My Screaming Into The Void

23 year old trans girlthing she/it pfp by @liliana-teh-sluppy

[exhaustedcatgirl]

Was mentallyexhaustedcatgirl and got banned for ?????

Im honestly not sure

Looking for my moots

[gveleshapi]

I cannot believe degendering pregnancy is a controversial topic. idk how it is in the west, but when I went to a doctor, told her that I'm pregnant and I needed to do blood tests and many other things she laughed at me and said smth like: "you a 180cm grownass man pregnant??? honey, pregnancy is for those who are women. if you're a mentally ill trans then you can visit a psychologist instead", and I told her that I'm intersex but she was like "not pregnant, *h slurs* are sterile and can't get pregnant, especially if they're a man like you are." I saw 6 different doctors and I was mocked by all of them, until my partner somehow made one of them listen, and she saw that I really was pregnant and being intersex didn't make me "sterile." if pregnancy was degendered and was replaced with neutral language I'd have easier time accessing healthcare. and now that I did, the doctors are still confused and they're like "yeahhh, they never taught us how to treat defects like you so let us treat you like we would treat *normal pregnancy.*" first of all why are you calling a human being a defect, and secondly, do you treat EVERY pregnant woman you see the same way? there are different kinds of pregnancies. not every pregnancy is the same. different people have different complications and needs. why do you treat intersex pregnancy as something impossible that cannot be helped and monitored. especially for pregnant intersex men (or phenotypical "man", idk how to say it). the medical system makes you feel horrible for being intersex and pregnant intersex man. they'll either deny your healthcare or they'll abuse you and force you into womanhood even when you never lived it.

[khmali]

I wasn't originally planning to add anything, but I need to add more

I'm his partner. I'm also intersex. and my face looks "too feminine", so let me tell you, the medical system doesn't take any of us seriously. while he was being abused for being a pregnant man and they called him a "mentally ill trans", I was getting laughed at for having long hair and for "not looking manly enough." we had doctors telling us to abort the fetus because we would fail being parents. they said that the child needs traditional mother and father, not "mentally ill defected anomaly parents who will make the child ashamed of being born." doctors did everything to make us feel awful about ourselves, however we know how bad intersexism, transphobia and queerphobic in general is in our country and we decided to ignore them. we're getting a lot of hate from people, mainly medical system and they're trying to "fix" us so that the child can have traditional mother and father. Gatsi would become a mother and woman, and I'd be a father and a man. people find it too hard to be normal about male pregnancy, and it's even worse if you're intersex because they'll tell you to abort your baby to your face because "you're a defect who will birth a defected child like you." (and there's additional transphobia because they immediately assume you that you're a "mentally ill trans", and while we both identify as agender it's still sickening how they treat him)

[thisisexorsexism]

I told my queer friends I was non-binary and they said I was lying for attention and refused to gender me correctly

this is exorsexism

[avakkins-alter]

Cecilia Immergreen Blueprint | んこにゃ【KONY】

[mtg-cards-hourly]

Inflation Station

Artist: Chuck Lukacs TCG Player Link Scryfall Link EDHREC Link

[exhaustedcatgirl]

When she crank my inflation station and make my creature +3/+3 until end of turn

[unheardoracle]

I love characters who are like "I'm a terrible person" but when you look closer it's more like

"I adapted to survive something and now I don't know how to stop being that version of myself."

[thecrabman]

cuno slur-based weather powers

[glitterizer]

[atomicwrongs]

Having your interests mocked as a kid and general low self esteem will have you insulting the things you like even when they're generally considered very good. Because you like it, and historically when you like something it's stupid and not worth anyone's time. So you will say nonsense like "I recommend this book/game/film, but it's okay if you hate it, it sucks, I really enjoyed it but that's because I'm an idiot" and you are recommending them the Citizen fucking Kane of that particular media type. And importantly: you need to stop doing this it is killing you

[deadeyedfae]

So which one are you? one of my Faebies? or one of my Faeggots! x

[exhaustedcatgirl]

I should be able to jerk my shit at the park tbh

Like, fully nude too

Hell I should be able to have sex there too

Sexual shit shouldn't be only behind closed doors, theres no actual reason why it should need to be hidden tbh

[memory-of-stargazing]

“It just means you have to work double as hard as most people!”

