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I completely forgot I did this! I must have done it earlier this year but my mind completely deleted it from my memory.

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#WHOAAAAAAAAAAAA #WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #beloved #rote #realm of the elderings

me getting an email from my boss at my dream job about my job that I’ve been working towards for four years starting: NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOO NOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOO

#I’ve never been so aware of my physical anxiety response #which is what I say every time I experience a routine change #or an activity that I don’t have 100% confidence in #or meeting 2+ new people at one time #life

urboymutual

daily affirmations: no body hate you. everybody niceys

#etc

temeyes

my three beautiful wives

#hhhhhhhrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaa #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #shoko ieri #suguru geto #satoru gojo

tlirsgender

Mulder and Scully are sitting in their car and they're both thinking "am I a lesbian" and neither of them will say it. Mulder stays in the egg zone because being a woman "seems like a lot of effort," failing to realize that trans women can be butch & Scully likes to pretend she's simply career driven with no time for a man. But there's still that inexplicable longing. Their weird little tension. X files is yuri to me

tlirsgender

I want to stress that if Mulder ever transitioned she would look exactly the same. Mulder already looks like those 90s butches. You know.

[ID: photographs of K. D. Lang and Fox Mulder, respectively. They have the same haircut and face shape. They're sitting with similar posture, wearing light blue jeans, and a brown sweater/jacket over a light grey shirt. /end ID]

#RAHHHHH #x files #the truth is out there. it is right here #fox mulder

rosenkranz-does-things

first art of 2025 ✨ inspired by this post because it speaks directly to my soul

#prev tysm for bringing this to my dash #literally just finished season one yesterday and while watching the last few episodes I kept looking at mulder and being like hmm #and having the thought ohhh they are lesbians. felt like a genuine epiphany #and now you gift me this via your reblog #how serendipitous and beautiful #x files #fox mulder #dana scully

dailyrothko

Mark Rothko, Untitled, 1959 Oil, watercolor on watercolor paper Mounted on hardboard 23 7/8 x 18 7/8 in. (60.6 x 47.9 cm) Inscription Verso in white paint: MARK ROTHKO 1959 Collection Private Collection, Montana. © Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko

#mmmmm tasty #while typing that I was referring to the colors on here #but after having typed it and then looking at it again #now I can’t stop seeing this as Burger #ruined this painting for myself today will try again tomorrow #etc

memeuplift

#me when i

romanticidiots

my lesbian moms in the 90s

#season one finale. looked at some photos of mulder on pinterest.#said ohhhhhh she’s a butch lesbian got it.#x files #fox mulder #dana scully

meiinoe

f&f spoilers

imagine not serving cunt while on your quest for vengeance

#RARRRRRGGGHHHHH #amber #beloved #realm of the elderings #rote

yuutaguro

nanami week bonus! have some nanagos 🥭💐

#hey so I’m going to dissolve into a puddle and then melt through the floor like acid #you decide what emotion that is #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nanago

the-worms-in-your-bones

Anxiety is stupid because your brain will go ‘what if they kill me with hammers for talking to them’ and it’s people you talk to regularly who have never given any indication that they’d kill you with hammers

#and what if god kills me with a hammer for logging into my work email. what then #me when i

there is something so absolutely devastating to me about fitz realizing that kettricken has the wit in royal assassin and not explicitly discussing that reality with her until the last trilogy. unless I’m remembering wrong, not even when the whole world is made aware that prince dutiful is witted does fitz definitively tell kettricken about her own magic. every decision and non-decision fitz makes is just drenched in shame and isolation and guilt so much so that he can’t see how the wit could alleviate those feelings in kettricken like nighteyes’ presence so often does for fitz. brb going insane

#somebody tell me if fitz outright tells kettricken she’s written in tawny man cause I don’t remember lmao #if not tho #picturing how things might’ve been for her #able to give her son empathy as well as sympathy #able to connect with her old blood citizens via her understanding of her mountain heritage #add a layer to the fitzkett situationship #able to develop her connection to the world as a conscious skill #and use it to ground herself as her country and family are divided #realm of the elderlings #rote #queen kettricken #I love her #I miss her #fitzchivalry farseer #reading update

oh royal assassin reread. can we talk about how fitz attempts to distance himself from nighteyes by calling him Cub but in doing so mirrors his own childhood as Boy and inadvertently brings them closer. can we also discuss fitz losing molly the First time and thinking “I had moved on to another life. I could not expect the old one to be held ajar for me forever.” and on that note can we discuss burrich’s advice on that situation with lines such as “I don’t think you’d want her pity. It’s a poor substitute for love,” said in his classic speaking from experience tone of voice. and to go a few pages back from there and state the obvious can we consider “my life is pledged to the man who wears that earring… patience had no right to give it to you.” and then a few pages forward when fitz says “you cannot put two saddles on one horse” and burrich responds, “hoarsely,” “she said that to you?” And then can we go all the way to the beginning when fitz is considering his love for molly and thinks “she was apart from these things, unsullied by them. I carefully preserved her from any touch of them. I never tried to draw her into my world… To me, it was enough that she existed for me to love.” And lastly can we just remember fitz telling the fool he dreamed about him and missed him and the fool responding “how droll.”okay thank you goodnight