Sypnosis: It was a mutual love, but fate turned against you-leaving you fighting the man you love, but as a chance it was a double suicide.
Tags: Dazai x Reader, Angst, Reader lowkey obsessed with Dazai but he is too, Death, ruler of my heart is the music here cuz I love it, idk how to tag.
The static ring in your ears didn't help with your heart's booming heartbeat as the man you have been impeccably and hopelessly obsessed with was standing just across from you. From his long tresses of brown hair and narrow dark brown eyes, his bandaged hands, the curve of his lips, nose, and eyes which were practically memorized in your brain- gosh you can't get enough of him.
But beneath through the exhilaration of finally meeting him face to face and not just in daydreams, the crushing weight of the reality on what was going to happen was too fatal.
As one of alien stages best participants, you understood your place,the aliens demanded perfection, they expect a masterpiece. Competing two of the most impressive human competitors on the same caliber of talent sparked excitement through the fans and aliens alike- you know you have to win, give one of the best performance, but against Dazai? You don't think you can.
In the midst of your daydreaming you didn't notice Dazai gazing at you with predatory interests, ever since he had a glimpse of you he couldn't wait to ask you for a double suicide. His competitors was to boring and going against you was sending a wave of thrill in his nerves.
Soon, the lights turned on as thousands of brown and [fav color] light stick was shown in the stages, the sheer amount of fans was immense, as one of the most awaited performance was to expect.
Ah-ah
Ah-ah
Ah-ah
Ah-ah
(Whistle)
You can turn away from the light
You can even outburn the sun, my star
You're the perfect subject
With the whole world in your sad eyes
You sang the first lines beautifully- Dazai's words, you were so perfect in his eyes and the way you shine brightly on stage made him gape in awe along with the fans.
My savior, beautiful soul
I don't believe, you are a liar
When our darkness overlap
(Let me take it all away)
Dazai dropped to one knee in front of you, gazing upward with outmost affection as he sung his lines, fuck it was as if those lyrics were for you.
You look at him back with lovesick eyes as you caressed his face and brought his face into yours, singing in perfect tandem with your lips almost pressed against his.
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
You are forever beautiful
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
He stood back up and lifted your chin to make you look up to him, he looked incredibly hot with his half lidded eyes gazing back at you. The little upward lift of his lips only made you smile up at him lovingly almost obsessively.
The endless walls
A fall with no ground
In a single moment ( breaking down)
I go blind and deaf
My world is collapsing
He lifted you up and spun you with his hand on your waist, stopping and holding your hands up with his and pressing you to his body.
My savior, My beautiful lady
Your head was thrown backwards with him spinning you-but your heart raced as you saw his score on the board surpassing you.
Make me your god
I can give you anything
When our darkness overlap
(Let me take it all away)
You looked at him-really looked at him, he was happy, genuinely in love with you, the feeling made you feel a pang of sadness and regret as the unfair reality of the universe gave you two.
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
You are forever beautiful
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart
As you sang you final lines and feel the guns pointing at you, you grabbed his face and kissed him, fully accepting your defeat and trying to lay your final act of love.
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart-
Before the gun could even reached you, he covered your body and took the shot, in his neck and in his torso.
You could only gape at what happened, as his body dropped taking you with him, he smiled through the blood on his lips as he covered your neck. Seemingly trying to protect you to the gunshot.
Ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart, ruler of my heart....
His voice died down as a loud bang passed through and shot your abdomen, the scorching feeling doesn't affect you as much as losing your love, your eyes grew hazy from the pain when you heard his voice drift to you.
"I guess... That was a double suicide isn't it...? "
Note:I was reading a sae itoshi x reader alnst crossover and was like omg Dazai would be perfect for this but he likes sacrifices and shi
Tags:Kiyora Jin x Reader, Whimsy, Whimsical! Reader, just fluff.
•First of all, Kiyora is the silent brooding type of partner that is usually quite and reserved, he's not loud, not dramatic, and definitely not hard to be around, a relationship with someone like you would be... Unique to say the least, his mindset doesn't clash with your " I do what I want" mentality, actually, he'd be supportive, great partner to be with fr.
•Speaking of mindset, His 'Borderliner' personality fits with whimsical people, like you. You can wake up at the dead of the night and drag him to a nearby park just because you felt like it and he wouldn't complain, his response would be like a blunt "kay." If you suggest an absolutely insane thing to do at dawn, no questions asked.
•As a "Kingmaker" or queen in here, cuz we all queens duh, he'd make your wild ideas work, I mean, his specialty is taking a chaotic, unpredictable situation and planting the perfect move to make it succeed, he prefers to stay as your loyal shadow and act as your ultimate fanboy, quietly pushing you and helping you achieve your personal goals.
• He's not good with words, but he's a good listener, You could spend hours talking about different topics simultaneously and he wouldn't interrupt. I feel like in his mind this would be an intimate act for him, being in a relationship with him is intimate hut also fun. In parties (where you dragged him too because his teammates are there) they'd always see you two whispering to each other while being close and you giggling and him giving the tiniest micro smile.