Well maybe I don’t WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe I’ve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and it’s led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I don’t have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DON’T have to work double as hard!! Maybe if there’s the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because I’m already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!

Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?

[oncelerfucker]

I love unaligned love. I love love and affection between nonbinary people that cannot be put into a box like wlw / mlm or even nblw / nblm. I love nonbinary love that isn't tied to dichotomies or adjacent to binary identities. I love when nonbinary people love each other in a way that just is and isn't defined by anything but their affection for each other and their lack of binary association.

[oncelerfucker]

Frankly, despite me not being ace or aro myself, this is a very aspec post because it's also very much about love and affection outside of traditional romantic love or sexual relationships. I've very much expanded my own view of and experience with affection, love, and sex due to conversations and relationships with aspec folks and that's very intertwined with the way I understand the way I experience attraction as a nonbinary person.

We have so much to learn from each other with regards to the ways we exist outside of traditional bounds of sex, gender, romance, and intimacy. Being an allo nonbinary person in community with ace and aro folks across the spectrum of asexual and aromantic is genuinely a blessing.

[clownboy-boyofclowns]

This is leaning more into the aroacespec relationships part but I love atypical relationships. I love close friendships where you can be physically affectionate. I love deep romantic relationships where you don’t do the stereotypically romantic things. I love romantic relationships where kissing or physical affection is needed to show love. I love friendships where you can kiss and only be platonic. I love relationships where you can’t fit it into any box. I love relationships that aren’t “just friends” or “straight” or “gay” or “lesbian” and that are just happy. I love relationships that aren’t platonic or romantic and just are. I love relationships you don’t put a label on.

I love relationships that don’t look the way we’re conditioned that kind of relationship “has to” or “should” look.

Let people show and receive love the way they want in their relationships. And celebrate that difference in intimacy. As long as everyone feels loved, respected, and cared for, I think atypical relationships are wonderful.

Let nonbinary people love other nonbinary people in a nonbinary way. Let nblnb people not have to be gay or lesbian and just be nblnb. Hell! Let one of them be gay and the other be lesbian! Who cares?

Don’t put people into a label they didn’t agree to. Regardless of how you think they should be.

[voidscreamingformillenials]

There was a massive shift in how our culture understood morality when, after World War II, the general public realized “just following orders” was not an excuse for crimes against humanity. Now we need another moral shift in which we decide, as a culture, that “for the benefit of the stockholders” is not an excuse for anything.

[speciesofleastconcern]

We kind of need to relearn the “just following orders” part again

[icemankazansky]

Late last year in the US, a Senator with a military background released a video reminding military personnel that they have the legal right to refuse unlawful orders, and the President of the United States tried to have him tried for treason. [x]

So. Yeah.

[movedto-transmisogynistic-deact]

[flowerlygirls]

look into the horses eyes its going to eat their faces so fucking fast

[no1fan15]

Apparently the context is this horse has injured everyone who has tried to ride them

[dummy-dot-exe]

Mikutober Day 10: Carnivorous plant Miku by doodlelotl@Doodlelot

[thedailycritter]

Critter of the day: this critter is ready to enjoy the delights of soup

[storybookprincess]

about to drop literally the sickest insider knowledge you will ever receive pls use it responsibly:

are you a teenager? do you wish you had the space & resources & organization to do a thing, whether that's an anime club or a movie night or a big craft workshop or creative writing group or literally whatever? would you like to do your thing totally for free? yes?

okay, then bring it up to a librarian

seriously, teenagers are the absolute hardest group to engage at most libraries & we'll often organize programs that absolutely no one will show up to & it sucks. if you go up to a public librarian & say "hey, some friends & i want to do this thing. does that sound like a feasible teen program for the library?" most people will move heaven & earth to pull it off for you because we know there's an interest in our community. we will go balls to the freaking wall to make it happen

do you want a cosplay contest? a video game tournament? a free escape room? bring it up to the library. it's not a burden or an annoyance at all. it'll be like christmas came early for us

[certifiedlibraryposts]

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