Echo's depression hellhole

she/they | 19 | libra | Pagan | Claimed by my lovely Matron, Aphrodite

[midnight-spectrum-again]

I’m 19 and the youngest is 16 in another fucking state but go off I guess

[guiltiest-gear]

BITCH Y'ALL THINK I'M DEADASS 14 HEADING ON 15

LMAO I WISH

[totallyagoodchild-deactivated20]

People are really accusing Rei of being a predator??? This is so fucking stupid. The fact that they had to lie about the ages just proves that they know how ridiculous this is too.

[chalkboardhearts]

LEAVE REI THE FUCK ALONE GOD DAMN LIKE IM GOING TO COME FOR YOUR KNEECAPS IF YOU KEEP THUS SHIT UP!

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Ya’ll really wanna cancel me so bad I see

[child-of-the-wild-woods-deactiv]

Why do you have so many enemies? How? I guess that’s what happens when you’re just being your anapologetic self

[midnight-spectrum-again]

I have shit to say and I won’t let anyone stop me from being who I want

[thatspectacularpigeon]

You are online dating..... someone very far away... who is 16... and you 19..... and this is predatory....

This isn't even like online sexual harassment..

You guys are all adorable...

I'm so confused by the anon...

[guiltiest-gear]

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Love wins

[midnight-spectrum-again]

WAIT, AM I BEING CALLED A PETORDOR BECAUSE PEOPLE CALL ME MOM??

[mufflechickie]

i thought that said pterosaur

[midnight-spectrum-again]

We all know I can’t spell

[midnight-spectrum-again]

I’ve been posting fucked up sexual since before I got followers???

It’s a compliment???? I say that to everyone????

[transtimwrightwithstyle]

rei: *compliments a person* person: I am clearly being sexually harassed

[tiny-pan-penguin-deactivated202]

isn’t that person an ace exclusionist?

[transtimwrightwithstyle]

who?

[tiny-pan-penguin-deactivated202]

the one who said they were being harassed

[borg-beb]

I scrolled through there blog. They claim to be supportive of aces and believe they may be aro, but I don't think their past interactions with people support that claim. (It should be noted that I didn't scroll very far, just far enough to find aro/ace stuff. I've never followed this blog, so I don't really know anything about them.)

[tiny-pan-penguin-deactivated202]

they literally have exclusionist in their bio

[borg-beb]

Wow, don't know how I missed that. Yet they said this I'm....

I can't stand some people, I swear.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Bless @fresh-bagel for this

[chickensgod]

I made dis

[midnight-spectrum-again]

You started this witch hunt but go off I guess

[thatspectacularpigeon]

First off.

Yeah we are making fun of you because you are being ridiculous.

Secondly.

WITCH HUNT!?!?! YOU CAME AFTER REI FIRST!

Third and lastly.

REI. IS. NOT. A. SEXUAL. PREDATOR.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

👏👏👏

The only thing I hunt is for chaotic shit post ideas

[thatspectacularpigeon]

Ain't that the fucking truth

[midnight-spectrum-again]

To the dismay of all of my followers

[mechanical-pencil-appreciator]

Wtf is going on. I just wanted some shit posts not false accusations

[midnight-spectrum-again]

[rosetta-taliesin-deactivated202]

As a CSA survivor, seeing a butthurt 14 year old brat accuse you of being a PREDATOR because you, what, called them out? Makes me extremely annoyed.

Shit like this is what makes people take predator accusations less seriously. Because idiots throw the term around whenever they want.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

👏👏👏

Preach it sis

[peachykopii]

Seriously though don't just throw that word around.

That shit's really serious, don't just use that word whenever you feel like it.

[pika-plushie-deactivated2025120]

Fuckin hell, imagine calling someone a predator over a compliment you accepted. Couldn't be me.

[go-big-or-go-homo-and-iwent-hom]

Hi just saw this on my dash and its pretty pathetic that us (adults) are convicted (when innocent) by vindictive teenagers, i lost two good friends and almost committed suicide because a seventeen year old (who was the age of consent)

Told everyone i was a pedo

Im 26 by the way and am ace sexual stuff makes me uncomfortable the point that i cry and while i dated him he knew this and asked for nudes to try to get me to break up with him...