• He will dance with you, like everywhere if you want. In the park, the kitchen, wherever you want. He loves dancing and seeing you share the same interest in it makes him happy. If you prefer singing though, he'd gladly dance with your voice, he'd act as if your voice is the most beautiful thing he's heard in his life. And honestly? He definitely does.
• He's independent, but deeply attached to you. It's like you are his safe place, times where he feels rarely down he'd go and find you, he will not say that he's upset. In fact, it's hard to know what he feels because of his stone cold face, but you'd know. That alone comforts him enough that his previous thoughts will vanish and his mind is filled with you.
• Matches your creativity, he may seem stiff or overly serious on the outside, but don't forget that he is a breakdancer at heart. He understands rhythm, movement, and creative expression. A whimsy partner like you might be one of the few people who can coax him out of his shell. If you randomly dance in the kitchen, he might not join you with the same high energy, but he will hit a flawless, lowkey breakdance enough to surprise you and make you laugh.
Notes:Can anybody tell that I love whimsical things? Oh and I'm a Kiyora fan. He's so underrated, he needs more screen time like his play style is so cool?? I'm crine. Also don't flame me if this isn't... Whimsical enough I'm not whimsy by any means, just interested. Sooo, Kiyora fans... Unite!!
• he's the type of cat that has blatant favoritism 😭 people would either say he's the cutest cat ever or the most evil one.
• he's also a cat that for some reason everyone has beef with, other bllk cats would hiss at him at times (especially rin) cat isagi also seems to know every cat in the street, whether its stray or indoors that doesn't even go out.
• he's a slow eater but if there's another cat besides him, he'd devour that shit up. Like they'd steal it in mere seconds.
• The most possessive cat known to man, you'd just pass by another cat and he'd hiss at you like you personally offended him.
Rin Itoshi
• shows visible emotion, would give your friends a stink eye if they even dare try to touch him, he'd hiss and turn to walk away leaving your friends baffled.
• he's very mean like he would hiss and scratch you if you annoy him but he was so cute when he was just a kitten 🥺, cute big boba eyes staring at you in admiration and would cling to you constantly.
Reo Mikage
• He'd be the cat that demands every good things, that gave him quiet the belly. would not eat the dry cat food you gave him, like how dare you not give me my imported salmon?
• always plays with cat nagi even though the latter just sleeps. Like, always. Sometimes you think Cat! Nagi stole him...
• he'd be the type of cat that looks like he belongs to royalty, and honestly? You almost believe it, he does things so graciously you want to bow down.
Nagi Seishiro
• sleeps 24/7, doesn't even get up sometimes and it worries you-like how does a cat function like that?
• Cat! Reo always lies down besides him and Cat! Nagi just allows it, even purring softly when he does.
• you need to feed him or he'd starve. Like no survival instinct final boss, he'd look at cat food and say "nah.."
Karasu Tabito
• Excuse me? Him as a cat? Oh hell nah...
• Karasu is a Raven for me gang✌I don't see him as a cat.
• though he'd be that crow that leaves small silver or gold trinkets that he stole from people even if you gave him food only once-yeah he loyal like that.
Otoya Eita
• Sleezy ass cat and somehow makes every female cat in the neighborhood pregnant (I'm sorry😭😭)
• always and I mean ALWAYS hides, you'd try to find him all day just for him to be in the roof (you don't know how he got there...)
• Sniffed Cat! Chigiri's ass and got slapped, also tried to mate him once cuz he probably thought he was a XX chromosome.
Shidou Ryusei
• Terror cat omg, and so picky about his owner too💔 literally pounced on you the first time you met him cuz he wants you to be his owner THAT bad.
• always knocks everything he sees that's In the edge. Glass bottle? Dropped. Plastic cop with coffee in it? Spilled. Food? Taste tested before dropping it.
• so clingy to Cat! Sae and only seemed ever so lighly calm around him. With other cats? He scratches, hiss, and pick fights that leaves him battered.
Chigiri Hyoma
• One of the fastest cat you have, he looks like a pink meteorite when he runs.
• Cat! Otoya tried to mate him and he got so disgusted he somehow buried him on a pile of cat litter.
• soft and shiny fur omg... Like his real hair, it's so satisfying to touch and he always grooms it.
Sae Itoshi
• fatest cat you have end of discussion.
• he found Cat! Rin as a kitten and you decided to adopt him too, and Cat! Sae is like his little guardian when he was a kitten, always shadowing behind him.
• Super chill cat but has a deep underlying anger with that fuckass rabbit... Tch.
Bunny Iglesias
• This man is not a cat🤣🤣🤣
• the most kindest looking rabbit you have but is actually pure evil.
• white fur and menacing red eyes, literally attacks everyone who looks happy and then had the audacitttyyy to look at you cutely like he did nothing wrong.
Michael Kaiser
• adopted cat that you found abandoned In the streets.
• at first he was grumpy and hates everyone, only letting you or Cat! Ness (albeit sometimes ) around him.
