hiya! i'm nikkanium-235, your resident erratic fandom fanatic. my url is long for nikki, which is short for noelle [long story :3]. i'm also a whatever-teen-year-old transfem from the south of the usa, which makes me very interesting lol... anyways if you think i'm interesting at all talk to me! i preferrr post things but i'm fine with being messaged lol
basic info:
names: nikki, nikka [hi soda!!], noelle
pronouns: she/her
orientation if you care: sapphic / lesbian[?]
relationships: poly
ethnicity: black american
star sign: cancer
timezone: eastern [gmt-4 / gmt-5]
disclaimers:
i don't do a dni list
if you're weird, you're welcome here
dw if you're not but i'm a little crazy soo
might be a bit suggestive occasionally but i tag accordingly
don't be a bigot. and be nice to boys, they're trying their best
tone is hard! please assume positive intent with me
PLEASE ask for clarification if smth i say seems amiss
general statements:
fuck generative ai, love everyone, be cringe and be free, and fat girls rule [i am one of those so]
fandoms:
games: undertale & deltarune, fnaf, omori, pokemon go
shows: bfdi & ii, gravity falls, tadc, hfjone
comics/books: homestuck, pjo etc., el goonish shive, walkyverse & doa, story theives
etc: 17776, hamilton
music: will wood, tally hall & miracle musical, chonny jash, anry l. studios, jayden wark, roar, lemon demon, tmbg, dazey and the scouts, penelope scott
my favorites:
utdr: dess, noelle, alphys, chara
homestuck: jade, aradia
fnaf: charlie, cassidy
omori: aubrey
interests:
art: writing, music composition, orchestra, drawing, pixel art
humanities: althist, linguistics & conlangs, latin & classics
what languages do you speak? Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple? Do you still speak them? How about ones you learned later? Are you fluent?
that sort of thing
I’ll start! My first language is English (specifically American English lol) but I’ve been learning Spanish for five years and counting and I consider myself mostly fluent (not native level by any means but I can read/listen/write/speak well enough, and my abilities there aren’t much worse than in English, though my vocabulary is definitely less robust). I know a bit of French from my mom and middle school, and can figure some other things out à la Spanish. I can also swear in six languages (I don’t but I could lol) (I forgot asl. Seven.)
okay that’s all! Tagging All The People to start this off!
(As always if you want to be removed from the tag game master list please lmk I don’t want to annoy ppl lol)
i speak english n urdu!! Uhhh well i grew up with my parents mostly speaking either urdu or, honestly idk what the other language was, I only understand a few words tho. im TERRIBLE at urdu. At english, i suppose my English is decent? I SHOULD'VE learnt arabic. didn't tho. i know like two words.
English is my first language and I’m fully fluent in Spanish because I was raised around my Nicaraguan mother and i can understand Italian but can only say a few words in it
First language iss usa english, here are languages I kinda know in order of proficiency
Polish
Spanish
French
Korean
Japanese
@specss-missing-shoe @gabbuhs @ladybugboy14 @purple-dinosaur27 @nikkanium-235 @voidisbored + any of my other lovely moots who i wanted to tag but forgot ur usernames sorry rb if u want
I love this concept and I am totally in the same boat and would rather be perceived as an abstract concept than a person at this moment in my life lol.
I think I’d be a colorful newly built two story house with a bright red roof, with old musty clocks covering all of the walls, the only light comes from the open windows
@lexisrants @k4enobi @goldendaysforever @angiesbed @angelsblogs @ramonasinacoma and anybody else that sees :D
I love this and already percieve myself like this internally in a way
I’m the void / the abyss overall
I’m a place that seems miserable and lonely but if you pull back the curtain you see little floating lights in the dark. The place that isn’t so lonely, in the simplest way I can put it without it being a full poem
Overall, anyway. I also write lots of poetry about this subject
like. the smell of smoke late at night, you’ve just lit the candle and shaken out the match. or the wind soughing through the tops of the tallest gum trees, bending them gently back and forth, surprisingly supply for such strong plants. or the dark, sticky, dusty first bite of apple after hours of work in the sun and the dirt, when you’re thirsty and hungry and it’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted.
or like. idk. cosmic hope and love.
