Note: Hi guys I'm still alive <333 I finally finished this fic based on a dream I had but not completely! I hope you guys enjoy <333
The heat got worse as the day progressed to noon. The air was still, the sky soundless, as even the birds, who usually chirped merrily around this hour, had given in to the heat. Not a single ant was sighted on the ground and those creatures are known for their hard work during the season.
Mother Nature had issued desperate warnings about the extreme weather all week. Despite this, the school faculty kindly decided to arrange their annual sports festival for that exact week.
Crowds of students in a mix of white and navy blue uniforms were seen scattered around in different parts of the school grounds. Some were stretching and warming up, preparing themselves for whatever sport they had signed up for, and others in groups sat on the burning grass complaining about the scorching heat and gossiping to kill time.
You stood with your opponents on the track field. The white paint on the ground glistened underneath the sunlight, but not in an appealing way. You could see the surroundings crowd up with more and more students by the minute as they hurried to get the best spot before anyone else. The coach was heard screaming at a boy who was probably late for the last sports match, while the other teachers were rounding up the remaining few rebellious students. Everything was nauseating.
You just wanted to go home and lie in bed with the air conditioning on and possibly a popsicle. Yeah, that sounded nice.
A tap on your shoulder made you return from your heavenly daydream.
“Everything alright Y/n? You seem out of it.” A quiet yet kind voice.
It was Han Taesan, a friend you made in the first year of high school just because your seat had been right next to his. At first, he seemed very intimidating. Not much of a talker, Taesan was always quiet usually seen with his headphones on every chance he could get. You had not ever seen him with people other than a boy called Kim Donghyun, who you later found out had been with him since elementary. He was seemingly a reserved person, keeping himself detached from his surroundings, or so you had thought.
Right before spring break, you got sick and missed an entire week of school. You were greatly worried about the mountain of work you'd have to catch up on and the exams you needed to prepare for. However when you came back to school, you were speechless to find Taesan approaching you first thing in the morning, handing out to you a handwritten copy of his notes from when you were absent.
You couldn’t thank him enough but he just smiled shyly telling you it wouldn’t have been nice if he didn’t. From that day onwards, Taesan gained a new friend.
"Oh no, I'm fine" you waved your hand, shaking away the daze "You know how I am with the heat."
"Ah, right. Want me to get you a water bottle?" His tone showed concern greater than the matter.
"No thank you," you smiled at his offer, "Don't you have your baseball match to warm up for?"
He shook his head, "That isn't till an hour I think. We have girls' volleyball first."
Your conversation was interrupted by a high-pitched whistle coming from the coach's direction, signalling everyone to get into position.
Taesan let out what seemed like a sigh, and patted your shoulder.
"Good luck then, I'll be cheering for you!" He smiled encouragingly, making his way to where your other friends had been sitting and cheering.
Let's get this over with, you thought to yourself setting yourself into position.
"Students, on your mark..."
You took a look at the other girls around you.
"Get set..."
This should be easy.
"...GO!"
A loud bang was heard followed by deafening screams filling the air from the other students supporting their classmates and friends.
Like always, you took the lead. It wasn't that you had trained extensively, or anything. Running was the only sport you excelled at and years of participation in the same field had polished your skills, having achieved the gold medal every year. You wouldn't call it your arrogance, it was more or less the confidence you had in yourself. So, this year couldn't be any different.
Within moments, the finish line was in your sight. Giving yourself a last boost, you ran with the maximum of your limit. However, little did you know that right there on the track stood a small evil pebble meddling with your victory. Unknowingly, you stepped on the pebble during your sprint, causing your ankle to twist painfully.
You winced at the sudden, sharp pain but you couldn’t risk stopping, not when the red ribbon was almost there. With a slight limp, you pushed yourself just enough to make it to the end.
Another loud bang was heard, this time signalling the end of the race. Girls from the stands ran hurriedly with water bottles and other supplies for their teammates, giving group hugs to congratulate while a few consoled their disheartened companions.
You had finished in second place, but you didn't mind at all. Relief washed over you as your part concluded, but as you stood on the silver podium, the throbbing in your joint went unnoticed by everyone.
After the ceremony concluded, your friends invited you to watch the upcoming volleyball game
"I'll be there in a while," you confirmed and they nodded, asking you to make it on time.
You located a quiet space behind the building, away from the bustle. Exhaling heavily, you leaned back into the bench to take a deep breath. With a towel around your neck, you wiped off what remained of the sweat. Now that you were alone, you could take a better look at your injured ankle.
Lost while studying your sore foot, you didn’t notice someone approach.
“That doesn’t look too good.” It was Taesan again.
“Taesan! You scared me.” You whipped your head up to look at him, dramatically clutching your chest.
“Sorry I didn’t mean to,” he said with a tone of slight embarrassment, “I saw you step on that pebble, are you hurt badly?”
He saw?
“Oh, uh… no, it’s not that bad” You bit your lip hoping he wouldn’t be able to see through your lie.
“Let me have a look,” he said and before you could stop him, he was on the ground inspecting your ankle, pressing his fingers against the purplish skin.
As he did, the sudden pain caused an involuntary whine to escape your lips.
“Sorry…” He mumbled softly getting back to your injury, “I knew you got hurt so I brought first aid just in case.”
You had not noticed the small white box sitting next to him until he had mentioned it.
Your heart skipped a beat.
Something felt different about him today. Maybe it was the strands of sweaty hair sticking messily to his forehead, maybe it was the way his pale skin gleamed beautifully underneath the noon sun, or maybe it was just his navy blue uniform that suddenly made you aware of how attractive he had always been.
He carefully dressed your sprained ankle, making sure he was as gentle as he could be not wanting to cause you any discomfort. Unbeknownst to him, you were watching him with an unfamiliar feeling, a newfound emotion or was it only just realised?
“There, all done.” He finished bandaging, “Do you think you can walk alright?”
“Y-yeah…” A blush crept into your cheeks when you realised you had been staring at him for way too long, “thank you, Taesan.”
“Not at all. I’m just glad you’re okay. You had me worried there.” He admitted sheepishly. It was his turn to shy away as his ears tinted a shade of red, but you wouldn’t notice.
“Y/n, do you want to go out for ice cream after school?" Taesan proposed out of the blue and you swore you choked on the air for a split second.
Seeing your confused look, he realized his question had surprised you and quickly continued
“Since you won second place, and you know…” he pointed at your ankle.
You looked down at your bandaged foot. How did he make you forget the pain you were in?
Oh right…
“Of course, I don’t mind yeah.” You stutter as you answer, a feeling of embarrassment taking over you because why were you acting like this? It was just Taesan.
“I think we should get going, the volleyball match probably started,” He looked at the direction of the court then back at you again, “Let me help you.”
He extended his hand and you took it for support. It wasn’t the first time he had held your hand, but the contact sent a swarm of butterflies fluttering like crazy in your stomach. You felt light-headed as he led to to where you were headed.
For some reason, the heat wasn’t bothersome anymore. Of course, now you had a bigger problem to deal with.