• though when he grew up he does this petty things that will make you question if he's kind or not... (He peed on Cat! Isagi's water bowl😭)
Ness Alexis
• Omg he'd be that cat that looks like he smiles and it's so cute🥺
• weirdly attached to flowers, especially blue roses, and makes an effort to walk to the nearby decorative flower shop.
• he does this thing were he looks like he has magic, like knowing when a person comes before 5 mins, or like bringing you to items you lost.
Vivian Hugo
• Always zones out and sometimes sits in one specific spot for hours(mostly 2 hours)
• loves baking near you or just napping especially if Cat! Loki is with him.
• Like Cat! Sae, he is quite chonky(I'm convinced every midfielder is chonky)
Julian Loki
• Fastest cat you own, like. Sonic level speed.
• calm but he is scaryy at night, you'd check your cam and he's just there, staring... 😟
• idk why but I feel like he'd be that hairless cat that looks like he belongs to be worshipped in ancient Egypt.
Sypnosis: Just what having a catboy in your life would feel...
Tags: Gojo x Reader, Catboy..., catboy Gojo, headcanons, smut, MDNI!!!, OOC, Reader reffered to as Y/n, idk how to tag.
Catboy Gojo! Who immediately asks for your attention as soon as you come home. Rubbing his cheek against you affectionately. Wrapping his tail around your waist while softly purring. Bathing in your scent and presence.
Catboy Gojo! Who gets jealous veryyy easily. Will hiss at anyone who tries to go near you, even Suguru who was just passing by. Won't stop clinging to you even in public saying that he lacks Vitamin Y/n.
Catboy Gojo! Who is scared of your disapproval, he wouldn't show that he was sad entirely but his sad whines and purrs along with the mushroom practically growing at his head says it.
Catboy Gojo! Who spoils you, even in bed. Always gripping your hips enough to leave bruises-but somehow making it feel soft and possessive. Always bending your legs in angles that shouldn't be possible. And always staring at your eye with his face not even centimeters far. Close enough to see every reaction, every twitch, and every hitch of your breath.
Catboy Gojo! Who manages to pick up your scent even if your a kilometer away, like a Y/n radar that he seems to have. Rushing in your arms and burrying his face in your neck, inhaling a deep breath like his lungs would collapse without an hour of your smell.
Catboy Gojo! Who just loves laying in your lap, forcing your hands to scratch his white hair, relaxing immediately and even purring out of satisfaction. He also seems to love your thighs.
Catboy Gojo! Who loves to leave hickeys and love marks. Eager to show everyone that you're his only. He also loves it when you leave your own marks in his neck, collar bone, just everywhere.
Catboy Gojo! Who likes it when you leave your scent to him. He'd turn around happily sniffing your scent in his clothes while Shoko looks at him in disgust.
Catboy Gojo! Who even in every form, will only love you and you only. He won't ever replace you, why would he when he has a goddess like you in his bed every night. Gosh he's so obsessed with you. His fated mate.
Tags: Zanka x Reader, suggestive, freaky..., Reader is like Sanji's sister(I forgot her name..) just think that we're immune to it ykyk, established relationship, just freaky lmao.
Standing at the closed door was Enjin, Rudo, Delmon, And Follo-they had just purchased artificial flowers from Delmon's recommended shop and was now at least 5 feet away from Zanka, though a nervous Rudo was still contemplating whether to open the door.
"Zanka was the only one badly hurt from the team... That's gotta ruin his confidence right?"
"What are you talking about?"
Enjin question as he opened the door but as quickly as he opened it, he closed it and turned to stare at all of them with an unnatural blank look.
"I think we should visit him a little while later, he seems... Pretty busy."
Inside...
You were straddling Zanka's lap while practically eating his mouth with how deep you're pushing your tongue at him. As soon as you heard that your boyfriend was wounded you rushed to him, truthfully, you were planning on just asking him if he's okay but seeing your man twitching from toxins got you feeling things... So of course you gotta help right?!
It was a perfect timing, you were down for toxins or poisons that day, and your man sitting there so serene and full of your goodies-yeah you immediately pounced on him as soon as you seen him. Cupping his face and shoving your tongue into his.
Zanka made a startled sound as his peace was (happily) disturbed by you, almost getting whiplash by how fast you jumped at him.
"Ack-! Wait!"
You didn't listen as you keep sucking out the toxins like a mad man, sucking him dry while his jittery hands flail, not knowing where to keep it. Your waist? Your hands? He doesn't know, there were no thoughts behind his blue eyes.
You kept going at it for quite a time, sucking and sucking until his tongue got numb, pulling away for a quick breath there and there before continuing your business.
You didn't think he'd have this much toxin in him but damn you were a little thankful for that jabber guy for the treat. The toxins and neurotoxin was heavenly mixed in your boyfriends body, making it impossible to stop mouthing and kissing him.
By the time it was dark out, you managed to suck out almost all of it, leaving some for Eishia to experiment on but you don't think she'd need it.
