*ੈ Yuyu✩‧₊˚

°ʚ Personal blog to talk about my unusual tastes ɞ°

[mermoneko]

Good afternoon, sweet cherub!

[Blog Intro!]

My name is Yuyu, I'm 21 years old, and this is my personal blog where I talk randomly about anything or simply repost cute things <3

I am lesbian, non-binary, and asexual. I also use neopronouns and xenoidentities/genders.

My alterhuman identities are angelkin and fictionkin

I'm a Host in a OSDD sys and tourettic. I also have physical health issues. I might talk about that at some point, but don't worry! I'll make sure to include a trigger warning.

Before you read my blog, you should know that many of my older posts don't have the corresponding trigger warnings; I'll fix that over time. I feel it's necessary to say that I'm an adult and, sometimes, though not always, I'm going to post adult content. I know I can't stop minors from following me or seeing my posts, but consider yourselves warned.

I'm a Mello (Death Note) Yumeshipper + insys wife

Although my yumeship dates back to 2014.

Molly has been a part of my life for a long time, like since 2021 or maybe even before. We had our wedding in 2025, so to speak, and we've been wives ever since. She's a trans, pansexual, goth girl… I love her.

DNI:

Basic DNI criteria (racists, xenophobes, transphobes, homophobes, LGBTphobes in general, ETC) - P3d0 - N3cr0 - z00 etc - If you sexualize age regression, I don't want you here either - Anti-agere - Anti-alterhuman - Antipagan - Anti-xenos/Anti-neopronouns - fatphobes - toxic people in general - Yumeship Doubles - Anti- Soulbond - DNI if you support YandereDev - anti shifting ´- pro israel - anti Argentina

@pentagram-sys- system blog

BYE BYE, SWEET QUERUB!!

[mermoneko]

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨MattMello Week 2026 - Day 3: Habits୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

Spanish version below, English version also on Ao3. English is not my first language, sorry if there are any mistakes.

Mello constantly had to watch his boyfriend play video games, which wasn't unusual; he'd always loved them. But since they started living together, Mihael had noticed certain habits that had previously gone unnoticed.

For some reason, when Matt played video games, he got so focused that he ended up sticking his tongue out. Yes, like a cartoon character.

The blond watched him from the other side of the sofa, intently observing him play something whose name he didn't even know.

"Why do you do that?" Mello asked, almost without thinking.

Matt paused his game and turned to look at him.

"What?" he blurted out, confused. "What are you talking about?"

It seemed the brunette had no idea about his habit.

"You know… when you stick your tongue out while playing."

"…Do I do that?"

In the end, Matt was even more confused than Mello.

"I guess… we all do something like that?" The one with green eyes shrugged. "You scratch your nose when you lie."

Michael tilted his head like a confused dog. It was impossible for him to do something so obvious without noticing.

"No, I don't." He shook his head… and scratched the side of his nose.

Versión en ingles disponible en Ao3 -

Constantemente Mello debía ver a su novio jugar videojuegos, lo cual no tendría nada de inusual, él siempre había amado los videojuegos, pero desde que empezaron a vivir juntos Mihael había sido capaz de notar ciertos hábitos que antes pasaban desapercibidos. 

Por alguna razón cuando Matt jugaba videojuegos se concentraba tanto que terminaba sacando la lengua. Si, como una caricatura. 

El rubio lo miró desde el otro lado del sofá, viendo atentamente cómo jugaba algo de lo que él no sabía ni el nombre. 

¿Por qué haces eso? - Preguntó Mello, casi sin pensar del todo. 

Mail pauso su juego y volteo a verlo.

Que? - Soltó confundido - De qué hablas?

Parece que el castaño no tenía ni idea de su hábito. 

Ya sabes… cuando sacas la lengua al jugar.

... .¿Hago eso? 

Al final, Matt terminó más confundido que Mello. 

Supongo que… todos hacemos algo así? - El de ojos verdes se levantó de hombros - Tú te rascas la nariz cuando mientes. 

Michael ladeo la cabeza como un perro confundido. Era imposible que hiciera algo tan obvio sin notarlo. 

No, no lo hago. - Negó con la cabeza… y se rasco el costado de la nariz.

[mermoneko]

‿..MattMello Week 2026 - Day 2: Pining🌀︵

AU High School - Spanish version below, English version will also be available on Ao3 - English is not my first language, sorry if there are any mistakes

Mello threw himself face-first onto his bed, letting out a small cry into his pillow.

