⟣kill me, heal me⟢ @yssterday - Tumblr Blog

just because i don't share my pain doesn't mean my life is all good and happy ⟢

Why did everyone i love go far away and leave me ⟢

I'm that hopeless

That idk what should I do if I live another day ⟢

Every day I’m suffocated inside, until it's hard to breathe ⟢

i know i'm procrastinating but i still procrastinating then i search how to stop procrastinating then i procrastinating again ⟢

I wish I feel nothing because I'm so tired of my thoughts ⟢

It's always me and my thoughts that kill me inside ⟢

I'm tired of myself too ⟢

in the end, everyone left me out again ⟢

I want to participate in squid game so i can die easily

Do u think someone will even remember God if they're depressed? ⟢

I don't want to be seen as an attention seeker so I just keep it inside so nobody can speak about my vulnerable life ⟢

they said everything will be okay

but here we are ⟢

Yeah I'm crying and laughing at the same time what about it ⟢

earth is hell on earth ⟢

every day feels like I'm walking on a thin ice ⟢

i don't want anyone to see me with pitiful eyes

And that's why I never tell anyone my hardships

I don't need to be pitied ⟢

⟣kill me, heal me⟢