Title : Evil pebble || Word count: 1.509k || Genre: fluff, mutual pinning || Pairing: Classmate/friend Taesan x fem!Reader
Note: Small timestamp after FOREVER </3 I may or may not be working on a little taesan drabble 🤫Thank you for sticking around even though I'm SOOOO inactive 💔🥀😔
The eerie calls of the ocean send chills down your spine. Nothing is visible. The pitch-black sky is reflected onto the endless waters, you can barely see the horizon where the sky meets the sea. However, the moon does provide a very subtle cool light, adequate to illuminate the features of the boy walking with you. The night is cold, but Wonbin's hand intertwined with yours makes you feel warm, a warmth that soothes every single tense nerve inside you, and it's the same for him. He looks so pretty under the moonlight, delicate is the only word you can use to describe him. The salty air flows through his hair, exposing his forehead usually a home to his bangs and his eyes glisten when he gives you his undivided attention as you narrate to him a very insignificant detail of your day. He doesn't mind though, everything is of utmost importance to him when it's about you. However, the intensity of his gaze does cause you to shy away, cheeks dusted scarlet. You're thankful that the darkness hides your flustered state, but that's just what you think. Wonbin finds your shyness absolutely endearing, his heart skipping a beat or two when you hide your face from him. He fails to suppress his happiness, a fond smile plastered across his face while his ears turn a bright shade of pink too. Walking on the beach during the dark hours might seem challenging for Wonbin since he knows he isn't the bravest of hearts, but his composure is different when he's with you. You give him the kind of courage that makes him believe he can make it to the moon, sail the seven seas and do all that mankind fears. And it's all just because of one simple reason; he loves you and you know what all too well.
Title : [12:49 AM] || Word count: 309 || Genre: comfort/fluff!! || Pairing: bf!Wonbin x gn!Reader
Note : OMG !! I had so much fun writing thisssss <333 || DID NOT PROOFREAD PLEASE || Also Idk what to tw but I have mentioned snacks a whole lot of time + I TRIED MY BEST TO MAKE IT GENDER NEUTRAL BUT LIKE SINCE IM FEMALE SO EXCUSE ME ;-; please enjoyyyy !!
Osaki Shotaro <3 !
Hmm, not a big fan, but as long as you're happy he is too !!
Omg !!
You ask him to film TikToks with you and he's MORE THAN HAPPY !!
So like you've saved a lot of trends and dances you wanna recreate with him.
He's so excited and gets all giggly over it!
Takes it a little too seriously…
Like you're looking at him with your jaw dropped and eyes wide because how did it take him one look to literally MASTER the dance.
Laughs embarrassed when you praise him !!
But you tell him that he's too fast for you ';-; so he apologises and suggests teaching you the dance step by step!
The two of you continuously burst into fits of giggles when something goes wrong.
ITS JUST SO FUNNY BUT IN A CUTE WAY FOR SOME REASON
You'd film like 29837209 TikToks and just have fun goofing around.
You might also end up exhausted on the floor reviewing the videos you filmed.
Thinks you look very cute and asks you to do this often with him!
Might get bored if you don't have a lot to do.
HOWEVER !!!
Would love to talk to you about anything really.
I feel like he's someone who enjoys conversing, so you might actually start having deep conversations that will last for hours.
Hmm rating 8/10 PLS HES SO ADORABLE <3
Rest of the members under the cut !
Song Eunseok <3 !
This man is literally so chill with everything.
Like you'd suggest going for a picnic on a volcano and he'd be like "lol ok."
Okay, maybe not that much but yk what I mean !!
So yeah you're probably sitting with him binge-watching some anime or series.
He's quiet the whole time and is actually very immersed in the story.
However, he will be passing comments every now and then.
And I tell you, these comments are so out of pocket???
Like you can't help but burst out laughing.
And he's just gonna look at you like "😐".
AS IF HE HADN'T SAID THE MOST FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE HEARD ALL WEEK.
So yeah be prepared cuz the witty comments he's gonna slip will crack you so bad.
Like it actually makes you question how his brain works
ESPECIALLY HOW HE DOES LITERAL STAND-UP COMEDY WITH THAT SERIOUS EXPRESSION !!!
But it's okay, that just means he's having fun!
Also, it's very hard to concentrate on whatever you're watching cuz he looks so pretty next to you.
Like you keep on looking at him, smirks 100%
"Yeah I know I'm too hard to resist"
GETS COCKY BUT CAN YOU BLAME HIM !!!
Also makes sure you get your share of snacks!!
I'd rate it a solid 9/10 cuz it's really entertaining!
Jung Sungchan <3 !
HE IS NOT ENTERTAINED BY THE IDEA !!!
But after much convincing, he gives in.
"At least we get to spend time together, right?"
YOU'RE BAKING TOGETHER YIPPIEEEE!!!
But what happens is like,
You're standing there tying your hair back, you ask him for help with your apron.
Gets a little too touchy
You have to slap his arm away and give him a death glare.
Pretends he doesn't know what he did rn 😔
Is actually a very good helping hand.
Like helps you out, follows everything you tell him to do, however...
Has his doubts, and totally shakes his head if he thinks smth is going wrong.
"Y/n are you sure it's 2 cups sugar?" "I don't think we should be using butter…"
NOOO ENDS UP GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE KITCHEN BECAUSE
Like he said, he takes up a large radius.
So this clumsy baby probably toppled over a lot of things, making a very big mess ;-;
Apologises repeatedly with sad puppy eyes 🥹
You kiss his cheek and tell him it's fine
Though you ask him to sit it out and let you handle the rest of the process yourself.
YOU DO DECORATE WTV YOU MADE TOGETHER SO HES VERY EXCITED FOR THAT !!!
I'd rate it a 4/10, this man is NOT meant to be confined to a small space.
Park Wonbin <3 !
Would prefer them actually !!!
He'd absolutely LOVE to cuddle with you throughout the day.
Like he'd just be clinging onto you telling you literally everything that happened to him cuz for some reason he gives me yapper vibes
Though he'd appreciate listening to what you have to tell him, leaving a trail of kisses all over your neck.
Also he LOVES your voice so much omg !
So he can also pull out his guitar and have a serenade with you (english 💀).
Would ask you your favourite song, and if he doesn't know it WILL make sure he knows it the next time you guys have an at-home date
If he knows, he plays it for you encouraging you to sing.
you tell him you think your voice sucks.
A DRAMATIC GASP COMES FROM HIS DIRECTION !!!
"Nonsense idc i just wanna hear your pretty voice <3"
Literally heart eyes for you once you start singing,
Like might actually melt, give you the softest, most lovesick gaze EVER !
There is a possibility he ends up messing up the cords cuz you distracted him !!!
He's so cute pls </3
Omg also, the two of you might also end up in the kitchen cooking smth together, blasting a playlist he made for you!
But you don't know that <3
He actually so desperately wants to do cliche romantic things with you but is too shy to initiate </3
It's giving that "Idk how to flirt so I'm just gonna stare at you till you marry me" meme
HOWEVER !!
Be prepared for endless back hugs because he's just so SO soft for you <333
Anyways yeah 11/10 (+1 is probably cuz I'm so down bad for him)
Hong Seunghan <3 !
My manz I miss him all day everyday ;-;
He's so sweet I tell you, agrees to literally everything.
Putting mbti and stuff aside, I think he'd actually plan out a few activities you could do together.
