allow me some public whining and wallowing if you may.
ive been dealing with insulin resistance + my disabilities have been very disabling this past semester so making it to class was a win, working out has been out of the picture for a while.
fortunately, i was put on ozempic. great! this will address the insulin resistance and it will get my a1c down in time for my hysterectomy! yay!
enter: the most infuriating email conversation with the drs office
me: can u please authorize the medication, insurance needs it
drs office: 😃 we called the pharmacy and they did not need authorization 😃
me: i said insurance
dr office: 😃 oh ok! the request has been sent! 😃
me: great thanks.
so then i got the medication several months late. and now my a1c hasn't come down enough. (it came down by 0.3 in a month which would be really good if yk. i had gotten the medication on time.)
so i have to (highly likely, my dr hasn't said anything yet but i messaged her about it at like 4 pm yesterday so, ill prob hear from her today) postpone my surgery.
which, having surgery 2 weeks before i move is not. ideal. but the sooner it happens, the sooner i can stop the hormone suppressants to help my bones and muscles not feel like they are collision at all times.
so maybe this is for the best, and i can schedule it for the beginning of my winter break so that i can actually heal.
that doesn't take away from the anger at the endocrinology office and my general disappointment. so i think i need to make some art about it.