Sorry if i bothered you just wanted you to know you arent alone.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

I appreciate you

[stardustandvanilla]

hey,,,,we rarely interacte,,,,but im fifteen,,,,and rei is a dumbass who knows how to do one(1) thing and that is blow up kitchens and i am eternally grateful for their existence

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Aww, thank you!!!

[obsidianthunderwolf]

Does that mean I'm the oldest one here? What have I done?? Lol

[midnight-spectrum-again]

How dare you!

You are a predator

This is illegal, I’m calling my lawyers

[double-triple-quadruple-gay-dea]

this whole thing is batshit crazy what is going on in their head? btw most minors (including me) are overly sexual sometimes bc we’re weird.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

If you guys read my chaotic scrambled cum posts, your committing a crime

[jojo-gothmoth]

what in the cotton picking astral projecting absymal crap did I just walk into!?

but kudos to yall that shat on ashmcfuckface like the queens ya are

[jojo-gothmoth]

Yall-

from all the screenshots I've seen so far it's pretty self explanatory

so please kindly piss off I ain't in the mood to deal with yo ass

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Please tell me Tumblr user @ashfire05 what we need to learn???

Please I want to know why I’m a predator

[midnight-spectrum-again]

I didn’t send death threats and I haven’t messaged you since I blocked you but sure, press charges

[midnight-spectrum-again]

[echobyrnes]

I'm done with the internet. Probably with life by the end of the year. Goodbye everyone

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Damn imagine being painfully unaware of the power an adult can hold against a minor and making fun of and making a witch-hunt against a 14 y/o for feeling like something is suspicious. You're the one who went around crying on your blog like a little bitch instead of addressing the issue like an ADULT.

Imagine sending this ask and thinking you were on to something

[peachykopii]

Imagine accusing a big and popular blog of something really serious and calling people coming to said said blogger's defense a witch hunt.

[echobyrnes]

The fuck happened?

[dankmemeuniversity]

[moonybyte]

Sanyo ICC-0081 "Mini Calculator": You can carry a calculator with you now, you never have to make big math in your head ever again!

Math teachers: We will multiply 14,762 times 2,853,654 among others in this test, no calculators allowed

Sanyo ICC-0081 "Mini Calculator":

[tracing-rivers]

Linguists throughout the ages: We have spent lifetimes gathering the significations of words and phrases in various language so everyone can appreciate them as well as possible.

Language teachers: Translate this text, no dictionaries allowed.

Linguists:

[drtanner]

Literally thousands of artists, engineers and scientists over the years: Look at all of these awesome tools we made to help artists make more art more quickly and more easily! Now art is much more accessible to everyone!

Art snobs: If you use anything more than a pencil and ink and these specific paints and brushes you’re cheating and not a real artist. Especially if you draw digitally. That’s double cheating.  

Artists, engineers and scientists:

[rohirric-hunter]

I was always told in math class that I wouldn't be able to carry a calculator with me everywhere I went.

I'm writing this from my smartphone.

[midnight-spectrum-again]

Fuck all my math teachers from 2000-2010 who said this

[priboltao]

You know what I always remember?

That post where someone said that the most broken thing ab the current education system is how we are conditioned to work alone and never look for help. This person was telling how they held a seminar for people in a company and there was a task like, to test what hey remembered, and everyone sat in silence and alone until this person was like “uh... you guys realize you can ask for help and consult the material right?”

And like, it’s so dumb. When you’re in a work place, you can do these things. You can (and sometimes must) work with others. You can refer back to manuals and materials, you don’t have to memorize everything and work by yourself.

The education system is dumb as fuck.

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

No but seriously. Normalize finding love in your 40's. Normalize discovering and chasing new dreams in your 30's. Normalize finding yourself and your purpose in your 50's. Life doesn't end at 25. Let's stop acting like it does.

