My Screaming Into The Void

23 year old trans girlthing she/it pfp by @liliana-teh-sluppy

[exhaustedcatgirl]

Was mentallyexhaustedcatgirl and got banned for ?????

Im honestly not sure

Looking for my moots

[miskhos]

tonight i swore a blood oath to the minimum wage workers at my local subway

[rabbitkinglune777]

Sabbath the demon

(he/him) 🐑🔥

[rabbitkinglune777]

look at my boy he's handsome

[ileaveclawmarks]

FIST (Females Investigating Sexual Terrain), a Baltimore S/M and leather educational group for lesbian and bisexual women, in attendance at a 2012 Pride parade.

[khoesib]

I think MLs finding out they can use terms like Salafi and Wahhabi in lieu of "jihadi, head chopper, terrorist" has been the worst innovation in modern paramilitary discourse. I think these terms (as well as Jihadi to a lesser extent) have their uses but the way the terms are used is very "war on terror" coded.

[catchymemes]

[ottermatopoeia]

[intermascfem]

Perisex people trying to be “affirming” to intersex people: Society may see you as some freak third thing but you are simply an AMAB/AFAB with a birth defect ❤️ get back in the binary we need to define you ❤️ see doesnt that feel better to be forced into a binary so you dont get seen as some freak ❤️ what are your genitals like btw

[cardboard-crack]

[exhaustedcatgirl]

WoTC's ability to always make decisions to ruin things should be studied

[0xo]

just enjoyed some fresh, local-grown corn on the cob. so good you don't even need butter, just a pinch o salt. thank you to my ancestors and other various Indigenous peoples of this continent for cultivating and perfecting the beautiful and delicious corn, this was a big agricultural win

[busket]

if you make up a new gendered binary to sort people into and nonbinary people ask "well where do I fit into this?" and your answer is "that depends on the sex you were assigned at birth" well I dont think thats very good, tbh

[roomwithavoid]

and frankly

[anti-transmisogyny-hub]

I think sometimes ya'll forget that intersex people can be born with JUST penises as their genitalia. 😭

Like, don't misconstrue me!! Intersex trans women who were born with vulvas &/or ambiguous genitalia are beautiful and wonderful and absolutely deserve to be listened to!!! Their genitalia does not make them any less or more of a trans woman!

But if your first thought when you hear "intersex trans woman" is a trans woman born with a vulva or ambiguous genitals, then I NEED you to reevaluate your view of the intersection of intersexuality and trans womanhood!!!

[xteacupx]

One year on my birthday when I was struggling with money (earned £6.70 an hour, slept on a mattress on the floor), I had friends visit for a party.

We went to an aldi to get food, and everyone insisted on paying for their own food, buying full bottles of fizzy drink, their own snacks and so on. Some of the friends brought their own baked goods too. Later, one friend covered a Chinese takeaway order for me and everyone ordered lots of food to eat with no hesitation, only to mention that their eyes had been bigger than their stomachs when the food did arrive.

I didn't realise what was happening until the next day, when each person left my flat with the same "oops, bought too much food to take home with me— I'll just leave it with you!" farewell.

I think about it a lot. I don't know if it was planned or not, but they all made sure I didn't need to worry about food for a good few weeks. Back then, I had to freeze loafs of bread to ration them out, and I had an iron deficiency from not being able to afford good food. But alone in my flat, I realised that I suddenly had a kitchen full of reminders that my friends loved me.

[teaboot]

My first time operating CCTV cameras I was handed control over what was essentially 50 independently moving eyes that collectively covered an area about the size of a football field and from that experience I now know that

Suddenly having 50 moving eyes can make you disoriented and barfy and the adjustment period sucks ass

It takes both more and less time than you’d think to figure out what the structure as a whole looks like and where those eyes ARE

After you get used to it the entirety of the structure itself and all of the eyes you can see from feels like an extension of your nervous system in a very bizarre way. Like I have dreams now from the perspective of A Building and I’m not sure how to describe that.

Once you are aware of an unreachable blind spot it nags at you constantly and you can feel it like a hard little lump under your skin you need to poke and scratch at and it’s ardghgguychgghhbhhhbhhh

[teaboot]

Unexpected rift among security specialists on this one as 50% of respondents say “Yeah I know exactly what you mean” and the other half drop in just to say “no OP is just a freak”

[teaboot]

Bringing this back because I was on shift at this specific location the other day when one of the older cams got fried and I had to pull out the tower and rummage around in the wiring of my own damn eyeballs and maybe I AM the freak here but I'm disturbed to say it was an *extremely* bizarre and vulnerable feeling

Like being your own neurosurgeon

Also I'm blind in one of my 50ish eyes now and it feels like I lost a tooth in my brain

[wiisagi-maiingan]

You've gotta think for yourself. Like you actually have to do research and talk to people and learn different perspectives and come to your own conclusions instead of basing your opinions and politics solely on what the people you follow online say. You've gotta form your own thoughts and not buckle the moment one of your mutuals gets mad at you for disagreeing with them.

"My mutual told me I was wrong about this extremely complex topic and I should shut up forever so I immediately deleted all my posts about it and made several apologies and I'll never ever disagree with my mutuals again and even after all that they still blocked me and are talking shit about me but I deserve that, I just have to be better" please stop this.

[imjunebitch]

everyone needs to start hyping up intersex people right the fuck now 🗣

[imjunebitch]

being openly intersex is hot as fuck and insanely cool and swag and brave and wonderful and the fact that its viewed as anything less is nothing short of EVIL, the WHOLE queer community needs to get on the intersex hype train

[imjunebitch]

like I talk about this sometimes with trans women, where genuine and open expression of the attractiveness of trans women and their absolute fucking swag by people who are not themselves trans women is often viewed as Chaser Shit, even though it isn't, not necessarily, and for whatever reason, intersex people are hit with that times a billion idk, constantly spoken over and open positivity for intersex people from perisex allies is viewed as somehow being inherently fetishistic. nah fuck that dude, intersex people are fucking gorgeous and incredible dude sorry

[vinterfeminism]

CANNOT BELIEVE I MISSED THE FULL POST yes so true tumblr user imjunebitch we need to love intersex people tons and tons with our whole heart all the time every day!!!!! Unlimited hugs and smiles for all intersex people ever!!!!!

[parkchanwoohoo]

If you regret a permanent body alteration you got and your immediate thought is "raise the legal age for everybody who can do this" instead of "Maybe I, specifically, was a dipshit" you need to get Gotten by a mountain lion

[uovoc]

"exercise will give you more energy" gets said a lot as a common piece of health advice but I think it needs to be expanded into "exercising will make you tired while you do it, and you will continue to be tired immediately afterwards, sometimes even the next day too, but over months of consistent exercise, your muscles will get stronger and therefore get less tired out by everyday activities, making you feel like day-to-day life takes less physical energy than it used to"