Raven ;

Welcome to my blog where I share poems, personal things, and random shit!

[xdpsravenx]

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☆‧₊˚ ᡣ𐭩Raven.🦇 ⌑ ﹐🎞️⺡[idc abt pronouns]

ೃ⁀➷ Est. Time Zone!

✧*:.｡. Agender and Omni/Bisexual .｡.:*✧

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𐙚⋆[ Fandoms: DPS, House MD, The Pitt, The Maze Runner, Spider-Man, Fruits Basket, JJK, Beastars, Beautiful Boy, EPIC, PJO, Hamilton, Heathers, Dear Evan Hansen, Conan Gray, Weezer, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, The Amazing Digital Circus, Arcane, Wednesday, 10 Things I Hate About You, TOH, Coraline, Alice in Wonderland, Tim Burton films, Alice Oseman, Animal Crossing, Minecraft, Mario Kart, DDLC, FNAF, Fortnite, Roblox, Life is Strange, Sims 4, Blockblast, Edgar Allan Poe, Van Gogh, LOZ, Sweet Tooth, The Breakfast Club, etc.] .ೃ࿔*:･

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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍮 ⋅ ☆ I love psychology, marine biology, poetry, musicals, theatre, painting, gaming, reading, fantasy, fairies, mental health, researching various educational topics, astronomy, personality types, plushies, cooking, baking, music, tattoos, piercings, and more! ☆ ⋅ 🍮 ‧₊˚ ୧

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🦋⃝ Colors: Yellow, purple, and forest green :)

🦋⃝ Movies: Dead Poets Society, The Breakfast Club, 10 Things I Hate About You, Speak, Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Virgin Suicides, The Age of Adaline, Spiderman: Across the Spiderverse, But I'm A Cheerleader, Brokeback Mountain, Edward Scissorhands, Coraline, and Alice in Wonderland

🦋⃝ Shows: House MD, The Pitt, Beastars, Fruits Basket, and Arcane

🦋⃝ Books: All The Bright Places, Holding Up the Universe, Solitaire, Girl in Pieces, Looking for Alaska, Perks of Being a Wallflower and Every Last Word

🦋⃝ Games: DDLC, FNAF, Blockblast, Hello Kitty Island Adventure, ACNH

🦋⃝ Artists: Conan Gray, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, The Smiths, Phoebe Bridgers, Adrianne Lenker, Big Thief, Jeff Buckley, Lil Peep, and Radiohead

🦋⃝ Poets: Edgar Allan Poe!!, Emily Dickinson, and Rupi Kaur

🦋⃝ Flowers: Daffodils, Cherry blossoms, White roses, Bleeding hearts, and Lily of the Valley

🦋⃝ Trees: Willow trees, Wisteria trees, and Cherry Blossom trees

🦋⃝ Food: BBQ chicken pizza, sushi, everything bagels, and avocado toast

🦋⃝ Drinks: Monsters, coffee, and matcha

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@foundheaven013

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I would like to be a clinical adolescent psychologist when I'm older!!

I struggle with multiple mental health conditions, and I often post about some, so trigger warning that some posts may contain references of svicide ideation, s3lf-harm, bipolar disorder, domestic abuse/violence, anxiety, depression, PTSD (domestic/child abuse and SA), dissociating, eating disorders, and OCD. I do not encourage or romanticize any of these topics, but I do express my struggle with them, so if that is a trigger to you, please step away from my account for your own well-being, as I prefer prioritizing your mental health first. 🫶

You're not alone and if you need to talk, my DMs are always open!!

I am a minor, and if you interact with me in any creep manner, I will be blocking your account.

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[xdpsravenx]

I went on a camping trip with one of my friends and she treated me better than any of my friends have ever and I think it made me realize what real friends are.

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Happy pride month to those who are accepted, to those closeted, to those with homophobic/transphobic families, to those who have been bullied for expressing themselves comfortably, to those fully secure in their identity, to those questioning, to anyone in the LGBTQIA+ community! You are all valid and we all deserve sunshine!

[xdpsravenx]

This school year was so good yet so shit. Like so many things happened. I lost but gained so many friends along the way. It wasn't the worst year, but certainly not the best. Probably most drama-filled besides seventh grade but that's high school, right!

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I'm sorry, but I don't regret making it. I did it because I was worried for your wellbeing and you were actively killing yourself. I made it by myself. I didn't have anything to do with the ones that came afterward. If losing you as a friend is what it costs me, so be it. You are healthier now, even if you're still vaping and smoking, you stopped abusing those drugs and constantly drinking that alcohol.

