Disappointment
I am sorry to disappoint you today
I just really needed to get away
as far as I can
casually wanting to be better than
I would take the last step
but what if no prep
could insure my mission
everyone ignored my condition
I stare down blankly at the silver in my hands
remembering the last time I danced
but I know it will never be the same
I am so full of shame