Like if you're going over to his place, hes prepared snacks and stuff for you.
Hmm !! Video games are a must I believe !!
Like I read he plays FIFA online???
SO yeah, if you know how to play, the both of you would spend hours playing together
I don't see him getting very competitive but will whine if you keep on beating him!
However, will also compliment on how great you are at the game!!
HE FEELS PROUD I TELL YOU !!
However, if you don't know how to play and absolutely suck (like me ;-;)
HE'D BE SO EXCITED TO TEACH YOU !!
When you mess something up, or like if you can't understand something, the pout on your lips makes his heart EXPLODE.
Like he thinks you're the most adorable ever, he'd start squealing if his pride lets him.
Ends up attacking you with kisses and hugs.
The game is long forgotten, just a clingy Seunghan showering you with love because of how adorable he finds you.
I'D RATE IT AN 8/10 TBH BECAUSE HE'D FORGET WHAT PERSONAL SPACE IS !!!
Lee Sohee <3 !
SPENT SO MUCH TIME THINKING SOMETHING FOR HIM 😭
Unlike Seunghan, I can see him playing board games and such with you!
For example, the two of you could be sitting on the floor playing UNO.
But that got boring CUZ HOW DO TWO PEOPLE EVEN PLAY UNO !!!
So takes out a Jenga set because he thought it was very entertaining!
Both of you are screaming SO much when either chooses the wrong piece to remove.
HOWEVER, HE'S USING THE SPECIAL SKILLS EUNSEOK TAUGHT HIM!!!
Which is unfair to you and you WILL whine about it.
"All is fair in war and Jenga"
HIS WORDS NOT MINE !!!
Laughs at you because you're definitely the one who's going to topple the tower over.
So yeah you all spend a lot of time giggling and screaming over board games!
OMG ALSO !! Thanks to Anton, he bought some Lego sets too!!
You all start good but eventually get so frustrated because you can't find one tiny piece.
Ofc you give up and spend the rest of the evening with his karaoke machine !!
HE !! WANTS !! TO !! SING !!
And please you're just so mesmerised the whole time he's singing.
Like woah??? His voice is so good even when he's goofing around? INSANE!!
Though you aren't losing to him, so the both of you get SUPER competitive.
RATING THIS A 7/10 !!
Lee Anton <3 !
Like Wonbin, he'd also enjoy stay-at-home dates.
I can see him enjoying doing anything, to be honest.
Like for example, the two of you could just be lying next to each other sharing with each other reels you see.
Or just him listening to you telling him some tea from your workplace/college etc.
Sitting on the bed together with a variety of snacks sprawled around.
Like Sohee, I can even see him building Legos in silence with you cuz this guy is so patient !
Oh also!
He'd pull out his laptop and shyly ask if you'd like to listen to the music he's created.
After listening, your face is the shocked Pikachu meme.
"Woahhh my boyfriend is so cool :OOO"
Get's blushy over the compliments you shower him with.
Brushes it off saying it's nothing.
THATS A FREAKING LIE LEE CHANYOUNG!!
NEways, teaches you how to try making music.
Laughs if you cry about how difficult it is, he thinks it's adorable.
You ask him to delete the trash you've made, but he creates a separate folder to save everything you've made with him.
ITS ART TO HIM !!! HOW CAN HE THINK SMTH YOU'VE CREATED IS TRASH?!?!?!
Plus he treasures it so much like only if he could somehow just make you feel how much it means to him !!
SO YEAH !
Pretty cute, very cozy, overall nice experience 10/10 <3
Thank you for reading reblogs and reviews are appreciated ! <3
Title : Stay-home dates with Riize || Word count: 1652 || Genre: fluff ! || Pairing: Riize x implied Fem!Reader (tried making it gender neutral pt.29382938)
Note : Food mentions! || The reader is pregnant, so if you're uncomfortable with such genres, I recommend not reading this || though omg why have I even written this when its one of my biggest fears
You woke up to a weary feeling, one a little more tired than usual. As your pregnancy progressed, your growing belly made it difficult to get comfortable at night. In fact, it was hard to even get a good night’s sleep with the baby moving around so much.
As the sunlight entered your bedroom through the spaces in the blinds, you shuffled around trying to find your husband. However, his usual spot next to you was empty. Disappointed, you tried to sit up still wondering where on earth could your husband have gone so early.
After a while of reluctantly convincing yourself to get out of bed, you decided to freshen up to start the day. With a little stretch, you left your bedroom.
To your surprise, you were greeted by the smell of waffles and eggs wafting through the air, along with the strong aroma of freshly brewed coffee. Despite being nauseous, your empty stomach was practically pulling you towards the source of the smell.
"Good morning, beautiful," Renjun said, once he saw you entering the kitchen.
Renjun's little compliment made all of your tiredness melt away. You couldn't help but smile, feeling lucky to have such a sweet and caring husband.
"Good morning," you replied, rubbing your eyes, “What’s all this?”
“Oh nothing much,” Renjun shrugged it off as if it was nothing, a smile resting on his face.
He made his way towards you, planting a soft kiss on your forehead. He then pulled out a chair for you on the dining table and helped you sit down.
He disappeared into the kitchen again, only to come back with a tray full of the dishes he had been preparing. When he started serving you, you found out that Renjun had even prepared a plate of fresh fruit and a glass of orange juice for you, knowing that you needed all the vitamins you could get, both for you and his baby. Once he was done, he seated himself on the chair next to you.
As you ate, Renjun couldn't help but marvel at your beauty, even in the early hours of the morning. When he found out that he was soon going to be a father, he had put all his heart into finding resources and reading articles on various topics related to pregnancy and parenthood. He had also read somewhere that when someone was expecting, they usually didn’t feel so great about themselves and their appearances. So keeping that in mind, Renjun made sure to compliment his beautiful and amazing wife every now and then, just so she felt confident about herself.
You weren’t even halfway through your food when your baby started moving around again. You let out a small groan and looked down at your belly. Noticing what was going on, Renjun chuckled and placed a hand on your belly, feeling the baby kicking inside.
"Hey there, little one," Renjun cooed softly, "Are you hungry too?"
"I think so," you laughed as you placed a hand over your husband’s, feeling the warmth of his hand, "But not as hungry as your wife over here."
Renjun grinned, giving you a playful nudge. "Hey now, I made sure to cook you a big breakfast."
You leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek, feeling grateful for his thoughtfulness and support. You wondered what you would have done if you didn’t have him beside you. Even since your pregnancy, he became the greatest source of comfort for you. Every little gesture of his was full of love, and you knew that he was trying his best to be the perfect husband as well as the perfect father for his little one. Just the thought of how he had become even more caring brought tears to your eyes.
"Thank you Renjun," you continued, looking at him with glossy eyes "You know, I never thought I'd be one of those women who gets emotional during pregnancy. But every little thing seems to make me tear up these days."
"It's the hormones, love," he said, bringing his other hand to your cheek "They mess with your emotions. But don't worry, I'll be here to wipe away your tears."
“Cheesy…” you laughed light heartedly at his response, “But I’d love that.”
“I love you so much.” Renjun smiled back at you, feeling his heart swell with love.
As if on cue, you felt the baby kick again, causing both you and Renjun bursting into a fit of giggles.