He couldn't understand how his classmate, Mail "Matt" Jeevas, could be so…

It had been a month since Mihael admitted he was in love, and although he had initially tried to get closer, the truth was he'd given up very quickly. It wasn't like him to give up or let someone win; on the contrary, he would normally be the most competitive person in the world and try to beat anyone by any means necessary. But love is very different from competing with a rival for a trophy. This time, the blond boy didn't have a rival to fight against, no one to prove he had won. This time, the rival was himself and the possibility that Matt didn't feel the same way.

Mihael lifted his face from his pillow, staring out his bedroom window.

He couldn't quite understand it. How could he fall in love with Matt?

He was a completely ordinary, average guy. He played video games instead of leaving the house, barely passed his exams, wore stupid t-shirts with anime quotes or memes like "Gaymer," watched anime in class and got sent to the principal's office for it, had freckles on his cheeks and across his nose, had beautiful green eyes, and his naturally brown hair was badly dyed red, still showing some brown streaks… Mello would love to touch that hair, help him dye it better, play those silly games with him, even though he didn't really know how, listen to Matt talk about his action anime, laugh together at the memes on his t-shirts, and buy the stupidest clothes possible together.

When the blond boy snapped out of his thoughts and came back to himself, he found himself smiling, with a few tears escaping his cheeks.

AU escuela secundaria - Versión en ingles disponible en Ao3

Mello se arrojó de cara contra su cama, soltando un pequeño grito contra su almohada. 

No podía entender cómo su compañero de clase, Mail “Matt” Jeevas, podía ser tan… el

Había pasado un mes desde que Mihael admitió que estaba enamorado y, aunque en un principio intentó acercarse, la verdad es que se rindió en muy poco tiempo. No era propio de él rendirse o dejar ganar, al contrario, normalmente sería la persona más competitiva del mundo e intentará ganarle a cualquiera de cualquier forma posible, pero el amor es muy diferente a competir con un rival por un trofeo. Esta vez, el rubio no tenía un rival contra quien pelear, no había nadie para demostrar que había ganado, esta vez el rival era el mismo y la posibilidad de que Matt no sintiera lo mismo. 

Mihael despegó el rostro de su almohada, mirando hacia la ventana de su habitación. 

No podía entender lo del todo, cómo podía enamorarse de MATT?

Era un chico completamente común y promedio, jugaba videojuegos en lugar de salir de su casa, aprobaba los exámenes por dudas penas, usaba remeras muy estúpidas con frases de anime o memes como “Gaymer”, veía anime en clase y era enviado a la dirección por eso, tenía pecas en las mejillas y sobre su nariz, tenía unos lindos ojos verdes, su cabello naturalmente castaño estaba muy mal teñido de rojo, aun mostrando unas partes marrones… Mello amaría tocar ese pelo, ayudarlo a teñirlo mejor, jugar esos tontos juegos con él, aunque realmente no supiera hacerlo, escuchar a Matt hablar de sus animes de acción, reírse juntos de los memes en sus camisetas y comprar la ropa mas estupida posible juntos. 

Cuando el rubio salió de su mente y volvió a sí mismo se encontró sonriendo, con unas pequeñas lágrimas saliendo de sus mejillas. 

[mermoneko]

‎‧₊˚✧MattMello Week 2026 Day 1✧˚₊‧

Love language, available on Ao3, Spanish version below, English is not my first language

TW// mild insults (nothing really cruel)

At first, Matt was slightly dismayed by Mello's insults. They were never anything too personal or brutal, just random insults in random conversations.

Matt began to wonder if his best friend truly saw him as a friend and not some kind of slave. It took a couple of years of living together, plus the formal start of their romantic relationship, for the brunette to notice what was happening.

That was Mello's strange way of showing affection. It sounds stupid, or even toxic, but they weren't malicious insults as anyone would think. Somehow, the blond was trying to do what he'd never been taught: show love to someone.

"You're an idiot," Mello said with a soft chuckle.

They were both sitting on the sofa in their dirty apartment, the television in front of them, and Matt was frantically flipping through the channels.

"Just pick something, moron."

At that moment, the brunette stopped and looked back at his boyfriend.

“I love you too, idiot,” he said softly, with a slight smile.

Matt knew how to leave Mello speechless all the time. This time, the blond just stared at him like a cat caught in the act, his cheeks slowly turning pink.

Lenguaje de amor, versión en ingles disponible en Ao3

TW// leves insultos (nada cruel)

Al principio Matt se sentía ligeramente consternado sobre los insultos de Mello. Nunca eran cosas demasiado personales, o brutales, solo eran insultos aleatorios en conversaciones aleatorias. 

