#depression vent

[virtualsorrowhellscape]

Me when I know that no matter what they say to me, this conversation is pointless.

[sh3s-my-w1n0na]

hearing your mom say “please bring back her joy, we know it’s in there” while praying is a different type of pain and guilt

[theasylumwheretheyraisedme]

have high expectations of yourself & don’t sleep too much sounds like good advice but respect your body & don’t ignore it’s signals also sounds like good advice so…what is a girl to do

[somethingiswrongwithisaac]

i don't know what the hell is wrong with me. am I depressed? am I severely dissociated? some secret third option? some mix of the three?

i don't get it. nothing is wrong. nothing happened. everything in my life is going well. except whatever the fuck is going on inside of my head.

nothing is making me happy. I'm not sad or angry either. I'm just numb.

none of my likes or interests do anything for me anymore.

I'm having an incredibly difficult time eating anything because it's all just meh.

i don't feel connected or attached to anything. not my body. not my relationships. not my life.

i feel like I'm an actor, playing the part of "me" - except I never got a copy of the script, and I don't really care how this story ends.

[puppeteerings]

me when my mood disorder disorders my mood

[ginger-crvsh]

wtf is going on- my bsf on here leaves me. My mutual that convinced me to not delete my account left. I’m not getting any activity or attention… I’m finally starting to try and claw my way out of this depressive episode and the only thing I have is music. And my bsf is always busy. So fucking unfair. I hate it hereeee