“Looks like someone is jealous.” you addressed your belly, continuing to rub circles over it.
“Don’t worry, baby, I love you a lot too. Go easy on your mom, will you?” He scolded playfully, never letting your smile fade away.
Both you and your child meant the whole world to him, becoming his top priority. He knew that he was about to embark on a new chapter of his life as a parent, but he was ready to face any challenge that came in his way as long as he had you by his side.
Title : Family First || Word count: 844 || Genre: FLUFF || Pairing: husband! Renjun x wife!Reader || GUESS WHOSE POSTING AGAIN ???
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who lets you rest your head on his shoulder when he sees you're feeling tired or sleepy.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who shares his earphones/earbuds with you because he wants you to listen to his music with him, an attempt to help you fall asleep quicker.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who likes pulling you closer to him by your waist, smiling at you softly when you bury yourself in his figure.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who's usually the clingy one, but can't help his rising heartbeat when he realises how cute you look curled up near him.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who loves watching you peacefully fall asleep on him. He doesn't mind being your personal pillow one bit, in fact, he seems to enjoy it a lot <3
Note : Hi everyone back from the writer's block!! Ignore any mistakes lol idk what this is I couldn't sleep so I wrote this for him <3!!
The dark night sky above displayed millions of stars, twinkling unusually under the absence of the moon. The most absurd hours were always the best times to find inner peace, especially on nights like these. When life seemed to be at its toughest, bringing with it countless restless nights, you had always found yourself under the open sky accompanied by a cup of tea and the silence the night brought.
Sitting in a chair on the balcony felt eerily peaceful, it seemed like today you were the closest you had ever been to the stars. It was always lonely, but you enjoyed getting to escape the stress in your life and get some time to yourself. However, tonight felt different. It felt more hollow, more empty, more lonely.
Trailing off in your thoughts with eyes glued to the sky, the click of the balcony door startles you a little. You whip your head around to check the source of the sound, only to be met with a worried silhouette.
“What are you doing up so late?” Wonbin asks quietly, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
You smile at your boyfriend's barely visible sleepy state as he makes his way towards you. Even though you did feel bad for being the cause of his disrupted sleep, secretly you wished he’d wake up to find you hiding in plain sight.
“Couldn’t sleep…” you reply with a shrug, looking back at your original view.
Taking a seat next to you on the ground, his gaze follows yours to the darkness overhead. Bringing his knees to his chest, he asks with a suppressed yawn,
“Is something on your mind?”
You don’t need to tell him how you feel, somehow every time it seems like Wonbin magically already knows when you aren’t feeling your best.
“A lot, actually”
“You want to talk about it?”
“Not right now”
“I see…” His eyes make you their subject now, his arm propped up against his knee and his palm supporting his face.
You tilt your head slightly to look at him. Even in the dark of the night with no moonlight to provide a glow, he looks as ethereal as could ever look. You can barely make out his features, but his eyes are shining even through the tiredness they bore.
You don’t realise how long you’ve been staring at him until you hear a soft chuckle from him. Leaning forward to brush a few stray strands of hair away from your face, his fingers slowly trace down your face, hand eventually resting there.
The smile painted on his lips is one thickly laced with love and adoration for the person he cares about the most, you.
“You know, you can tell me when you aren’t feeling good.” He says in a quiet, yet concerned voice, “Even if I’m not much of a talker, I’ll always be here to listen.”
Your hand makes its way up to find his, gently placing itself on top to feel his warmth, his presence. You nuzzle your cheek into his touch, looking back at him with the same smile that never left your face.
“I know” you mumble softly, not wanting to disturb the peace the night bore, “For now, let’s just stay like this.”
Once again, he gently smiles at you, a nod tagging along as he obliges to your request. Pulling his hand away from your touch, he repositions himself next to you. Instead, his arm snakes around your waist, bringing you closer to his figure. In response, you lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder, the best spot to find comfort. He too, places his head on top of yours, closing his eyes to take in as much of the moment he could.
The night brought you comfort, but being in Wonbin’s embrace was your one and only safe space.
Title : [04:16AM] || Word count: 642 || Genre: comfort/fluff!! || Pairing: bf!Wonbin x implied Fem!Reader (though I tried to make it gender neutral I think)
Tagging: @armysantiny @koishua @mosviqu (hope you don't mind bae <3)
Note : OMG !! I had so much fun writing thisssss <333 || DID NOT PROOFREAD PLEASE || Also Idk what to tw but I have mentioned snacks a whole lot of time + I TRIED MY BEST TO MAKE IT GENDER NEUTRAL BUT LIKE SINCE IM FEMALE SO EXCUSE ME ;-; please enjoyyyy !!
Osaki Shotaro <3 !
Hmm, not a big fan, but as long as you're happy he is too !!
Omg !!
You ask him to film TikToks with you and he's MORE THAN HAPPY !!
So like you've saved a lot of trends and dances you wanna recreate with him.
He's so excited and gets all giggly over it!
Takes it a little too seriously…
Like you're looking at him with your jaw dropped and eyes wide because how did it take him one look to literally MASTER the dance.
Laughs embarrassed when you praise him !!
But you tell him that he's too fast for you ';-; so he apologises and suggests teaching you the dance step by step!
The two of you continuously burst into fits of giggles when something goes wrong.
ITS JUST SO FUNNY BUT IN A CUTE WAY FOR SOME REASON
You'd film like 29837209 TikToks and just have fun goofing around.
You might also end up exhausted on the floor reviewing the videos you filmed.
Thinks you look very cute and asks you to do this often with him!
Might get bored if you don't have a lot to do.
HOWEVER !!!
Would love to talk to you about anything really.
I feel like he's someone who enjoys conversing, so you might actually start having deep conversations that will last for hours.
Hmm rating 8/10 PLS HES SO ADORABLE <3
Rest of the members under the cut !
Song Eunseok <3 !
This man is literally so chill with everything.
Like you'd suggest going for a picnic on a volcano and he'd be like "lol ok."
Okay, maybe not that much but yk what I mean !!
So yeah you're probably sitting with him binge-watching some anime or series.
He's quiet the whole time and is actually very immersed in the story.
However, he will be passing comments every now and then.
And I tell you, these comments are so out of pocket???
Like you can't help but burst out laughing.
And he's just gonna look at you like "😐".
AS IF HE HADN'T SAID THE MOST FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE HEARD ALL WEEK.
So yeah be prepared cuz the witty comments he's gonna slip will crack you so bad.
Like it actually makes you question how his brain works
ESPECIALLY HOW HE DOES LITERAL STAND-UP COMEDY WITH THAT SERIOUS EXPRESSION !!!
But it's okay, that just means he's having fun!
Also, it's very hard to concentrate on whatever you're watching cuz he looks so pretty next to you.
Like you keep on looking at him, smirks 100%
"Yeah I know I'm too hard to resist"
GETS COCKY BUT CAN YOU BLAME HIM !!!
Also makes sure you get your share of snacks!!
I'd rate it a solid 9/10 cuz it's really entertaining!
Jung Sungchan <3 !
HE IS NOT ENTERTAINED BY THE IDEA !!!
But after much convincing, he gives in.
"At least we get to spend time together, right?"
