical shit that makes it physically impossible. like they should be free and required and nobody should be allowed to just choose to leave their child and any immunocompromised person they interact with vulnerable to potentially deadly but entirely preventable diseases and other medical conditions.
you’re disgusting and i hope you die. you’re an evil fascist with no regards to human life and if the world is just you will suffer for all eternity you soulless pig.
I sometimes wonder, when reading Hate Asks like this one, what the writer expects to accomplish. I mean...I'm an autistic and habitually hyper-intellectual. Do they think that invective will impact me emotionally? If so, does this not indicate they haven't read me? And if they haven't read me...what is it they're angry about?
Anyway, let's take it point by point.
1. I'm disgusting
This ad hominem would be stronger if it wasn't so vague. You could at least specify the form of disgust. Is it my odor? My browser history? My affection for novelty music?
2. You hope I die.
Anonymously wishing death on a stranger sort of undermines any moral high ground you believe you occupy...and a death wish from an Anon is like the Hallmark card version of internet fury. Hatemark: When You Don't Even Care Enough To Send the Very Worst.
3. I'm an evil fascist.
This blog contains no evidence of totalitarian control, militia, or snappy uniforms. I've never promoted or supported any fascist organization or philosophy, here or anywhere else. I have repeatedly spoken/written/acted against it. So what's most likely here, Anon, is that you don't actually know what fascism is.
4. I have no regard for human life
On the contrary, I've repeatedly written about my universalist humanist values and implored others to care about all lives. Meanwhile, you just wished for me to die...and say I have no regard for human life...? Huh.
5. I will suffer for all eternity
That's a lot of cosmological certainty. Despite having been told for centuries by Christians and Muslims that we're going to Hell, Jews don't buy it. Don't get me wrong, you do you. If it's what you want, I sincerely encourage you to go to Hell.
6. I'm soulless
It feels more righteous to say terrible things when you dehumanize your target, right? If they're not really human, whatever you do or say to them is justified. Of course, if it is true I have no soul, that soul cannot be tormented forever as you've hoped for in point #5.
Maybe choose a lane? Am I soulless, or should my (presumably extant) soul endure the eternal torment I don't believe in?
7. I'm a pig
Again, this is an attempt to dehumanize. If I'm not human, anything done or said to me is morally justified. Do you know who else in history used tactics like this?
(Oink once for yes, twice for no.)
General notes:
Your heavy reliance on pathos and ad hominem is meant to mask the total absence of logos and ethos. If you had counter-arguments for any of the wholly reasonable and supported arguments on this blog, you'd make them...but invective is all you have.
Your Ask says nothing about me, my beliefs, my views, or my writing. It says a great deal, however, about you.
It tells us about your difficulties with emotional dysregulation, your inability to engage on the substance or merits of an argument, and your preference for cathartic performance over coherent critique. Accusing me of having "no regard for human life" while wishing me dead exemplifies a psychological mirror effect in which the trait you condemn is the very trait you display. You don't even actually know why you're angry at me.
I mean this earnestly: A good therapist could probably help you with a lot of the difficulties you're experiencing. Therapy is great, and most people would benefit from it. You, however, have some acute issues which I urge you to address with qualified assistance sooner rather than later. These issues won't get any easier until you start working on them.
Anon, you are not disgusting. Like all of us, you're made in the image of the divine. I hope you live a long life filled with love. You're not evil, you're just hurting and that hurt is leaking out in weird places because it isn't being addressed constructively. I hope that fear of eternal torment isn't a regular feeling for you, and hope you can one day believe in a theology with a deity too benevolent to torture anyone for eternity. Your soul is unique and precious. You are a human being. Your pain, your fears, and your feelings are all proof of that.