[vaspider]

It's definitely normal. 💗

[hyperactivehedgehog]

Once I finally have an actual flat and job, I'm gonna start a thing where I invite all my friends over for dinner. And there's gonna be a dress code but it's just "that one outfit you never have any chance to wear". Flapper dress? Awesome. Medival gown that you got at a renesaince fair but don't actually know what to do with? Yes! Prom dress? Of course! Cosplay you made for that one convention? Definitely. Pikachu onsie? What would be more fitting?

[folk-punk]

how can you eat the fried hearts of something that once was alive and had a beating heart? do you feel any guilt? i hope you do.

please google what an artichoke is

[echobyrnes]

Omg- they can't be serious!

[nest-deactivated20181209]

i just had the weirdest moment, i was feeling my front teeth with my tongue because they’re the tiniest bit crooked, and then i had the thought “i’ll check if they’re also crooked in my other mouth” and then i realized to my shock and confusion that i have only one mouth, leading me to believe that in a past life i was a terrible monster with two mouths

[lostalive]

A few months ago, I thought to myself “Mmm I’m so tired… how much longer in this one again?” and I knew instinctively what I meant by ‘this one’ was this body and this life. I then spend a few wide-eyed moments having an identity/existential crisis like how many times have I been on this earth to have such an instinctive response to being bone-weary to my soul? No one can really answer, especially not me.

[johannesviii]

In July 2017, one night I woke up around 2 a.m and blurted out in a quasi professorial voice “the Equinox Bird has infinite beaks, all in the wrong direction, and infinite eyes” and I don’t know what the fuck I was dreaming about but it still haunts me. It seemed like a very important information for a few seconds.

[antique-scarecrow]

i really appreciate the last commenter giving us an exact date and time like that information needs to be preserved

[siwrenn]

One time I passed out on the couch after going a few days without sleep, and when I woke up mom said I had been speaking in German in my sleep, and it sounded like I was ordering people to build something

[squided]

When I was like 5 my mom took me to the grave of her friend that died of cancer and I asked what happened and my mom explained that she died and i fucking said “I died once” and my mom asked me to explain and I went into pretty detailed explanation about how I died in a war because “I got stabbed by a gun with a knife at the end” (my exact words) and I met god and she (she’s a woman obvs) asked if I wanted to stay or go back to earth and I said I wanted to go back so I chose my mom cause she was struggling to have a baby (she had me through IVF) and lemme tell you that changed her like nothing will make you second guess your religious beliefs like a five year old explaining heaven and god to you

[kortzite]

[conk-creet]

this post is a fucking ride and it reminded me of something i forgot

one time i was playing on my wii (like 5-ish years ago) and i thought to myself “i haven’t checked on rowan in a week, has he died from the plague? :(“ and i didn’t think anything of it for a bit until later when i had a “what the fuck” moment

[actualcandyforducks]

I love this kind of shit because it happens to me all the goddamn time. Like:

-The other night I rolled over in the middle of the night to shake my partner awake, proceeded to tell him how I was glad that ‘this time round we would truly have the freedom to love each other properly’ and how his hands belonged to his last self, but his eyes had never changed in all the lives I’d known him. And he just laid there in the dark like wtf because I was asleep. Like I’d woken him to tell him that all in my sleep and then left him to have a crisis.

- Watching the history channel with my Pop on the couch, tender age of 7, and they’re talking about crucifixion. And my pop, ever the funny man, is like “that looks like it aughta hurt”. And I just turn to look at him and without hesitation reply “only at first”. And he’s like “what do you mean” and tiny me just shrugged and said “well there’s a place beyond the hurt where everything just stops” and he turned the telly off and left the room.

- night before Christmas 2012, dreamt I’d been stabbed in the lungs by an angel with the face of a falcon. He looked at me and told me he had to do it, so that ‘my next breath would come as a rebirth’. When he started to glow so brightly that it burned my eyes, I woke up to all the lights in my house on and a dark bruise beneath my rib cage. Will admit, that one freaked me out.

- walked past a graveyard with a friend back in middle school on the way to her house, and mid conversation I stopped talking and stood stock still, looked over at the walls,and quietly said “I have a friend in there”. Then picked up the conversation and continued strolling like nothing had happened. To be fair, I didn’t realise what I’d said. She still tells me I’m the reason she can’t walk past that graveyard anymore.