Mail comenzó a preguntarse sobre si su mejor amigo realmente lo veía como un amigo y no como algún tipo de esclavo. Tuvieron que pasar un par de años de convivencia, además del inicio formal de su relación romántica, para que el castaño notara lo que estaba ocurriendo. 

Esa era la extraña forma de Mello de mostrar afecto. Suena estupido, o hasta toxico, pero no eran insultos malintencionados como cualquiera lo pensaría. De alguna manera el rubio intentaba hacer lo que nunca le habían enseñado: demostrar amor a alguien. 

“Eres un idiota” - Solto Mello con una leve risita. 

Ambos estaban sentados sobre el sofá, en su sucio departamento, la televisión estaba frente a ellos y Matt no paraba de cambiar los canales frenéticamente. 

“Solo elige algo, tarado” 

En ese momento el castaño se detuvo y volvió a ver a su novio. 

“Yo también te amo, estupido” - Dijo con tono suave y una ligera sonrisa. 

Matt sabía cómo dejar a Mello sin palabras todo el tiempo. Esta vez, el rubio solo se quedó mirándolo como un gato que fue descubierto haciendo una travesura, con sus mejillas que lentamente se tornaban rosadas.

[itsvminkook]

BTS "NORMAL" x "RUN" x "SPRING DAY"

[mundane-plurality-is]

Mundane plurality is scrolling through your (host) Own Blog and laughing at things You didn't post/don't remember and going, "oh, yeah, that's definitely (alter) lol"

It's really funny looking back at other alters' posts on our system blog. You find aome gems in there for sure (🌸)

[mermoneko]

Mello is afraid of bread. 🍞🥖

[hazelkoa]

"Here'' *hands you a bar of chocolate* ''D-don't stare at me like that, it's not like I bought it for you! I just had extra... so shut up and take it already!"

[mermoneko]

I'm officially canceling my fanfic "Non-Binary." Nobody was reading it, but I feel I have to say it anyway. Sorry, maybe I'll write that story again someday.

[mermoneko]

Dude… I'm kinsidering Ribbit and Gangle....

[meioflotus]

Pusheen pink dividers.

Day 4 of @lunadored's event 𓏲𑁘 edit an non human character.

[mermoneko]

June 8th was my 21st birthday! 🌸🩷

[mermoneko]

You are not weak for being sensitive, you are not vulnerable for being cute, and you are not less than anything for being kind! Be kind and have a beautiful life, and give those who love you a beautiful life too! It's never too late to be the angel who brings light to someone in need.

[mermoneko]

✧.* Overprotective Matt and a chair  *.✧

356 words, English version also available on Ao3, Spanish version below and on Wattpad

"M-Matt… I'm going to kill you for this."

Mihael Keehl, Mello, L's second successor, found himself in a situation he never imagined. His wrists were tied to a chair in his own home. He couldn't even say how he'd gotten there; he'd simply been discussing his plan to stop Kira with Matt, and in less time than it took him to say a word, he'd found himself in this predicament.

"I'm sorry, even if you kill me and hate me, I can't let you carry out your plan," Mail replied to the blond man's threat. He was certain of his words, despite the pain he felt at the thought that Mello could truly hate him.

"Why?" Mihael questioned, his voice harsh. "Are you Kira's accomplice now?"

The brunette took a step forward, feeling slightly insulted. How could Mello doubt him?

"I'm not going to let you kill yourself over this," he spat, smoking, moving dangerously close to the other.

Hearing his words, the young man with blue eyes was stunned, staring at him before frowning again.

"How...?" At that moment, he doubted how well he knew him. He really hadn't told him how he planned to end Kiyomi Takada's kidnapping. "...If I don't do this, Kira will win."

"I don't care," Matt exclaimed, annoyed. "Your life matters much more to me than that jerk! Your life matters much more to me than avenging that idiot L!"

Mihael lowered his head. In all his years, no one had ever cared for him like this… Kira was a genocidal maniac, but did Mail really care more about him than the thousands of people who could die because of the Death Note?

"Anyway, I'm not letting you go. You're staying here until Near's encounter with the Second L is over," he explained, running his hand through the older man's golden hair.

Mello looked up and sighed. He knew that no matter what Matt did, he wasn't going to let go. He was too stubborn, even more so than himself.

"You're going to ruin everything…"

"You're going to ruin everything," Jeevas replied. "Near doesn't need you for this. He can always win on his own, right?"

356 palabras, Versión en español disponible tambien en Wattpad, Versión en Ingles disponible tambien en A03

M-matt… voy a matarte por esto 

Mihael Keehl, Mello, el segundo sucesor de L, se encontraba en una situación que nunca imaginó. Tenía las muñecas amarradas a una silla, en su propia casa. Ni siquiera podía decir cómo había llegado a eso, simplemente estaba discutiendo con Matt su plan para detener a Kira y, en menos de lo que pudo decir, se encontró en esa situación. 