YOU'RE BAKING TOGETHER YIPPIEEEE!!!
But what happens is like,
You're standing there tying your hair back, you ask him for help with your apron.
Gets a little too touchy
You have to slap his arm away and give him a death glare.
Pretends he doesn't know what he did rn 😔
Is actually a very good helping hand.
Like helps you out, follows everything you tell him to do, however...
Has his doubts, and totally shakes his head if he thinks smth is going wrong.
"Y/n are you sure it's 2 cups sugar?" "I don't think we should be using butter…"
NOOO ENDS UP GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE KITCHEN BECAUSE
Like he said, he takes up a large radius.
So this clumsy baby probably toppled over a lot of things, making a very big mess ;-;
Apologises repeatedly with sad puppy eyes 🥹
You kiss his cheek and tell him it's fine
Though you ask him to sit it out and let you handle the rest of the process yourself.
YOU DO DECORATE WTV YOU MADE TOGETHER SO HES VERY EXCITED FOR THAT !!!
I'd rate it a 4/10, this man is NOT meant to be confined to a small space.
Park Wonbin <3 !
Would prefer them actually !!!
He'd absolutely LOVE to cuddle with you throughout the day.
Like he'd just be clinging onto you telling you literally everything that happened to him cuz for some reason he gives me yapper vibes
Though he'd appreciate listening to what you have to tell him, leaving a trail of kisses all over your neck.
Also he LOVES your voice so much omg !
So he can also pull out his guitar and have a serenade with you (english 💀).
Would ask you your favourite song, and if he doesn't know it WILL make sure he knows it the next time you guys have an at-home date
If he knows, he plays it for you encouraging you to sing.
you tell him you think your voice sucks.
A DRAMATIC GASP COMES FROM HIS DIRECTION !!!
"Nonsense idc i just wanna hear your pretty voice <3"
Literally heart eyes for you once you start singing,
Like might actually melt, give you the softest, most lovesick gaze EVER !
There is a possibility he ends up messing up the cords cuz you distracted him !!!
He's so cute pls </3
Omg also, the two of you might also end up in the kitchen cooking smth together, blasting a playlist he made for you!
But you don't know that <3
He actually so desperately wants to do cliche romantic things with you but is too shy to initiate </3
It's giving that "Idk how to flirt so I'm just gonna stare at you till you marry me" meme
HOWEVER !!
Be prepared for endless back hugs because he's just so SO soft for you <333
Anyways yeah 11/10 (+1 is probably cuz I'm so down bad for him)
Hong Seunghan <3 !
My manz I miss him all day everyday ;-;
He's so sweet I tell you, agrees to literally everything.
Putting mbti and stuff aside, I think he'd actually plan out a few activities you could do together.
Like if you're going over to his place, hes prepared snacks and stuff for you.
Hmm !! Video games are a must I believe !!
Like I read he plays FIFA online???
SO yeah, if you know how to play, the both of you would spend hours playing together
I don't see him getting very competitive but will whine if you keep on beating him!
However, will also compliment on how great you are at the game!!
HE FEELS PROUD I TELL YOU !!
However, if you don't know how to play and absolutely suck (like me ;-;)
HE'D BE SO EXCITED TO TEACH YOU !!
When you mess something up, or like if you can't understand something, the pout on your lips makes his heart EXPLODE.
Like he thinks you're the most adorable ever, he'd start squealing if his pride lets him.
Ends up attacking you with kisses and hugs.
The game is long forgotten, just a clingy Seunghan showering you with love because of how adorable he finds you.
I'D RATE IT AN 8/10 TBH BECAUSE HE'D FORGET WHAT PERSONAL SPACE IS !!!
Lee Sohee <3 !
SPENT SO MUCH TIME THINKING SOMETHING FOR HIM 😭
Unlike Seunghan, I can see him playing board games and such with you!
For example, the two of you could be sitting on the floor playing UNO.
But that got boring CUZ HOW DO TWO PEOPLE EVEN PLAY UNO !!!
So takes out a Jenga set because he thought it was very entertaining!
Both of you are screaming SO much when either chooses the wrong piece to remove.
HOWEVER, HE'S USING THE SPECIAL SKILLS EUNSEOK TAUGHT HIM!!!
Which is unfair to you and you WILL whine about it.
"All is fair in war and Jenga"
HIS WORDS NOT MINE !!!
Laughs at you because you're definitely the one who's going to topple the tower over.
So yeah you all spend a lot of time giggling and screaming over board games!
OMG ALSO !! Thanks to Anton, he bought some Lego sets too!!
You all start good but eventually get so frustrated because you can't find one tiny piece.
Ofc you give up and spend the rest of the evening with his karaoke machine !!
HE !! WANTS !! TO !! SING !!
And please you're just so mesmerised the whole time he's singing.
Like woah??? His voice is so good even when he's goofing around? INSANE!!
Though you aren't losing to him, so the both of you get SUPER competitive.
RATING THIS A 7/10 !!
Lee Anton <3 !
Like Wonbin, he'd also enjoy stay-at-home dates.
I can see him enjoying doing anything, to be honest.
Like for example, the two of you could just be lying next to each other sharing with each other reels you see.
Or just him listening to you telling him some tea from your workplace/college etc.
Sitting on the bed together with a variety of snacks sprawled around.
Like Sohee, I can even see him building Legos in silence with you cuz this guy is so patient !
Oh also!
He'd pull out his laptop and shyly ask if you'd like to listen to the music he's created.
After listening, your face is the shocked Pikachu meme.
"Woahhh my boyfriend is so cool :OOO"
Get's blushy over the compliments you shower him with.
Brushes it off saying it's nothing.
THATS A FREAKING LIE LEE CHANYOUNG!!
NEways, teaches you how to try making music.
Laughs if you cry about how difficult it is, he thinks it's adorable.
You ask him to delete the trash you've made, but he creates a separate folder to save everything you've made with him.
ITS ART TO HIM !!! HOW CAN HE THINK SMTH YOU'VE CREATED IS TRASH?!?!?!
Plus he treasures it so much like only if he could somehow just make you feel how much it means to him !!
SO YEAH !
Pretty cute, very cozy, overall nice experience 10/10 <3
Thank you for reading reblogs and reviews are appreciated ! <3
Title : Stay-home dates with Riize || Word count: 1652 || Genre: fluff ! || Pairing: Riize x implied Fem!Reader (tried making it gender neutral pt.29382938)
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who lets you rest your head on his shoulder when he sees you're feeling tired or sleepy.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who shares his earphones/earbuds with you because he wants you to listen to his music with him, an attempt to help you fall asleep quicker.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who likes pulling you closer to him by your waist, smiling at you softly when you bury yourself in his figure.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who's usually the clingy one, but can't help his rising heartbeat when he realises how cute you look curled up near him.
Thinking about bf!Wonbin who loves watching you peacefully fall asleep on him. He doesn't mind being your personal pillow one bit, in fact, he seems to enjoy it a lot <3
Welcome to the RIIZE section of the Library ! This is the section that we've been obsessed with recently! Who would you like to read for? Take your pick !
Note : Hi everyone back from the writer's block!! Ignore any mistakes lol idk what this is I couldn't sleep so I wrote this for him <3!!