- a couple of years ago when I was in Wales I walked past an old stone house just outside of Aberystwyth, and just started to weep. I had the overwhelming thought that I needed to be in there to get dinner ready for the children, but in a different life so long ago and so impossible to reach, that thefeeling of loss was instant and overwhelming.

- was about to use a pedestrian crossing, when my whole body just sort of went hey don’t do that, and so I stopped and put my arm out to stop the woman who was crossing behind me, and 2 seconds later a car came skidding around the corner and crashed into the tree on the other side of the crossing, and I just whispered “ha, not this time” and didn’t really think about it until later when I realised I’d nearly died again. (Btw i waited for th ambulance to show up and the dude driving the car was fine, just hit his head and was drunk af at 10:30am on a Thursday).

- another dream I had just this week, I was sitting in an otherwise empty cinema with a tall, thin man. I can’t really recall what he looked like, except he was well dressed, impossibly pale, and he kind of blurred when you looked directly at him, so I mainly watched him out the corner of my eye and looked ahead at the blank movie screen. He was holding my hand, and he asked me if i enjoyed my life. I said yes and explained why. He then said, almost verbatim, “And how does this one weigh against the last? Can it tip the scales, or is it, at last, to be found lacking?” And I replied, almost verbatim “I weigh my lives against my joy, and each life I find there is more joy to be discovered.” He replied with a laugh, lifted my hand to a kiss and said “till next time then” and disappeared. I woke up in the dark with both my cats sitting on me, alert, and staring out my bedroom door.

So many more, but these are the first that come to mind.

[elidyce]

When I was little, my mother, my sister and I would dream in unison so often that one time when my mother was having a rather dull dream about golf my tiny 3 year old self shook her awake and told her to stop because it was boring. She dreaded having nightmares because both of us would wake up shrieking. 

My sister and I have also been known to argue in our sleep. Witnesses assure us that whatever made the shouting start, we both knew what it was and were mad about it. We don’t need to be in the same room for this.

We also stayed in a haunted house for a while. An old lady had fallen in the chilly hallway just outside the warm kitchen, broken her hip, and couldn’t reach high enough to open the door, so she died of hypothermia a foot away from a telephone and warmth. Without fail, every person who stood in that spot and tried to open that door - the single most used door in the house, being between the kitchen and the bathroom and front door - felt cold and found themselves scrabbling frantically at the door handle, which was always strangely hard to open from that side. You got used to it to an extent, but it always hit strangers hard. 

[krystal-prisms]

Shit dude yall are cursed

[the-fox-jawed-cryptid]

I love this thread

[the-half-elf-disaster]

I’ve had several experiences like this and if you ask my family, it’s because we were cursed by a witch several generations back. But! Highlights include:

My great grandmother died when I was very young (like four years old). I told my parents that she had come to say goodbye to me before leaving. I knew she was dead before they did.

Sharing dreams was mentioned and while I’ve never had the same dream at the same time as someone else, I have regularly had dreams about a woman named Faith. For years, I didn’t tell anyone about her bc tbh she kind of creeps me out and is soothing in equal parts. Come to find out, my dad also has dreams with Faith in them and his dreams involving her deal a lot with death, like mine do.

Every house I’ve lived in since I was a child has been haunted, but they haven’t all started out that way. My grandmother thinks it is the family that is haunted, not the places. (There’s that family curse coming back in to play.)

I’ve had a reoccurring nightmare since childhood involving running through a city with cobblestone streets as a child along with several others. By the end of the nightmare, me and all the children have died. The first time I had this nightmare, I woke up crying and saying that everyone had died again and I still couldn’t stop it.

When I was little, I had an imaginary friend I called “Woo Woo”. He was very tall, had no hair, and typically dressed in red. I never thought anything about this after getting older until I was babysitting my little cousin (who was five or six at them time) and she told me that Woo Woo had told her to tell me he said hello and was sorry he couldn’t visit like he used to. I had never told her about Woo Woo.