Lo siento, aunque me mates y me odies, no puedo permitir que cumplas tu plan - Respondió Mail a la amenaza del rubio. Seguro de sus palabras, a pesar del dolor que sentía al creer que Mello realmente podría odiarlo. 

¿Por qué? - Cuestiono Mihael con dureza en su voz - Eres cómplice de Kira ahora?

El castaño precedió un paso, sintiéndose ligeramente insultado, como podría Mello dudar de él?

No voy a permitir que te mates por esto - Escupió fumador, acercándose peligrosamente al contrario.

Al oír sus palabras, el joven de ojos celestes se quedó estupefacto, mirándolo para luego fruncir el ceño nuevamente.

Como…? - En ese momento dudo sobre que tan bien lo conocía, él realmente no le había contado cómo planeaba terminar el secuestro de Kiyomi Takada. -....Si no hago esto Kira va a ganar

No me interesa - Exclamó Matt con fastidio. - Me importa mucho más tu vida que ese cretino, me importa mucho más tu vida que vengar al estupido de L! 

Mihael bajó la cabeza, en todos sus años de vida nadie se había preocupado por él de esa manera… Kira era un genocida, pero a Mail realmente le importaba mas el que las miles de personas que podrían morir a causa de la Death Note? 

De todas maneras no voy a soltarte, te vas a quedar aquí hasta que pase el encuentro de Near con el Segundo L - Explico, pasando su mano por el cabello dorado del mayor. 

Mello levantó la mirada y suspiró, sabía que haga lo que haga Matt no lo iba a soltar. Él era demasiado terco, incluso más que él mismo. 

Vas a arruinarlo todo…

Tu vas a arruinarlo todo - Respondió Jeevas - Near no te necesita para esto, él siempre puede ganar solo, ¿no?

[mermoneko]

✧.* Best friend is a public label *.✧

164 words, also published in Ao3, Original Spanish version below

Mello let out a loud moan, filling the room with that erotic sound. Meanwhile, Matt, his best friend, was taking him hard, biting his neck, thrusting inside him rapidly.

It wasn’t the first time this had happened, and that “best friend” thing was just a public facade. The truth was that they both liked each other, loved each other, were attracted to each other, and couldn’t help but end up in the same lewd situation every so often.

Just when Mihael thought Mail was going to start slowing down the intensity with which he was penetrating him, he hit his G-spot hard. The blond, who had been fucked for a long time beforehand—which made him twice as sensitive—ended up coming. He clung tightly to the brunette’s shoulders.

Matt smiled triumphantly; no video game could make him feel that kind of victory. That was probably one of Mail Jeevas’s favorite things in his entire life: seeing his lover reduced to a complete wreck of pleasure, all thanks to him.

164 palabras, versión en español no disponible en Ao3

Mello soltó un fuerte gemido, llenando la habitación de aquel sonido erotico. Mientras Matt, su mejor amigo, lo tomaba con fuerza, mordiendo su cuello, embistiendo su interior velozmente. 

No era la primera vez que esto pasaba, y eso de “Mejor Amigo” era solo la etiqueta publica. La verdad es que ambos se gustaban, se amaban, se atraían y no podían evitar terminar en la misma situación lasciva cada poco tiempo. 

Cuando Mihael creyó que Mail comenzaria a bajar la intensidad con la que lo penetraba, este golpeo su punto G con fuerza. El rubio, quien había sido previamente fastidiado por un largo rato, lo cual lo hacía el doble de sensible, acabó viniéndose. Abrazándose con fuerza a por lo hombros del castaño. 

Matt sonrió victorioso, ningún videojuego podría hacerle sentir ese tipo de victoria. Probablemente esa era una de las cosas favoritas de Mail Jeevas en toda su vida: Ver a su amante hecho un completo desastre de placer, todo gracias a él mismo.

This is the first time I've posted one of my works on Tumblr, but I'm not going to risk Wattpad's censorship again. From now on, explicit works in Spanish will go here, and their English translations will remain on Ao3 as always. I suppose the non-explicit stuff can stay on Wattpad…for now.

Anyway, I hope you liked this; I think it's the shortest thing I've posted in a long time. LOL

[mermoneko]

"Only show complete stories" and watch as half of the fanfics in your search disappear

[mermoneko]

Something I really love about the Death Note manga is that you can perfectly see how Mello's personality changes after the explosion