A few days ago I happened upon this video about visual snow syndrome and I watched it even thinking that it was kinda clickbaity, since I always figured that visual snow syndrome is something that a lot of people have and it’s not a big deal. But it actually made me realize that there’s a lot of stuff that’s possibly interconnected in my brain. Because one of the things the presenter mentioned is that it’s also linked to tinnitus and heightened pareidolia, which are both things I’ve always had. As well as migraines. And I wonder how much of my other brain shit is also explained by this? So for example, fibromyalgia generally manifests as having a bit of pain that just leads to massive overwhelm for me. And then the MSG sensitivity I have seems to be caused by overexposure to the flavor of MSG lingering in my mouth. And the vertigo I have is triggered by being hyper-attuned to motion around me. And my migraine triggers are being overloaded by sensory input (usually smells or sound or flashes of light). And I have always had a tendency to photophobia as well. My anxiety also feels like it’s a sort of feedback cycle that happens. And maybe it’s even the source of my mirror-touch synaesthesia? This doesn’t explain all of my problems (like my connective tissue issues which are also at the root of my most intense pain flareups) but I wonder if this is an avenue worth exploring. And how I would even go about exploring it. But also given that my creativity is all rooted in the random nerve firings that make connections where they aren’t obvious… maybe this isn’t something to fix. Just something to better understand. It’d be nice if I could figure out a way of keeping the good parts without being so badly affected by the bad parts. (As with so many other things in life, I suppose.) comments #neurology #brain stuff #fibromyalgia #musings (via busybee)

