The dark night sky above displayed millions of stars, twinkling unusually under the absence of the moon. The most absurd hours were always the best times to find inner peace, especially on nights like these. When life seemed to be at its toughest, bringing with it countless restless nights, you had always found yourself under the open sky accompanied by a cup of tea and the silence the night brought.
Sitting in a chair on the balcony felt eerily peaceful, it seemed like today you were the closest you had ever been to the stars. It was always lonely, but you enjoyed getting to escape the stress in your life and get some time to yourself. However, tonight felt different. It felt more hollow, more empty, more lonely.
Trailing off in your thoughts with eyes glued to the sky, the click of the balcony door startles you a little. You whip your head around to check the source of the sound, only to be met with a worried silhouette.
“What are you doing up so late?” Wonbin asks quietly, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
You smile at your boyfriend's barely visible sleepy state as he makes his way towards you. Even though you did feel bad for being the cause of his disrupted sleep, secretly you wished he’d wake up to find you hiding in plain sight.
“Couldn’t sleep…” you reply with a shrug, looking back at your original view.
Taking a seat next to you on the ground, his gaze follows yours to the darkness overhead. Bringing his knees to his chest, he asks with a suppressed yawn,
“Is something on your mind?”
You don’t need to tell him how you feel, somehow every time it seems like Wonbin magically already knows when you aren’t feeling your best.
“A lot, actually”
“You want to talk about it?”
“Not right now”
“I see…” His eyes make you their subject now, his arm propped up against his knee and his palm supporting his face.
You tilt your head slightly to look at him. Even in the dark of the night with no moonlight to provide a glow, he looks as ethereal as could ever look. You can barely make out his features, but his eyes are shining even through the tiredness they bore.
You don’t realise how long you’ve been staring at him until you hear a soft chuckle from him. Leaning forward to brush a few stray strands of hair away from your face, his fingers slowly trace down your face, hand eventually resting there.
The smile painted on his lips is one thickly laced with love and adoration for the person he cares about the most, you.
“You know, you can tell me when you aren’t feeling good.” He says in a quiet, yet concerned voice, “Even if I’m not much of a talker, I’ll always be here to listen.”
Your hand makes its way up to find his, gently placing itself on top to feel his warmth, his presence. You nuzzle your cheek into his touch, looking back at him with the same smile that never left your face.
“I know” you mumble softly, not wanting to disturb the peace the night bore, “For now, let’s just stay like this.”
Once again, he gently smiles at you, a nod tagging along as he obliges to your request. Pulling his hand away from your touch, he repositions himself next to you. Instead, his arm snakes around your waist, bringing you closer to his figure. In response, you lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder, the best spot to find comfort. He too, places his head on top of yours, closing his eyes to take in as much of the moment he could.
The night brought you comfort, but being in Wonbin’s embrace was your one and only safe space.
Title : [04:16AM] || Word count: 642 || Genre: comfort/fluff!! || Pairing: bf!Wonbin x implied Fem!Reader (though I tried to make it gender neutral I think)
Tagging: @armysantiny @koishua @mosviqu (hope you don't mind bae <3)
give a preview into your mind! how does the genius flow? how do you write? (only answer questions you're comfortable with! feel free to tag other writers to share the love ♡)
1. Is it a spur of the moment thing, or do you need a specific environment/set up to get into it?
2. Where do you write? (phone/pc/typewriter/all of the above?)
3. What apps/programs do you use?
4. How long have you been writing?
5. What fandoms do you write for?
6. Music, or no music while writing? (if music, what kind?)
7. What does a WIP look like to you? (do you take notes? is anything color-coded? do you have a preferred font?)
8. Do you proofread?
9. What's something you googled recently for writing?
10. How many words does a usual work from you have?
11. Share a snippet from something you're working on!
12. How many drafts do you have currently?
13. What's something someone said about your writing that stuck with you?
14. What's your safe zone? Is there a character or genre you're most confident writing for?
15. Is there something you want to try in your work that you haven't done yet?
16. Do you have a favorite work of yours?
17. Do you have a least favorite work of yours?
18. Genre of the very first thing you wrote?
19. Genre of the latest thing you wrote!
20. Last but not least, where can readers find your stuff? (your masterlist/other sites you post on/etc.)
tags! @flowerjun/@boba-at-323 @songsofadelaide @ay0nha @wolfegoddess @seonghrtz @stephisokay @manumimiii @silverinkbottle @eclidse (love you all, and all that you do! thank you for sharing your creativity, every word you write is dearly appreciated. the world shines brighter with you in it ♡)
EEEEKKKK THANK YOU FOR THE TAG BELLE!! I had so much fun!
1. Is it a spur of the moment thing, or do you need a specific environment/set up to get into it?
It usually is a spur of the moment sjdhjsh ! As soon as a get an idea i start writing it down!!
2. Where do you write? (phone/pc/typewriter/all of the above?)
On my laptop!
3. What apps/programs do you use?
Usually either on google docs or ms word (cuz I usually have internet issues
(┬┬﹏┬┬)
4. How long have you been writing?
If I talk about writing in general, then since I was 5 probably. However, if I talk about fanfics... it's been nearly 2-3 years now I think?
5. What fandoms do you write for?
NCT! Along with Tomorrow x Together and Enhypen... Kinda thinking about starting to write for anime characters too !!
6. Music, or no music while writing? (if music, what kind?)
I usually listen to any of my playlists while writing, but at one point I have to stop the music to focus on what I'm writing because it stops making sense lol
7. What does a WIP look like to you? (do you take notes? is anything color-coded? do you have a preferred font?)
It's just a document sitting in the corner <3 (I have a year old WIP)
8. Do you proofread?
I try to as I go along, but I usually don't in the end because I think I'm going to cringe myself (I should start proofreading)
9. What's something you googled recently for writing?
"nuisance synonym" ksjdhjskjxs
10. How many words does a usual work from you have?
Like below 1k or a little above 1k !
11. Share a snippet from something you're working on!
"He wanted to live his life on his own to the fullest, not by following someone’s messed up instructions. He was only a mere puppet being controlled by his family to become the most perfect successor."
12. How many drafts do you have currently?
Not many! Only 2 </3 I'm not getting time to write these days :((
13. What's something someone said about your writing that stuck with you?
A friend called my writing expression poetic and that was so <333
14. What's your safe zone? Is there a character or genre you're most confident writing for?
I think since I've written the most for Renjun, he kinda is my safe space (? English not englishing)
15. Is there something you want to try in your work that you haven't done yet?
Hmm not really? But like I said I want to start writing for anime characters (Yuta Toge Megumi I'm looking straight at you 3)
16. Do you have a favorite work of yours?
I do ! [01:53 AM] and [02:29 AM]
17. Do you have a least favorite work of yours?
Not a lest favourite but I don't usually like what I write :p
18. Genre of the very first thing you wrote?
Fluff! Absolute fav <3
19. Genre of the latest thing you wrote!
Angst! Well it was more of like a comfort fic idk lol
20. Last but not least, where can readers find your stuff?
Moonless clear nights had always been your favorite. The way the stars gleamed in the darkness never failed to fascinate you. They seemed like tiny grains of salt sprinkled on a sheet of deep blue velvet cloth. The cool early-winter breeze, in addition, which gently hit your face whenever you stood on the balcony to admire the wonderful night sky, settled the mood further.