[echobyrnes]

I'm reblogging this to read later because holy shit

[metapianycist]

“It’s only a trigger if it causes horrible flashbacks” is so utterly divorced from how the concept of a trigger is used by actual real therapists

a thing doesn’t have to cause traditional flashbacks to be a trigger. a trigger can be a thing that causes:

- panic attacks - emotional flashbacks* - anxiety episodes - paranoia/delusions - hallucinations - seizures - rage episodes - manic episodes - depression spikes - suicidal thoughts - dissociative episodes - sensory overload - obsessions and compulsions (as in OCD)

and probably more things than that, i don’t know all the possible things. I’m not trained in clinical psychology, but neither are all the assholes who say “It’s not a real trigger unless it gives you flashbacks”

* an emotional flashback is a type of flashback where you feel the emotions associated with the trauma happening to you while still on some level knowing that the trauma isn’t currently happening to you. this is a more common type of flashback than the traditional kind.

tl;dr the word trigger in clinical psychology (the field of therapists) can refer to many things other than traditional flashbacks. stop telling ppl “that’s not a trigger unless it gives you flashbacks,” because you are utterly fucking wrong.

[the-club]

@ our host. READ THIS BITCH

[ms-m-astrologer]

This is what I’m talking about.

[blossomandglow]

This is what I want for my birthday.

[memesandlaughs]

[wetpinkorthodoxy]

Via @netpol on Twitter.

[echobyrnes]

Watch_Dogs legion is looking great

[fishing-princess]

I made some ghost dresses and face paint if anyone is interested!

(Based on @atduskart ‘s comic)

[echobyrnes]

Saving this

[glumshoe]

ASMR: It is the year 12,000. You have strayed far from your family’s encampment while foraging for nutrients, and you stumble upon a peculiar structure in the wilderness. It is overgrown with strange, stunted plants, and as you approach, a hologram is activated. The ghostly image of an ancient votary of the atomic priesthood appears before you and delivers a pre-recorded message in a language that is at once alien to you, and strangely familiar… you have stumbled across one of the Great Old Ones nuclear waste disposal sites, from before the world moved on…

[Script is the summary of the proposed long-time nuclear waste warning messages from the Sandia report, aimed at protecting humanity from the threat of nuclear waste for at least 10,000 years, even after civilization collapse]

[snappydoodle-deactivated2022051]

okay but “nuclear priest” is the COOLEST CONCEPT

[glumshoe]

You made this??? You just sat down and made this just now??? It’s amazing!

[echobyrnes]

Ok, this seems fantastic, but I have to listen to it later

[silver-tongues-blog]

the apocalypses this year

January:

February:

march: 

April:

[what-a-silver-lining]

wait what’s happening with April?

[strayvariable]

@what-a-silver-lining​ This is what’s happening with April

[what-a-silver-lining]

Holy cow! This year is really trying to outdo itself every month.

[silver-tongues-blog]

its like an advent calendar but instead of candy its apocalypse

[echobyrnes]

Ok, I see war and pestilence. Death is ever present, so I'm not exactly counting them, but I suppose the nuclear fire would fit? That means some time this year there's gonna be a famine.

[capacity]

Me on this day

[puthy]

Looks like she’s named Deborah

[yeojie]

oh shes lovely!

[echobyrnes]

Is that a Skeksis?

[sirfrogsworth]

[slowdancinginthedarcc]

Tall enough to be a bit too short for a boy when I presented as male but a bit too tall for a girl now that I present as female 😭

[echobyrnes]

Roughly 3 cubits, a span, and a finger and a half. I'm surprised I remember those lengths from Bible class, lol

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

i love how even purportedly heterosexual 1920s advertisements are rarely more than marginally heterosexual-passing 

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

someone else will have to write an essay articulating it, all i can say is 1920s advertisements just don’t feel heterosexual

like even when the advertisers clearly requested straight romantic imagery, the artists just… quietly disagreed. 1920s ads can straight up have a woman & man kissing and it still  

…feels contrived?  anyway homoeroticism was inherent to the art of 1920s advertising, and attempts to enforce performative heterosexuality reflect that

this is wlw mlm solidarity

[echobyrnes]

I love this