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Gender is a social construct. Girl and boy, man and woman, pink and blue, dress and pants, trains and dolls. SOCIETAL NORMS. Society and culture define the roles, behaviors, and expectations associated with gender. This is not the same as biological sex. Biological sex is based on scientific evidence (hormones and chromosomes), while gender is based on society and culture. Now gender is still a thing, yes; Because society created it to be. And because of that, there are many "rules" people believe they must follow because of their assigned gender. That is what leads to gender dysphoria (I am not saying that this is always the cause.). In my personal opinion, I believe that if society did not create these expectations people are convinced they should follow, people would be nicer in the terms of gender. Transphobia and misogyny and misandry and ignorancy towards anyone because of their gender or because they don't "fit in" to the expectations of their gender wouldn't exist because people would be free to express themselves in the way they should.

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Deep breath in, germs. Deep breath out, illnesses. Deep breath in, med checks. Deep breath out, appointments. Deep breath in, blood tests. Deep breath out, ultrasound. Deep breath in, wash hands. Deep breath out, pump the hand sanitizer. Deep breath in, "Oh the STDs are floating in the air, be careful!". Deep breath out, it's not that simple. Deep breath in, nausea. Deep breath out, throwing up from thinking about germs. Deep breath in, migraines. Deep breath out, daily journal. Deep breath in, anxiety. Deep breath out, OCD.

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I've always confused having a deep friendship with having a crush. Especially when it came to men. But I truly believe a man could never make me happy in a way a woman can and vice versa. I could never marry a man, even if I believe I could fall in love with one. I feel like any time I believed I had a romantic attraction to a man, I honestly didn't want it to be a man.

[xdpsravenx]

Don't call me daughter not fit to be; the picture kept will remind me

[foundheaven013]

for @xdpsravenx 💕lowkey was not aware of this ship but ykw hell yeah

miles and hobie

cool - nxdia sunflower - post malone, swae lee starstudded - malcolm todd

[xdpsravenx]

OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH LEE TYYY ILY!!!

[xdpsravenx]

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

Just keep your eyes closed and your mind wide open.

Even though certain things can make life difficult sometimes, that doesn't mean they're worth dying for.

When you mourn the living, that's a hard way to live.

But poetry, beauty, romance, love; these are what we stay alive for.

I am the one thing in life I can control.

Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.

Just because my dreams are different from yours doesn't mean they're unimportant.

The only way to achieve the impossible is to believe it is possible.

Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get.

You probably think this world is a dream come true. But you're wrong.

I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past.

We have to be greater than what we suffer.

We are all different, but there's something kind of fantastic about that. Isn't there?

We're all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all.

If you ain't scared, you ain't human.

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I hate having a mother who constantly calls me a failure and always needs me to be top of my class and even tells me to get rid of all my friends who aren't focused on their education and distract me. All you care about is my academic success when my friends bring me more joy than anything, especially more than you, you self-absorbed abusive bitch.

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I feel so fake walking through the hallways in my school and seeing so many people I know and saying hi and then feeling so relieved once I get to sit down and don't have to say hi to anyone because I feel like it takes up so much of my energy.

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Anyone who says Neil was dramatic and his death wasn't necessary because he killed himself over a play actually watched it with their eyes closed and has never had a controlling parental figure obviously.

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TW - SA

It's so bad whenever I get in my thoughts too much and suddenly I'm back in those rooms and my heart starts racing and I feel like I can't breathe and all I want is someone to hold me in their arms with no lustful thoughts in any manner whatsoever.

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I think that on my next birthday, I’ll wish for communication skills. Because what does it mean that I create full scenarios in my head instead of actually communicating—simply because I’m shy enough to not even know how to act when I’m supposed to act? At least I still have my talent for yapping behind screens, instead of doing anything about it—online or in real life. I remember once trying to talk to a girl on Pinterest: I sent her a simple “hi,” and when she replied to my message… I answered with just “ok” instead of continuing the conversation or doing literally anything a normal human would do. I mean, seriously—even if an opportunity comes my way, I’m sure I’ll manage to waste it somehow. My God, what do you mean I’m good at replying in my head? I mean, I’m amazing there—bolder, braver, more confident, and way less shy. I’m also more comfortable writing here because I’m sure no one knows me, so… yeah. But honestly, I’m much cooler when I feel comfortable enough—not the awkward girl during first interactions. And yeah, I think this app is good. I feel like I can write long paragraphs and endless yapping here without worrying about anything.. safe maybe? Anyone reading this, please—let me be my strange, awkward self in peace.

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Jeff Buckley and Robert Sean Leonard have very similar eyes (sad brown eyes) and I think that's a huge reason why they're two of my celebrity crushes. (As in RSL as Neil (teen) and Jeff Buckley before he passed :()