dark academia -s

finding myslef and life |15| she/her [carpe diem] instagram: @justamelancholicteen

[melancholicsblog]

The fact that i don't crave food or even get hungry anymore is just sad

[melancholicsblog]

Just did a mini study session from 4:00 am to around 5:40 am, I'm just trying to cover as many topics as I can because my sendups are starting from like three days, aaaa I'm so scared

But for now I'm going to sleep I had a very busy day and im v tired. So yes good morning and have an amazing day💗

[privatejoker]

we are all very lonely and desperate for friendship i dont think you will really embarrass yourself by unabashedly seeking it out. i think you will find many other people are also looking for it. people will gravitate towards you if you just let them. its going to be fine

[hazel-core]

meeting new people in bookstores is just like *aaaaaaaaaaa you look so cool I wanna throw up* *punches a wall until my knuckles bleed* *i just wanna blast Taylor Swift music with you* *runs 2km to the same store to get another rose pin to give to you just cuz you complimented mine* *realizing I'm probably never seeing you again but these few seconds of conversation were nice I guess* *thinking the answer to all of life's questions is red(tv) and just ask her out like he should have done* *spend hours searching for a frog ring that i don't have just because a friend said she likes them* *sleeping* *waking up* *repeat* yeah..............that.

[windofmisery]

nothing says “i love you” more than someone trying to get into something just because they know you really like it

[feral-ballad]

Yves Olade, from Bloodsport; “When rome falls”

[melancholicsblog]

7/1/2022

I'm trying so hard to complete this chapter and its notes today, so i don't have to panic right before exams lol

[melancholicsblog]

Time has to be the weirdest thing ever, Einstein was fucking right about it, it's really just an illusion no one knows what it really is all these calenders, clocks everything is bullshit. In reality we don't know anything about time, what we do know is that its something we can't control or understand, we just try to make theories about it in our head based on things we've seen that time has done.

[astudyblrcalledeye]

I'm moving into 2022 with my head held high and the belief that I am carving out a life I am proud of. I'm not looking back anymore.

I'm glad you are here with me.

Stay safe and be kind,

Love Bean xx

[melancholicsblog]

I have spent way too much time thinking about the lyric "will you forgive my soul when you're too wise to trust me and too old to care"

[melancholicsblog]

It's so weird when someone texts me, like why are you texting me??? Go get some hoes or smth pls i can't hold conversations

[butiknewyou]

one of the most interesting lyrics in the 1 is “in my defense I have none for digging up the grave another time”. there’s the direct interpretation, that she simply keeps dwelling on the past, but it’s also a tie to the concept of death. and when you think about it, she does go through the five stages of grief in the song (in a roundabout order, like real life): denial (“I’m doing good” then is sad the entire song), anger (“if you wanted me you really should’ve showed”), bargaining (“if one thing had been different, would everything be different today?”), depression (“and it’s another day waking up alone”), and acceptance (“I have this dream you’re doing cool sh*t”). it’s interesting to think that for one person the relationship is gone and buried and for the other it’s something they want to continuously look back upon and memorialize

[melancholicsblog]

The hurt in your eyes looked like a reflection of my misery

[melancholicsblog]

Feeling left out and alone are one of the most dominant emotions ever

[melancholicsblog]

The fact that im trying to decide my future career based on what seems cool because I have absolutely no idea what I want to do will never not be funny

[ancientsstudies]

When words become unclear, I shall focus with photographs.

[melancholicsblog]