You were satisfied with the amount of toxins you inhaled like air, pulling out of his mouth while licking your lips and releasing a content sigh. Both of you didn't notice the door opening and closing but you don't care.
Looking at Zanka's flushed yet stunned face, you giggled as you rubbed your face with his.
"Awww, Hi Zanka! You 'k there?"
"I-i don't think so, you haven't sucked all of it out, maybe help me down here a little?"
You paused and trailed your eyes downwards, seeing his hard on made you grin and go down until you were facing his pants, sliding it off in a quick motion while looking at him.
"Your wish is my command, keep still while I suck the life outta you, yeah?"
It's safe to say Zanka didn't have any (unwanted) visitors that day.
Notes:the app I'm using can't have a GC with 14 people💔💔💔💔all of us are tgt okay? Okay. Guys don't mind any spelling mistakes I'm to lazy to proofread and if you see one just know I already seen it lmao, anyways eita's pfp:
Sypnosis: Giving him head then biting on it intentionally or unintentionally (he likes it duh).
Tags:Jabber x Reader, Freaky, MDNI!, Nsfw, giving him head🤤, angry jabber?, idk bro, why did I write this...
Usually, when your boyfriend, Jabber, came home fuming (in his way), slamming the door behind his back with enough force to crack the wall. You know what to do to make him release some steam.
And that by giving him pleasure, aggressively shoving him to your shared bed and hastily taking of his pants, immediately taking all his length in one move. The action made him feralll, toes curling and his legs bouncy like he can't contain it.
All his previous irritation was gone, his mind filled with lewd thoughts, the way you took him was making him think heaven was in between his thighs, licking the prominent veins on his shaft and taking all of him got him giggling in between moans and whimpers like a total maniac.
"Ohh shi-! Hngh- just like that baby...!"
He was far gone, panting like a dog in heat while moaning like a bitch, it didn't help to his pleasure that you were gripping his thighs hard enough to leave angry red lines, the pain adding to the satisfaction.
Seeing his face full of pleasure wasn't doing much to you either, your own thighs rubbing against each other, maybe you were to focused on your growing heat that you accidentally grazed your teeth against him, letting a little pressure that turned into a little bite.
"Ha-! Oh fuck baby Ngh-! Fuck yes bite in it!"
You raised an eyebrow at his request, well it's to be expected that he likes it, the pain caused by it only adds more to his growing pleasure, using you experience mouth on him and sucking the life out of him. You went faster and not a second later heavy loads of cum spurted in your mouth, going for a long time before your mouth was completely filled.
You pulled of his cock with a lewd pop, swallowing his cum and presented it to jabber, making him let out a giggle.
"We're definitely doing this again baby."
Notes:idk why I wrote this when I like zanka more but oh well, though my thought process here was "I remember reading smth like ts jabber will def like biting in oral" so I wrote it cuz likey like why not, post is inspired by this go read it, the beautiful dividers here is made by @dollywons go check her work it's so pretty omg, jabber though🤤🤤
I'm kinda curious since you're a new writer, who inspired you to make a post and write your own stories? And, who supported you irl when you told them?
-their works motivated me the most! All of them made me create my own account and post my works, another thing is that most of my works is inspired by how they make theirs, one shots, headcanons, and smau, whenever I had a new ideas and needed help in creating, planning, or how to designed it, I search for their accounts!, overall all of them is my second reason on writing✍️.
Who supported me in real life:
-My best friends! They were there when I started having motivation on writing fanfiction, two of my current works is based on them actually, when I told them I wanted to create writing of my own they supported me! I loaf them so much and I'm thankful for their support.
-My boyfriend, he was the one who introduced me to writing! I wouldn't have done it without him, he was the first to support me and helped me to creating my account, I loaf him and I'm grateful for him to introducing me to creating.
Sypnosis:Megumi is completely lovesick of You (and your interest), wrote this for my bff!, inspired by her favorite song My Moon My Man By Feist!
Tags:Megumi x Reader, Reader has a lot of interests, Reader can roller skate, Reader has highlights/raccoon tails.
Before You and Megumi even dated, he was already accustomed to your likings, the first time you two met was you rollerskating, strolling around the school with a big smile on your face, that smile felt addicting, that he felt like smiling too.
He noticed you more often after that, lingering glances, the way his body naturally picks up on your presence, and how he looks for you first thing in the morning.
Megumi is the kind of person who likes quiet, predictable things- in contrast, you were bright and unpredictable, with so much thoughts inside your head that he wondered if you carried a whole universe in you mind.
And somehow, along the way, he became completely undone, he had fallen inlove with you. He was captivated by you, you with the roller skates and red highlights dyed in your hair, and little by little, you have utterly consume his mind.
It was late afternoon, he was perched on a nearby wall, hands crossed, as he silently watches you glide all over the training ground, and, it seem you noticed him as you make your way towards him, he quickly composes himself as you skidded to a stop infront of him.
"Let's go skating Megumi! it's fun! and it's way easier than controlling shikigami, I promise!"
