ALL OF MY WORKS ON AO3
Bisexualnerd/Child of War and Peace - Masterlist
(There are a lot of them 😬 Including fics for Batfam, Hollywood Undead, Julie and the Phantoms, and Arsenal Military Academy)
Also, English is not my first language, go easy on the grammar and spelling. If you can spot an error or something, please tell me 😊
I. Batfam fics
1. if i lose everything in the fire, i'm sending all my love to you
Part 1 of the series I've Got You Brother
Summary:
In which Tim got adopted earlier, got to grow up with both of his brothers before losing one in an explosion.
In which Bruce had never thought his youngest would ever take up the Robin mantle but he did anyway.
In which Jason Todd died and Red Hood came back, full of fury and bitterness, at his father, at his big brother, and the new Robin. But not at his little Timmy.
Stats: Complete - 5/5
2. i'm so out of touch with everyone, and everything's a blur to me
Part 2 of the series I've Got You Brother
Summary:
A League mission to an alternative universe is about to cause a lot more trouble than they have thought it would.
Meanwhile, while trying to cope with whatever trouble it is, the Batfam members have to learn to be a family again.
(Except for Alfred. He doesn't have to learn anything. He's too awesome.)
Stats: Complete - 10/10
3. we are the jack-o-lanterns in july, setting fire to the sky
Part 3 of the series I've Got You Brother
Summary:
A nice Saturday back when Jason was still training to be Robin.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
4. i've spent my fair share in the deepest depths of despair
Part 4 of the series I've Got You Brother
Summary:
The aftermath of Jason's death.
WARNING: Self-harm. Not the usual type though. But if you are easily triggered, I advise you to not read this.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
5. 'cause when you fade away, it's like a brand new doomsday
Part 5 of the series I've Got You Brother
Part 3 of the series Sad/Depressing Batfam Songfics (and fluff 'cause I can't handle all the angst alone)
Summary:
My take on what was going on with Dick when Jason had died.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
6. i have so much to say but you're so far away
Part 6 of the series I've Got You Brother
Part 4 of the series Sad/Depressing Batfam Songfics (and fluff 'cause I can't handle all the angst alone)
Summary:
Tim found himself in the cemetery on his brother's birthday.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
7. Restless Heart Syndrome
Part 1 of the series Sad/Depressing Batfam Songfics (and fluff 'cause I can't handle all the angst alone)
Summary:
He feels empty.
And he thinks he's self-destructing.
(He knows he is.)
He feels numb.
But he's okay with it.
(His family is not.)
Stats: Complete - 2/2
8. Shrimp Paste
Summary:
This is just an excuse to write about the prank I did to my neighbors a few years ago. They did something really horrible and I have been angry and bitter ever since.
Never forgive, never forget *slams fists on table*
So I'm writing this one fic to associate this favourite prank of mine with something happier 'cause whatever had happened that led to this prank sucked.
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Basically, this is Jason and Tim go pranking someone because that someone is being a pain in their butt.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
9. things my heart used to know, things it yearns to remember
Summary:
He had a big secret. The one only he, and Alfred knew about.
It was supposed to stay hidden. Unknown. Just for her sake. For her life.
He had a daughter.
But something happened. And now her life was at stake.
He had to save her.
He had to save his Timmy.
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Or,
Timotheah knew her life. Daughter of Jack and Janet Drake. Adopted by Bruce Wayne. The third Robin. Now Red Robin. She knew her history and she was sure of it. (After all, she'd got a photographic memory.)
But now, an encounter with a trickster of a sorcerer might prove a flaw in her memory.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
10. And Now You're Home
Part 2 of the series Sad/Depressing Batfam Songfics (and fluff 'cause I can't handle all the angst alone)
Summary:
Because he had been in this place before. In an empty (though full of things), unused and abandoned room.
The room of his dead son.
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In which a suicide happened and someone is mourning his son.
With a plot twist.
And like the tag says, it has a happy ending.
Stats : Complete - 1/1
11. A Pile of Sleeping Birds
Summary:
Everyone had a reason to crash on the couch (and also the eldest child of Mr. Batman). This is about how four of them ended up cuddling together and being laughed at by their sister.
Dick just wished to stop being sick.
Jason was too tired to care about his fight with Bruce.
Tim had been hallucinating.
Damian was irritated that Titus wouldn't stop eating books.
And Cass was definitely their dad's favourite.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
12. Brush
Summary:
Tim got injured. Turned out brushing Tim's hair could lull him into sleep.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
13. "Back Away From Him."
