look 4 alesia

she/her Welcome to my Random Blog revolving the Deepest Corners of my (full of headaches) Mind🧸 Art is loved. 🎶 music enjoyer till the end of my days if there’s no blonde to inspire from I become the blonde at heart survived IB

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THE REAL LOVE TRIANGLE

sigma bonds and pi bonds

[2014-is-back]

embracing all of 2016 this new year

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OOTD guys i wore this the other day and i felt like “autumn season girl who listens to taylor swift from texas chic” as an european 😨

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smash or pass

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live laugh love tinto de verano ❤️

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Finally at uni!!! Got in dentistry (or odontology idk how it’s in english) which was my first option.

Felt like IB wasn’t worthy though, even though I had good results!! Hope to see more people commenting on their IB experience!!

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Barefoot steps along the shore,

toes buried deep in the golden sand.

No one left to adore.

Love’s a game I can’t understand.

Sun burnt my mind more than bleach burned my hair,

white dress stained but I’m still unaware.

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People thought it was my bachelorette party “are you marrying 😜😜😜” (it was my birthday)

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fuck ib exams, now my real life changing exams are coming 😭

[rustandruin]

I’m LIVING.

[parfaiting]

I LOVE FORGETTING THIS TWEET EXISTS AND REFINDING IT

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18th April

Weird Dreams- Equally weird girl

My dreams have been full of my teachers (I am getting insane)

Tonight I dreamt about my Physics teacher from two years ago (biggest hear me out)

I have also dreamt about Elon Musk 😔 we were besties, doing a solidary race. Then suddenly my town was Silent Hill…

Alesia actually means helper, and demure and mankind. People always call me Alexia. Like STOP

Kant annoys me

Batman is NOT a Übermensch

My extended essay about Inception and the dream problem is FINISHED.

Is video gaming engineering a good career choice? I don’t know if it should be my second option (i only know the name if the career in Spanish 😿)

I hate cheaters (in all the ways)

I wish my life sounded like Before The Fever (Grimes song). Yeah like fucks before the end if the world ig

Isolation will be useful when I get to my objective and those bitches don’t (I’m convincing myself)

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btw i’m rocking it on physics 😝

not failing anymore, newton fears me 🥸🫸

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i made a bangs comeback, men better hide from me 🤓

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February. Stress. Deadlines

23:00. I should be studying I need a new album to obsess over Yesterday Misa Amane died To be loved is to be seen? (Was it like that) To be loved should be having someone laugh at my unfunny jokes for once I haven't missed one episode of the new Harley Quinn season. I started a smash book the other day, but I put Cillian Murphy and then laziness came. I have missed lost of my (ex)best friends lately It is weird when you need to comunicate when someone who just broke ties, leaving you just wondering what you did wrong. It is funny because that happened 3 years ago. We still coincide everywhere. It's no fun. They changed but I haven't that much. I miss my best friend. I miss going out. I miss going to McDonalds instictively with my group. I jokes about ending locked up in September but I literally am. I dream of travelling all the time. Nobody cares and nodoby will care. So keep writing and let it be.

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My house was built under A dormant volcano For all my life, decades Spent in its looming shadow It has slept soundly

My house is barely furnished I keep bags packed And ready by the door Never have I slept soundly Or ever truly lived here

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invisible T rex

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Soulful mother raises son.

Son claims wisdom as his own.

Women love. Love is shut.

Hate is shared. Hate men talk

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Alesia felt inspired by Corinthians 14:34-35

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Addiction, insomnia and dreams

Procastrination - not accomplished goals

New year - new me. No matter how much I say it, it won’t be true

It’s supposed to be a special year

Dreams are getting weirder. If I told my dream in the medieval times I would have been burnt or maybe a new Saint chosen by god, I don’t know.

Lost my ability to really imagine

At least I started watching Young Justice these holidays.

I definitely have a type

Sister didn’t visit.

Nosferatu watched 🎟️

I don’t want to go back

Back to where we began

Still wondering what choices I did wrong to be so lonely.

But maybe it is better that way, I know who is real, I know who loves me.

I hate how everything is shaped by our environment. Do I really?