@iwanttobepersephone @randomenby0ntumbir @ashishere0w0 @leahnardo-da-veggie @princess-of-morkva @autistook @biggestqiblifan @moonelight @bea-aeb @marthalmary @aurelia-aurita-marine + open tag (wie immer)
you’re so definitelly the freedom of the steppe bro
i’d be… the crunch and the numbness frozen things bring to your mouth. or corners. inward corners and the feeling of being beaten, squeezing into one and wanting to get out and sometimes the feeling of wanting to hide in that corner for you never knew anything else
@khvylovy @rawtexsolaris @pelaajanifta @anaftafiat @fatalwa @dandelionclinic @wujekfoliarz just people tumblr recommended it’s almost 2 at night okay
Ah, I think “rotting” concrete (and brick) of old industrial or military buildings, hidden beneath, or in the middle of a pine lumber forest, covered by podzol… The rightful profanation of what represents the vile, and yet doesnt have any agenda on its own. I do tend to daydream about scenarios where the society collapses, but survival isnt a concern, and any building can be turned into a home. Cold concrete adorned with rugs…
@columbinesinstarlight @varenychenko @blazeterychnyi if anyone doesnt want to be tagged in the future, please do tell
I feel like I’d be a sketch, it is far from finished, it has a long way to go, but it is meant to be that way, there will be mishaps in the rendering, lining, coloring but that’s the whole point of it. It is messy but that’s the point.
hmm, i’m probably the mushrooms and shrubs and leaves and rot on a forest floor. overshadowed by the trees, small and hidden, but still important to the ecosystem :3
"Stop scrolling and please help me spread the word, because if I've landed on your page you're most likely either a black woman or someone who cares about black women and the simple phrase I'm about to share could help save a black woman's life.
Doctors are to black women what police officers are to black men. That may seem controversial but I believe it to be true and I speak from personal experience.
If you've seen this TikTok you know that a 2016 study showed that 50% of medical students and residents thought that black people couldn't feel pain the same as white people.
And we learned from this video that because of a 1999 study, to this day, there's a black correction factor for the creatinin levels in black people's kidneys, meaning we're less likely to recieve a kidney transplant if needed.
So if you go to a doctor, feel you aren't getting proper treatment or they refuse the treatment you've requested, say to them the following:
I will need you to document on record that you are refusing the treatment (or medicine) I've requested, and the reason you are doing so."
This works. I have used it in other situations. If medical staff have to document and take responsibility and be on the hook legally for doing shady shit they behave much differently.
If you weren’t already going to spread this advice because black women are at risk, then spread it because it’s applicable to everyone else as well, including you reading this.
But particularly women, and especially black women.
i'd also just like to say that black people were dying at the second highest rate due to opioid addiction two years ago
so it's a foregone conclusion for many people (INCLUDING PROFESSIONALS) that many of us could easily just be exaggerating or making up our pain to get opioid medication
actually uh ignoring the whole not binary part of my gender and just calling me male (which i'm not and being called that makes me incredibly uncomfortable) because one of the pronoun sets i use is he/him (when i actually perfer it/its but no one really calls me that) is transphobic and nonbinary erasure but i don't think thats a conversation you're ready to have yet.
Ramb feels like he intentionally throws out arc words to make you suspicious enough to come investigate, Aqua feels like her first words were penumbra phantasm and neither her friends nor herself knows what it actually means
Random thing for people to consider is that since Laika is the saint of one way trips should Felicette be known as the saint of safe landings since she did make it back to the ground safely
tu LANCES félicette ? tu lances son corps comme la fusée ? oh ! oh ! prison pour les scientifiques ! prison pour les scientifiques pendant Un Mille Ans !