Today, the stars shone ever so brightly and, as usual, you were on the balcony with your arms folded on the cold metal railings, appreciating nature’s creation.
A clicking sound came from the entrance door of your apartment, which went unheard by you which is why you were startled by a pair of cold hands delicately covering your eyes.
“Renjun?” You questioned, gently bringing your hands over his.
“How-” the boy asked awestruck.
“Well… one, you’re the only person who has spare keys to my apartment and two, you are the only visitor I have at 2 am.” you giggled as you turned around to face him.
Each and every time you were face to face with his beautiful features, you were reminded of how there was something else which you admired more than clear night skies. From the way his fringe gently rested against his forehead, to his angelic pure smile, everything about him was absolutely breathtaking never failing to send a whole swarm of butterflies down your stomach, making you fall for him all over again.
“What brings you here?” you continued, swinging your interlocked finger back and forth lightly.
“What kind of boyfriend needs a reason to visit his girlfriend?” he raised an eyebrow at your question, as if offended “besides, it’s a clear night and I know they’re your favorite. So, I thought why not take you out for the night, even if it is 2am?”
Oh, how thankful you were to have him. Somehow, he always managed to be right beside you in moments where your insides were practically screaming for someone to be there for you. He was so God-sent in your life, exactly the person you needed. During the sleepless dark nights, he was like a warm pillow to you when he lulled you to sleep with his sweet voice even if it was over the phone speaker. Sure, he was busy but he made sure you never felt the sick feeling of being left alone. There were times where you were unable to see him for months because of his hectic schedules and overseas trips, yet he made sure to call and text you each and every day because he knew how lonely it could be living alone in a completely new environment with not many people to talk to.
Within minutes, you changed into a pair of jeans and a light blue sweatshirt (which was technically Renjun’s) and left the apartment quietly. As you went down in the elevator, Renjun narrated his day to you. The passion with which he always talked was just mesmerizing, his words flowed out beautifully like a river and his soft tone was like taking a walk on the clouds. And whenever he talks times seems to pass by so quickly because now you were making your way towards his car.
Being the gentleman he was, he rushed to open the door of the passenger’s seat for you. You gave him a smile of gratitude with a small “thank you” before getting in.
Drives with Renjun consisted of either comfortable silence interrupted by the sound of the radio or some song you liked, or talks about the most random topics with both of your imaginations running wild. Your conversation continued until Renjun pulled over in front of a 24/7 café.
“What are we doing here?” you asked.
“I thought it would be nice to pick up something to eat, I know you might be hungry”, he said as he unbuckled his seatbelt, “Wait a while love, I’ll be right back.”
You watched his figure disappear into the café. Since there wasn’t nothing much to do, you reached out for your phone and scrolled through your Instagram feed to kill time. As you awaited his return, you saw that your feed was filled with clips and reel edits of his recent performance. With every scroll, your heart swelled with joy and pride more. It was crystal clear how hard he had been working, and every time you saw him on any of your social media apps, you couldn’t feel any more proud, even if your existence was unknown to the fandom.
A mindless smile spread across your face as you continued staring at your phone, only did you leave your fantasy land once you heard the door beside you open. Renjun came back accompanied with two drinks and a khaki paper bag in his hands.
“What’s got you smiling so suddenly?” he couldn’t help the warm feeling inside his chest every time he saw you smile.
“Oh, nothing much! Just some fan edits of my favorite idol” you shoved your phone back inside your pocket and took the drinks from him.
“Who?” He inquired as he handed you the plastic cups.
“Well… Someone who also happens to be my boyfriend”
“Oh jeez, Y/N. I really don’t understand you at times” He rolled his eyes at your giggle, but there was a visible pink tint dusted on his cheeks.
As your mysterious journey continued, you decided to take a sip from your drink wondering what on earth Renjun had ordered for you, because obviously he had forgotten to ask you beforehand.
That taste, however… was familiar. That taste reminded you of your early days, days where you used to be a hectic, unorganized school student studying for endless hours at a café. The taste which had accompanied you before every final exam. The taste which had accompanied you during your rainy days. The taste which had been a long-lost friend.
“Is this-” you asked pulling yourself back to the present.
“White Choco Latte? Yes it is” Renjun finished your sentence, eyes not once leaving the road.
“But how-” it was your turn to be stunned.
“Well, I remember you mentioning this was your favorite drink once” He shrugged as if it was nothing.
“Wow Renjun… I- I’m lost for words… No one’s ever remembered things like these about me”
“Well, their loss. I find it my duty to remember each and every single detail about you and this…this is just nothing.”
“Still… it means a lot jun. Thank you so much”
His free hand made its way toward yours, softly interlacing them. His touch itself was enough to make you feel like you were flying, make you blush like crazy.
“No need to thank me, love.”
When you stared out the window, you noticed that the big buildings and the bright city lights had started to disappear, being replaced by small cottage-like houses. You rolled down the window, noticing the difference in the air. Clearer and cooler than that of the city, which made you question where Renjun was taking you. Not like you didn’t trust him or anything, you just wanted to know what was up in the boy’s mind.
“Hey Jun?” you’re answered by a hum.
“Care to explain where we’re heading off to?”
“Hmm... Not really. Just wait a while babe, you’ll find out soon.”
The lights from the outside had disappeared, devoured by the darkness of now 3am. That’s when it clicked you, you were in the suburbs. But why were you in the outskirts of the city at such an ungodly hour?
Renjun I really don’t get you at times, you thought to yourself.
The car came to a halt. You had stopped in the middle of nowhere, not even a sign of a living being was to be seen. Pitch black darkness surrounded you, the only source of illumination being the cars head lights. The scene in front of you gave you chills, which made you hesitant about stepping out of the safe feeling the car provided. However, it seemed like Renjun had other plans.
He got out of the car only to come around and open the door for you.
“Close your eyes Y/N” he whispered as he took both of your hands in his to guide you out of the car without getting yourself hurt or tripping over the door frame.
When you got out of the car, the scene repeated itself. Once again, his cold hands were covering your already closed eyes. A few steps were taken along with you, coming to a final stop.
“Okay… Now!”
As you opened your eyes when you felt his hands back away, you were face to face with the most beautiful starry sky you had ever seen in your life. Millions and millions of stars twinkled along the ever stretching Purple-blue sky. Many different galaxies greeted you, swirls of blue and white spreading across the sky. All your fear died out as you saw the work of art hanging over you. Seeing the sky tonight was like listening to a wordless song, a ray of warmth in the cold winter, a blanket embroidered with numerous sized shining diamonds.
“Surprise!” His voice was heard from somewhere behind you.
“Renjun?” You questioned, turning around to face him
“Is it a bit too much?” He asked hesitantly, heart dropping to his stomach only for a mere second.
All he was answered by was a pair of arms wrapping around his waist, a head resting against his chest. It only took him a while to understand what was happening, so in return he held your figure against his ever so softly, hugging you back.
“It’s beautiful” he heard you say, “Thank you so much, and do you know what’s making this more special for me?”
“What, love?”
“Having you here. Everything is just so perfect. I’ve been missing you so much these days. It’s nice to have you back, even if it’s for a while. Having less is better than having nothing at all.”