Summary:
Jason went on patrol, tried to avoid his family and also tried to not let anyone know he was working with the Batfam.
The last bit didn't work out. Tim seriously needed to stay at home if he was sick.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
14. Melancholy Kaleidoscope
Summary:
Tim had a conversation with Jason on patrol one night. It didn't go so well.
Now he didn't know what the hell is wrong with him. His hands certainly weren't supposed to shake like this.
Maybe he just needed to talk to his brother.
Stats: Complete - 5/5
15. Hold Me Close, Don't Let Go (Watch Me Burn)
Summary:
Jason has killed the Joker.
His job here is done.
There's no need for him anymore.
Good.
He can go now.
But apparently, Bruce and Tim can be a pain in the ass.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
16. A Short Film By Dick Grayson-Wayne (on his family)
Summary:
Dick was bored so he decided to make a video on his family for Twitter. Just random daily stuff. Stephanie was there to help him, most of the time.
Everyone had been shooing the two away all day. Why couldn't Dick choose something else to do rather than this?
(This is so random, what the hell am I doing?)
And there's Twitter reacting to the videooooo!!!
Stats: Complete - 2/2
17. Cold
Summary:
Tim gets cold easily.
Even when his skin is radiating heat (very warm too) he still feels cold inside sometimes.
Not to mention his low blood pressure.
(He probably won't be able to forget those no fewer than ten times he has passed out from not eating and being cold.)
And one more thing, stakeout during winter is the worst.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
18. The Monster Under My Bed (The Monster Down The Hall)
Part 1 of the series Something Suddenly Has Begun
Summary:
In which the Batfam are monsters from a different world and they work for a company which sends monsters to children's houses to scare children for energy. That energy is used to power their land.
But Tim is not one of them. He is a human boy, only 8 years old, with a monster under his bed every night, and another one down the hall.
Bruce, after his first encounter with the boy, thinks Tim is the bravest child of the human world.
Stats: Complete - 2/2
19. Happy (That You Are Here)
Part 2 of the series Something Suddenly Has Begun
Summary:
Tim is nine today. He will be spending his birthday with the Waynes. This is also his first birthday with them.
He will try to make this day as nornal as possible. No need to waste people's time on him.
.
Bruce is confused. Shouldn't children be excited for their birthdays? Tim is acting too normal for his liking.
(And he has thought he couldn't hate the Drakes more. He was wrong.)
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Happy birthday to the bestest boy, Tim Drake-Wayne!
~19/7/2020~
Stats: Complete - 1/1
20. Deep In The Black Is The Place I Call Home
Summary:
Jason underestimates a case, gets captured for a few days, breaks out and tries to find a place to sleep.
He has no idea where he's going but he's sure he will get the rest he deserves.
.
Meanwhile, Bruce is thinking about his missing son on his birthday - 16th August.
He's surprised to find something, or someone in the darkness of the manor after that.
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Happy birthday to our favourite angsty boy, Jason Todd!!!
~16/8/2020~
Stats: Complete - 1/1
21. Home For The Wearied Minds
Summary:
Tim is going to college after a lot of convincing and persuading from his family. College, however, is not treating him too well which, as a result, requires a trip back home.
Some cute shits, some fluff, a bit angst and lots of family stuff!
Rate T for cursing only.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
22. Ghost
Summary:
There is a ghost in the hallway…
In the bathroom, in the kitchen…
In his room.
There is a ghost lingering at the doorstep…
On the staircase…
In his bed.
There is a ghost…
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Rate T for cursing mostly.
Stats: Complete - 1/1
23. The BBB - The Bat Bonding Buddies
Part 3 of the series Something Suddenly Has Begun
Summary:
A series of oneshots in which Tim has some time bonding with his new siblings, his new butler (but like, also his grandpa) and his new, adoptive dad. These events happen after his birthday in Happy (That You Are Here).
Stats: Complete - 7/7
24. "This Is Homophobic..."
Summary:
The aftermath of Tim coming out to his family. Nothing serious happened and Tim is having way too much fun making a stupid joke all day long.
However, at the end of the day (or the beginning of the day after), there is a small heartfelt moment with the one he least expects to come to him for a brotherly talk.
Rated T for swearing.
Stats: Completed - 1/1
25. What The Heart Remembers
Summary:
Definition: Heart [hɑːt] • noun - the organ in your chest that sends the blood around your body; the central or most important part; the centre of a person’s emotions, or the general character of someone
It's natural to keep memories in one's mind. But when a heart remembers something, it's gotta be important.
