#medication!

[thecosmicapple]

for real i hate editing i have no idea how i’m gonna be able to start yt or anything

[seismologically-silly]

it’s easier to make me upset when I touch something Bad than when I hear something Bad, but I’m more likely to hear a sound that is Bad than touch something that is Bad

[arotemisace]

the anti anxiety meds are definitely working because i would be in a full panic episode right now if they weren’t

[herodota]

Experiencing the delights instead of the horrors

[peachtarte]

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[14kgoldupgraded]

Also, shit, I take a lot of pills.

I mean, this isn't news. But any change to the regimen makes me even more aware. I have my three normal evening pills [(1)birth control, (2)decongestants, (3)epilepsy meds], but now I'm also on (4)antibiotics, and the ENT told me to use my (5)steroid-magic-nosespray at night too, and I also picked up a refill for my (6)anti-depressants today and had them out because I needed to cut a bunch in half, and then since the pill cutter was out I cut some of my (7)ativan as well, which is starting to lose its put-14k-to-sleep ability so I'm currently supplementing it with (8)melatonin, and jfc, my bed looks like a pharmacy with everything spread out here...

[thebeautifulspinster]

i think i’m getting a buzz from my new medz, which i guess makes sense, seeing as i’m taking like 6 different ones at a time now. ugh.

whatever, i think i'll take a xanax and watch portlandia until i fall asleep. yeahyeahyeah!

OH BUT FIRST, i wanna eat all of the things.