You did a playful spin to further emphasize, and grinned at him so wide he wondered how you haven't split your face yet, but alas.
"No."
You pouted, but quickly recovered and continued to skate around while he just watches you with a soft look. You'd always invite him to skate with you, but he'd always shook his head no, he'd stay and watch you anyways, seeing how you laughed when you nearly stumbled, how you bounced right back up like falling is just another fun part of it, made his day light up, just a little.
Other times, he'd see you under the big oak tree near the gate, makeup and other things he doesn't even know the name of, was spread around in a little circle, with you in the middle with your brows furrowed in concentration, doing your eyeliner. When you noticed him, you'd hold up a pallete and ask:
"Which color do you think matches my top?"
He'd stare at the shades, not knowing the difference between one pink and another, but he'll give his honest opinion anyways, more times than not, he would let you do his eyeliner, sitting perfectly still while your finger brushed against his skin, his heart beating so hard he was sure you could hear it. When you finished and showed him the mirror, he didn't even care how he looked- he just liked how close you are, how soft your voice sounded when you said he looked nice.
"I'm so jealous of your eyelashes, and with the liner? I wish I could rip your eyes out."
He'd give you a deadpanned look but he might do it, just for you.
Whenever he'd past by your room, there was always music blasting in a little speaker you owned, whether it was Enhypen, Chase Atlantic, or Mass of the fermenting dregs, different genres, yes- but so completely you. Sometimes you'd share your earphones with him, one side in his ear, the other yours, you'd tell him little facts about each artists you know or certain lyrics you like, eyes shining with excitement. Megumi didn't know most of the songs, but listening to them was worth it, like learning a new language, one that let him understand you a little better.
"What do you think of Vkei bands?"
"They're stylish."
On weekends where you were out to thrift, you'd drag him with you, you two will spend hours in second-hand shops, digging through racks of clothes, finding fire pulls or weird ones that you'd show him while laughing, he'd go along with it. Even if he preferred slow paced days off, seeing you happy and excited was better than any quiet afternoon, half of the things was something you didn't even need, you just bought them, and every thrift, Megumi started picking up small things too - a keychain, bracelets, or little trinkets - just because he thought you'd like them.
"Haha! look at this!"
"...is that a spongebob corset?"
If you weren't moving or talking, then you were immersed in watching anime, you loved scrolling through episodes late at night, then excitedly sharing the story and plot twist at him by morning, you'd explain each story and relationships while he listens carefully, asking questions just so you could talk longer. What really fascinates you though was visual novels, the ones with dark, magical, or strange themes - like The Freak Circus or The Kid at the back, you'd talk about your favourite characters, the art style, or the choices you had to make, you always say how mysterious it is, how they hide parts and how they'd show it anyway. Megumi thought that sounded a lot like how he felt, he'd hide parts of himself but you saw all of them anyway- and like them.
Sometimes, when you have inspiration, you'd draw, little sketches, weird blocky things, random eyes or on rare occasions, real full sketches of ocs you created, or you'd duet with other friends about art trends you guys found online, at times you'd make small doodles on his arm, crescent moons or his dog shikigami, and. He'd just let you, because it felt like your bond was hardening in that moment, he always searches you first in a room, while you always wait for him, saving a seat while leaning comfortably.
"Megumi! here i saved a seat for you!"
"Thanks.."
The day he confessed, it was in your room.
You two were hanging out, surrounded by your favorite things, your roller skates at the door, makeup on the vanity, earphones on your ears and his, your sketchbook in your bed, and a pile of clothes thrifted in a corner, you were drawing a realistic looking full moon while Megumi sat close by, leaning in your bed, just watching you.
You looked up, catching him staring. “What?” you asked, tilting your head with a smile. “Is something wrong?”
Megumi hesitated. He wasn’t good with words like you, with all your hobbies and bright ideas. “Nothing’s wrong,” he said softly, moving closer. “It’s just… you love everything so openly, always finding new things to care about. I don’t have all that. I’m just… quiet and plain.”
Your smile softened, and you set your sketchbook down to sit right in front of him. Taking his warm hands in yours, you asked gently, “Do you think I care about those things more than anything?”
He nodded, not meeting your eyes.
“They’re fun,” you said, squeezing his hands, “but nothing compares to you. Skating is better when you watch, music is better when we listen together, thrifted clothes are nicer when I show them to you, stories can’t beat you, and you're my inspiration,for drawing and sketching, You’re the one I tell everything to, the one I think about all the time. You’re my favorite thing, Megumi—just being you is enough for me.”
He looked up, eyes wide and heart racing. “Really?”
“Really,” you said, leaning closer.
Warmth spread through Megumi, and he brushed hair from your face gently. “I love you,” he said honestly. “I love every part of you—all your interests, your light, everything about you."
You beamed, resting your forehead against his. “I love you too.”
As the sun set outside, Megumi knew he didn’t need to be loud or busy to be enough. You loved him and he'd love you, to the moon and back.
