My Screaming Into The Void

23 year old trans girlthing she/it pfp by @liliana-teh-sluppy

[exhaustedcatgirl]

Was mentallyexhaustedcatgirl and got banned for ?????

Im honestly not sure

Looking for my moots

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[girl-itch-good]

Princess who's spent 15 years in the navy suddenly has to return home and be queen. She acts like a regular sailor now, spitting, belching, picking her nose, scratching her ass, making lewd comments at women, and she stinks like armpits and feet to boot.

Imperious domme maid wanted to bully the princess into acting ladylike again

[straycalamities]

to get real for a sec, which i know like nobody likes to read but whatever i wanna say it. to any of my white followers especially. a whitey-to-whitey moment

i have seen too much of the whole ...white people telling on themselves (especially in fandom, public spaces) and it just coming off like...? looking for forgiveness? acceptance? validation? like they want "aww its ok" like no. it wasnt okay that you did that or thought that or said that 😭 and people hurt by you don't owe it to you to tell you it's okay for YOU the ONE white individual that for some reason feels they should be excused

because now you're "one of the good ones" because you're a Little tumblr-leftist (which the flavor of focuses almost solely on queer issues with White queer people in mind if we are being honest)

well for one thing: if you say "i don't see color" with sincerity you're not one of the good ones i'll tell you that much

if you shut down people of color, especially Black or Indigenous people, or even just people lacking full access to white privilege trying to talk about racism, colorism, colonial mindsets, anti-blackness, etc. in your fandom at all, you're not one of the good ones

if you join a group fandom mob to show an obvious-racist what for! but then don't show up or even think stuff like "y'all are just blowing this out of proportion..." "it's not really like that" "i've never seen that happen" when the people same people targeted by that easy-to-spot-racist in your fandom feel ostracized, unwelcome, and talked over still when the smoke clears. you're not one of the good ones

[straycalamities]

#obviously i'm not perfect either#so don't read this like i'm acting like i'm the ideal or something#but sometimes i realize just HOW insidious white privilege actually is and its uncomf and i sit in that uncomf and try to use it to be bett#but then it turns out like...so many other white people dont...do that..#they just either get hyper fucking defensive and/or run away entirely from the situation#or 'i'm sorry for being white' 'us white ppl dont claim them' where is that getting you? really#why do you not care about the emotional and mental burden you're putting on people that your status already oppresses#idk how people just don't care about that idea#i also wanna say stuff like this more often but im kinda trying to find the line of...performative posting and like#what would actually maybe help to put out there#so really this post is more of a 'if you relate to this please just look at yourself again and work on it'#cuz i do want people to succeed and get better#i'm not trying to high horse or smth genuinely#i genuinely just want people to stop being like this#i genuinely wish us white people would get on board already finally. like truly clocked-in on board ready to go like we claim we are

i'll include my tags from the original because i want to add: just like in every day apologies, what matters is the taking accountability and changing the behavior

people can say empty "sorry"s all day what matters is actually making the effort to avoid the same thing happening again

in my experience it's the same thing with being white. which can be a slippery slope into White Guilt and all that, but what you have to do is be mindful and focus on your goals. it's not about you. it's about ending the cycle AT you.

your goals should be "how can i dismantle white supremacist ideals from my thinking and my reactions" "how can i lessen the burden on the victims of white supremacy with my own actions" and yknow? at the micro level: sometimes it's as easy as just: staying quiet. listen to them. you don't have to add anything especially if it's to just derail and make it about you

of course still do the bigger work, but i think too many people focus on these grand ideas of being a big VOICE or activist HERO or something and then you kick off your shoes and you can turn it off, but like...no dismantling white supremacy is work to be done in your day-to-day too. maybe even MORE importantly in some cases

people love to say "it's not that deep" "don't bring politics into fandom we're just trying to have fun :(" but...fandom IS political sorry. just because you plug your ears and close your eyes doesn't make fandom not political. it's always been a reflection of the status of the rest of the world because ART is. art is inherently political

art reflects things about us, our times, our society, and our experiences all the time even when we don't intend for it to. and the sooner you come to terms with all that, the better

[genderkoolaid]

hey don't cry. the top 9th fastest speed puzzler in the united states as ranked by the USA Jigsaw Puzzle Association is (likely) a nonbinary person

cannot find anything about them, but in videos on competitions, both other puzzlers and the commentators always use they/them pronouns to refer to them! here's them finishing first place in a qualifying round of the most recent Nationals competition in the US (they completed a 500 piece puzzle in just 36 minutes!)

& they later finished 5th place in the final competition with a time of 41:46!!

[busket]

its very obvious when people in the queer community are more concerned with trans men "knowing our place" more than if we are actually happy or even safe and healthy

[transandrosis]

I think the reason that my pronouns keep getting changed to he/him (I use she/her or they/them) in my medical chart is that cisgender people have never been exposed to the idea of a transgender or non-binary person who still identifies in some way with the gender they were assigned at birth.

