need a void? say no more!

i screamed into the void! the void said hi!

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a new fine shyt has entered the villa??????

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I LOVE WRESTLING

KENEIEBKDBDKEBDODBHKSVSJVSJGSJYGS

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am i????

over him?????

i think so????????

maybe??????????????

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okay but genuinely

i could get lost in his eyes

his amrs

his back

his smile

his hair

his legs

everything

i’ve sat and looked at his story highlights of him at the gym

and zoned out thinking about how he is, how he looks, how he acts

i yearn for him

i want to text him

i want to hear his voice

i want to call him

i want to laugh with him

i want i want i want

he’s probably just happy to have a friend

and i’m over here

yearning

but not to the extent of lusting after him

i don’t love him

i don’t think i do

but i really do care for him

i do think that

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the addiction grows but so does my muscles so a win is a win

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i ated 2 monsters

one was peach and the other was the white

I WANT MORE

i know i’m addicted but genuinely, i dont feel the caffeine anymore

it’s so bad

but goddamn it’s so good

i have one more white under my bed

cuz i’m not meant to be drinking them

but my plug

aka HIM

gives me them, if i do his hw

in this case i did 23 math problems

plus he wasn’t at school on monday so he threw in an extra

in return i got originally 5 monsters plus the extra

for a total of 6

amen

ALSO

ran out of pre workout this morning 💔💔

i needed a pump, i needed the caffeine wtf is this shit

i just had some green tea cuz that has caffeine in it

i need more caffeine

i’m going to explode

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wdym he looks like that after a little over a year of going to the gym

wdym he looks like that after a little over a year of going to the gym.

wdym he looks like THAT after a little over a year of going to the gym.

wdym HE looks like THAT after a little over a year of going to the gym.

wdym HE looks like THAT after a LITTLE over a year of going to the gym?

wdym HE looks like THAT after a LITTLE over a YEAR of going to the gym??

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM???

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM????????

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM?????????????

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM????????????

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM??????????????????????????????

WDYM HE LOOKS LIKE THAT AFTER A LITTLE OVER A YEAR OF GOING TO THE GYM???????????????????????????????????????

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i hate school

i’m so locked out

it’s so bad

i need to lock in

help me lock in

how do i focus

idk how to study

i need to do a study guide

how do i do this

help

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cw: vent

i hate having a crush and i hate guys in general, cuz wdym this person can control my mood??? if they don’t text me, or i don’t see their name pop up on my screen i get disappointed and upset??? wdym i can’t hear that name anymore or any similar variations of it??? wdym i cant listen to lady gaga anymore without risking thinking about that one damn photo??? wdym you look that good and i can’t do anything about it??? wdym you haven’t texted me as much as you used to??? was it smth i did??? is life just getting in the way??? are you okay??? am i okay??? why am i the ugly friend??? why can my bsf (no hate to her) pull any guy she wants while i cant pull the one guy i want??? wdym she doesn’t talk to guys yet they fall at her feet but no guy spares me a single glance???? i know im jealous but goddamn it is NOT helping my self esteem and my confidence when the one guy i’ve been crushing on for the last 9 months won’t even look at me or text me back

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i got bicep photos from him

i fucking win everything

i’m so fucking happy

i can die now

i’m dying happy

don’t even care

he’s just

UGH

NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED

to bite that bicep bro

his forearms omg

he could choke me just by squeezing his arm around me and i wouldn’t argue against it

wouldn’t even be upset

i’m very welcoming to the idea

god fucking damn i pm a freak for this man

AND HES YOUNGER THAN ME FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK

GOD DAMN IT ALL OH MY FUCKING GOD SHITTTTTTTTTTT

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some bitch (weather) got me sick

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

i’m okay.

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definitely ovulating in that last post but whatever

HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO INCREDIBLY UGH

HES FUNNY AND SMART AND COUKD BENCH DOUBLE ME OH MY DAYS

was it causal when you asked me for an opinion on the story you posted about your gym progress?

was it ever causal?

YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN ME WHY ARE YOU SO FINE SND FOR WHAT DEAR LORDDDDDDD THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SIGHT AMEN GOD BLESS

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he’s so

BAD

FINE

GOOD LOOKING

FUNNY

SWEET

DORKY

STRONG

A BEEFCAKE

AWESOME

SMART

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I WANT TO BITE HIS BICEP

I WANT TO LEAVE SCRATCHES ON HIS CHISELED BACK

I WANT TO BITE HIS FOREARM

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been socializing more? academic titan era fr too. listening to more music! need some recs plssss. got invited to a lecture and dinner for chem but idk anyone going so debating on going

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yeah that shit got canceled and my bitch ass teacher never told me and i had to find out through a friend who WAS going

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been socializing more? academic titan era fr too. listening to more music! need some recs plssss. got invited to a lecture and dinner for chem but idk anyone going so debating on going

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also got my braces off if you even care

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literally nothing has changed our convos stayed the same dawg what