Sypnosis:How far I think the jjk men would go for you/How much they love you. Based on the How deep is your love Mitski cover!
Tags:obsession, yandere tendencies on some, fluff (if you squint), mentions of death/murder, jjk men is obsessed with you, they will do anything to make you happy, Gn! Reader, fem reader in Yuji and Geto's.
-Would be very loyal, i think he's the type to "date to marry" guy, if he is in love with you, he loves you, only you.
-He will prioritize your needs, safety, and happiness before him, after his grandpa died, this will only strengthen, He'd put you first before anything else, he's also the type to check up on you often, he needs to know you're okay or his mind will be filled with worry.
-He wouldn't care if you're crying with mascara streaming down your face, hair tangled and rough, sick, or stressed, he still loves you the same, he's also unjudgemental, he will value your character and kindness most.
-reads you perfectly, if you're upset and didn't tell him, trust me, he will still know, Yuji is also open minded, he will say his feelings truthfully, he doesn't play games or act distant, if he's happy with you, you will know of it.
How deep is his love?
He's ready to sacrifice himself for you, he's widely known to have self-sacrificial tendencies afterall, he has a habit of carrying his burden alone, so ofcourse if the day comes that you're in danger, he will do anything, and I mean anything to save you, even if it meant he will die trying.
Megumi Fushiguro
-Quiet affection, he doesn't show his love openly, but he will do it in subtle ways, making sure you eat well, giving you space, and remembering small details.
-Deep in your relationship, when he truly feels comfortable, you're the only one he keeps his guard down, he feels safe around you and is stable, dependable, and honest.
-might have slight yandere tendencies, not the killing type though, he's yandere is more of isolation, because of his trauma with what happened with tsumiki, he would constantly worry about your safety, track your whereabouts, and experience severe anxiety if you were out of his sight.
-he knows you fit his morals and understand them, he chooses who to save based on his own sense of fairness, and you ARE one of those he wants to save.
How deep is his love?
Megumi would willingly burn the world down-or die trying, just to keep you safe, even if it means he will summon the divine general. He would choose you over the world-no he doesn't care about those people, they won't understand him in the end, only you can
Yuta Okkotsu
-Yuta is naturally soft-spoken, polite, and deeply empathetic, He is highly sensitive to your feelings and will constantly prioritize your comfort and happiness, he doesn't do half relationship, if he loves you, you will become his entire focus.
-Desperate yandere for sure, he is emotionally vulnerable, he will express deep affection, voice his fear of losing you, or cry in front of you, he has blatant favoritism, he might ignore other's for your well being, or just for him to be at your side.
-he projects his guilt of losing rika by giving you more love and attention, but don't be fooled, you and rika is not the same person, if he has to choose, he will chose you over and over.
-Yuta's love can be overwhelming at times, His cursed energy is fueled by his attachments, meaning his love has a literal, heavy supernatural weight to it, he sees you two as "Pure Love" that has intensity in it.
How deep is his love?
He would be terrified of something happening to you, he might rip himself apart if he loses you, If anyone even slightly threatens or harms you, Yuta's gentle demeanor completely vanishes. He instantly shifts into a cold, ruthless killer, willing to execute anyone who poses a danger to you, his love.
Gojo Satoru
-his love language is teasing, he would constantly prank you, make playful jokes, whine until you give him attention, and demand for your full focus once he's alone with you.
-He's rich and knows how to use it, he would buy you expensive gifts and extravagant vacation and his excuse is "just because", if you get mad at him, he goes quiet real quick, and shower you with gifts until you tell him to stop.
-PDA is a must, if he loves you the whole world will know it, he'd hold your hand, drape himself over you, and tell anyone from his vicinity on how amazing you are, to his students, fellow teachers, and even the higher ups.
-you're his weakness and curses and curse user alike knows this, they view you as someone who can make him weak, he would have to keep you under constant, heavy surveillance to guarantee your safety.
How deep is his love?
If anyone manages to bypass his protection and hurts you, he will lose it, he's personality we will be that akin to a mad man, he'd use his cursed technique to utterly erase the threat from existence without another thought, the higher ups sees you as someone that can control him-and if they threaten you? don't worry, you will never hear from them again, he killed them, just to protect you, his forever.
Geto Suguru
(Pre-Curse user)
-He's naturally polite and respectful, he will value your opinions, motives, or ideals, he puts you first daily, holding doors, pulling chairs, braids your hair, and talks to you in a soothing gentle tone.
-He would completely hide his suffering from you because he believes it is his duty to carry the burden alone, he would never want to ruin your happiness with his pain, he would make sure you are eating well, sleeping enough, and taking care of yourself, often prioritizing your well-being over his own, it'd be unfit if he let's you see him in his worst.
(Cult leader)
-after his fall he'd make sure you're in his side, and if you are a sorcerer, Geto will treat you like absolute royalty, he thinks you are the only one that can understand him, he would also ensure his followers treat you with god-like respect.
