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UPDATE: EMERGENCY PLEASE READ!!

The hotel we had reservation in told us to check out and we asked why, but they're not giving us a reason. They aren't telling us why and they said because of something a year ago???? We don't know what that means so now we got to leave.

I told them I'm in treatment right now because I have respiratory issues, but they said they don't care and told us to leave.

I am not fit to move stuff and we are on the top floor too. I'm stressed and if I even try to move our stuff I will collapse and have another asthma attack. I'm stressed as hell already and the manager of the hotel isnt making it easier. That and my mom's phone got hacked?? I have no idea what's going on and in this close THIS CLOSE!! I JUST WANT ONE GOOD DAY!!! I will keep you guys updated because we have nowhere to go, no hotel will take us.

So please for my health and life keep donating and sharing my gofundme because my life is at stake now. This is serious, very serious. I can die from this because of stress and my asthma.

Please donate here too so we can have something while we are out PAYPAL

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UPDATE: Thanks to Chassie @classychassiss (She helped find a shelter 💜💜💜💜) we called a homeless service close by and hopefully they will call us back. They haven't yet but if they reply they can come pick up me and my mom, that is if they pick up and come get us.

Right now me and my mom went to hang out in a gym to shower and relax, we can't stay in it but the people were nice to let us wash up. Other than that we have to sleep outside. I did get my medication thank goodness and my breathing is evening out! That's good! I'm able to breathe freely and sleep. Thank you everyone to help me survive this, if it wasn't for you guys I would've been in the hospital or worse.

Just right now we need food since we had to get rid of even more of our belongings, we have less things to take with us now.

Please help so I can have something to eat tonight from my stressful day, thank you 💜

PAYPAL

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The Time Traveler Whose Entire Job is Showing Me My Past Faults - Submitted by SeesawSiya

#f97080 #fd5433 #f8bc4e #83a147 #3e7788 #102e4a

butchfaith

how it feels to become an active participant in your own life

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new sketchbook, time for pinups

mihlen

La morte mi trovera vivo ("Death Will Find Me Alive")

Word Count: ~3,600 CWs: mind control, possession, whump, murder, cannibalism, noncon

Day 3 for @unwholesomeocweek—Necrophilia/Corruption/Power Imbalance Archaeologist Ilienna Vivaldi hasn't been the same since the accident took her memories. Though surrounded by supportive colleagues, she frets over what was lost. Perhaps she should have worried more about the space that was left behind.

Image credit: The Illustrated Scroll of Strange Birds and Beasts (怪奇鳥獣図巻)

Continue reading at AO3!

#this is literally soooo gooooddd

weltenwellen

Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

hungwy

Another reason why trains would be good is that most people are not good at driving

hydrattan

I was feeling agitated and artblocked yesterday so I decided to give my brain a rest by watching TV and then the next thing I knew these were in front of me

depsidase

punkiefart

Leaf your leaves on the ground (no, seriously.) They provide so much for bugs, places to lay eggs places to hibernate. This comic does a great job at showing WHY we don't see our little friends as often, because our systems and social expectations are anti-earth and anti-life. Don't eradicate your friends (maybe just that one) let the leaves lay

thewolfstrongdiary

Scratching your vaginer through your baggy jeans pocket #yes

asoftwrongness

instagram | prints

catboybiologist

After some years of HRT I've been left with this deep, low simmering rage. Because what do you mean it was always this easy to be happy

catboybiologist

I take a shot once a week, and even if that was too much, I could do it as pills, and so many of my problems just evaporated overnight.

And not one person thought to bring it up.

When I was talking about how horrifying puberty felt. When I was cutting myself. When I was in inpatient care. When I attempted suicide. When I talked for YEARS in therapy about how dissociated and trapped I felt in my body. When I felt like I never truly fixed something that was deeply wrong about me that started at puberty.

Not one person said it was a possibility. No one thought "hey, maybe this kid should go to someone trained to identify dysphoria". No one mentioned that trans people weren't some weird other group of people. It didn't have to be pressure. It didn't have to be "forcing" me. Just mentioning that trans people exist and it could be me. That it was possible and it was easy. No pushing, just laying the option out there.

HRT is treated like this last ditch option. This horrific, mutilating thing that I GUESS we can give to you if you have NO OTHER options. Because did you know it's permanent? Did you know you'll be on it for the rest of your life? Did you know the health risks? Did you know it'll make you infertile? Did you know that it's deviant? Did you know that it's an alternative lifestyle for other people?

No one said it was okay to WANT it to be permanent. Or noted that most people are reliant on the medical system in one way or the other anyways (and it's not even necessary for HRT). Or that the health risks are the normal parts of having that hormone, even in cis people of your gender. Or said it was okay to not want kids, or mention that you can just freeze gametes. Or acknowledged that the "deviant" people are just people, living their lives, that have been violently pushed out of "normal" society.

I grew up in an area that Republicans mock for being a kind of "woke central". And even then it's just. Not treated as an easy option. It was never on the table if you don't specifically already know you're going through gender stuff, and no one will help you get to that point. At which point, it's still treated like the last ditch option. Did you know you can be a feminine man? Did you know you can slap a "she/her" in your twitter bio and be done with it? Did you know that you're oh-so-valid without it? Did you know that you shouldn't take HRT? Maybe don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't ta-

When you've been in it a while, HRT is the easiest, most casual thing in the world. Just pop a shot on a Saturday as part of your "everything shower" routine and you're done.

Anyways. Support trans kids always and forever.

catboybiologist

And if anyone comes swinging in here with "but Sierra you don't have to take HRT to be trans this is toxic" I'm going to fucking scream, because that is the status quo. "Just do this without doing this" has become a "give them an inch" refrain when making ourselves "acceptable" to the cis. Of COURSE you don't need to take HRT. I'm only reminded of it a dozen times a day.

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The maddening thing is that recognizing I’m trans wasn’t the thing that finally helped me. It’s the fucking estrogen. I went from feeling like an empty husk to an actual living person before my tits started coming in. I’d sooner give up my antidepressants, because they’re not as important to my mental health.