professional autist

finished the entirety of tgcf in 18 days

[soul-the-silly]

hello hi it’s me soul

i use he/they/it

i like vsmp, bfsmp, tma, all of studio investigrave’s games, and a bunch of other stuff :3

from now on, if im just talking ill tag a post with #soul rambles (oh no)

if it’s art, it’ll be #soul’s canvas vomit

and any. other things it’ll be #oh no what is soul doing now

i also have an rp blog for my vsmp(ish) oc (i mean they’ve kinda strayed but it’s there i swear at @quinn-quickfeather

and a loosely magnus archives roleplay oc blog at @your-favourite-journalist

oh yea i also have @soul-the-silly-scribe for writings 🧍🧍

rules for interacting with me:

- don’t be weird please. (i mean im fine with freaky jokes but don’t take it too far and bear in mind that i am a MINOR!)

- please just be respectful honestly ( @theabolisolation is exempt from this rule because the american/british war must go on/lh)

thank you, have a nice day!!

[amerlcanapparel-deactivated2020]

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

[straighthater]

when guys objectify women and expect them to send nudes

[timelordpillbug]

when someone asks you about your nuclear plans for russia

[hikingnerd]

When Russia sends you nudes

[dr-thackery]

[dismantlerepaired]

[ilovepretzelrods]

[thegingerbalrog]

[onwardwall]

[miss-jaxon-flaxon-waxon]

#what the fuck happened here

[her-eyes-dared-me-with-danger]

This is my favorite post in all of tumblr

[kyloschuyler]

reminder that this post is now illegal in Russia

[tree-of-blue-squirrel]

reblog it, because Russia can´t

[maradaisykat]

Thanks Obama 

[my-sisters-eyeball]

Wtf

[roomba-with-knives-taped-to-it]

When Russia makes this post illegal

[earthnicity]

I HAVE ONLY SEEN THIS IN SCREENSHOTS

[dovahdez]

I will reblog this every goddamn time I find it on my dash

[a-wondering-thought-deactivated]

I have a piece of tumblr history on my blog now

[hellsitegenetics]

String identified: atgctactttaatcaaaaattcaTattattatttgaagtcaacatTaaataattgaATCTgtgattaaacttg

Closest match: Bombyx mori BmN4 cell DNA, chromosome 24, sequence Common name: Domestic Silk Moth

(image source)

[willifolts]

When the domestic silk moth sends you nudes

[scp-threats-is-back]

Domestic silk moth is just being friendly

[yoink-a-doink]

Now the moth is banned in Russia

[fantasylover4538]

…well what the fuck is this

[kingofkaumidy2]

Art.

[shower-thoughts-last-responder]

[sodom-hussein]

Old iconic tumblr posts gather gimmick blog comments the way DNA mutations accumulate over time

[starmaker-astral]

This is why I love tumblr

[mimosa-sex-tea-people-contrsf]

When the DNA mutations send you nudes

[theweirdqueerthing]

When the nudes send you DNA mutations

[dippyfresh11037]

When the DNA mutations nudes send you

[good-fwiend-in-wome]

shoutout to flags that look like landscapes fr gotta be one of my favorite genders

[jonnystrebor]

Not to forget:

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[aru]

Tumblr Code.

[geekishchic]

If I ever see any of you in public, the code is “I like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

I’m just going to say this to strangers until i find a tumblr person

must keep reblogering!! Im going to be so suspicious if any one tells me this now!

Remember the answer is: I stole them from the president.

always reblog tumblr identification

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[cygnahime]

Hanahaki disease is a psychosomatic illness. It's a thing that your body does in response to stress over constantly repressing/concealing your feelings in settings with high background magic. It's like you've been ignoring pain for a long time and suddenly your vision starts going dark, because your affected body is just YANKING on random alerts trying to get you to PAY ATTENTION there is a PROBLEM. Yes the flowers do really exist. So do non-magical psychosomatic symptoms. The flowers aren't special.

This does of course open up the trope to options for non-romantic concealed feelings. Which I think is great. There is something viscerally satisfying about the person who seems so outwardly chipper coughing and hacking and spitting up Depression Flowers so now everyone has to know they're hurting. Isn't there?

[specificwatcher]

Hanahaki, but it's a child that feels neglected by their parents.

Hanahaki, but it's someone whose friends have started ghosting them.

Hanahaki, someone's wife is cheating on them.

Hanahaki, the disease that gives you three options: confront your feelings, destroy the love you hold for someone or perish choking on roses.