Your words were filled with longing, and listening to them broke his heart to a thousand pieces.
“I’m sorry, y/n”
“For what, Jun?” confusion laced your voice
“For not giving you enough time. For not being the boyfriend I want to be. I know you miss me, and I do too! Believe me. But I'm never really left with a choice. I can’t meet you during morning or evening hours. Heck, I can’t even meet you at night with us having schedules till 2 in the morning. Over that, If someone sees me with you, you’d have to go through so much you don’t need to”, he pulled back, bringing his hand to your jaw, “You, you just deserve so much… which I can’t give you-”
“Hush Jun,” your finger was brought to his lips, “You don’t need to say such nonsense. I love you and having you here is all that matters. You’re exactly the person I need my life and I don’t really care if we spend every hour of the day with each other. Just knowing that I have you, there’s nothing more I could ever ask for.”
Your eyes met his, both pairs glassy from either each other’s confessions, or the yearning which had been stuck inside the both of you for months. He was so close to you tonight, in fact in your whole dating history, you only recall being this close to him once or twice. He really did miss you and you could tell because Renjun had never been a big fan of physical affection.
His gaze had been flickering back and forth continuously settling themselves on your lips for only half a second, and you could guess what his intentions were. He wanted to lean in, to give in, he wanted to feel your lips on his but there was a voice inside his head holding him back from invading your personal bubble. He knew you'd always give him permission, but he wouldn’t dare touch you without having your full approval. However, his guts were practically crying to feel your touch. One question was all that was required to fulfill his heart’s desire.
“Y/n?”
“Hmm?”
“May I?”
A slight nod was all he got in return.
Your eyes fluttered close as you felt him lean in. The awaited moment had finally arrived. As his lips met yours, a whole set of fireworks exploded inside of you. Tightening his hold around you, he pulled you closer as though you would disappear into thin air if he let go of you. Your hands found themselves wrapping around his neck, only to deepen the kiss. It wasn’t even anything heated, just a soft innocent kiss, the result of not being together for months and months. Just the euphoric feeling itself was enough to make you melt in his embrace.
After reluctantly pulling away to catch air, love struck smiles were exchanged.
“Love you, Renjun” You said, brushing your nose against his.
“Love you more, Y/N” he said as he pulled you in again.
The stars truly had never shined so brightly.
Title : Clear nights || Word count: 2.195K || Genre: Fluff, Angst || Pairing: Idol!Renjun x fem!Reader
Note: So uh... kyuzu x therapy when? I literally wrote this after crying for nearly 2 hours|| No this is not smut || Yes I cannot come up with titles <3 || Please ignore any mistakes!
The autumn leaves turned brown and wilted to nothingness because summer had already bid its farewell. The sky painted itself grey when September wrapped up its role in the year. The air blew silent as well, as if too afraid to speak.
The small stone bridge you leaned against displayed in front of itself a small clear lake, covered by the fog which came with the seasons changing. The ducks and their ducklings, which usually inhabited the lake, had probably migrated to somewhere warm too. It seemed like the universe was mimicking the emotions you felt and hoped to escape.
You could hear Phoebe Bridgers singing Punisher through your earphones but her voice had faded into the background because you weren’t really listening to the song. The earphones were just an escape from reality, an attempt to loosen the knot you felt in your chest.
The tears brimming in your eyes went unnoticed by you and were soon rolling down your face ever-so-gently. A defeated sigh escaped your lips when you figured that your “try” to sort out your thoughts all by yourself had ended up being an even more tangled mess than before.
Why couldn’t everything just be fine for once?
In the middle of your numb thoughts, you felt someone’s sudden presence beside you. A hand shot up to quickly wipe away the stains the tears had left when they made their way down your face without your consent. You felt embarrassed as you thought of the awkwardness you might have planted between you and whoever the person was beside you. However, once you lifted your head to catch a glimpse of what the poor person looked like, a rush of heavy guilt ran down your whole body.
“Hi”, the boy's voice came out silent.
“H-hi…” your voice followed even quieter. Once you paused the song which was playing, you felt that the silence which followed was loud enough to deafen anyone and the atmosphere heavy enough to crush a rock.
Renjun decided it wasn’t the best time to speak, you on the other hand felt too guilty to speak. He didn’t want to trigger you any further, and you felt stupid for letting him see you this way.
“I didn’t want to worry you…” you broke the silence with a quiet mutter, head hung and eyes never leaving the lake under the bridge, too afraid to meet his gaze.
He wasn’t looking at you though, he instead chose to look directly ahead at the same oblivion you were staring into before. Another period of silence took over.
“Are you mad at me?” you questioned unknowingly, chewing your lip as you awaited any reaction from him hoping your speculation was everything but right.
“You know I can never be mad at you, right?” He said nonchalantly as if he hadn’t just walked on you amidst a mental breakdown.
“I’m sorry…” the whisper broke off before you could say anything further.
“You don’t have to be sorry for anything, my love.” Renjun’s hand reached out for yours which rested on the cold metal of the bridge’s railing, “If you want to talk, I’m listening…and if you don’t want to talk, we won’t. I’m right here with you.”
Something about how calm and reassuring his words sounded in the moment made you want to burst into tears right at the spot. Your feelings were rootless, and you hated how these random, unpleasant emotions took over the best of you even on the days when everything seemed to be going fine. The victims of your annoyed state were usually your family, who would in return snap at you, leaving you even more miserable. It seemed like this cycle of never-ending negative emotions was never going to meet its end, pushing you further into self-hatred.
But the only ray of light in all this darkness had been Renjun; an angel sent from heaven to save you from the misery you were in, or at least make it more bearable. Since the day he entered your life, he showed you the colours of the world and ever since you started dating, he proved to be the most wonderful boyfriend anyone could have ever dreamed of. His presence played a great role in your life, helping you stay sane and making you look forward to all the days you got to spend with him.
Without a thought, you threw your arms around him, burying yourself in his comforting embrace. Renjun’s hug felt like a warm beverage on a night when the grounds were covered with heavy snow. He smelt like lavenders which had just showered in the rain and now danced in the warm sunlight. He always calmed your senses, giving you hope that everything would be all right as long as he was there for you, by your side, holding you just like this.
He held you tight, secretly wishing he was helping you feel better even by the slightest of his actions. Seeing you in pain was the worst of feelings he had ever felt, oh how he would do anything just to see that beautiful smile on your face again and know that he was the reason behind it. But for now, a hug would do.
“Feel any better?” his calm voice blessed your ears again, and you nodded against his chest in reply.
“Good.” His hand tangled itself into your hair, gently combing through it.
It was a nice feeling. Your eyes fluttered close as your mind tried to focus on everything he was doing at the moment. From his touch to his voice, you wanted to capture everything just as it was, so that on days when he wasn’t there with you, these memories would help you find peace.
“Thank you…” you whispered against his chest, still not moving a single muscle.
“No need, I’m glad I could help.” Renjun smiled to himself.
September might have been a cruel month, but having Renjun by your side made even the unkindest of times the best ones.
Title : Punisher || Word count: 1k || Genre: Angst, Comfort, somewhat fluff || Pairing: bf! Renjun x implied Fem!Reader
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