Ebullience24 on AO3

The diary of someone trying to be happy🤍

[red-lipstick-bisexual]

CAN I HEAR A WAHOO, GOOD OMENS FANDOM?

[ebullience42]

WAHOO

[fishy-lava]

I relate to kaz brekker because I too am an asexual traumatized 17 year old filled with rage who wears all black, has a bad leg and whose weakness is cool girls with knives

[ebullience42]

I have literally never felt more called out in my entire life

[whumpypepsigal]

Shadow and Bone s01e05: Kaz struggles with his chronic pain while undercover.

“You should have one of us with you.”

“I’ll manage.”

[burnmykruge]

listen,, 

kaz brekker,,,,

wearing eyeliner

[ebullience42]

I’m here to serve

[inkskinned]

i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

[ebullience42]

do not let these mortal turmoils tarnish your golden soul

[shutupmerlin]

A series of events:

1. I put in an Annual Leave request form almost 3 weeks ago and my boss has not approved it yet

2. I went into my office today and replaced every single writing utensil with crayons in preparation for April Fools Day on Monday

3. Whilst searching for pens to remove, I found my unsigned Annual Leave form in my boss’s drawer

4. I placed my unsigned Annual Leave form in a photo frame and put in on his desk

5. The frame I used was from a photo of his kids that I deemed less important than my Leave form

6. My boss sometimes goes into the office on Saturdays to work

7.

[aerialsquid]

I appreciate the context of 1-6 or else 7 might have had some very concerning implications.

[ebullience42]

Autism in media: I got bored so I read three science textbooks and completed all these equations and now I’m working on the coding for this app-

Autism in real life: I’m so bored that every bone in my body feels like it’s being turned into one but don’t even talk to me about doing something about it

[ebullience42]

To all my neurodiverse/mentally ill/traumatised asexuals and or aromatics:

You’re still valid. I love you. Your sexuality is valid despite your circumstances.

[ebullience42]

Me: Maybe I don’t have ADHD... Maybe I’ve been faking it for attention after all.

Also me when I watch anything: Speeding up the playback because I don’t have an attention span, adding subtitles because auditory processing issues, turning the volume up to god Themselves to prevent a Thought from coming, and ending up scrolling through memes the whole time

[ebullience42]

Me: Maybe I don’t have ADHD... Maybe I’ve been faking it for attention after all.

Also me: *Makes a post hundreds of people with ADHD relate to*

[ebullience42]

ADHD culture is loving to send voice messages but hating to receive them

[ebullience42]

Me: Maybe I don’t have ADHD... Maybe I’ve been faking it for attention after all.

Also me when I watch anything: Speeding up the playback because I don’t have an attention span, adding subtitles because auditory processing issues, turning the volume up to god Themselves to prevent a Thought from coming, and ending up scrolling through memes the whole time

[ebullience42]

Sherlock, your bottom is showing

[phunkyvanspam]

Possibly Neurodivergent Benedict Compilation

[phunkyvanspam]

phunkyvanspam

phunkyvanspam

This 5-part compilation puts all the quotes and some gifs that I find relatable into one place. I should say that as someone with autism, as well as ADHD and an anxiety disorder, I in no way intend to “diagnose” this man. However, I can relate to him in so many ways it’s not even funny. Some say non-neurotypical people can pick out others like them as if it’s some sort of radar. And well, he pings mine HARD, you know? All the goofiness, the energy, the anxiety and somewhat awkward moments he has, as well as the extreme attention to detail and perfectionism makes him who he is and I wouldn’t have it any other way. It makes me so happy to have someone as successful as him that I can relate to. And I know a lot of people without any type of disorder (aka neurotypical) would be able to relate to a bunch of these as well. 1) Ben and Anxiety 2) Ben’s Relentless Energy 3) Miscellaneous quotes about or made by Benedict (tw for some ableism) 4) Wigglybatch, and other GIFs 5) Benedict’s Unrivaled Dedication to His Craft

Bringing this back because of reasons!

1/27/15: Added a few gifs to part #4.

1/28/15: Added another quote to part #1.

3/5/15: Added a quote and photo to #3, added 2 gifs to #4 3/11/5: Added a 5th category 4/26/15: Added a few quotes to part 1 & 5 5/8/15: Added quotes from Sherlocked Q&A to part #1 6/4/15 Added a quote by Lindsey Turner to #5

[ebullience42]

Messy hair, smudged makeup, wrinkled clothes, chipped nail varnish, stained fingertips, chapped lips, mix-match socks, annotated books, clashing aesthetics, dried flowers, scribbled handwriting, voice cracks, bruises, acne, body hair, early mornings, late nights, unmade beds, loud music, soft touches

[cogitaeworks]

“My Dear”

[gingerhaole]

He’ll probably get a commendation from Hell for all this crap. See you in October, Crowley.

[breeyn]

As if this isn’t just all the Slow Show Crowley of my dreams. He just needs some spikes on those boots. (image from @aziraphale-is-ace’s post 🖤)

[ebullience42]

Crowley’s hairstyle this way is impeccable