[totally-cis-offical]

Imagine this for transness

[mimosa-sex-tea-people-contrsf]

Hanahaki but it’s your body desperately needing you to love and care for it while your mind is trapped in the body that doesn’t fit, that’s wrong as it destroys you from the inside out the longer you aren’t able to get help to make your body feel like you

[luo-art]

Wet cat of the magnus institute

[astronaut-offical]

Nobody saw this.

[soul-the-silly]

ODYSSEUS SAW THIS???????????

[soul-the-silly]

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood Additional Tags: Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, Self-Hatred, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Asexual Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Trans Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Suicidal Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist, Jonathan “Jon” Sims | The Archivist Needs a Hug, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, He/Him and They/Them and It/Its Pronouns for Jon Sims | The Archivist, im sorry this is gonna hurt, but like, i needed to put jon. through a blender, or it was back to that god awful michael/y/n fanfic, and i. am, NOt doing that on god, No beta we kayak like Tim, Title From an Alex G Song, Suicide Attempt, jon thinks martin is an angel

[soul-the-silly]

i wrote this !!! my first (actual) fic!! please ignore the other thing on my account i had a sleepover w @fudanshifinalboss and we thought itd be fun and im not deleting it because its uh very special lol.

Very heavy trigger warnings for this!!!!!!! its not implied sh, i describe it so if you get triggered by that then i don't recommend this for you 🩵🩵 stay safe :)))

[soul-the-silly]

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Characters: Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood Additional Tags: Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, Self-Hatred, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Asexual Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Trans Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Suicidal Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist Needs a Hug, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, He/Him and They/Them and It/Its Pronouns for Jon Sims | The Archivist, im sorry this is gonna hurt, but like, i needed to put jon. through a blender, or it was back to that god awful michael/y/n fanfic, and i. am, NOt doing that on god, No beta we kayak like Tim, Title From an Alex G Song, Suicide Attempt, jon thinks martin is an angel

[merrymewhoa]

"people who celebrate fictional character's birthdays are cringe pass it on"

FUCK THAT POST AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OC CHARLIE

@soul-the-silly

(im tagging you bc you think he is cool)

[soul-the-silly]

AW HES SO CUTIEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HES A CUTIEPIE AWEEE

[koribee]

me and the gang (lenora, ginny, and this alcoholic captain that followed us with a limbo squid and bananagrams) pulling up to the island of lesbos. who wants to come

[soul-the-silly]

our hmo cake 💔💔

(me and @fudanshifinalboss )

[torstherapy]

[ineffable-masquerade]

this single image was more helpful for my mood than the entirety of my last therapy appointment literally what the fuck is this witchcraft

[in-libris-liberta-s-deactivated]

Just finished hamlet & had to share THIS

[iamnmbr3]

btw this is literally what goes down. it’s great. 

[ovenroastedtwerkey]

You just know the ye olde peasants went NUTS at that last part

[elodieunderglass]

We don’t say sblood enough we should bring it back

[innerchildabortionclinic]

there is something very sad and humiliating about having to desperately beg doctors and family members to understand that involuntary institutionalization does not in fact help your mental health, knowing your perspective will always be dismissed at the end of the day

it's such an awful existence to be a psychiatric patient as a teenager, there has to be another way to help aggressively suicidal teenagers, such as addressing the circumstances that make them want to die so much in the first place! you can stop suicide by locking someone up, sure, but they will not want to live

[doe-eyed-disaster]

it's awful that researchers are only now starting to take this perspective seriously, but there is a small but growing body of study supporting exactly what patients have been saying about psychiatric incarceration. one study in particular, from Allegheny county in Pennsylvania, offers a damning analysis of involuntary psychiatric commitments:

For individuals whose cases are judgment calls, where some physicians would hospitalize but others would not, we find that hospitalization nearly doubles both the probability of dying by suicide or overdose and also nearly doubles the probability of being charged with a violent crime in the three months after evaluation. We provide evidence of earnings and housing disruptions as potential mechanisms. Our results suggest that, on the margin, the system we study is not achieving the intended effects of the policy.

[catgirlapologist]

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...

[catgirlapologist]

schizophrenic person: makes a post trying to raise awareness about the disproportionate abuse and harmful stereotypes schizophrenic people face

yall: "yeah im not gonna reblog this they used the word ins*ne which is so problematic ://"

[truth-spatter]

What the fuck happens that changes these stats to such a massive degree?

[catgirlapologist]

1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else

2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.

[catgirlapologist]

also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.

[jackoquako]

Sexually harassing men isn't being a feminist you're just being an asshole