They hear me saying my pronouns are she/her, but they know I'm trans and non-binary so they automatically assume I must be lying. People like me were just not included in the PowerPoint presentation about inclusivity and diversity that HR forced them to watch.

[hellodaekko]

tragedies at baby time

[xiv-drake]

Okay, I looked it up and cats do this when they don’t want you to look at their babies. That honestly makes this comic funnier

[emperorsfoot]

“Come! Look at my babies! …NO MORE LOOK AT BABIES FOR YOU!”

[catsbeaversandducks]

Under the soft light of the doorway, a mother finds moments to rest while never straying far from the two tiny lives she has brought into the world. Sometimes she watches from above, listening and keeping guard, and other times she curls around them, holding them close against her warmth. In these early days they sleep, stretch, and search for comfort, knowing only the safety of their mother and the small home that shelters them. It is a simple scene, but one filled with devotion, instinct, and the quiet beginning of two new little lives growing under her care.

Text/photos by Squirrel Boxes

[homunculus-argument]

Hey idk who needs this but helpful reminder that "virgin blood" in any witchcraft shit that requires that means "virgin" in the same sense as "virgin hair" means hair that hasn't been dyed or processed in any way, natural in the default sense. So no, "virgin blood" doesn't mean blood from a virgin, just blood that hasn't been used for any other kind of witchy shit earlier.

Whether nor not someone has fucked before is completely irrelevant. Any act of fucking doesn't instantly make someone contaminated or un-magic any of their shit. You're just not supposed to re-use blood for blood magic. That's just not. Just do not. Like that's just weird who does that.

[homunculus-argument]

no wait that- no that's not- no.

Unles you've like, poured out ALL OF YOUR BLOOD, used it for a spell, and then somehow SIPHONED THE WHOLE THING BACK IN, that doesn't mean the blood on the inside of you is also used. And even then, if you'd had your sacrifical blood IV'd back into your body-

actually nevermind, I need to draw a graph to illustrate:

I hope this helps.

[wardenaristraith]

The blood inside of you is used. Constantly. It's why there is blood there.

If anything, the blood on the outside is unused.

[homunculus-argument]

damn they ain't lying, it is like talking to a fucking genie with you people.

[selkeie]

Little draw-over for @creatingblackcharacters' Melanin Beam Challenge! Nadia Vulvokov from Russian Doll, one of my favorite characters of all time 🙂‍↕️

art blog -> @astrophag1a

[this-is-arabophobia]

"how are you eating pork? You are arab!"

-guy who thinks arab = muslim

This is Arabophobia!

[hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard]

the fact that there still isn’t a racehorse named “Whip/Nae-Nae” (or any permutation of it) is an actual crime

[counting-horses]

This post contains 10 horses (57.9% of the post)

🐴 @hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard

the fact that there still isn’t a racehorse named “Whip/Nae-Nae” (or any permutation of it) is an actual crime

Posts are selected by humans, processed automatically and queued to post. Click the link for more information about each horse. You can send a link or text to be counted to my ask box.

[circusheart]

Throwback to when I was 16 anonymously translating bara doujin for free cuz I didn't even know that was a thing people were getting paid for... And now I don't even speak Japanese

[circusheart]

I wasn't even that good at it but if I didn't know something exactly I would just make shit up that sounded good in context & apparently it worked bc I had people commenting about how good the translations were. And afaik at least two of the doujin I translated are still going around bara sites with my translation so obviously no one cared enough to fix anything. Also because there are way more English-to-Spanish/Thai/Mandarin/Korean/Portuguese translators than Japanese-to-whatever, my translations were the basis for all of those too. So um anyone who read that one Moritake doujin about a cop/criminal fucking or the one takezamurai one about a hot daddy neighbor in English Spanish Thai Mandarin Korean or Portuguese. You probably read my mistranslations where I added armpit fetishism where there wasn't any before. And I don't regret it

[absolvedgirlcock]

girlcock on tdick frotting reblog if you agree

[screenshotsofdespair]

[vaskemire]

[wiisagi-maiingan]

It's so funny how cishet men will go online and rant about how no women are dating "normal" men because they only want ripped 6'4" supermodel beautiful billionaires and won't give any other man a chance and they're going to hit 30 or 40 and be lonely and miserable and it's like

My man, you are literally just going to the internet and telling absolutely everyone that no woman wants you. You are going online and creating videos that women with "normal" boyfriends and husbands and "normal" men with girlfriends and wives will watch where you show that you're so set in your belief that you're the cream of the crop that you can't even comprehend that women don't want you because you're an asshole. I can promise you that if you were like 50% less of a dick and if you stopped being a misogynist, then you would have no problem finding a girlfriend who loves you but that's not gonna happen because you fundamentally do not see women as actual people who deserve respect and who can have standards for their partners.

(This post was made by a trans person, r.adfems are not welcome here.)