hello horny peoples and people who desire angst and pain: im icey. I write both XD
ICEY'S CURRENT STATUS: HIATUS (with no choice in the matter) b/c the school year is here and Icey has been stuck in the Call of Duty fandom for gay military men.
Below the cut is a complete list of all the fanfiction I have posted for ACOTAR! If you'd like to read the AO3 version, they are linked beside the fic!
✵ indicates smut (often, for long fics, it is only a chapter or two) but you are responsible for your own media consumption :)
Eris Week 2023 - 3 HCs on Eris + 2 more parts of a fic from AzrisWeek2023 ✵
{ ao3 } "i want to break these bones 'till they're better" series:
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 ✵ - A short series where it starts out as the classic enemies to lovers one bed trope and morphs to killing Beron brutally... to smut and feelings.
Azris Week 2024
{ ao3 } Day 4: We'll Keep You Safe - Azriel impulsively offered a home to a young, orphaned Illyrian girl in Windhaven and it was the best decision of all time. (prequel to "After Everything, You're Still Mine" from AzrisWeek2023.)
{ ao3 } You Would Never Hurt Me (Part 2) (Part 3)- azris with the mind control trope
{ ao3 } Amber - eris realizes he missed his mate's birthday and overreacts jussstttt a tiny bit. (but hey, puppies are cute)
{ ao3 } Stories To Be Told (Azriel x Reader): Series Index ✵
77.5k words total, complete.
A shadowsinger, a warrior, an Illyrian, that's what she was. Trained by one of the most formidable female warriors. Escaped the Illyrian camps and her clipping when she was barely sixteen and is now the holder of 6 siphons. What happens when she tries to sneak into the City of Starlight? And starts down a whole new road of chaos?
Would You Like to Play Tonight? - sub!az smut ✵
{ ao3 } Born for Tragedy (Eris x OC): Series Index ✵
56.6k words total, complete.
She was tragedy. Nothing except death, fear and pain followed in her wake. When she was young, she was beaten. Now she’s the one doing the beating as an assassin. A mysterious stranger comes to her, paying an absurd amount of money for her to kill Beron Vanserra, and protect the eldest son until the job is done. She stumbles across a story much similar to her own, and knows what must be done.
All Loose - female!reader x Bat Boys ✵
{ ao3 } Dog Pile - Bat boys hurt/comfort after UTM
Non-sexual Intimacy (ft. bat boys and two fire idiots)
ACOTAR and TOG males in Corsets/Vests
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disclaimer: all rights are reserved. I do not claim these characters as my own, nor the canon ACOTAR world. My OCs/Reader and my writing however, is mine alone. Do not feed it into AI, and don't use it commercially in any way.
AI notes: all my ao3 writing is locked to registered ao3 users due to AI misuse. and... NONE of the things I write/post will ever be the result of a large language model. (i would rather die)
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Current WIPs:
non eat vivere see valere vita est - an angsty Azris series for @/catboyjamesbond (ACOTAR Gift exchange)
Veritatem Dies Aperit - Eris (and all the vanserras really) healing fic
A secret part 2 of Golden Fire... turnabout is fair play, shadowsinger.
I have realized that when I write smut and blush at the dirty talk that I write (who wouldn't??!) I am actually quite literally dirty talking to myself.
I think I need to go sit in the corner for a while. I wrote like 3.4k words for a random ass gay story for my own pleasure and was blushing the entire damn way through because of the damn dialogue (IT WAS PHONE SEX???? WHY THE FUCK CAN I WRITE IT SO WELL???)
im putting myself in horny jail. or some sort of jail. the corner of shame at least
I think ao3 is literally the only site where no censorship means no censorship. you can post the most vile things on there — things that will get taken down on any other platforms — and ao3 will protect you, your works, and your rights to create whatever you want, however you want.
and no, this isn’t me saying “write that messed up, disgusting thing” because while, yes, write it if it’s what you want (I myself enjoy writing dark fics, something I believe would be considered “vile” to a lot of people), this is me saying in a world of censorship and capitalism, ao3 really is a treasure.
Reminder to self: A file folder of outlines and character notes and half-written scenes is the equivalent of an artist’s sketchbook and holds just as much value to the creative process.
If a framed canvas isn’t the only worthwhile expression of visual art, then a fully edited and polished piece of significant length is not the only worthwhile expression of writing.
not coming back anytime soon to acotar, BUT.... I am working on a fic over in my other current fandom, hoping to have it be late may, early june kinda posting. weekly like I did back with stories to be told since it'll be 100% written hopefully by then.
if any of you do decide to poke into the new fandom and read the fic (which obvi not expecting since this blog is tailored to acotar), beware the trigger warnings. i am not lying. it's bad LMAO
but, update: i am not coming back to acotar any time soon. fucking MILITARY MEN of all things has taken my brain, pinned it against the wall, and is not letting me go anytime soon (yes, it's call of duty. no i have never played it nor ever will.)
but until my brain lets me go (not very soon likely), it is unlikely I will post again here XD b/c the people here mostly came for acotar so id rather keep it like that :)
so, safe to say, imma consider this a hiatus...
(someone save me why am i being held prisoner by british military men??? and one scot?? and then my own oc for the world who's russian??? SAVE ME???)