-if you are a non-sorcerer, he would protect you from his own curse-using allies—and from his own plans to wipe out humanity—he would keep you completely hidden away, he would treat you like a fragile, precious pet locked in a beautiful cage, isolating you from the world for your own "safety."
How deep is his love?
No matter what person he was-before or after- he will tear everyone apart even if they slightly disrespects you, you're a goddess, but a beautiful bird at the same time, someone that he protects from everyone, even him, if it meant that he'd completely destroy you just for you to be his, he would do it, after all, you are his person.
Choso Kamo
-Clingy, his devotion for you is all-consuming, he will love you with his entire life and soul, if he is fond of you, you are immediately elevated to the same status as his brothers-if not more.
-He doesn't hold back when he thinks your beautiful, he will randomly tell you how pretty your eyes are, or how much he loves you, he has so much to say of how great you are and talks about you to Yuji all the time.
-He's deeply afraid of losing you, he lost his brothers and he was devastated, but if he loses you? He might have to kill everyone and kill himself after, he can't live without you.
-He doesn't understand modern social norms, if someone as little as look at you wrong, he will step in front of you protectively, looking ready for a fight, he's also insecure and thinks you deserve better because he is a half-human half-curse, he needs your reassurance often.
How deep is his love?
He'd rather die than see you get hurt, if anyone even dares to harm you, he'd go crazy, painting the room red in an instant, he will gladly bleed himself dry, using everything he can just to shield you from a single scratch, You're the one he's willing to die for.
Sypnosis:The Moon Prince-Jinshi,fell in love with you, a maid. How will this forbidden love turn out? based on trouble by frank ocean! wrote this for a friend
Tags:Jinshi x reader,Jinshi is hopelessly in love, forbidden love trope, reader referred to as Y/n, yearner Jinshi
The first time he met you, he knew he would fall hard. When Maomao looked at him like he was a bug, you looked at him as if he was just a normal person in the court.
You looked at him like an equal. And gosh, did it felt amazing.
It was like whenever you were around, he could just be himself.
Not the moon prince, not Ka Zuigetsu, not Jinshi.
Just him.
That felt better than any compliment or praise he had ever achieved.
It was thrilling but also painful. He longed for you to be beside him, if he ever took the throne.
He wants you.
He yearns for you.
He needs you.
'I can't tell what spell you cast on me, Y/n.'
He watched you from the shadows as you picked up the freshly washed fabrics for the consorts he couldn’t care less about.
'But I long for you as if you were the air for my lungs.'
He wished he could be beside you, hold your hand, and bring it to his face, inhaling your scent to keep it in his memory.
But he didn’t. He just let you walk away.
After all, you were just a maid in the palace, and Jinshi—or Ka Zuigetsu—was the brother of the emperor.
He could only imagine a life with you. Sometimes, he dreamed of it, the two of you walking side by side, holding hands.
"Master Jinshi."
Gaoshun coughed behind him, walking toward him and reminding him of his work.
Jinshi looked at you one last time as he turned away, a thought in his mind:
Sypnosis:in which, A healer, You, fell inlove with the strongest hero, Gojo Satoru, In a mission to protect civilians, Gojo was heavily injured and in the brink of dead, and you as a healer manages to revive him, but at what cost?
Tags:Angst, Heroes and Villains au, Reader is suicidal, Sprinkle of romance, Gojo has no rct, Reader dies, Gojo dies but revives, Reader is reffered to as Y/n, No beta we die like Y/n, Yuji being a loud mouth.
You were a healer, and he was a hero.
From the moment you met Satoru, you knew you loved him deeply, emotionally, physically.
Since you were a child, you understood how cruel the world could be. It was unpredictable. You never knew when it would take something valuable from you, whether that was a cherished object or a loved one.
Naturally, being surrounded by sadness and death made you numb to it all.
The word 'death' meant nothing to you.
'How boring. All I did was heal patients all day. I haven't even seen Satoru. Speaking of him, he said he was sent on a mission in a nearby town. I wonder if he’s okay.'
As you walked through the hospital's white hallways, dressed in your coat, you moved mindlessly after yet another healing session.
'Silly me. Of course, he’ll be alright. He’s the strongest, after all.'
Everything felt dull and lifeless before you met him. He was the one who brought light to your day. He made you smile with his jokes that didn't even make sense. But because it was him, you laughed anyways.
He was the light sent to you by the gods, and you would do anything to make sure he lived. You wanted that light to stay, even if it meant sacrificing yourself.
You smiled, a rare smile that only appeared when you thought of him.
Still walking aimlessly, you were about to turn a corner when suddenly—
"Y/n!!!"
A young nurse rushed towards you, skidding to a stop infront of you as she bent over, breathing heavily.
You raised an eyebrow, stopping just in time to avoid being collided with each other, hands on your hips.
"W-we need to rush to [Town’s name] immediately! A group of villains ambushed the heroes sent there!"
You paused, familiarity washing over you at the mention of the town.
'[Town’s name]. Why does that sound familiar? Wait, don't tell me this is the town Satoru is in?'
