Cruel Cross Unit @perfect777violation - Tumblr Blog

Short intro and DNI

Name: M/Synn (not gonna give my real name for many many reasons)

Age#: 20

Gender: Male (FtM)

Diagnosed:BPD/DID/CPTSD/OCD/GAD/Panic-Disorder/Bipolar-Type-2/ADHD/ASDlevel2/Bulimia.

Physical disability’s diagnosed: DDD, Arthritis, CHD, Moderate TBI, Anemia, hEDS, Vitiligo, Peripheral Neuropathy In The entire right side of my body from a 3 year long DV situation.

DNI

•Endos

•Ped0s

•Groomers

•Abusers

•Nazis

•Oppressors

•if your yt and ignorant fuck outta my blog

•Minors

xenoidic

—.ᐟ iNPERSONOiR

an inpersonant identity specifically for those who feel at odds with personhood due to trauma related to anti-Black dehumanization.

this term / flag is exclusively for any and all Black individuals !

seymourworld

if you dont like me

why

whats wrong with you

why

sugarcloud-syndicate

my face when the trauma disorder is protecting me from trauma by dissociation

anti-willo-utsuro

Endos swear up and down they’re not ableist yet continue to do and say things that immediately contradict their claim. You ARE ableist, you’re just too much of a loser to admit it

nightmaretour

I hate how in progressive Tumblr spaces there seems to be this pervasive idea that if someone isn't a perfect victim then the person who victimised them and objectively did something far worse must be the correct one. Oh someone abused you? Better never say anything controversial or incorrect ever again, or everyone will decide that your abuser was right and an incredible person actually

anti-willo-kaai-yuki

”anti endos are always so miserable all the time” it’s almost like…. We have the disorder that makes you miserable

perfect777violation

DID should be renamed to fuckass disorder because of all the fuckkk shit

#anti endo #endos fuck off #endos dni #actually hpd #actually narcissistic #npd safe #npd traits #actually aspd #actually npd

nettles-bpd

my birthday is coming up, someone pray for my mental wellbeing

adriagan

it fucking sucks being a disabled person who can't work and having to see these fuckass posts where someone's like "ahaha jobless people have no life and that's why everyone shitty online has No Job" and everyone and their mother reblogs it joyfully onto my dash for me to see. yes unemployed and unemployable people are truly without exception dogshit people with no hobbies and no redeeming qualities. you're so right. anyway if you'll excuse me i have to start my shift at the I'll Never Be Employed Because Of Permanent Disability And I Love Knowing How You Really See Me store

adriagan

if ur able to work can u reblog this i am seriously SO sick of it.

adriagan

btw this isn't solely a disability rights issue or an issue about people who are entirely unable to work. you should also be thinking about the people who are regarded as unhireable. transfems are hugely discriminated against in this way, people of color are passed over for less qualified white people, anyone who has any difficulty playing the interview game is less hireable... frankly anyone who made the mistake of pursuing the things they love and now has a degree for a niche field. if you still joke about Jobless People it's because you've fundamentally connected the worth of people to their labor, and specific labor, work that you see as valuable. and while i'm at it stop making fun of people who still live with their parents. asshole.

this-is-classism

@this-is-ableism

infernalis-crypture

The fact that there's a 43 year old (allegedly) on here going after traumagenic systems to fakeclaim them is so pathetic lmao.

Saw one of their posts say that it's impossible to tell you have DID as a teen. Ironically I didn't know until a had a severely traumatic series of events at 16 and people kept telling me I did or said things I had no memory of.

Ended up being diagnosed at age 18 after a crap ton of therapy. Good lord if you're really 43 please do something better with your time.

xxskyethetiredemoxx

Actually on the topic of homelessness, I hate being treated as just another fucking statistic. Which yeah obviously. I'm just another case to these people to get off their hands and not have to spend money on.

The systems don't care about me. They don't care about us. They care about making things as easy and inexpensive as they can. If we don't cooperate, we're resisting help, and they stop "helping".

But the people letting me sleep on their sofas? The people helping me find somewhere to stay, connecting me to others with some space? The people who want to help me financially, who give me money even when I don't ask, who get me food, or clothes, or whatever else? The people who can't help much practically, but are there in a personal way, and let me actually enjoy my life to whatever extent I can?

They actually care about me as a person. Not as a number, not as a case to rid themselves of. They want to help me live, not just survive.

And that's just solidified a lot of my beliefs too as an anarchist. People do genuinely want to help each other, but because of the way the systems are structured and people are taught to fend for themselves, sometimes you don't see it and it slips under the radar. But if you just look, there are huge, beautiful communities of people who genuinely care about each other in ways that our society wants to destroy. We love each other, and we show that in whatever way we can afford.

People are not inherently evil. We just planted our roots in infected soil and expected to thrive in it. And I've seen that first hand, going from the hopelessness and abuse of living with my family, to the beauty and growth happening in my city right under people's noses.

I have hope for humanity because I have seen it working in ways capitalism says it's not supposed to, and I'm doing whatever I can to be part of that hope for other people, no matter their situation.

transfrender-moved

➤⠀ ⠀ ⠀ROBOFREAKISH ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ . . .

[ pt: robofreakish /end pt. ]

⨳ ⁔ definition — a xenogender term related to robots & being an outcast; a freak; not fitting in. this doesn’t have to be in a negative connotation.

[ pt: definition: a xenogender term related to robots and being an outcast; a freak; not fitting in. this doesn’t have to be in a negative connotation. /end pt. ]

perfect777violation

Synn [host]

murderousangels

† MURDEAVERIC . . .

A gender for those who feel as if they have been murdered and are now dead.

The soul yearns for life yet the body cannot achieve it. You’ll walk the world endlessly, hallow at your core yet still so full of thought.

decayingangelrot

─── HELIAN An orientation of which the suns swirls around your love, forever aching, forever warm. It morphs to fit the image of your lover, remaining the same no matter their gender. You'll forever mirror them, wanting and watching with the heat of the sun.

murderousangels

† PRINCE FEMME. . .

A femme exclusive presentation term for femmes who feel inwardly masculine, such as a more masculine aligned gender, but dress and are seen by the outside world in a more feminine or typical femme way.

perfect777violation

PENTAGRAM THIS IS YOU GIRL TF

•Synn [Host]

#mogai term #mogai flag #mogai coining #liomogai #liom flag #liom coining #presentation term #lesbian #actually hpd #pents carnage #synn [host]

murderousangels

† PRINCE FEMME. . .

A femme exclusive presentation term for femmes who feel inwardly masculine, such as a more masculine aligned gender, but dress and are seen by the outside world in a more feminine or typical femme way.