Also known as: 5 times Tim stores a happy memory of someone he loves in his heart and 1 time his heart remembers a bad one (but soon a nicer one replaces it, even if this memory follows a few traumatic events).
Stats: Completed - 3/3
26. tender is the smile, i'll write it in my song
Summary:
A case went wrong and now Tim is blaming himself. So naturally, he stays up to work.
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Another case went wrong and now Jason is benched and told to rest. So naturally, he "wants to take someone down with him".
Stats: Completed (1/1)
27. living under a paper moon, me and you
Part 1 of the series How To Steal A Brother
Summary:
Jason - a meta | Power: Phasing through walls
Tim - a baby | Power: Being cute (and attacking faces with grabby hands)
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Jason Todd is a meta-kid whose power is discovered at a young age by his parents. Willis - his father - then makes use of his power to steal from rich houses.
Jason has entered house to house, stealing for Willis. However, one day, he manages to find something - or rather, someone - to steal for himself.
Stats: Completed (2/2)
28. time can never change for the flying bird under the summer sun
Summary:
Jason, 19 years old, is pissed off. Especially at Tim and Bruce (plus a new copycat in town).
He just wants to get his revenge.
And he wants to make Tim Drake quit Robin.
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Jason, 22 years old, is tired. Especially of Tim (with a side serving of some criminals he just beat up).
He just wants to go to sleep.
And he wants to make Tim quit working.
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Also known as - In which the Future is the one that affects the Past, which then leads to the Future.
(Main point of view is older Jason's.)
Stats: Completed (10/10)
29. all that we wanted, it's for our life beyond the stars
Part 2 of the series How To Steal A Brother
Summary:
Jason's new life at the Wayne Manor.
Tim is at a boarding school.
Or is he?
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Also, there are two Robins at the same time?
Stats: Completed (3/3)
30. i'm over all the stale days, captured, stuck in place
Summary:
Tim wanted to stay awake to work and this is the story of how his relationship with coffee (and energy drinks) evolved over the years.
Someone should have noticed that he was not any more awake after having drunk coffee, right?
And something just run in the family without every member even related.
Stats: Completed (1/1)
31. i'm fighting the gravity, it's pulling the worst part out of me
Part 3 of the series How To Steal A Brother
Summary:
A new crime lord appears in Gotham and he has shown a particular interest in Robin.
Tim Drake finds himself getting a week off school and staying away from Gotham for his safety. However, it does not last long.
Is he haunted by a ghost or is this just a cruel joke to mess with his mind? He does not know.
But he will find out, no matter what it takes.
Stats: 3/3 (Completed)
32. des mots, des larmes, et puis de rien
Oneshot collection of the series How To Steal A Brother
Summary:
A collection of oneshots, twoshots, and Heaven-knows-how-many-shots from the series How To Steal A Brother. These stories are connected to the main parts of the series so it's best that you read the main parts before reading these. But if you want to read short stories and don't care if you get confused a little, it's okay, too.
Stats: 1/? (WIP)
(Newest)
II. Other fandoms fics
I. When Gravity Pulls You In
[Hollywood Undead]
Summary:
A little happy incident in a museum in Italy left the reality messed up. The lives of many people have been turned upside down, especially those involved directly with the incident.
Someone will have to fix this and who can do it better than those who caused it in the first place? Except they don't even know each other and everything is fucked.
Stats: WIP - 9/? (Last update: 6th June, 2021)
2. ‘Cause I’m Not Too Far And You’re My Favorite Place
[Julie and the Phantoms]
Summary:
It's one of those less pleasant days again and Reggie finds himself visiting all the old places he used to go to with his parents back in a happier time.
He then meets someone with beautiful blue eyes and sunshine for a smile.
Everything will be wonderful if only Alex would stop calling him out.
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This is a soft "shipping" fic with Reggie's love interest basing on Jer's wife, Carolynn. But it will be focusing on the band's friendship with each other as well.
Rated T for swearing.
Stats: Completed - 2/2
3. Is This The End Of Us Or Just The Means To Start Again?
[烈火军校 | Arsenal Military Academy]
Summary:
Rewrite of Arsenal Military Academy episode 22.
This is after Xia Liangchen (Xie Xiang) and Shen Junshan being chased through the wood by the Japanese because of the Golden Seal. Takes place in the hospital when Gu Yanzhen visits her.
Stats: Completed - 1/1




