Your eyes widened as you took the nurse's hand and dragged her toward the hospital entrance. You saw an ambulance and quickly got in, barking orders for everyone to move.
The ambulance stopped, and you all stepped out. The town was a mess. Broken houses, burnt trees, and grounds with large craters.
Your heart raced as you ran around helping civilians with your team. "Everyone check on all the survivors here! I will check the heroes!"
You shouted as you sprinted to the clearing in the middle, the one with the most damage.
But your breath caught at the sight before you.
It was Satoru, a blade lodged in his chest,bathing in his own blood.
You didn’t notice a dark-haired man walking away at the scene.
Your eyes were focused on Satoru.
Your breath caught as you tried to stifle a scream.
'No, I can't. Be calm, be calm, calm-'
You repeated the mantra in your head as you checked his condition.
'Broken ribs, slash marks everywhere, bruises on his hands, excessive swelling and—'
You stared at his chest where blood flowed the most, with you healing, you stopped the bleeding momentarily as you removed the blade.
'I stopped the bleeding, but what now? There’s no saving this. If only I had arrived earlier, if only I was better-stop. Think, Y/n, THINK.'
Your hands shook uncontrollably as your ability activated. You could stop things from happening inside a box you created. It wasn't much, but you could work with it.
You had spent years perfecting it.
But why was it that when you needed it the most, it was in a situation like this? A scenario where your ability is practically useless.
You were supposed to be heartbroken, but why didn’t you feel anything?
Your thoughts raced, but it halted as realization hit you.
'If... If I replaced his heart... There’s a chance he could still live. He hasn’t died yet. But where would I get a heart? We’re not in the hospital. Think, think, think—wait, what about mine?'
That was true, Satoru wasn’t dead yet. If you replaced his heart, there was a chance he would survive. But you would lose yourself giving him your heart.
Your own heart.
You promised you would let him live, even if it meant sacrificing yourself, right?
"Please work..." you whispered as you cast your spell, transferring, exchanging your hearts.
You felt it instantly, scorching pain in your chest as it settled. Your vision blurred as overwhelming pain consumed you.
You didn’t care, as long as he lived—
'-As long as he lives, I will stay inside him, right? What a pain. I thought we would live together, build a life with each other, but I never expected this.'
You would never have that life, you fool. You’re dead, accept it.
"Satoru... Please hear me, I... I love—"
You didn’t finish as darkness overwhelmed you. You almost cursed yourself. Pathetic, you couldn’t even say it right, and now your chance was gone.
Satoru woke up in a daze, sitting up in a hospital bed with tubes in his body.
'I'm pretty sure I died. The blade went through my heart, but how—'
His thoughts were interrupted when a nurse entered the room, clutching a folder, her eyes swollen from crying.
The nurse recounted what happened, and He's eyes widened and widened.
He couldn’t believe it. He really couldn't.
"No, that has to be a mistake. She has to be here. I know it."
But he couldn’t sense her. His stupid heart refused to believe it.
He knew you were strong. You were the strongest woman he had ever met, the one he had fallen stupidly in love with. You wouldn’t die.
But you weren’t there.
The only thing that greeted him was your body. He stood frozen as the nurses dragged him away, his eyes locked on your lifeless form, like this was a nightmare he could wake up from.
How foolish, Satoru. This isn't a dream. This is real. Accept it; the one you love is gone.
Five years later
Yuji didn’t think much of it at first, it was just small habit of his teacher.
He always sees his teacher tracing his chest, where his heart was—unconsciously.
He did it when he was stressed, sad, or tired.
In quiet moments, he would trace it as if reliving something.
Naturally, with his loud ass mouth, Yuji asked about it.
It was afternoon after training when he saw Satoru doing it again, faintly tracing as he watched his students train with each other.
"Hey, sensei."
Satoru hummed, directing his gaze toward Yuji, even with his blindfold concealing his eyes.
"Why do you always trace your chest, sensei? Where your heart is? I've never seen that habit before."
Yuji waited as Satoru paused, retracting his arm and letting it fall to his side as he sat beside him.
"Well, how do I start…"
He hummed, thinking before lightly grinning at Yuji.
"My heart is not mine."
"Huh?"
Satoru nodded while Yuji stared at him as if he had grown a second head.
"You’re serious? But how?"
That was when he told him, about the fight, how he almost died, and then you.
How you saved his life by giving him your love.
Your life.
Your heart.
Notes:Hello everyone! new writer here, this is my first ever work I'm so nervous omg, sorry for any grammar mistake that I will make in this fic I'm not really experienced but I will try my best! I was actually so nervous posting this as this is my first ever post in my years in Tumblr I'm proud but mostly scared even though you all cuties-omg I feel like tokimitsu😭😭but anyways I hoped you like this oneshot even though I feel like I didn't portray the emotions clearly and you can clearly see that this looks like an essay(I write like I'm doing essays like those uhm nerds (this:👆🤓) sorry but I swear I'm funny guys heh.. 😔😔😔😔✌)
